Chapter 118 New Year's Day

"Zhang Can, do you really want to avoid me all the time?" Qin Zhihao's right index finger gently twisted the ring on the ring finger of his left hand, and looked at the thin back not far in front of him with a sad expression.

The cold wind blew like this on two men with broken hearts, he didn't understand his heartache, he didn't know his parting. Qin Zhihao looked up at the slowly darkening sky, he found that there seemed to be something in front of him, and he couldn't see clearly the figure in front of him that began to move slowly, he was in a hurry, he didn't know when he would meet him again. "Zhang Can! What the hell am I doing wrong! The liquid with the temperature slid down Joon's face, and oh, the veil was tears

Zhang Can suddenly felt that something was sticking to the soles of his shoes, and he couldn't walk, and the whimper in the man's tone echoed in his ears. But what the man didn't know was that he was already in tears in front of him. Zhang Can stood in place, listening to the footsteps getting closer and closer behind him, looking at the sky with red crying eyes, shaking his head, and the footsteps stopped abruptly.

"Xiaocan, can you turn your head and see me? I don't have anything now, I only have you, don't want me. The man cried like a child, his tone full of grievances and pleadings.

"Qin Zhihao, you have already lost me. It's you who don't want me, it's not me who doesn't want you. ”

"I didn't want you, I just wanted you to wait for me, just wait for me, maybe just a few months, maybe ......"

"Enough!" Zhang Can roared irritably, turned around violently, looked at the man in front of him who was a little haggard, and felt some sharp pain in his heart: "You are a madman!" How many opportunities have I given you, but you don't want to! I'm doing well now, I will get married and have children like normal people, and have a happy family! Instead of following you to hide and live in hatred every day! He was dissatisfied, he was unwilling, he was angry at his own innocence, he was angry that he loved the man in front of him against ethics no matter what, but he was also a human being, and he wanted a home that would not be separated like others.

"I'll give you a home and we can go to Holland to get married. I promise you, Xiaocan. Trust me, I'll ......," the man assured him in a panic like a child.

"I won't trust you anymore." Zhang Can looked at him coldly, as if he was looking at a vexatious madman. He looked at the man who was stunned, took out a ring from his pocket, and held it up in front of him: "I have long wanted to return this ring to you, and now, I will return it to you!" After saying that, he threw the ring vigorously, and the platinum ring crossed a silver line in the light, and he didn't know how far he threw it, but he didn't hear the crisp sound. Tears slid across his face, he bit his lip and stared at Qin Zhihao's eyes: "I hope that we will never see each other again until we die." ”

Time seems to be forbidden at this moment, I don't know how long it took, how many times the pedestrians on the road walked back and forth, and the man in the black coat gradually reacted that his lover had long since disappeared. He suddenly remembered something, bent down and turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone, and walked on the ground in small steps to find something.

"Psychotic, what are you doing!"

"It's a pity, it's a neurosis to be so handsome."

"Leave it alone, it's unlucky. Hurry home for the New Year! ”

The passers-by around "......." complained that they had met such a person on a Chinese New Year's Eve night, and they looked at them in disgust and left in a hurry, because there were family members waiting for them to come home.

Everyone has family members waiting for them to come home for the New Year, what about him? He has no home, no family, he is the only one in the world, a lonely person.

……

"Happy New Year to grandma and grandpa! I wish my grandmother and grandfather good health and all the best! The little girl in the red little Tang costume had a sweet smile on her face, and her fleshy little hands folded to worship the New Year.

"Okay, good, you're a good boy! Give you a red envelope! Qin Ling was wearing a black Tang suit, and his happy mouth was about to crack to the back of his head, "Wife, did you hear it, your granddaughter gave you a New Year's greeting!" He grabbed the middle-aged woman lying on the bed next to him and patted her hand gently.

The "......" responded to him with only endless silence.

"Grandpa, why doesn't grandma move and don't speak!"

"Nannan, grandma is tired and sleeping, Nannan goes out to play with her uncle, is it okay for grandpa to accompany grandma?"

Qin Zhibei stood in front of the window, the Spring Festival Gala was still broadcast live on TV, he quietly watched the fireworks exploding in the sky, and his black eyes sank again.

"Brother?" Qin Zhixue glanced at He Huaqiang, who was having fun with Nannan, and looked at the motionless back in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, frowning distressedly.

"I'm not happy about the restlessness of this year, everyone seems to be hurt because of me, but as the culprit, I'm standing here completely without any harm." Qin Zhibei said slowly, his voice was low but a little self-reproachful and helpless.

"Brother......

"I never thought that jealousy would make people crazy, and I never thought that I would hurt other people because of my excellence. I walked for eight years and came back, but I just wanted to form a family with Lin Bing and live the life I wanted, but I didn't expect that my return would have very bad consequences. When Li Baer died, Miao Zi asked me why I wanted to come back. I said it was for Lin Bing at the time, but now, I don't know what I came back for. Maybe if I don't come back, Lin Wei will marry Li Hao, Miao Zi will not meet Li Baer, and Qin Zhihao will not want to take revenge on me. It's good for everyone, and nothing happens......" He always thought that his choice was not wrong, but it wasn't until things came to this point that he really realized that he was wrong. He is like the eye of a typhoon, and the eye of the typhoon is the safest when the typhoon hits everything around.

"Brother, you're not wrong, it's Qin Zhihao who is wrong! He's a jerk. ”

Qin Zhibei shook his head, turned around and looked at him lightly: "This home is becoming less and less like home." ”

"Brother, no! I just felt that I had a home, I just felt happy, I didn't want to ......" Qin Zhixue lowered her head and covered her face, rubbing her head with a big hand on top of her head.

"With my brother here, I won't let you be without a home again." Qin Zhibei was not used to this way, so he removed his hand a little stiffly and returned to the study. But he didn't know that this sentence was a powerful reassuring pill for Qin Zhixue.

……

"Girl, why do you think you're back?" Li Peilan looked at Lin Jiong, who was making dumplings with her, with a smile while rolling out the dumpling skin.

"I haven't gotten married yet, of course I'm going home for the New Year!" Lin Wei put the pinched dumplings aside, and continued to wrap them in a good mood. "Mom, aren't we not eating dumplings on Chinese New Year's Eve? Why are you going to eat it this time. ”

"Your dad shouted that he wanted to eat, and if he wanted to eat, he would make it for him."

"Oh."

"By the way, what's the matter with you and Qin Zhibi now."

"I don't know, I got my marriage certificate, and I've been wearing the ring for so long. I know what you're referring to, I'm not in a hurry, but I'll do it later. ”

"Alas, He Jing's poor woman is also a half-dead vegetative person now, if you have nothing to do, go and help Qin Zhibie."

"Haven't you always disliked her? What's wrong? So kind! Lin Wei joked with Li Peilan in a weird way.

"Don't make fucking jokes about you!"

"Hahaha!"

"Girl! Your phone is ringing! Lin Yulin shouted in the study, Lin Wei wiped the flour on his body and ran to get his mobile phone.

"Hello? Zhang Can, Happy New Year. ”

The whimpering sound from the other side of the phone made Lin Jiong's heart a little blocked, "Sister Lin Jiong, Happy New Year." I don't want to get married......"