Chapter 1 The Green Years

The night breeze dispelled some of the summer heat a little, Gu Wu sat at the desk and looked at the things in front of her and exhaled deeply, only now she was really sure that she was reborn, back to the age of eighteen.

She rubbed her swollen eyes, this time, like in her previous life, she didn't have the opportunity to send her father on the last ride, every time she thought of this, Gu Wu's heart hurt like a pinprick, and the pain was so painful that she could barely straighten her waist.

If you want to say that Gu Wu is the most sorry person in her life, the first person is her father.

Father Gu is not a good husband, but he is a good father.

He was sorry for Gu Wu's own mother and betrayed their marriage, which made her so grief-stricken that she left the country and her whereabouts are still unknown after the plane went missing.

But for Gu Aunt, he is a responsible and good father, he does his best to provide the best material conditions for Gu Aunt, it can be said that Gu Auntie from birth to eighteen years old does not know what it is like to ask for material things, even when Gu's father was so sick that he couldn't get out of bed at all, he never refused Gu Aunt's material needs, although the family had no money at that time.

So when Gu Wu entered the society, she realized how selfless her father was to herself, but she didn't even want to go home because of her father's illness.

Since she was eighteen years old, although she still couldn't see her father for the last time, she had learned to forgive and be tolerant, Aunt Feng was good to her father, then she was good to Aunt Feng. At least let my father rest assured at the spring.

Thinking of Aunt Feng and Gu Wu pursing her lips, her impression of women has always been vague. In addition to the hatred she has always had, this woman is like looking at people through frosted glass in her heart, she doesn't know Aunt Feng's preferences, she doesn't know Aunt Feng's character, and she doesn't even know if she is doing well after her father's death.

The only thing that impressed her was that she was notorious because of the continuous scandals in her previous life, and when everyone shouted and beaten, Aunt Feng went to Beijing alone to see her, but at that time, she was grumpy because of long-term alcoholism, and she couldn't say a word to Aunt Feng and kicked her out of the house. Thinking of Aunt Feng's thin body and gray hair when she left, Gu Wu's heart was panicked. She remembered that Aunt Feng was five years younger than her father, and Aunt Feng's hair had already turned gray before she reached her fifties, so she must have had a bad life.

Thinking of this, Gu Wu was a little self-deprecating, no one could have imagined that a big star who was dazzling outside, and a bottle of perfume was equal to a month's living expenses of ordinary people, and his stepmother was so embarrassed. At that time, if Aunt Feng had bad intentions, relying on her stinky reputation, she only needed to say two words to make herself pay for gambling on her mouth. But in fact, Aunt Feng didn't say anything, and she didn't even say a word when the ubiquitous reporter blocked the door.

Thinking of this, Gu Wu couldn't wait to smoke herself to death, she wondered how she could get mixed up in the entertainment industry with her IQ? is so ambitious, fragile, negative energy, conceited and inferior, because of the words of the rival in love, going to plastic surgery not only lost the audience popularity that others couldn't ask for, but also hurt the skin care product manufacturers who were looking for their endorsements at that time to constantly help themselves wipe their farts - stocks, making themselves an irresponsible image in the eyes of the business, and almost no better endorsements were received after the direct guidance. And because he listened to his agent, he was stirring up news with male stars every day, and he was completely out of control, and his reputation fell to the bottom because of the constant hype but no support from his works.

Gu Wu still remembers her desperate feelings when she broke out of the romance gossip and the headlines of the publication used four words "as good as a husband" to describe herself.

From acting in the first TV series at the age of nineteen to dying in a car accident at the age of thirty-four, what she left behind in the entertainment industry for fifteen years was not a resounding work, not the nostalgia of fans, but the continuous gossip headlines and ridicule from film critics.

"The good start was lost by Gu Wu's character"

"Gu Wu is not suitable for the entertainment industry"

"Gu Wu should quit, this kind of female star full of negative energy should not appear in front of the audience."

Although Gu Wu has a very high www.biquge.info and has a good audience, her resistance to pressure is too poor to listen to any negative evaluations, and an actress who is full of praise when she appears in the first play and is envied by everyone, and an actress with a girlish sense will think that she is not as beautiful as her boyfriend's gossip object and go for plastic surgery, thus rejuvenating her promising acting career? From this incident alone, it can be seen that this girl Gu Wu is not suitable for the showbiz at all. No, it should be said that her heart is not ready for what a public figure should be. “

These words have been around her since she began to be famous, and her character is really as arrogant and inferior as they described, her fragile heart can't bear so much pressure from public opinion, and her more and more radical behavior is also caused by her inability to get out.

When she was getting older and older, she looked at the little girl who was the new spearhead and was more beautiful than her, and when she was younger than her, she finally broke out, and she kept anesthetizing herself with alcohol to forget about the disturbances outside. In the end, because of anorexia, the fans who supported him the most and never gave up along the way also closed the website.

Gu Wu still remembers the scene when the last drama in front of her was released, when she was thirty-three years old and played a little girl who had just entered the industry for half a year. The powder is covered with a thick layer, but it can't hide the tiredness and desolation under the eyes.

Looking at the little girl's many fans, Gu Wu felt sad in her heart, in the fifteen years of her career, except for many scandals, there is no role that others can remember, which is really a huge irony for her. God knows how much she likes the actor industry, but because she is not firm in her willpower, she listened to her agent's statement for the sake of popularity, and kept hyping her relationship with the cooperating actors, the scandal can indeed bring her attention in a short time, but it blurs the focus, when her name and acting skills can no longer be linked, she realizes that it is too late to regret it.

Gu Yu looked at her young self in the mirror and gently touched the mirror and said, "God has given you a chance to do it again, do you want to go back to the original path?" ”

A few days later, after finishing the funeral of Gu's father, Gu Wu sat in the house with Feng Ruqing, who was dressed in black, and she looked sideways at the luggage placed on the side and pursed her lips.

Feng Ruqing's figure was thin, her face was pale, and the dark circles under her eyes became more and more obvious.

She looked at Gu Wu, whose temperament had changed drastically, and couldn't believe that they had lived together peacefully for half a month, and after the stepdaughter came back from Beijing, she learned that her father had passed away, and she had an affair, so she was very calm.

There are constantly people coming to mourn her, she has never made trouble, and even called "Aunt Feng" several times in front of outsiders, which is something that I couldn't think of before.

Not only that, but in private, Gu Wu's temperament has also changed. used to be like a hedgehog with spikes all over her body, and she would prick you with blood when it didn't go your way, but now the spikes on her body are gone, and she can even chat with her calmly.

But even if Gu Wu becomes more, she will definitely do what she promised. Looking at the house where she had lived for two years, Feng Ruqing's heart was sour.

Feng Ruqing saw that Gu Wu had been staring at her luggage, and smiled a little unnaturally: "I promised you that I would leave your house immediately after your father's funeral." Now that your father has been buried, I won't be waiting longer. ”

After speaking, she looked sideways: "The car will come in a while, you take care of yourself at home alone, and when you go to Beijing after school starts, remember to call your aunt." I finally got admitted to the film school and studied hard, and when you become a big star in the future, it is also everyone's pride, and your father will definitely be happy to know it underground. ”