CHAPTER XLIV
"Susu, do you like me too?"
Seeing Su Jinshi's serious eyes, Nian Su's face turned a little redder, she avoided Su Jinshi's eyes and didn't answer her.
Su Jinshi saw that she didn't speak, and her heart suddenly became happy, she held back the joy in her heart, and asked in a low voice: "You didn't speak, which means that you acquiesced, right?" ”
"Mother-"
As soon as Su Jinshi finished speaking, Xiaodouzi's cheerful cry sounded outside the door, Nian Su immediately came back to his senses and left the room as if he was running away, Su Jinshi looked at her back and couldn't help but sigh.
Her Su Su is so shy, but how is it good.
Su Jinshi also walked out of the bedroom, and when she arrived at the door, she saw Xiaodouzi holding a string of sugar gourds in her hand and eating happily, Su Jinshi couldn't help asking: "Xiaodouzi, who gave you this sugar gourd?" ”
Su Jinshi just asked casually, but heard Xiaodouzi say: "It was given to me by a big brother, that big brother is good, seeing that I have been looking at the stall selling sugar gourds, he bought me a bunch!" ”
When Nian Su and Su Jinshi heard this, they were both stunned, and the two glanced at each other, obviously they both remembered Gu Shengyun.
"Little Bean, you carefully tell Aunt Jin Shi about the appearance of that big brother." Su Jinshi squatted on the ground, eye level with Xiaodouzi.
Xiaodouzi saw that there was still the last sugar gourd left, and she was a little reluctant in her heart, licked a few bites, and then said: "The clothes worn by the eldest brother and Brother Su from the next door are similar, but they are more beautiful than Brother Su's clothes......
He thought for a moment, frowned, and said, "That big brother doesn't seem to be full...... I'm almost as thin as my mother. ”
When Su Jinshi heard this, he was sure that the person who gave the sugar gourd to the beans was Gu Shengyun.
It's just that she doesn't know why, is Xiaodouzi also the child chosen by Gu Shengyun? Does he want to raise Little Beans to be the same child as Nian Qiang?
Su Jinshi secretly glanced at Nian Su, and saw that her face was pale, obviously thinking of a piece with her, Su Jinshi stood up, she reached out and touched Xiaodouzi's head, and said, "Xiaodouzi is good, if that big brother gives you sugar gourd in the future, you will refuse him, okay?" ”
Little Bean was obviously reluctant, "Why?" He himself wants to give it to me...... I didn't ask him for it. ”
Xiaodouzi's voice gradually lowered, there was some grievance in his eyes, Su Jinshi's heart was sour, he squatted down again, touched Xiaodouzi's head and said: "You can't take strangers' things casually, if that person has bad intentions, you will fall into that person's arms, and your mother will be very sad at that time." ”
Xiaodouzi didn't expect this, he looked at the sugar gourd in his hand, then looked at his mother, and ruthlessly threw the sugar gourd on the ground, and said to Su Jinshi seriously: "Xiaodouzi won't be like this in the future, Xiaodouzi won't make his mother sad anymore." ”
When Nian Su heard this, her nose was sour, she pulled Xiaodouzi, tidied up his clothes, and said with relief: "Xiaodouzi has also grown up." ”
Xiaodouzi saw the flush on Nian Su's face, tilted his head and said, "Mother, your face is so red!" ”
As soon as these words came out, Su Jinshi laughed, she put her elbows on her knees, supported her chin with her hands, and looked at Nian Su and Xiaodouzi with a smile.
Nian Su's face burned again when Su Jinshi saw it, she turned her head, looked at the sky outside, and found that it was late, so she said to Su Jinshi: "It's not early, you go home quickly." ”
Su Jinshi listened to Nian Su's tone was no longer as cold as at the beginning, and she was relieved, and while Xiaodouzi was not paying attention, she secretly kissed Nian Su's cheek again before running home.
Nian Su touched the place on her face that was kissed by Su Jinshi, the warm touch seemed to still stay on her face, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise slightly.
"Mother, why is your face red again?" Little Beanzi raised her head and asked suspiciously.
Nian Su shook his head, "It's nothing, let's cook and eat first." ”
**
When Su Jinshi returned home, his family was already preparing to eat, and when Zhao saw Su Jinshi coming back, he said a little unnaturally: "Jinshi is back, hurry up and eat, the dish is ready!" ”
Su Jinshi nodded, didn't say anything more, only felt that Zhao's expression was a little strange, but he couldn't say what was strange.
Su Xin didn't blame Su Jinshi, but uncharacteristically sandwiched a lot of dishes for her, and Su Jinshi was a little flattered.
It was very embarrassing to eat a meal, Su Jinshi had traveled over for so long, and it was the first time she had been so embarrassed to get along with the Su family, and the sudden goodness of Zhao and Su Xin made her a little dazed and a little worried.
At night, Su Huaijin didn't say anything to her, she met Sun in the last thatched house, but Sun looked worried, Su Jinshi asked her, but she didn't say anything.
Such a strange situation lasted for several days, and in the past few days, Su Jinshi ran to Nian Su's house almost every day, first, Nian Su was still angry with her, and second, the atmosphere at home was really strange, and she was afraid that she would really be unable to stand it and run away from home if she stayed any longer.
On this day, Su Jinshi finished breakfast and was about to get up last year's Su family, but Zhao grabbed her before she went out, and she said a little hesitantly:
"Jinshi, don't go out today, stay at home, I'll teach you something, okay?"
Su Jinshi saw Zhao's appearance like this, and he felt a little unbearable, after all, in name, she was still her mother.
She nodded, turned and walked into the room, she asked, "Mother, what are you going to teach me?" ”
Zhao didn't speak, only led her to Su Jinshi's own room, and then closed the door, Su Jinshi sat on his bed, and Zhao sat on the chair.
"Jinshi, do you know what men and women do when they get married?" Zhao asked in a low voice.
Su Jinshi was stunned for a moment, she seemed to understand what the Zhao family was going to say to her, and she seemed to understand why the Zhao family and Su Xin had been so good to her in the past few days.
It turned out that they were all compensating her.
Because she is going to marry Gu Shengyun?
Su Jinshi's heart was churning, but there was no expression on her face, she lowered her head and shook her head, desperately holding back the discomfort in her heart.
Seeing her lower her head, Zhao only thought that she was shy, and breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, so he began to tell Su Jinshi what happened on the day of marriage.
Su Jinshi lowered her head and didn't listen at all, thinking that in the days when she came to ancient times, Su Xin and the Zhao family were taking care of her, and she also regarded them as her real relatives, she wanted to integrate into this family more than once and feel the most ordinary family affection in the world.
She never deliberately ignored the contradictions between them, until today, she finally understood that there was no way for them to become a family.
Those contradictions will not disappear, but will become the biggest problem, Su Jinshi raised her head to look at Zhao, she could only see her mouth moving, but she couldn't hear her voice at all.
In the past, Zhao and Su Xin's kindness to her was still hovering in her mind, and the Zhao family in front of her was still a loving mother, but Su Jinshi could no longer regard her as his mother.
"Mother, are you already planning to let me get married?" Su Jinshi suddenly asked, his tone cold without the slightest emotion.
Zhao Shi stopped, she didn't dare to look at Su Jinshi's appearance, "Jinshi, the Gu family is a good family......"
"Let me ask you, have you decided to let me marry?" Su Jinshi raised his voice and asked again.
Zhao was a little frightened, she had never seen such a Su Jinshi, with sharp and sharp eyes in her eyes, she looked at her coldly, as if she wanted to see through her qiqi.
"Jinshi, don't blame us, we ......" Zhao softened his tone, and his eyes when he looked at Su Jinshi actually carried a hint of begging.
Su Jinshi sneered, "You decided my life like this?" You shouldn't have investigated Gu Shengyun's personality yet, right? Does my brother know about this? Is the whole family the only one I don't know? ”
Zhao Shi hurriedly shook his head and said, "Huai Jin, he doesn't know...... A few days ago, the Gu family had already come to propose marriage, and we agreed, tomorrow is the day you get married, Jinshi, you ......"
Su Jinshi interrupted Zhao's words, her face was as calm as water, but there was a sneer in her tone, "Mother, you don't have to say it again, if you want me to marry, I will marry, but after I get married, I will not be a member of the Su family, if something happens to Gu Shengyun in the future, I will never return to the Su family." ”
Zhao Shi was shocked by Su Jinshi's words and took a step back, she looked at Su Jinshi with shocked eyes, "Jinshi, what did you just say?" ”
"What I said, you naturally heard it, marry according to your wishes, this is my last bit of filial piety to you, after I get married, let's return to the bridge from now on." Su Jinshi's eyes looked away, and his tone was cold.
**
It had been a while since Zhao left the room, and Su Jinshi was still sitting on the bed, looking at the bright sunshine outside.
Unconsciously, the sky was gradually darkening, and Su Jinshi came back to her senses, she moved her neck and found that it was extremely stiff.
The original blue sky was suddenly replaced by a haze, the sun hid behind the clouds and did not show its head for a long time, lightning and thunder accompanied by a downpour of rain fell on this town, Su Jinshi stared blankly at the heavy rain outside.
Seeing Zhao braving the rain to collect clothes and vegetables, she suddenly thought that once it was also raining heavily, she helped Zhao to collect clothes and vegetables together, although she was caught in the rain, she felt very happy.
Because that was the first time she experienced the care of her mother.
On a rainy day in the afternoon, Su Jinshi sat on the edge of the bed and thought about what had happened in the past two months since she arrived in ancient times.
The next day, Zhao came to Su Jinshi's house early to dress her up, and the wedding dress was prepared early, which was made by Zhao herself, and she put it on Su Jinshi with her own hands.
Su Jinshi sat in front of the bronze mirror, letting Zhao help her dress up, and Sun also helped her, but Su Jinshi sat expressionlessly.
Su Huaijin stood at the door and saw Su Jinshi's indifferent face, sighed in his heart, he walked into the house, and handed the apple in his hand to Su Jinshi, without speaking.
Su Jinshi took the apple and looked up at him, the corners of his mouth hooked up with a mocking smile.
When the makeup was almost done, Zhao put the red hijab on Su Jinshi and waited for the arrival of the groom with her.