"You know, your mother was even colder than you at the beginning, and although she didn't refuse my affection, I couldn't see that she accepted it. Do you know? It was like throwing a stone into the sea, and although it made some waves, it was soon gone, and it sank into the sea, and all traces were smoothed out. You say, if I had been discouraged by this, then you might not have had a chance to appear in this world, right? But at the beginning, I did have the idea of giving up. I think it's very likely that even Xun Qin had this idea before, but because he couldn't let go of his hand at all, because he couldn't let go, he could only continue to entangle. ”

Although it seems to be complaining, the affection and helplessness in the tone cannot be ignored. Some feelings, even if you know that your persistence is likely to be empty in the end, but you still don't have the courage to give up. Because you know that between giving up and persevering, what you can't do is to give up instead of persevering, at least for you, persistence still has a glimmer of life, but if you give up, then even the opportunity has been lost.

"Where do I have cold feelings, I've always been very enthusiastic, but I'm more indifferent to my feelings, but it doesn't mean that this is my cold feelings, I just can't learn to show my feelings very obviously." Besides, I was already heartbroken in the last relationship, so how can I have this state of mind to have a good relationship again? Although the wound has healed, the scar is still there, and I have been reminding myself of what will happen if I pay wholeheartedly, which makes me even more afraid to devote myself wholeheartedly.

"You should have learned to show all your expressions, feelings and everything, in this world, no one will be a roundworm in your heart, you can understand it all without saying it. You know, some care about you to say it, don't just want to hide it, who knows in the next second, whether you will have the opportunity to show your care words again? What you already have you should learn to cherish instead of turning a blind eye to it, no matter how invested you are, if you don't get anything in return and don't get the slightest response, eventually the faint flame called 'hope' will still be extinguished. And at that point, I don't know if you'll regret it? ”

"I know, I'm working very hard, but didn't you say Mom is colder than me? So, why do you stick to it? ”

"If it weren't for something that happened later to make me sure that your mother cares about me, I wouldn't have the courage to persevere, and I might have given up. If it weren't for the fact that I knew that my efforts were also rewarding, I would have chosen to quit a long time ago, but in the period of time that I didn't realize it, all the time seemed extremely difficult, you know? I am persuading myself every minute and every second, saying give up, give up, even if your efforts are not rewarded, I don't know if your efforts have entered her eyes? If your efforts can't move her at all, giving up is the most real. ”

Dad Ye has some urge to cry when he talks about it, all these years have passed, but once he recalls that very difficult memory, he still feels a little sour, and he still feels that it is not easy for him to pass that hurdle.

"But at that time, in fact, I was asked to give up, but I was reluctant, I always felt as if I had just had some consequences, and then I was about to give up, I was unwilling. Although it is very likely that she really doesn't care about me and doesn't care about me, but after such a long time, she doesn't care about others, so is it possible that she will be moved by me after consuming it? I held on to this glimmer of hope until I knew she cared about me. At that time, oh 9l I really realized that it turned out that my care was really not in vain, she cared about me, but she hid all her feelings and didn't let me know. ”

"Hug the beauty, this is." Ye Wei saw that Father Ye seemed to be immersed in memories, and hurriedly said, just kidding, who knows how long this Father Ye will have to remember if he comes to a memory? I am still a person who still wants to sleep, and now I am holding my eyelids and waiting for Dad Ye to say these words because I have this interest in listening to their stories, but it doesn't mean that I have this interest in watching Dad Ye's ups and downs because of his memories.

"Okay, okay, I won't tell you so much, there are some things that you can only experience by yourself, what you only need to do now is to show your own care, show your discomfort, instead of hiding everything under your mask, after Lian Xunqin left, you put a mask on yourself, I don't know why."

"However, all I know is that your behavior is very sad, no matter who it is. Can I understand that you chose not to show your most real scene because Lian Xunqin was not there? However, if you still wear the mask after Lian Xunqin returns, then what? Sometimes it's a beautiful thing to take off your mask at the right time, because we don't want you to be a person who lives with a mask, so how distressed should we be? You should understand, the two of us have been wearing this mask for a lifetime, but you don't need it, if you don't think about joining the army in the future, you don't need to have this aspect of protection at all, just with our identity, no matter where you go, no one should dare to mess with you. After Dad Ye came back to his senses, he chattered a lot.

"I know, I'll try my best to show my true colors, even if they don't accept that it's the real me, I'll stick to it." Ye Wei never knew that her behavior would bring harm to her family and make them sad. In fact, if they care, just say a word to themselves, and they will definitely change. After all, that is the family member I care about the most, no matter what I do, I will hope that my family will not mind, if they mind, then I will no longer be like this.

"You stupid girl," Father Ye rubbed Ye Wei's head and said, "Okay, it's already so late, I won't tell you, you go to bed early, it's still a new day when you wake up tomorrow, and a new day and a new beginning, I hope you promise us but you will do what you say, but you can't let me down." After saying that, Daddy Ye turned around and left, gently closed the door, and said 'good night' again. (To be continued.) )