109 Mengyue is sick
Just a few days later, early in the morning, I heard that Mengyue's lung disease had happened again, and she coughed all night without closing her eyes. So he didn't even bother to eat breakfast, so he hurried to the side building to see her.
said that this time it was after she came back, thanks to the fact that Mengyue had always come to help, she was able to take care of Xiao Rou and Chunyan at the same time, and the sisters naturally had a lot more contact with each other than before.
Several times, when she was free, she felt that Mengyue was a little sighing, asking, but she always looked like she wanted to talk and stopped, probably because of this girl's original introverted personality, so she was more willing to hide anything in her heart.
Later, I was busy myself, so I forgot to continue to ask her, no, I didn't see her for a few days but I heard that she was sick again.
As soon as I entered Mengyue's house, I saw her lying there leaning against the bed rail, her face pale and pitiful.
"Mengyue, look at you girl, why don't you remember to pay attention to your body? I've made myself sick again. β
As the master walked over, he looked at her with some reproach.
"Senior sister, you're hereγγγ come and sit down."
The girl only asked her softly, and was speechless.
At this time, the little maid who saw her came in with a medicine bowl and was about to feed her, but she shook her head and said that she was afraid of being hot, so she could put it there first.
"Sister Mengyue, this medicine is not hot, I have tried it."
The little girl looked at her and said timidly.
But Mengyue suddenly seemed to be a little angry, and scolded her: "I said hot is hot, you dead hooves, do you want to kill me or what?" β
"I didn't, I just γγγ"
Seeing this, the little girl was full of tears, and wanted to say something, but after all, she didn't say anything, just glanced at Master Li silently, and then had to put down the medicine bowl and go out with her head down.
"Mengyue, look at you, even if this medicine is a little hot, don't embarrass her, you see that she is young and was sold here, it's also pitiful, it's good to treat you on weekdaysγγγ"
Seeing this, Master Li felt sorry for the little girl in his heart, so he couldn't help but blame Mengyue for a few words, and reached out to touch the medicine bowl, and then he was a little surprised: "But this medicine is indeed not hot, it's just warm, you γγγ."
"Senior Sister γγγ"
Who knew that before she finished speaking, she was suddenly interrupted by Mengyue, turned her head, and saw that she was already looking at her with tears on her face: "You think I am deliberately making things difficult for her, but do you know that every time I sprinkle my anger on her head, do I feel good in my heart?" I also know that this is wrong, I can't help her, but if I don't lie to her, who can I be angry with, I γγγ"
While speaking, Mengyue was already crying a little silently, and she couldn't say any more, but Master Li immediately understood what she meant, and it could be seen that she was actually very uncomfortable, there must be a lot of things piled up, and there was no way to solve it.
"Alas! Mengyue, I know, you are distressed in your heart, but if you have anything in your heart, can't you say it directly to your sister? Maybe you'll feel better after saying it, and my sister can help you with ideas! β
Master Li had no choice but to take her hand and patiently comfort her.
Mengyue looked at her and cried for a while, still looking like she wanted to speak and stopped, until she was silent for a long time, but she suddenly said without a head: "Senior sister, do you think we really have any future?" Do you say that my final result is that I will die in this green building, and I will never come out? β
"Mengyue, look at you, why don't you say it, as soon as you open your mouth, it's nonsense! Good and dignified, why do you say these frustrating words? What is not dead, you are just sick, can you be so pessimistic? β
When Master Li heard this, he only felt a pain in his heart, but he had no choice but to quietly try to persuade her, pretending to be full of indifference.
But Mengyue continued to cry: "Sister, why do you say that I am so pessimistic just because I was sick? Even if the family looks forward to leaving here one day, what can be the result? How can I leave? Who is willing to pull you along, and really spare no expense to ransom a Qinglou woman out? In the end, it's not about accompanying those all kinds of unsympathetic womanizers to have fun all night and night, and then staying up until they are old and decrepit, and they are either driven out of this place of residence and live on the streets, or they are γγγ or they are γγγ to die here, maybe they will γγγ γγγ one day."
Mengyue said sorrow, Master Li listened to the heartache, she listened to her words at this time, although she was a little pessimistic, but which sentence was not the truth? She wanted to comfort her, but she didn't know what to say, so she couldn't help but follow her words and ask, "What will happen one day?" β
"I don't even know when I die."
Mengyue finally stopped her tears and said the last sentence completely, but she was often relieved, stopped crying, and didn't say any more, just looked at the other side blankly, as if she was thinking about something, but it was like she wasn't thinking about anything.
But this last sentence made Master Li stunned when she heard it, yes, this is not a sentence that she thought of when she was most helpless, and it is not a sentence in the heart of every woman in this green building. Those who are helpless and desperate in such a place like duckweed may not die inexplicably one day, and they have no premonition, let alone know.
"Mengyue, don't be so sad, I believe that everything will have a solution, I will find a way, and we will all get better."
Then, after a long silence, Master Li finally said a few words that sounded so pale and weak, which was considered to be comforting her, but it seemed to be cheering himself up.
But Mengyue was just silent, as if she couldn't hear what she said at all, and didn't answer a word. Of course, even if she listened attentively and planned to answer, what should she say? If you want her to say, "Yes, Senior Sister, I believe you can do it", is it okay to say such meaningless words?
Obviously, her words sounded so pale and powerless even to herself, how could she ask Mengyue to listen to them.
The two of them were relatively speechless, and Master Li picked up the bowl and wanted to feed her the medicine, but she was still too hot, and said that she would drink it herself for a while.
After a long time, I heard her say again: "Senior sister, you have come back these days and are busy dealing with all kinds of things, so you might as well go first, if something goes wrong in the province, they will embarrass you again." I'm also sleepy and want to sleep. (To be continued.) )