74. Tangled
"Lin Tian, what's wrong with you?"
Between going to fetch water, Lin Tian looked at this page, and after washing, Lin Tian still looked at this page. Combined with a nap and threw a bunch of notebooks on the bed.,I don't know what to do in bed.,It seems like a fall.。 Wen Jing felt that Lin Tian was very wrong today. It's still good in the morning, and I'm still declaring that I'm not going to read the novel and get ready for a good review. There was no change at noon, just a nap, as if it was a different person.
"I—I'm fine."
Wen Jing asked twice, and Lin Tian heard it, stammering to deal with Wen Jing, no matter how he looked at those eyes, he didn't want to look like he was fine. Seems to have been thinking about something.
"If you can't read the book, just rest and rest, it's not bad for this afternoon."
Since Lin Tian was reluctant to say it, Wen Jing didn't force it. If Lin Tian is still like this tomorrow, then she can't stand idly by. I don't know what happened to Lin Tian, now she only hopes that Lin Tian can get over this hurdle, at least not to have problems at this juncture near the interview.
This night, Lin Tian used it to think about her relationship with Tian Lin. The kiss lasted only ten seconds, and after Lin Tian broke free, Tian Lin spit out the words "tired" and "sleepy", and returned to the mirror as fast as possible to fall asleep. Lin Tian, who was brought by Tian Lin and fell on the bed, attracted Wen Jing's concern.
In the face of the well-intentioned roommates, Lin Tian could only prevaricate on the grounds that he was looking for something, and refused to feed him for dinner because he was too full at noon today and didn't want to eat at night. The culprit, Tian Lin, was asleep in the mirror, and she could only sit here and think for herself.
If this qiē had been treated as if it had never happened with an ostrich mentality, Tian Lin would not have known her dream anyway, and that kiss might have been forgotten when she woke up. Even if Tian Lin didn't forget the kiss, he could take Tian Lin to faint for no reason and rescue him himself, but he didn't think of any other way, so he moved the same set when he was a child. Kissing in the mirror and kissing people, the objects of kissing are all fields and forests, so this explanation also works.
But does Tian Lin know about that dream? And Tian Lin fell asleep because of too much energy consumption. Today they just went out to have a meal, Tian Lin basically did not leave her three steps away, why did this happen suddenly. Since college, Tian Lin has rarely been in such a situation, so that dream ......
"Who was Tian Lin who created that dream? Or did Tian Lin invade my dream? ”
Either of these conditions can drain Tian Lin's energy. And Tian Lin's deep sleep is not necessarily related to that dream. Lin Tian flipped through what he had written in the notebook in front of him, if there was really a hand controlling her in the dark, then whether Tian Lin's slumber had anything to do with this hand. Tian Lin's ability is to "think", and when he was forcibly taken away, he had the desire to "not want to leave", and it was possible to stay in this world in the end.
Lin Tian went through the logic in his mind again, the main reason why Tian Lin fainted was exhaustion, which was beyond doubt. Why did she run out of energy, she also thought of three possibilities. Each of these three is related to a dream, and after listing his thoughts, Lin Tian began to think about this dream.
In addition to looking at the fundamentally unscientific language or warnings, the sentence that determines the direction of the dream, "Is it good to fall in love with me?" "Did Tian Lin say it?
As the saying goes, "I think about it every day, I dream about it at night", even if it was daytime, this thinking was definitely not what she thought. Although he had read so many Lily novels, Hayashida had never had the idea of experiencing them for himself. She would never think about whether Tian Lin was in love with her. So half of this sentence may have been said by Tian Lin himself. The other half, probably thanks to that hand. This kind of thing that controls a world, I don't know if he has a zài, but Lin Tian doesn't want to ignore his zài. If you really have a hand, you can't put this in your dreams for no reason, there must be some signs.
"So Tian Lin will not really like himself. If so, what should I do? ”
I've known each other for more than ten years, and my friends who have been together for more than ten years like me, if they are a man and a woman, this is the plot of a standard childhood sweetheart, but they are all women. After reading so many lily novels and seeing the intimate interaction between Li Xilian and Zhang Meimei, Lin Tian gradually accepted that the two girls were together. But that doesn't mean she can accept that she is liked by another girl.
No, the same can't be said either. The tip of Hayashida's pen unconsciously swiped back and forth in the notebook. When Tian Lin confessed to her, she should have been shocked. The partner who grew up together since childhood is the same, and he also likes himself, this kind of thing...... Wait, are you really heterosexual?
Lin Tian was suddenly shocked by his thoughts, and Sun Jiao's words came out again: "Everyone is between heterosexuality and homosexuality, and extreme situations are very rare. "And I don't even know which side I belong to.
When she was a freshman, Sun Jiao went to fall in love a few times, and the reason she said for falling in love was to prove that she was heterosexual and her sexual orientation was male. Although those two relationships failed, Sun Jiao was quite satisfied with this result because she made a complete proof.
But Lin Tian has never been in love, and she doesn't even have anyone she likes. The so-called male god only exists in his imagination, and even his face is blurred. Writing the words "same or different" on the paper, Lin Tian suddenly remembered that she wanted to explore Tian Lin's problem, not her own. Even if you have a problem, it is still more important for Tian Lin now.
Is Tian Lin gay, will she really like herself? Lin Tian tried to discern the clues from the interaction between the two people. But for so many years, they have been so close, there is simply no room for others to interfere, how can they tell whether it is friendship or love?
Another point, Tian Lin's image is the same as her, they are all girls, but Tian Lin comes from the mirror, is she really gender conscious? As soon as she thought of this, Lin Tian felt that she had really encountered a big problem, what is gender consciousness, and the biggest difference between men and women is in the body structure. Tian Lin's body is the same as hers, so what about consciousness. They are two people who are obviously not, she thinks she is a girl, does Tian Lin really think so?
In the confession of Tian Lin, did he say it as a girl to a girl, or a boy to a girl?
Writing this question, Lin Tian discovered a new problem. Tian Lin is not a human at all, no matter how similar her appearance is, there is a lot of difference between her and humans. She has no daily human needs and can go without sleep as long as she wants. In the mirror, there is a need to replenish because she needs to consume energy in the outside world, but in the mirror, her energy consumption is very small, and she does not need to replenish at all. Every time Tian Lin sleeps, it's because of her needs.
After thinking about it so much, the book is already a mess. Lin Tian closed his eyes, and what came out was an analysis of Tian Lin. It was as if a switch had been turned on, and her desire to explore Tian Lin became stronger and stronger. Constantly telling yourself to calm down, don't think too much, people who think too much will eventually be proven to be thinking too much.
With a "bang", the door was pushed open, and Lin Tian turned his eyes to see that it was Wen Jing who had come back from eating. When someone came, Lin Tian had an urge to talk. In the end, he was restrained, after all, Tian Lin's existence could not be known by others.
When Wen Jing went out, she found that something was wrong with Lin Tian, and when she came back, she found that she was still wrong. Sitting on the table in a daze, the book was messy, and the first reaction when she came back was to close the book first. It's as if something is pestering her, especially irritable.
Closing the door, he naturally walked to his place, and Wen Jing asked casually, "How are you going to review these days?" ”
"I haven't figured it out yet." Looking up at the timetable, the summer camp is on Saturday and Friday by train. It's only five days to get full. Today, because of Zhuo Rurong's incident and that dream, I didn't study hard for a day. There are still a dozen or so basic books to read, and even if you go through them once, there is not enough time.
After a deep sigh, Wen Jing still didn't ask Lin Tian what happened to her today, but talked about her review plan. Read half a book every day, combined with the interview questions given by the seniors, and read each book in turn. The notes of both of them are relatively detailed, and the key points are listed relatively clearly, which is very helpful for the current review.
Hayashida kept nodding his head, occasionally making additions to the plan. When Wen Jing finished speaking, and the two of them were a little silent, Lin Tian asked a question in his heart: "You say, we save the world, is it a person who has nothing to do to create a zào, just for a certain purpose?" ”