Chapter 319: The Iron Tree Blossoms
"What do you say? Did Lian Xunqin come back last night? Also climbed into your room to talk to you? Xiaomei looked at Ye Wei excitedly and questioned the authenticity of Ye Wei's words. How could it be, didn't it mean that he went to be a soldier? Can you just run back as a soldier? But it's been three years, and normally all the soldiers have come back, so why hasn't he come back and is still a soldier? Looks like this soldier is a special class, right?
"I said, what I said was true, he came back last night, and after seeing each other, he left again, and he didn't say anything for long, and at this time I really realized that I thought he could think about it, and even I had an impulse to pull him away and not let him go. But luckily, my sanity was still there, so I just thought about it and didn't really do it, otherwise I really don't know if what I did would have actually become true in the end. Because I knew that he would not refuse me, and if I did, he would have cooperated with my request, but I didn't want to force him to do anything he didn't want, so I wanted to do it at the time, but I didn't do anything. ”
"It's really the thousand-year-old iron tree that has bloomed, can you still hear such words in your Ye Wei's mouth? I have always felt that this kind of words will not appear in your mouth, although Lian Xunqin seems to be more indifferent, but in this relationship, no matter how you look at it, he has paid more than you, and he has been trembling, for fear that you will leave him if you are not careful. On the contrary, not only do you not have any of these problems, but you seem to let them go, as if something happens that it doesn't matter to you. And now that Lian Xunqin has been away for so long, and finally heard these words that you care about him in your mouth, shouldn't you be moved by Lian Xunqin? ”
"Why are you exaggerating like this, where did I make it like this? I've always been more introverted, I just put my feelings in my heart and didn't show it, how can you say as if I never cared about it? You're just not right. Ye Wei muttered dissatisfiedly, what's the matter, didn't she just ask Lian Xunqin's whereabouts, why was she scolded by three people in a row for being indifferent? Is there any connection between the two? Didn't I just think he had less time? Do you need to be like this? Is it true that now you have to be well educated wherever you go?
"I won't talk about you, you won't admit it anyway, I'm too lazy to talk about you. Think about it, I've been talking about you for so many years, and you don't realize your mistakes at all, to me and talk to you so much is undoubtedly to play the piano to the cow, and I don't want to do this kind of loss-making thing at all, and when your family Lian Xunqin comes back, you can discuss with him whether you care enough about him, anyway, I can't talk about you, but I can't say you. ”
"It's as if I'm so unreasonable, I haven't done anything, you said so much, it's not like I didn't listen, it's just that there are some things that I can't control myself, and I can't do it when I want to do it, okay? I always forget, ignore, or remember when I want to do that, but I can't do anything at all, I can only watch Lian Xunqin go from mind to powerless. But he also knows that this is my habit, and he doesn't mean to blame me, it's just that in this relationship, our efforts are not proportional to the gains. I think he'll mind too, but he doesn't mind more than leaving, so we're just going to spend it. ”
"I know he knows that I care, because although I don't show my care, but at some point I still show my care in my actions, and such an obvious action, someone like him who has been paying attention to me, he will not fail to notice. I think, sometimes he is lost, so he relies on himself to survive, instead of impulsively saying to me that he wants to leave, although I am guilty, but in my heart I am also helpless, after all, I don't want to show it, but in my heart, even if I care, I can't show my care. ”
"I don't know what you've been through, why can't you show that you care so clearly. I just know that some feelings can't be guessed, if you don't care about what you don't say, he doesn't know, so when the disappointment accumulates a lot, he will leave, at that time, your heart because you care but don't say it, you just will cry to death, because you don't really care, you just can't learn to show your care, so, when Lian Xunqin hasn't saved up the disappointment to a certain extent, you should learn to show your feelings, instead of hiding it, no matter how much you like the person, I can't stand it, you don't seem to like him very much. ”
"I just don't seem to like him very much, but in fact, I don't care about him at all, I just didn't say it, but when he said what he minded, what he cared about, I expressed my response with silence, because I really can't really say it, most of the time, unless I really mind, otherwise my choice will always be hidden in my heart."
"You yourself know your problem, but you always refuse to face it squarely, to correct it, you will only make the relationship between you and Lian Xunqin have a gap, I said, he will mind, he will definitely mind that you don't say it, because in this way, even if you see your every move, it proves that you care about him, but if you don't hear it, you will feel that the sense of security is insufficient, and sooner or later, you will not be able to stand it, and you," Xiaomei shook her head helplessly at Ye Wei, Indicates weakness.
"I think, I have, I've been working hard, but the result hasn't changed a bit, and I'm also very powerless, okay? It's not that I don't want to make people happy, but I'm really powerless, but Lian Xunqin still believes in me very much, so I don't have to worry too much, otherwise I'm really tired, and now I can live for a while, anyway, I've been making small changes, and one day I'll be able to become the person who is most suitable for him in his eyes. ”
"I hope so, I don't think it's really hard for you to make a change?" What Xiaomei said to Ye Wei was undeniable. (To be continued.) )