CHAPTER 40
Su Jinshi lay on the bed, thinking about her future path, if she left this home, how would she survive, she had no power, no power, no money, no other skills except half-baked winemaking skills, how should she make money and make a living?
Just thinking about it, the door was suddenly pushed open, Nian Su walked in in gray cloth clothes, she closed the door, and saw Su Jinshi lying on the bed looking at her lightly, there was alienation and coldness in those eyes, these feelings had not been seen in Su Jinshi's eyes.
She only felt uncomfortable in her heart, and remembered what Zhao had told her, she sat down and smiled reluctantly, "Jinshi, are you already planning to leave?" โ
Su Jinshi saw her expression and heard her words, she knew that it must be Zhao and Su Xin who asked her to convince herself, she sneered and said, "It's my mother who asked you to come, right?" What benefits did she give you, and you were willing to help her? โ
Su Jinshi's words made Nian Su's body tremble fiercely, she looked at Su Jinshi in disbelief and said, "In your heart, I am such a person?" โ
Su Jinshi was lying on the bed, looking out the window, not looking at her, but she could still see the disappointment and sadness on her face, and she was also sad in her heart, but she couldn't take back what she said.
"So, did you see me that way from the beginning? If you are good to me, you will give me benefits, and if I am good friends with you, you will think that I will care about you and be good to you because of your benefits? Nian Su took a step back, a look of indifference appeared on his pale little face.
When Su Jinshi saw it, her heart trembled, she sat up and said, "I didn't, I never thought of you like this." โ
"Then why did you just say that? If you never thought about it, why did you think of those words? Nian Su's face became more and more cold, and the thorns that she had worn on her body before were found by her again.
Su Jinshi was speechless, she regretted those words when she said them, but she didn't want to take them back for the sake of face, but at this time, she saw that Nian Su was like the first meeting, treating everyone as an enemy, so she couldn't help but feel distressed.
"Nian Su, I didn't mean to say that, I was just confused and said nonsense, don't take it seriously." Su Jinshi was a little anxious, she hurriedly put on her shoes, walked in front of Nian Su, and said with a worried face.
Nian Su smiled coldly and whispered, "What you say at this time is true." โ
After speaking, she bypassed Su Jinshi and walked towards the door, halfway through, she stopped, turned her back to Su Jinshi and said, "Su Jinshi, you said that you misjudged me, and I think I also misjudged you." โ
At this moment, Su Jinshi's heart was as uncomfortable as a pinprick prick, she saw Nian Su gradually drifting away, she only felt that she was moving away step by step, and if she didn't chase after her, they would be strangers.
Su Jinshi hurriedly rushed to Nian Su, leaned against the door, and didn't let her go out.
Nian Su looked up at her coldly, the corners of his mouth hooked, and said, "What?" Still won't let me out? โ
Su Jinshi leaned her back against the door, she slowly took her hand, and said softly: "Susu, don't be angry, okay?" I didn't mean to say that, I was just stunned by my dad's anger. โ
Nian Su tried hard to shake off Su Jinshi's hand, but she couldn't shake it off, her face turned cold, "What do you mean?" โ
Su Jinshi clenched tighter again, "Susu, don't be angry, I feel very uncomfortable with you like this." โ
Nian Su's eyes were cold, and after looking at Su Jinshi for a while, she saw that her eyes were full of regret, but she was not half distracted, "Su Jinshi, you don't have to talk to me about these nice things, it's better to do it than to say it." โ
Su Jinshi was stunned for a moment, she saw Nian Su's cold gaze, she finally realized that she had injured Nian Su just now, she became the first hedgehog, a hedgehog that did not let others approach, she wrapped her soft belly in a sharp shell.
"Su Su, don't ...... like this" Su Jinshi didn't know what to say, just stubbornly took her hand and repeated this sentence.
Nian Su kept trying to withdraw his hand, but Su Jinshi held her hand and didn't let her go, until Nian Su's hand trembled and was caught red by Su Jinshi, Su Jinshi was shocked and let go.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, I often don't choose to say anything when I'm angry, you just ignore those words, I ......"
Before Su Jinshi finished speaking, Nian Su interrupted her and said: "When you are angry, your unscrupulous words are often the most hurtful, and it is not something that you can solve with a word of sorry." โ
Su Jinshi really regrets it now, regrets her unscrupulous words, regrets her impulsiveness yesterday, when she first saw Nian Su's rejection of people thousands of miles away, she should have known that this girl was stubborn but also sensitive.
And today, she doubts her character.
Su Jinshi didn't know what to do, she stepped forward and hugged Nian Su hard, she said in her ear: "I won't be like this in the future, can you forgive me?" โ
Nian Su didn't speak, she turned around, changed places with Su Jinshi, and then pushed her away while she was unprepared, then opened the door and left without looking back.
Su Jinshi was stunned in place, looking at Nian Su's nostalgic back, she only felt that it was really feng shui in turn.
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Because of Nian Su's affairs, Su Jinshi was in a bad mood this day, and when she knocked on the door of Nian Su's house for the tenth time and was ignored, Su Jinshi finally made up her mind to squat at the door of Nian Su's house and not leave.
Zhao saw it in his eyes, but he didn't say anything.
Su Jinshi sat at the door of Nian Su's house, the pedestrians who came and went pointed at him, and the kind-hearted woman was exposed to the sun when she saw Su Jinshi, and wanted to help her knock on the door, but Su Jinshi refused.
Nian Su is stubborn, and Su Jinshi is also stubborn.
When the sun set, there were more and more people watching outside the house, and the sound of pointing and pointing became louder and louder, and Nian Su couldn't help but open the door after all.
Outside the house, Su Jinshi leaned against the door, because the door suddenly opened, she fell directly into the house, and the onlookers laughed, but they also dispersed.
Nian Su glanced at Su Jinshi, immediately closed the door, and then continued to do his own needlework, without giving Su Jinshi any afterglow.
Su Jinshi laughed, got up from the ground, patted the dusty clothes, and said with a smile: "Susu, you are so sudden, I didn't prepare." โ
She was answered by silence.
Su Jinshi touched his nose, sat down next to Nian Su, and saw that she was doing needlework seriously, so he said: "I'm always doing needlework, it's not good for my eyes, why don't you make tofu recently?" My mother told me a few days ago that you don't make tofu, and she doesn't know which tofu to buy......"
After speaking, Su Jinshi laughed, but Nian Su didn't smile at all, and continued to do needlework with a cold expression.
Su Jinshi's heart ached, as if something precious was being lost, she had been here for nearly two months, and most of the time she spent with Nian Su.
Su Jinshi said a few interesting things to Nian Su, Nian Su still looked unreasonable, Su Jinshi was anxious and uncomfortable, and couldn't help but snatch the needlework in Nian Su's hand, but accidentally broke her hand.
Nian Su looked at his blood-beaded fingers, frowned, and said, "Why are you willing to leave?" โ
Her face was full of indifference, her eyes were cold, Su Jinshi was angry and her whole body hurt, she said: "I won't leave, I won't leave anything you say!" โ
Nian Su pushed Su Jinshi away vigorously, and his tone was extremely cold, "You're not leaving, are you?" It's okay for me to leave, right? โ
After speaking, Nian Su didn't care that her hands were still bubbling with blood beads, turned around and ran to the bedroom, Su Jinshi went in to take a look, but saw that she was cleaning up the softness, and her heart was even more angry, she walked over, pulled Nian Su hard, pulled her into her arms, imprisoned her waist with one hand, pressed her head with the other, and her lips pressed Nian Su's fiercely.
The warmth on her lips made the disguise that Nian Su had built up slowly collapse, she felt Su Jinshi's heartbeat, felt Su Jinshi's reluctance to pry open her teeth wantonly, and as soon as Nian Su's mouth was loosened, her tongue flexibly drilled in.
Her kiss was not half tender, and her hand held her tightly, so that she could not exert any strength to refute, or she did not want to refute.
At this moment, her mind was blank, but the touch in her mouth was very clear, and she could almost feel the texture of Su Jinshi's tongue.
She kissed wildly, kissed hotly, and with a passion that ruined all the miรจ and made Nian Su intoxicated, she forgot about Nian Qiang, forgot about the case, and forgot that Su Jin was about to get married.
Nian Su didn't know how long Su Jinshi had kissed, and when she felt that the base of her tongue was numb, Su Jinshi finally softened, her hand relaxed, and she gently hugged her waist instead, her tongue rubbed back and forth on her lips, with a gentle gentleness, which made Nian Su want to stop.
Nian Su's hand couldn't help but wrap around Su Jinshi's waist, Su Jinshi felt Nian Su's initiative, a heart kept beating, she tried to probe into her mouth again, kiss her again, and use up all her tenderness.
After a long time, Su Jinshi let go of Nian Su's lips, she leaned her forehead on Nian Su's forehead, and asked in a low voice, "Are you still angry?" โ
Nian Su stood dumbfounded, unable to react for a long time, Su Jinshi's eyes were close at hand, and she could clearly see her affection.
After a while, she finally came to her senses, and when she thought of what had just happened, she felt incredible, she was already married, and naturally understood the meaning of kissing.
She got married, Da Niu never touched her because of her poor health, and she never thought about such a thing, until today, Su Jinshi kissed her, a woman kissed her, but she didn't feel strange, she didn't feel disgusting, only a heartbeat, and a strange throbbing in her heart.
Su Jinshi couldn't help but smile when she saw Nian Su standing with a red face, she lowered her head and kissed Nian Su's cheek, and whispered, "You are so beautiful like this." โ
Nian Su's face turned a little redder again, and when she pushed Su Jinshi away, she tried to make herself cold, "Su Jinshi, don't you want to say these nice things to fool me, I don't care, it's just that you can't help but deceive people too much." โ
Su Jinshi was stunned, but he didn't expect Nian Su to be angry in his heart, only after that experience, Su Jinshi also knew how Nian Su felt about her.
"Susu, do you like me too?" Su Jinshi looked at Nian Su seriously and asked.