At the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, I stood there, watching him walk out with a brisk pace, and I wanted to die.

Eight years, today is the eighth anniversary of his marriage, but he celebrates with a divorce.

His posture was so relaxed, the same as on the same day eight years ago, as if he was not here for a divorce, but for marriage. The same red book, with a slightly different color, but the meaning is diametrically opposite. It's all red books, red, Chinese like to use red to represent festivity, I really don't know what divorce can celebrate.

After dragging on for more than a year, I finally left, it was really relaxing, and I finally got rid of my burden. Where are you going now? Instead of going home, he should have gone to meet the junior who I had never masked and had been hiding, lived in that little new house, and happily celebrated that he had finally succeeded in his divorce.

There are people coming, today is a good day, and many people will come over to get married. Some people looked at me and slowed down, maybe the bruises on my face made them feel weird, or was it funny that I was pretending to be strong and my eyes were red?

Yes, it's funny, I'm divorced, what to say, divorce is the fault of both sides, but what's wrong with me, what's wrong?

I want to laugh and cry, but it's not the time to make a fuss here. I can't stay here anymore, or I'll be laughed at. No one cares about a divorced middle-aged woman with traces of domestic violence on her face, because today is a good day, and you need to hurry in, otherwise the people in the marriage queue will line up on the street.

Back at home, the house seemed deserted. The child was afraid of being affected, so he had already been sent to his parents, and when the six-year-old daughter was sent over, she also had a wound on her face, which made my parents feel distressed.

The phone rang, and I looked at it, and it was my mother calling. I picked up the phone......

"How?" Mom's voice was calm, but she still couldn't hide her anger and anxiety.

"Gone." I'm also very calm, he has been planning for at least two or three years, and he has thought about everything, and naturally the divorce will be very fast.

"How could he do this!" My mother finally got angry: "If I knew that you were living such a life, I would never disagree with your divorce." I've already sued his parents, as well as his unit, and I'm going to go too, sue them for leadership, what kind of bastard he is! ”

"No, leave, he has nothing to do with me anymore, why do you want to go again?" I don't want to have any more contact with such a scumbag, I just want him to disappear forever: "I'm tired and want to be quiet." ”

"Okay, then you can rest, don't worry, Lele is very good with me. The child is still young, but not too young, why don't he think about it when he starts, the child will remember...... Don't worry, you're still young, don't guard for this bastard, try your best to find someone, don't worry, child, what about me......" Although my mother told me to rest, I still couldn't help but nag, and I talked about it at length, with everything, which is basically a common problem for all mothers.

I listened numbly like this, at this moment, although I really wanted to hang up the phone, but the nagging was love and concern, and the fist was trying to get rid of it. There are already marks left by fists on the face, and it takes some love and care to solidify the reason to live, so just listen to it.

It wasn't until my father asked my mother to hang up the phone that my mother ended, and I didn't forget to tell me to rest assured.

As soon as the call ended, the call came again, it was his father. It's a long-distance call, and his family is a man who decides everything, so it should be his father calling.

After thinking about it, I picked up the phone, hesitated for a moment, and then said hello: "Dad, it's me." ”

"What's going on?" His father looked anxious.

"It's okay, your son is violent, I called the police, and I got divorced today." I replied calmly.

"How...... Oh...... It doesn't matter, he's joking. "His father's words made me roll my eyes, this is a lie to the child.

"No, he's thought about something he's been thinking about for a long time, and obviously I'm satisfying him. Otherwise I'll be beaten to death next time! I'm sorry, I hung up. ”

Before I hung up, his father was anxious: "I'll contact him and ask him to remarry." ”

"No, not really. When the hukou arrived here, he was clamoring for a divorce, and everything I should have done had already been done, he was determined to divorce, and he was using me as a springboard. And there's someone outside of him, so just wait to hold your grandson. ”

"I only recognize you as a daughter-in-law, and I only recognize Lele as a granddaughter."

Hehehe, I really want to laugh, so I don't believe that his family knows nothing, this is revealed. Maybe the last time I said I was on a business trip, I took the woman to my hometown.

"Whatever, I'm hanging!" Amid his father's occasional remark of "how can this be" I hung up.

Feeling so powerless, tears welled up in my eyes, I walked to the bathroom with blurred vision, turned on the faucet, washed my face with cold water, and looked up to see myself in the mirror.

Because she has been a good girl since she was a child, and she has no way to know anyone, she got married late, and she only had Lele at the age of thirty. At that time, I knew that I was old, so I thought of finding a friend, and after asking for marriage online, I met him.

He was very good at everything, he was not married at the age of thirty, and the reason was that he had a monthly salary of two thousand and a half, and he was poor and rural. Although he works in a small city, he can look good, but in his hometown in a remote area, the monthly salary is only 50 yuan, and he can't come up with enough money to pay for the down payment of a city house.

I usually chat online, but I only come to meet when I am on a business trip. After chatting like this for half a year, I also met my parents at dinner for the third time, and my parents naturally objected, thinking that he was not qualified to get married, and I would suffer.

When he took out the 90,000 yuan he had saved after graduating from college, my parents finally nodded. My parents think the same as me, a man, who earns two thousand, can spend one thousand nine for you, that is true love.

90,000 yuan, plus the money I usually saved for my parents, just paid the down payment on the mortgage. After getting married, he was still more than 1,000 kilometers away, in that uninhabited place with only staff, and came back once a year for the Chinese New Year, but he sent me almost all the money every month to repay the loan.

The salary doubled in the second year, doubled again in the fifth year, and by the time he returned to me in the eighth year, he had already earned 10,000 yuan, the mortgage was paid off in the sixth year, and he bought a new small house. Although the house is small and suburban, we can only afford these with current housing prices. At that time, I thought very well, and when my daughter got married, I sold my second house and bought a house near the house where my daughter lived, just like when we got married before, and we could take care of it.

But I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect that he would have a better new job immediately after he came back, and his household registration was also entered according to the policy, and when he arrived at the newly bought small suburban house, he began to want to divorce. And for that woman, he can almost leave the house as long as he has a down payment of only 20% and a loan for 30 years.

Why, why, maybe according to what he said, I am not worthy of him at the moment, he should be looking for an unmarried Bai Fumei with an income of tens of thousands, a small high-rise of hundreds of square meters in the urban area, and two luxury cars at home.

Looking at the yellow-faced woman in the mirror, she was very haggard. It's been eight years, eight years have passed, and at this moment, I feel that my whole life is a joke, and I have spent eight years waiting for a man, thinking that he is a partner who can wait for life, but in the end it is a springboard for a heartless man.