108 Take it one step at a time
It's all a group of poor girls, after a long time here, Master Li also knows very well that almost every girl who has fallen into the Qinglou has a miserable story behind it, if it weren't for these miserable backgrounds, no one would have voluntarily come here to be a prostitute for a living.
Chunyan knelt in front of Master Li since she woke up, and was repeatedly grateful for her kindness, and said that she would not leave her side no matter what, and Master Li naturally agreed.
In the past few days of taking care of the two girls, I also have to take care of the business in the Red Mansion, although I still didn't agree to pick up customers, but this time I came back, accompanied by wine and entertainment, singing and dancing, but it was inevitable, because the Red Mansion was still counting on her to take the lead.
Fortunately, she is not ambiguous in singing and dancing, anyway, she is still fooling the past with her modern dances, and the guests also love to watch and listen, so it's not a big deal, compared to those girls who are forced to continue to sell themselves, she Li Shishi is really a lot luckier. After experiencing so many things, she has become much calmer, and she no longer feels disgusted when she mentions this place, and she no longer feels disgusted and despised when she sees those girls who are laughing.
But it really annoyed her a little to accompany the wine and socialize after being ordered on the stage, because after all, she had to drink with a good face from beginning to end, even if she didn't have any interest at all that day. Of course, because her status here is higher, the people who can generally invite her to accompany the wine are also people with higher status, many of whom were born in famous families and high-ranking officials, and their personal quality and self-cultivation are slightly higher.
Sometimes when I meet someone who likes poetry and songs, and is invited to such a field, Master Li reluctantly complies with a few songs, which naturally causes extraordinary reactions every time, and praises for her abound, and the title of Master Li's talented woman is getting louder and louder. And in her own heart, in fact, she still uses modern poetry anyway, but she just copes with it casually.
I persisted like this for a few days, and to be honest, I was really tired of it, but I still had to barely support it for the sake of the two girls around me. Sometimes think about it, and think it's funny, you say that among these guests she receives, some of them are the kind of high-minded and noble status, if you say what kind of woman you like, just by virtue of those status, what kind of woman can't you marry? But why do they just like to be inseparable from these women on the Fengyue field? This phenomenon is still very similar to the modern situation, no matter how prominent the identity, it seems that it is impossible to avoid entering those various high-end entertainment venues, and in those entertainment venues, it is still clear that there are many women who hide the dust, but they have changed many different titles, what a young lady, a princess, it sounds much more elegant than this ancient Qinglou prostitute, but in fact, the professions are almost the same, so the progress is not civilization, and it is just a cover-up.
If you continue to think about it, there was no star profession in ancient times, so the women who can sing and dance on the Fengyue field are sought after by all kinds of people, in fact, they are equivalent to the star chasing of modern people. In ancient times, under the status of kabuko sought after by these people, they were sought after on the one hand, but they were subjected to all kinds of discrimination, and they could not even marry into regular families like ordinary women, and many of them became the playthings of rich and powerful people. In modern times, those who are also famous for their singing and dancing skills have been called stars by different titles, and their status has become higher because of different times, and they all look glamorous and radiant. But really? In order to get ahead, they also have to do things against their will, to cling to various powers, in order to seek so-called reliance and protection. Because in such a mixed and intricate circle, it is really not easy to make a name for yourself. What's more, on the surface, he is a star, but behind his back, he is still doing some power and sex trading, even including ****. This is also consistent with the state of these famous prostitutes in ancient times. When some people's rights and prestige have reached a certain level, and all kinds of women on the Fengyue field can no longer support the nobility of their status, what is the next expectation? That is to lose a lot of money and play a star! Anyway, I'm rich and powerful, you're colorful, and everyone takes what they need, it's that simple.
So in fact, what is the essential difference in such comparisons? Now Master Li is beginning to believe that the saying that the Qinglou and the Red Mansion are a family is actually not unreasonable.
Just like some of her current guests, some of the so-called admirers come here, isn't it the same? Do these people really like her to write a poem and a word so much? Is it really that knowledgeable? No, but it's just because I invited her Master Li to accompany her, which sounds better.
Therefore, Master Li now feels that he has seen everything very thoroughly.
Of course, what can be done to change this? She has never dispelled such thoughts, because even if she uses various other ways to make up for this Red Mansion and insists on not selling herself but only performing arts, she is not willing to stay in this place of right and wrong for the rest of her life.
But at the moment, she didn't have any other way to think of it. A few times she even dreamed that when she was helpless, Yan Qing suddenly broke in, and then took her away directly, and then she could live freely on his mountain again, wandering among the mountains every day, breathing the fragrance of wild flowers、、、
This is perhaps the dream she desires the most, because there are those who are there and those she loves.
But all this is just a dream. Because they didn't know her true identity at all, and they didn't know that she was forced back here, and after Zhou Cheng couldn't find her that day, they must have thought that she had changed her mind and sneaked away.
Of course, even if they knew her identity, would Yan Qing really come and take her away without hesitation? Will he dislike her for being a Qinglou woman? She really wasn't sure about these at all, and it was a little bitter to think about it.
So later, I simply buried this miss deep in my heart, everything can only be taken one step at a time、、、 (to be continued.) )