If a person has made up his mind and made a decision, how much courage does it take for him to give up.

"If one day, you have made up your mind to marry someone else, Qin Zhibei suddenly came to you and said don't treat him like that, crying and telling you not to want him. Do you still want to remarry someone else? ”

Lin Wei looked at the boy sitting next to him, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and his little face was red from the cold, smiled, raised his hand and touched his soft hair, looked at the injured little eyes and looked at the beautiful fireworks that exploded in the sky in a little stunned, and drank the beer in his hand that could not be drunk.

"Zhang Can, you've grown up." The boy who used to kneel on the ground and beg himself to spare his lover has grown up, he has responsibilities and fears and worries about things and people, he is no longer desperate for love, and he begins to think about the consequences of his decisions.

"People will always grow up. Just like when I was a child, I liked a girl, because I was weak, I was not as strong as my classmates, and the girl was also very good to me, and then I plucked up the courage to confess, but the girl laughed at me, saying that she just treated me as a girlfriend, and she said that I was a sissy. There was a faint smile on the corner of Zhang Can's mouth, as if he was talking about other people's past: "I'm very sad, at that time I didn't like to be close to girls, I always felt that they thought I was a sissy." But I'm not, I'm just thin and weak since I was a child. I don't remember when I started liking boys, all I know was that after the girl laughed at me, the boy with the worst grades in our class, he actually came over and called the girl a slut. Lin Wei looked at Zhang Can and shook his head helplessly and smiled bitterly, feeling a little sorry for this child, quietly watching him and listening to his story, "I remember that boy is very tall, he always comes to school early, but he never studies, he always sleeps in the last row." Everyone in the class said that he was a freak, that he had no friends, that he didn't speak, that he had a cold face every day, that he had no father and no mother, because the parents had never seen him. Although his classmates were scolding him, they didn't dare to provoke him, because he always came to school with injuries in fights. I paid attention to him, and I remember that I left late one day after school at noon, but I found him still sleeping, and I went over to wake him up and gave him my own water. I don't know where that cup went. Lin Wei looked at Zhang Can's smile, as if he saw a child talking about his first love. The strange thing is that the boy has been following me since that day, he doesn't speak, but he has been following me. I always brought two bags of milk from home every day and gave him one bag, and he just drank it silently and didn't say anything. Slowly, I started to try to joke with him and make him smile. At that time, basically few people in the school dared to approach me, and I was well protected by him, but the problems that bothered me also followed, he said that he would not leave me, and he said that he would protect me for the rest of my life. I knew what that meant, I started to avoid him until he suddenly disappeared when he was about to graduate, I cried for days, I really wished he could show up, but it was too late. Later, although there were girls in college who confessed to me, I refused, and now, I am in love with Qin Zhihao. I suddenly understood the kind of cowardly love he had for me before. ”

"Maybe he's waiting for you." Lin Wei looked at his eyes seriously, looking at his eyes that were no longer clear.

"I don't know, but I don't have love for him right now. Only gratitude and guilt. ”

"Is Qin Zhihao really that important to you?"

"Sister Lin Jiong, Qin Zhibie, is it important to you?"

Lin Bing didn't know how to talk to the boy in front of him who was nearly ten years younger than him for a while, and this boy was no longer the boy he used to be.

"I've been chatting with you for so long, thank you, sister." Zhang Can stood up and reached out to hug Lin Jiong: "I love Qin Zhihao, but I don't want to live like that again." ”

Lin Wei looked at Zhang Can's back slowly leaving, her delicate eyebrows furrowed slightly, she couldn't understand him anymore. She looked at the window where the lights were still on, took out her mobile phone and sent a text message: Happy New Year Qin Zhibei, if you still love me, please continue, don't stop

"Happy New Year, I brought you some dumplings." Zhang Can took out the lunch box in the incubator and stretched it out in front of the man who was sitting on the side of the road in a daze, and looked at him lightly.

The man in the black coat, Jun Jun had some frostbite on his face, and his eyes widened and he looked up at the man who was smiling faintly at him, and there was excitement in his eyes that could not be concealed.

"If you don't take it again, I'll take it."

The man snatched the lunch box and held it in his arms like a baby, Zhang Can smiled helplessly, sat next to him with the chopsticks in his hand, reached out and grabbed the lunch box hard, opened the lunch box, and handed a dumpling to his mouth: "Taste?" Well? ”

The man was stunned, and after eating the dumplings, a little tear flashed in his eyes. "Why are you still here?"

The man stretched out his left hand, which had been in his pocket, and his somewhat frozen hand slowly unfolded, and a shining platinum ring lay in the palm of his hand. Zhang Can's tears dripped down in an instant, and suddenly a slap hit him in the face, and he yelled at him angrily: "Are you sick?!" Is a broken ring worth it for you not to go home and keep looking for it in the wind?! ”

"Value." Firm and powerful.

"Qin Zhihao, you are a psychopath!"

Zhang Can snatched the ring from his palm, threw the lunch box on his lap, and stood up and left angrily: "I'll keep the ring for you!" ”

"If you still love me, will you wait for me for a few more months?" Qin Zhihao shouted loudly behind him.

Zhang Can didn't look back, stopped, lowered his head and quietly put the ring on his ring finger, raised his hand and moved his fingers, and walked away without looking back. But Qin Zhihao behind him jumped happily like a child, because he saw the ring on the ring finger of his hand flickering in the light.

Zhang Can was walking on the way home, and he didn't know if he was doing the right thing

"Mom and Dad, I was wrong! I don't want to marry that woman, we don't have a relationship at all! I love someone else! ”

"Then you can bring it back to your mother."

"Wait a little longer."

"That's fine, where are you going?"

"I'll go see him and bring him something to eat. He didn't have any family. ”

"Alas, poor girl"

"He didn't have the courage to tell his parents that he loved a man, and he didn't want to see sad and shocked eyes from his parents, who had high hopes for him. What Qin Zhihao didn't know was that Zhang Can was looking for him everywhere with the thermos box in his hand, running around alone in the cold wind, just to give him a box of dumplings.

If you still love me, just keep going and don't stop.