Tears flowed uncontrollably, and it was a kind of betrayal pain. I turned on the faucet, washed my face with cold water, and raised my head.

The person in the mirror is not only haggard, but also red-eyed. Compared with eight years ago, I am much older, especially after nearly a year of tossing, I am even more exhausted. Fortunately, the foundation is not bad, and it still looks okay. Although the woman in the mirror does not look very old, and even looks younger than her peers, her age is clearly there, she is almost forty years old.

Men often say that women are thirty tofu scum, and now I really can't even turn the scum, and the sunset will be red in a few years, is this the end of this life?

No, it can't be like this! I raised my fist at myself in the mirror, gritting my teeth as if vowing: I will definitely find a good man, I will definitely find a good man who loves me!

One day three months later...... At a large blind date event...... I dressed up and stood there, regretting it.

It shouldn't be here, it's a dating event, it's like a marriage market. Everyone is a customer, and at the same time, the dishes on display, while picking others, waiting to be selected. Most of the people stared, paying attention to everyone who passed by, assessing whether they could get married. And many of them are unmarried, and there are very few divorced like me.

It seems that I am really a wonder.

Well, at least most of the people here are here for the sake of getting married...... Haha, there are also parents who come with them, in fact, it is difficult to succeed in this way, unless the parents meet the parents and feel that the other party can be qualified in all aspects.

A man about thirty years old, almost half a head apart, stopped and looked straight at me. Then he said, "Can I know you?" ”

He was not the only one who came to express his curiosity about me at this event, and he was annoyed by the question, so he said directly: "I'm almost forty years old." ”

The man looked me up and down: "I can't see it...... Yes, I look young, maybe it's genetics, maybe it's the result of a long separation.

I haven't expressed my polite thanks yet, but the other party's words made me almost faint. He said confidently: "It doesn't matter if you are old, just be able to have children!" ”

Little brother, you're too direct, aren't you...... I also immediately responded: "I'm sorry, I don't want to have any more children." ”

"Oh, oh......" The guy looked at me again, which was extremely uncomfortable: "Don't think about it anymore?" ”

Ahem, forget it, at your level, continue to be single...... I turned around unhappily and ignored it.

On the central stage of the event venue, there are some single men and women, introducing and showing themselves with the cooperation of the host. When I saw a woman who was about my age and two years younger...... Or rather, Auntie, standing on the stage and tearfully explaining her tragic divorce experience, I left.

At the same time, I also understood that I would never participate in this large-scale event in the animal world in the spring breeding season in my life.

Back in the deserted home, I was alone again. Lele sent it to her grandmother's house, and said that I had something to do today, so I could pick her up tomorrow.

In the end, he is almost forty years old, and his parents have changed from strict guards to laissez-faire, and every time they go out, they no longer ask like spies: where are you going, what are you doing, and who are you going to meet...... Maybe it's good to be married, and people think that I'm a failed marriage at most, and they don't think I'm single because I'm demanding or even a little weird. This is the case in this society, where a lot of people's ideas are programmed.

Standing in front of the mirror, I began to remove my makeup, and when I was old, there were some spots and traces of age on my skin, which was as delicate as an egg before. You need makeup to cover it up, otherwise you don't dare to go out. At least today's ridiculous activity, there is still a harvest, most of the women of my age are out of shape and have become real yellow-faced women. And the way I look is already pretty good, thankful.

After removing the makeup and putting on the mask, I paid more attention to maintenance than before. There is no way, the person who loves himself has not been found, and he does not dare to grow old.

I put a mask on my face, sat down at the computer desk, and turned on the computer...... Register on three social networking sites and see if anyone has heard from you...... This one doesn't have a photo, this one looks really good...... Nima, this one is almost sixty......

Twenty or thirty letters came, and none of them fit. I was a little discouraged, tossed for three months, and found nothing, as if good men had wives. In a blind date group, a divorced woman of the same age, in reality, it is very difficult, if the reason for the divorce is because of the mistress, these men don't have to look for it at all.

In the current marriage market, I am definitely at a disadvantage. Divorce, dragging an oil bottle, average education, average family background, stupid people, and one thing is age. Men can find a woman who is more than ten years younger than themselves, and women are not angry with those who are more than three years younger.

At this moment, it is really uncomfortable to think that the ex is living a moist and comfortable life. In the past three months, I have seen Lele three times in total, and each time I have deducted less money if I can, and even the money for watching a movie and buying popcorn is all paid by me. He doesn't love me, he doesn't love children, he loves only himself.

The circles under my eyes were about to turn red again, and after enduring it for a long time, I finally held back. Now is not the time to cry, tears can only be given to the victorious, and the weak do not deserve to shed tears!

Find, keep looking, even if you can't find it, keep looking. If you don't believe it, you can't find a suitable man!

"Ding-dong, Ding-dong......" Suddenly, a box popped up on the computer screen.

Cut, it's a product placement overlord ad again, I was about to click on the cross in the upper right corner of the box, and the content inside attracted me...... "As long as you are single, you can apply for a blind date, all arrangements are free, and again, all arrangements are free." ”

Gratuitous...... Another snort. All marriage introduction websites say that they are free at the beginning, but they always try their best to charge for them. For example, only paid members have the right to read letters, otherwise they can only read three letters a day. There are all kinds of ways to make money, as if you want to expand the range of friends, you have to pay.

The finger has been on the mouse, but against the fork, I just didn't press it...... Why don't you open it up and take a look at it first?

Finally I clicked the "Enter" button in the center of the box, and a window automatically popped up and started opening the link...... There should be no virus, and the firewall installed on the computer does not indicate that there is a virus......

The computer I bought ten years ago was only 320G, and the opening speed was relatively slow, and in order to pay off the house payment and buy a house again, I have not bought new things since I got married.

When it was finally opened, a brilliant Milky Way suddenly appeared in front of me, so gorgeous that it made people feel amazing......