In the thirty-ninth year of Chengjia, my father was seriously ill, and I was only seven or eight years old at that time. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

The queen mother held me in her arms and stayed by his side all day long, for fear that he would leave us that day. At that time, we were imprisoned in Tongxi Palace by Yu Jin, and there was no one around us, and even the food brought by the palace people was dregs that animals didn't eat. The queen mother took care of my father and me alone, and I grew old day by day.

But I've never seen a trace of resentment in her, no matter how hard it may be. She touched my head and said, Yu'er, don't be afraid, everything will pass.

In the first year of Youqing, his father died of illness. I had never seen my mother cry so heartbroken, she put her arms around me, trembling and unable to say a word. I gently hugged the queen mother, I wanted to tell her, don't be afraid, the queen mother is still there, Yu'er will grow into a man who stands up to the sky and the earth to protect the queen mother. Her face, washed white with tears, finally showed a smile.

However, on the night of the vigil, Yu Jin led his troops to break into Tongxi Palace. This person...... I was terrified ever since I was a child, and his serpent-like gaze was always wandering over me, like a cold, moving snake. He never even hid his naked lust for me.

When I was taken away, the queen mother whispered in my ear: "Don't be afraid, no matter how humiliating and painful it is, you must endure, someone will definitely come to save you!" ”

For the next three years, my life was dark. He treated me differently, at least unlike the other confinements in his house that were about the same size as mine. At least he wouldn't have killed me, and the body was being carried up the mass grave through the back door. I tried to escape countless times, and the farthest one even escaped from Yufu, but I was quickly caught again.

Then there was the boundless darkness, and he said with a light smile, this is my punishment. Then the cold tongue roamed over me, and the tearing pain that pierced through me countless times screamed everywhere in my body, but I kept holding on to my tears. Compared to the pain, the most unbearable thing is humiliation.

Queen Mother, how should Yu'er survive?

Three years! Three whole years! Who will save me? Will anyone else come to my rescue? No, it won't.

Queen Mother, Yu'er can't hold on anymore, and may have to go to see her father one step ahead of you.

Until...... The appearance of the imperial sister that day. Like a dazzling light of heaven that instantly illuminates the chaotic night, my heart suddenly gives birth to infinite hope. She sat on the war horse, sitting in front of the 300,000 army, with an awe-inspiring bearing, and a light smile on her face. From afar, I couldn't see her eyebrows clearly, but I seemed to vaguely feel her concerned gaze on me, so ...... Warm.

Yu Jin was finally defeated, and I really wanted to look up to the sky and smile. The revenge of my father, my humiliation, and the turmoil of the entire Donghe finally took revenge on him. It's really exciting.

When Yu Jin was executed, she walked up to me and handed me a sword: "The last sword, leave it to you." ”

Looking at her glass-colored eyes, I couldn't be more relieved. Eventually, I stabbed the sword into his heart, and I laughed slowly out loud as I looked into his incredulous eyes. He has so many lives on his hands, and it is too unfair to give him a judgment like this, even Ling Chi, skinning, and cramping are difficult to solve the hatred in my heart.

But...... I know that the imperial sister must not like it, and I want the imperial sister to stay by my side and accompany me. So, I completely sealed the evil and twisted self in my heart. I told myself that only in this way would the imperial sister sympathize with me, pity me, and not leave me.

Later, when my mother died, I didn't shed a single tear, because these three years had worn out all my feelings. I am glad that she did a good deed for me before she died, that is, to make the imperial sister the princess of the protector.

Year after year, the grass flooded the horses' hooves, and I thought it would be nice if I could do it all the time. Unconsciously, this attachment turned into admiration, and my eyes became more and more scorching. I clearly knew that I wanted to have her, as a man.

Until Yun Xiu appeared, his charming purple eyes seemed to be able to read my heart, and he led me into another abyss step by step. But it seems that I am willing to eat it.

In that heavy rain, the imperial sister jumped off the cliff, and at that time, I was unconscious, and I only saw the figure jumping down in a hazy way. A heart, empty in an instant. I personally forced the best person in the world to death.

Then the greatest meaning of my life does not seem to exist.

I realized in hindsight that all of this might have been manipulated by Yun Xiu in secret. However, he seems to be even more lonely and sad than me. Only then did I realize that I was not the only one who had her in my heart.

In this life, I have no worries.