Gu Wu blinked her eyes, raised her head and smiled: "Aunt Feng, don't move away." ”

Feng Ruqing thought that she was too tired during this time, "Huh?!" ”

Gu Wu looked at her and said with a serious expression: "Aunt Feng, I will go to school in Beijing in less than a month, and I can't do it if there is no one at home." Besides, even after graduation, I won't live in the house permanently, and no one in this house will deteriorate quickly. Why do you have to move out? ”

Feng Ruqing was a little nervous and touched her pants and said dryly, "But ...... Didn't you say that you would rather sell your home than let outsiders live there? ”

Gu Yu interrupted her: "I used to be ignorant, but in fact, you have been with my dad for more than ten years, just like my aunt said, there is no merit and hard work." ”

Feng Ruqing stared at her eyes and licked her lips nervously and said, "Gu Wu, you don't have to be like this, we used to get along like that when your father was there, and now your father ......is gone."

Gu Wu shook her head, looking at the young Aunt Feng, but remembered that she had traveled more than 1,000 kilometers to Beijing to see her when she carried a basket of drunken crabs made by herself.

Gu Wu felt uncomfortable in her heart. She turned her head sideways and whispered: "Anyway, it's decided, I'm going to Beijing to go to university next month, and there is no one in this house, so you can stay and watch the house." ”

Gu Yu went upstairs in a panic, Feng Ruqing was stunned for a long time before she came back to her senses, and a smile rose from the corner of her mouth, and then wiped the tears that had slipped from her eyes.

After reaching an agreement, Feng Ruqing lived in Gu's house, she lived on the first floor, and the second floor was Gu Wu's territory.

Every day, Gu Wu gets up at six o'clock in the morning and goes out for a run, and Gu's father made a lot of money when he was doing business in the past and bought this villa.

Because of the early time of purchase, the neighborhood so close to the city center is out of print. While running around the landscape lake in the community, Gu Wu thought about her future plans.

She must continue to be an actress, she has worked so hard to be admitted to the film school, and she can't just give up.

But she can't go down the old path of her life, Gu Wu knows that she belongs to a fragile and sensitive personality, and remembers that the teacher who taught her to perform before said, "Gu Wu, your sensitive and good at feeling the surrounding atmosphere is very suitable for artistic creation, but at the same time, your fragile heart is not suitable for the complex entertainment industry." ”

At that time, the teacher who liked her very much suggested that she should act in a play, so that she could do what she liked and avoid too much public opinion. But Gu Wu didn't listen to the teacher, she chose the most unsuitable path.

Thinking of this, Gu Wu shook her teeth and sped up her running.

After a while, Gu Wu took it seriously and really thought through why she would fail more and more in her career in her previous life, she felt that the teacher's evaluation of herself was right, she was sensitive and vulnerable, and when most of the people around her expressed kindness to her, she would become more and more confident, and her expression was getting better and better. But in the entertainment industry, how can this dye vat only have good words and no black material for an actor? Others who are strong in resisting pressure, even if they are pointed at and scolded in person, can only pass in a few days, but she can be in pain for several years.

But this fragile personality chose to take the most unsuitable topic route, which simply added to the already shaky heart. Especially after plastic surgery, public opinion on her has become more and more strict, and her expression has deteriorated, and she can't get a representative work at all.

In fact, it is nothing for her to change to a hard-hearted and thick-skinned female star in this situation, and she can even use her popularity to get thriving, and she still has the attention that many people can't ask for. But Gu Wu's personality can't stand it, she loves acting and wants to be a great actor, but the reality is completely out of her thoughts and goes in the direction she least wants.

In this way, she seems to have fallen into a whirlpool, and if she wants to get a good role as a big director, the more hype she will increase her topicality, but the bad comments that come to her face after the hype have made her lose confidence and unable to focus on acting at all. After the work came out, she became the most scolded one in it.

After this vicious circle a few times, a good director will never ask her to film again, and gradually from the heroine to the second female, and in the next few years, she can't even get the second female, and can only get a small role with a very bad character. The producer simply wants to use her topicality to bring hot movies and attract others to watch them. This kind of naked consumption behavior makes Gu Wu's audience popularity worse and worse. At the worst, she didn't even have anyone willing to film with her for almost two years.

Thinking of this, Gu Wu exhaled a deep breath of turbidity, and she gasped for breath and looked at the thin morning mist rising in the middle of the lake. gritted her teeth and swore that she must change her way of life in this life, she likes acting, and if she wants to be a good actor, she can't become popular if she doesn't believe it or hype!

When she got home, she looked at the breakfast, fried buns and lean porridge that had been placed on the table.

Her favorite food.

Feng Ruqing looked at Gu Wu and ate four fried buns in one go, and was a little stunned: "Before, you said that you only eat boiled vegetables in order to look good on camera." Now it's okay, the girls' families have to eat well to ensure their health, I heard that they are all physically active in filming, where can they stick to it if they don't eat enough? If you're afraid of getting fat, exercise more and don't eat high-calorie junk food. ”

Gu Wu touched her satisfied stomach and listened to Aunt Feng's chatter, for some reason, she was a little moved in her heart, she had not heard this kind of concern for many years.

"Don't worry, Aunt Feng, it used to be my cognitive bias. In order to pursue simple thinness, I don't eat, and now I eat well and increase the amount of exercise. It can be both good-looking and healthy. “

Listening to Gu Wu's answer, Feng Ruqing smiled: "It's good that you can understand." Oh, don't you really need me to go with you? “

Gu Wu shook her head: "No need, I don't have much to do." I'll call you when I'm settled. “

Feng Ruqing lowered her head to hide the disappointment that flashed in her eyes, Gu Wu didn't know that she wanted to send herself to school as a stepmother.

But Gu Wu's heart is complicated about this, on the one hand, she is grateful to this woman for taking care of her father without giving up, and she did not give up when he was in the most difficult time. At the same time, thinking of her mother, whose life and death are still unknown, she hates Feng Ruqing a little. Her appearance shattered her family, and her childhood without maternal love developed her sensitive and suspicious personality. It can be said that Feng Ruqing is like a two-faced person who is half angel and half devil, affecting Gu Ruqing's life.

Before she was reborn, she didn't know how to deal with her relationship with Feng Ruqing, so she could only treat this woman in the most indifferent and extreme way, because this way was what she was used to since she was a child. Now she has decades of life experience, not to mention her, she has also seen the junior whose behavior is thousands of times worse than her, and she slowly feels that Feng Ruqing is not so hateful. But when she found out that it was too late, she wanted to ease the relationship between the two, and Feng Ruqing would not agree.

Thinking of Aunt Feng's future fate a few years later, Gu Wu felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, although she was cold and violent to Aunt Feng back then, her aunt had been telling her news intermittently.

Five years later, Aunt Feng got married again, the other party was widowed and had a son, I heard that her mother-in-law treated her very badly, and the child was also a domineering personality.

These intermittent news did not make Gu Yu feel good at that time, and at this time she realized that she did not hate Feng Ruqing as much as she thought.