After Xi Yang was injured, Yu Gui went to visit him every now and then because he couldn't rest assured.

Although no one mentioned the cause of the accident after that, Yu Gui always felt guilty in his heart, after all, it was because of him that Xi Yang was injured. Especially for Xi Yang's left leg, Yu Gui personally asked the doctor and got the same answer as Dai Siming told him at the beginning, because the bone was traumatized twice and both times were relatively strict, it would be difficult to completely heal, and it was very likely to leave permanent damage.

As soon as he thought of this, Yu Gui felt that his heart was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

Xi Yang's two injuries were related to him, and he had an unshirkable responsibility. If Xi Yang can't recover in the end, how should he face him in the future...... Yu Gui really didn't dare to think deeply.

In his relationship with Xi Yang, Xi Yang really gave too much, so much that he felt that he would definitely be retributed if he said no to him again.

And in this state of Yu Gui, Yan Shu naturally sees it in his eyes.

Because the hospital where Xi Yang is located is closer to Yan Shu's house, in order to make it easier to see him, Yu Gui has almost always lived here with Yan Shu recently.

For his beloved who worries about another man every day and fidgets, although Yan Shu has tried his best to endure it, he still has some feelings from time to time. Whenever this happens, Yu Gui's expression is a mixture of helplessness and exhaustion. He advised Yan Shu to be generous and want to be a little opener, Yan Shu listened and forced himself to do so, but unfortunately excessive coercion will definitely produce deeper problems.

After a long time, the contradictions will inevitably erupt after a certain amount of accumulation.

And this flashpoint came much faster than anyone imagined.

It catches people off guard.

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On this day, Yu Gui worked overtime until almost nine o'clock, and then he went to visit Xi Yang, and when he came back from the hospital, it was already more than twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.

Recently, the company's affairs have been very busy, Ye Xu is completely according to everyone's maximum potential to assign tasks to them, every day after the day's work is done, I feel like I have to take off a layer of skin, plus I have to run to the hospital, I feel even more tired when I go back and forth, and I often don't even bother to say anything when I get home, and I can sleep directly with my eyes closed.

It is also for this reason that Yu Gui has not been able to communicate with Yan Shu well in the past few days. He knew that Yan Shu was aggrieved about going to see Xi Yang, but for the time being, he really couldn't care about patiently appeasing his feelings, and he had neither time nor energy, so Yu Gui wanted to wait until at least this paragraph was busy and then talk to Yan Shu openly.

In any case, no matter how childlike Yan Shu is, he still knows how to take care of the overall situation at critical moments, so that he will not willfully mess with him just because he is jealous.

But when Yu Gui returned to Yan Shu's house tonight, as soon as he entered the door, he felt that the atmosphere was not right, and he had a faint bad premonition in his heart.

"Yu Gui, you're back." Yan Shu was originally sitting on the sofa, but when he heard the sound of the elevator, he stood up and walked over, his expression was extremely solemn.

Yu Gui couldn't help but ask, "Is something wrong?" Or do you have something to tell me? ”

"I have something to tell you." Yan Shu stepped forward and grabbed Yu Gui's hand, and led the person to the sofa and sat down. "Yu Gui, can you promise me not to go to see Xi Yang again in the future."

Yu Gui couldn't help but be stunned, "Wasn't it okay before, but suddenly what's wrong?" ”

"Not really." Yan Shu pursed his lips and looked at Yu Gui with some confusion: "I just don't want you to go." ”

“…… Yan Shu, we have talked about this issue many times, and I have already explained my thoughts and positions to you very clearly, can you not be so cautious for now, and wait for a while? Yu Gui felt that his head was groggy at this time, and his body was desperate for rest, so he had to cheer up, and his voice unconsciously brought out some impatience.

Yan Shu's eyes became more and more aggrieved when he heard this.

"I don't say that because I'm careful......" he muttered, looking down.

"Then what's your reasoning?" Yu Gui looked at him helplessly, "Just a sentence of 'you don't want to' can't be justified." ”

"Why can't you say it? If you don't want to be unwilling, do you have to have any special reason for me to stop you from meeting your ex-boyfriend?? Yan Shu's voice raised slightly and asked.

Yu Gui couldn't help but sigh when he heard him say this, and compromised a little: "You don't need a special reason, I understand your feelings, but isn't there no other way now?" Xi Yang's injury has something to do with me, I can't just ignore it, not to mention that his first fracture in junior high school was also because of me, this is what I owe him-"

"What do you owe him?!" Yan Shu suddenly interrupted Yu Gui's words, his expression was quite indignant: "Even if his injury in junior high school was really for you, you can't compare that incident with this time!" This time, it's obvious that he asked for it! ”

"What did you say!" Yu Gui stood up from the sofa all of a sudden, staring at Yan Shu, his eyes had sunk: "Yan Shu, I can understand your dissatisfaction, but you can't talk too much." ”

"Is it me or is he too much?!" Yan Shu was also a little anxious at this time, and stood up with Yu Gui and said loudly: "Yu Gui, I didn't want to say it before, just because I was afraid of affecting his image in your heart, after all, it was my first love, and I still want you to keep the good feeling in your heart." But now I can't hide it anymore, who is Xi Yang, do you think you really know it?! ”

"What do you mean by that? What are you hiding? Yu Gui frowned and stared at him.

"Yu Gui, do you remember the last time I came back from California and asked you to be careful about the people around you?" Yan Shu bit his lip and continued, "The reason why I said that to you is because I knew some things last time I went back, and one of them was about Xi Yang. If I sue you now that it was not an accident that Xi Yang met you at Columbia University in the first place, what would you think? ”

Yu Gui was stopped by Yan Shu's question for a while, and after a few seconds, he said in a deep voice: "You make it clear." ”

"Okay, since you want to hear it, I'll make it all clear to you." Yan Shu clenched his fists angrily, pondered for a moment, and then said sternly: "Yu Gui, I didn't tell you before, Yan Li's undergraduate was also in Berkeley, and Xi Yang is not only Dai Siming's junior, but also Yan Li's junior. Moreover, Yan Li and Dai Siming are still best friends. ”

Yan Shu paused slightly when he said this, while Yu Gui was a little dazed when he heard it, and his brain didn't have time to process these sudden messages, so he only felt a buzzing sound.

"Yu Gui, I think I don't need to tell you more about the detailed process, you must be able to figure it out yourself." Yan Shu continued at this time: "With the Yan family's methods and connections, it is easy for Yan Li to find out the people who have a relationship with you in the past, I think he probably didn't expect to be able to find Xi Yang in a school, and learn about your acquaintance with Dai Siming." I thought it was strange before, why Yan Li only made some painless small movements last time, and didn't move for so long after he went back, it turned out that it was because he had buried the nails next to you and me a long time ago! ”

"Wait a minute," Yu Gui suddenly said, "Are these things you said just your speculation or is there empirical evidence?" ”

Yan Shu looked at him with a wry smile on his face: "This is all Yan Li personally told me, what other evidence is needed?" ”

“……”

"There is also the so-called 'car accident' of Xi Yang this time, the car escaped after hitting someone, and when investigating afterwards, Xi Yang said that because it was too dark at the time, he didn't see the details of the car, but the accident also happened in a place where there was no monitoring, and it was not a common route from grandma's house to the subway station at all, don't you feel strange?"

“…… Do you think—"

"Not to think! It's a fact! Yan Shu grabbed Yu Gui's shoulder violently, and two sharp eyes shot straight into his eyes, "Yu Gui, you recognize the reality!" I went to investigate this matter because I suspected it, and the result of the investigation turned out to be that Xi Yang asked Yan Li to find someone to bump into him! I've called Yan Li tonight to confirm, and he has admitted it, do you still think that Xi Yang is the simple and scheming person you liked back then? ? ”

“…… How is this possible......" Yu Gui stood there stunned for a few seconds, then suddenly chuckled lowly and denied: "No, I believe that Xi Yang will not do such a thing." Even if he really knew Yan Li beforehand, or maybe he came here because he already knew that I was at Columbia, there was nothing wrong with that...... But he will never be able to find someone to bump into himself! Definitely not ......"

"Yu Gui......" Yan Shu's eyes were a little more lonely, he was silent for a few seconds, and asked: "The facts are all in front of you, do you still want to turn a blind eye?" ”

"How can you be sure that this must be true?" Yu Gui asked rhetorically, "From what you just said, I can only get most of the 'facts' from Yan Li's information to you, but how credible are Yan Li's words?" Combined with my previous experience, I think it is reasonable for me to doubt the veracity of his words at this moment, right? If the truth is not what he says, and he sues you just to cause a conflict between us, then isn't your reaction now just as he wanted? ”

Yan Shu's expression froze after hearing Yu Gui's words. After waiting for a while, he said with some injury: "Yu Gui, even if you don't believe Yan Li, then you don't believe my judgment?" Or would you rather doubt me than firmly believe that your childhood sweetheart is not the kind of person I say he is. ”

"You know I didn't mean that—"

"I don't know what you mean!"

Yan Shu felt that the grievances in his heart had accumulated to a certain critical value, which made him start to say some words uncontrollably, and he no longer cared about whether it would hurt people.

"Yu Gui, I really think you care about Xi Yang more than you care about me...... I don't even think you've ever really cared about me from the bottom of your heart! When Yan Shu shouted these words to Yu Gui, he saw that the eyes of the person opposite were shocked, as if he had suddenly been knocked by someone, and the whole person was stunned.

But although he was distressed, Yan Shu couldn't suppress the urge to vent in his heart at this time, and he couldn't help but continue: "Actually, I can also feel that you have always been tepid to me since the two of us were together, although you rarely refuse my requests, but you rarely take the initiative to ask what you want to do with me." Just like the last time you said that you shouldn't go to see Xi Yang anymore, you just said, 'This is the more correct choice', do you think so in your heart? That's what you've always done, right? Only doing what you think is right, just fulfilling your duties as a boyfriend, but you don't really like me very much, right......"

“…… How can you, how can you, say that......" Yu Gui's voice trembled slightly, and he paused twice in the middle of just one sentence before he finished speaking.

And Yan Shu has completely entered the state of "turning over old accounts" at this time. His eyes were slightly red, his breathing was a little short, he could see that he was very sad, and said in a muffled voice: "Am I not right? You've always been indifferent to me...... No matter what I do, I can't make you particularly happy or angry, as if your love isn't too affected by me at all! At first, I thought you were just cold...... But now I understand! You just don't like me that much! ……”

“…… Yan Shu ......" Yu Gui suddenly called him softly, his voice was so low that it seemed like a whisper, but he could still hear a hint of begging: "Count me on you...... If you are only saying these angry words now because of Xi Yang's matter, can you stop for now, and we will talk about it when we both calm down......"

However, Yu Gui didn't expect Yan Shu to be even more angry after listening to his words: "Do you have to wait to calm down?" And so it is again! Why do you always stay so sane...... If you're angry at what I've said, just vent it! You can argue with me, or beat me and scold me! Why do you keep yourself so calm all the time?! I really don't know if you're too calm, too good at control, or—"

"-Don't say it! Please...... Don't say any more......" Yu Gui felt that the blood in his body was cold, and his body was still trembling uncontrollably.

There seemed to be hundreds of voices begging at the same time in my heart, begging Yan Shu not to say the next words......

But he finally heard it.

Again, from the mouth of a loved one.

"Yu Gui, you are not calm, but cold......" Yan Shu himself bowed his head and said this sentence in great discouragement, but he didn't see that the moment he heard it, the light in Yu Gui's eyes was all extinguished as if someone had suddenly disconnected the power supply.

There is no greater mourning than death.

For Gui, I can't even feel the storage of the heart.