On this day, because of a few episodes, Yu Gui took his grandmother to campus and was not very happy.

Everyone is pressed on their minds, and no matter how you look at it, the smile looks like it was forcibly pulled out.

Although there was still Mai Qixian gagging on the side at the beginning, Yu Gui knew that he was not feeling good, and he felt even more distressed when he watched him hide his thoughts like this and make everyone happy, so he finally found a reason to persuade Mai Qixian and Yu Zhenzhen to leave in the middle, leaving only Yan Shu and himself to accompany his grandmother.

And even if Yan Shu was still polite to his grandmother, Yu Gui knew that Yan Shu's perception of human feelings was not as dull as he appeared, and he must have noticed that his grandmother had some thoughts about him, but he didn't say anything, nor did he complain to Yu Gui.

Yu Gui knew that he shouldn't judge what his grandmother had done wrong, but in this situation, the balance in his heart would inevitably be more in favor of Yan Shu.

He felt sorry for Yan Shu, especially when he saw him trying his best to please his grandmother.

With such a mood, Yu Gui didn't have much to think about in the end, and grandma couldn't see what he was thinking, and it didn't take long for her to say that she was tired and wanted to go home, so Yu Gui also sent her back with Yan Shu willingly.

And when she got home, her grandmother said that she was going to rest, and after Yu Gui took care of her and lay down, she sorted out the certificates used in today's graduation ceremony, including a bunch of things including bachelor's gowns, and put them in the cabinet in her room, and then sat on the bed silently with Yan Shu.

It was supposed to be a happy day, but no one expected it to turn out to be like this.

After sitting like this for a while, Yu Gui suddenly leaned over and leaned on Yan Shu's shoulder.

"Are you tired?" Yan Shu raised his hand to hug Yu Gui, held his head and pillowed it on his neck socket, and when he saw Yu Gui close his eyes, he asked softly, "Do you want to rest for a while?" ”

"No need." Yu Gui's voice was also low, and after a while, he said, "Just give me five minutes." ”

Yan Shu lowered his eyes and looked at him a little helplessly, sighed and lay down directly with the person.

"Hey ......"

"Don't hold on, rest for a while, I'll accompany you." After Yan Shu finished speaking, he felt that Yu Gui had come over and was closer to him.

Somewhere in my heart suddenly became unusually soft.

Yan Shujiang hugged him tighter, and it was rare that he didn't have any other thoughts at this time, but he just wanted this person to relax steadily by his side, and he didn't have to worry about other people or things.

After about a few minutes, Yan Shu heard Yu Gui's breathing and became very quiet, not sure if he was asleep, so he whispered softly: "Yu Gui, you don't have to worry about me, I won't be affected lightly." No matter what other people think of me or what they do to me, as long as you are there, I can bear it. ”

"I know." Yu Gui suddenly whispered.

"Did I wake you up?" Yan Shu propped up his head and rubbed his lips on his earlobe and asked.

"No, I didn't fall asleep."

Yu Gui was itchy by him, so he moved his body, but it turned out to be closer to Yan Shu's head, and then he felt that his earlobe was directly caught by someone, and he licked it gently with the tip of his tongue.

"I don't really want to ...... now," Yu Gui turned around in protest.

And Yan Shu didn't make any further moves, and said very obediently: "Don't worry, I don't want to do anything else." ”

"Don't flirt with ......" After Yu Gui said this, he felt that his ears were hot inexplicably, so he was so ashamed that he buried his face in the pillow.

Yan Shu really didn't move that aspect of his mind, but as soon as he saw Yu Gui's attitude, he was a little nervous, and he leaned up and began to rub back and forth restlessly while probing into his clothes, and his tone also sank, and he said provocatively in Yu Gui's ear: "Yu Gui, who is flirting with whom......"

“…… You stop first......"

Yu Gui was now in a state of physical and mental exhaustion, but for some reason his body was extremely sensitive at this time, he couldn't stand being licked by Yan Shu's earlobe just now, and at this moment he felt that Yan Shu's wet, moist, soft tongue tip was still walking on the skin on the side of his neck, and his hand was also stretched out from the hem of the short sleeves, and the warm palm covered the position of the navel and groped up inch by inch, touching the raised point before he could rub it twice.

Yu Gui felt that his whole body was hot at the moment, and his body seemed to be desperately thirsting for something, so he used fever to constantly vent it out, so as to attract his attention.

Yan Shu had also noticed that Yu Gui's reaction today was much more sensitive than usual, even if his palm was just lightly placed on his body, it could cause a tremor on the skin under his hand, so Yan Shu was also extremely excited, and the feeling came especially quickly, and within a few minutes he felt dry mouth, and his chest seemed to be on fire, burning his body sweating.

"Return...... You ...... today" Yan Shu's words were only halfway through, his hands were no longer satisfied with only moving on the upper body, he used his right arm from behind Yu Gui through his armpit to firmly buckle the person to his chest, and his left hand went all the way down between Gui's legs, directly covering the hot place through his pants.

"Hmm...... I'm so thirsty......" Yu Gui gasped for breath, the touch under his body almost made his whole person feel like he was placed on the stove, and Yan Shu pulled his chin and kissed him after hearing his words, the two of them obviously had dry mouths, but they grabbed the little remaining water between each other's lips and teeth like a dried carp, and they were reluctant to separate.

"Return...... I can't bear it......" After the intense kiss, Yan Shu's eyes have been ignited by burning lust, reason has been crushed into the slit of the cerebral cortex and is still breathing, and all that remains is the most real desire and instinct in the heart at this moment, enveloping the two of them with the momentum of a prairie fire.

……

"Yu Gui," after finishing the matter, Yan Shu hugged the person in his arms, his hands gently soothed his unsettled body, only to feel that the satisfaction in his heart was indescribable, and Yu Gui lazily leaned on his chest and didn't want to speak.

Because he was worried that he would catch a cold, Yan Shu waited and waited for Yu Gui to lie down gently and put the quilt on him, I don't know why he felt that Yu Gui's body was very soft now, as if the muscles of his whole body were unloaded. Yan Shu saw that his eyelashes moved slightly with his eyes closed, so he wiped the sweat on his forehead for him and waited for his body to cool down slowly, but after ten minutes, Yan Shu's body temperature had returned to normal, but Yu Gui's body was still a little hot.

Yan Shu felt that something was wrong at this time, and hurriedly reached out to touch Yu Gui's forehead, only to find that the heat on his forehead was even more obvious.

"What's the fever?!" Yan Shu's voice suddenly became nervous, and he gently pushed the sweat-soaked hair on the side of Guigui's ear behind his ear, and asked distressedly, "Yugui, are you uncomfortable?" ”

Yu Gui didn't respond for a while, and it took several seconds before he shook his head almost imperceptibly.

"Yu Gui......" Yan Shu couldn't help sighing, and after folding the quilt for him, he said softly: "You lie down first, I'll go boil some hot water." ”

"Yan Shu ......" Yu Gui should have wanted to reach out and hold him, but the result was only to make his fingers move slightly. But Yan Shu stopped.

He put his ear to Yu Gui's mouth and asked, "You say, I'm listening." ”

After Fang Cai's flush faded, Yu Gui's face looked a little pale, and his voice sounded very weak, and he waited for two seconds before saying, "Can you stay tonight......"

Yan Shu looked at him from the corner of his eye, and for some reason there was a feeling of astringency. He blinked quickly, lowered his head and pecked lightly on his lips, and said very gently: "Don't worry, I won't leave, I'll always be with you." ”

Yu Gui seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and his slightly open eyes were gently closed, and he should not have much strength to hold on anymore.

Yan Shu stared at him for a while longer, his eyes were infinitely restrictive, and the gentleness slowly rippled like spring water, making people want to indulge in it.

And when Yan Shu left the bed and walked to the door, he turned his head to look at Yu Gui on the bed, and a hot current surged inexplicably in his heart.

"I like, what if I want to propose to him again......" he muttered silently.

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After leaving the graduation ceremony, Mak took Yu Zhenzhen to a Chinese restaurant in Midtown for a good meal, and the two went to Chinatown together to buy some food and snacks, and then took the subway back home together.

It was already past six o'clock in the evening when I returned, and it was supposed to be very light in New York at this time, but today it was very gloomy, and it looked like a heavy rain was coming.

Feeling that the room was a little dark, Yu Zhenzhen went to the living room to turn on the light, but when he passed by the door of Mak Qixian's room after turning it on, he couldn't help but pause.

From the moment he first entered the door, Mak Qixian suddenly became very silent.

Yu Zhenzhen is already very familiar with this state of his, after all, he has been doing this almost every day lately. On the outside, he looked heartless and happy, but when he got home and was alone, his true mood gradually revealed.

Now he was sitting quietly on the edge of the windowsill, his head leaning against the wall behind him, his eyes not knowing whether he was looking at the river view outside the window or simply in a daze, and his whole body exuded an aura of depression and melancholy.

Yu Zhenzhen sighed in his heart, coughed deliberately and then jokingly said: "Senior, it's going to rain, you close the window and think about life again." ”

When Mak Qixian heard this, he turned his head to look at him, and seemed to smile and said, "Who thinks about life, I am guessing how much rain can fall today." ”

"Where can you guess this, you won't know when it comes down." Yu Zhenzhen spread his hands helplessly at him, and suddenly patted his head again and exclaimed, "Oops, I forgot!" ”

"What have you forgotten? I don't think I'll leave it at school, don't expect me to go back with you to get it. Mak Qixian said funny.

"Oh no!" Yu Zhenzhen glared at him and pointed out the window again: "In weather like this, you should watch a horror movie while drinking hot chocolate!" But I forgot to buy hot chocolate on the way back!! ”

"......" Mak Qixian walked over from the window, and when Yu Zhenzhen came to him, he put his hands on his shoulders and said very seriously: "There is a box of chocolates in the refrigerator, why don't I take it and melt it for you?" ”

Yu Zhenzhen was stunned for a moment and shook his head: "No." ”

Mai Qixian couldn't help but raise his eyebrows, and asked with a smile: "What's the matter, reluctant?" It's okay, I'll go and make up a box for you tomorrow and come back. ”

However, Yu Zhenzhen still insisted: "It's really not good. He grabbed Mak Qixian and said more seriously than he had just now: "The box in the refrigerator is Ferrero, and there are hazelnuts in it, which are impure and affect the taste. ”

"......" Mai Qixian rarely had a time when he was squeezed speechless, his expression changed from speechless to wanting to laugh, and finally he simply shrugged his shoulders and asked, "What does that mean, I'll go down and buy it for you now?" ”

Yu Zhenzhen laughed suddenly, with a respectful expression and a polite tone: "Why are you embarrassed to bother your seniors!" Look at the weather outside, what if it rains as soon as you go out? ”

However, before Mai Qixian could say, "Count your kid as having a conscience", I heard Yu Zhenzhen add very attentively: "Why don't you take my umbrella?" My umbrella is big! ”

"You're big!" Mai Qixian was so angry that he slapped him, but was easily dodged by other children.

"Senior, you can talk when you see you, how can you do it? This is not the way of a gentleman! Yu Zhenzhen was talking when he heard a sudden sound of "bang" outside the window, the rain fell almost instantly, and the momentum was really not small, Yu Zhenzhen pretended to sigh regretfully: "It's okay now, it's really starting to fall, I can't drink it." ”

"Yes, I'm afraid of you." Mak Qixian suddenly pushed Yu Zhenzhen aside, and he bypassed him to the door and began to put on his shoes.

"Eh, senior, where are you going?" Yu Zhenzhen hurriedly followed.

Mak Qixian didn't look back, and said while tying his shoes: "Where else can I go, I'll buy you something to drink." ”

"Really go?!" Yu Zhenzhen's eyes widened, and he hurriedly grabbed him and said, "I'm joking!" I didn't really want you to buy it! ”

"It's fine." Mai Qixian stood up and smiled at him, "It's rare for a child to ask for something, how can you say it if you are not satisfied, 'senior' can't let you call in vain." ”

"But it's raining so hard outside--"

"Isn't there an umbrella," Mak Qixian bent down to pick up Yu Zhenzhen's big black umbrella from the shoe rack and put it on his shoulder: "Okay, I'll take you out." ”

"Eh, senior, listen to me! It's useless to use an umbrella when the rain is so heavy--" Yu Zhenzhen was gently patted on the top of his head by Mai Qixian before he finished speaking, only to see Mai Qixian's smile slightly retracted, looking at him and saying, "Needless to say, it's just right, I also want to go out to breathe." ”

"This ......" Yu Zhenzhen suddenly stopped blocking when he heard him say this, and after waiting for a few seconds, he nodded: "Then you go and come back quickly, the hot chocolate will not taste good when it is cold." ”

Mak Qixian couldn't help but be happy: "There are so many problems. Okay, let's go. ”

After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked out of the door, the door was automatically closed by the spring, but Yu Zhenzhen didn't move for a while, standing there in a silent daze.

After a long time, he slowly paced into his room as if he had come to his senses, and sat down on his lazy sofa.

"The seniors are really good......

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The shop where Mak went to buy the hot chocolate was actually a dessert shop, just across from the subway station, about a 10-minute walk from where they lived.

Mak Kai-yin felt that it was not easy for him to come here, and it was too worthwhile to buy just a cup of hot chocolate, so he bought two more doughnuts and two small cakes.

However, considering the scene on the road just now, Mak Qixian felt that if he just took it and went back to get home, it was estimated that this pile should have been cold and wet, so he asked the store for two layers of paper bags, wrapped these in the middle, and used a plastic bag to cover them from the outside, which felt safer.

Walking out of the store, Mak Kai-yin opened the umbrella and prepared to continue walking. However, I don't know whether to say that it is too fateful or the road is narrow, when he raised his head, he happened to see Li Chujin who had just walked up from the subway station.

Li Chujin obviously didn't have an umbrella with him, but he didn't seem to be in a hurry, and walked slowly to the traffic light and waited to cross the road, but accidentally saw Mak Qixian, who was standing across the road looking at him.

Li Chujin's expression froze for a moment, and his footsteps were frozen, and after the green light was on, it was Mak Qixian who walked over first and covered his head with an umbrella.

"Just came back?" Mak Qixian asked, glancing at the bachelor's gown on his arm.

Li Chujin nodded slightly, looked at the bag in Mai Qixian's arms, and asked, "Don't you like sweets?" ”

"If the children in the family want to eat, come out and buy it for him." Mak Qixian said casually.

But Li Chujin's eyes dimmed in an instant.

"Oh. I'll go first. He turned his head and said coldly.

"Wait." Mai Qixian called out to him, although Li Chujin did not look back, there was a faint hope in his eyes, and he asked in a controlled tone: "Is there anything else?" ”

"Take the umbrella, you live far away." Mak Qixian walked up to him again, stuffed the umbrella into his hand, and then used his own clothes to protect the bag in his arms, said "No need to pay it back" and ran directly into the rain.

"Mai ......" Li Chu didn't even say anything, the person had already run away, and the glimmer of hope that had just sprung up in his eyes was washed away by the heavy rain like an epiphany, and there was not even the slightest trace left.

When will it be accepted, this time, this person is really gone, and there will be no return.

He will no longer wait at the door of the classroom where he goes to and from class every day, he will not keep talking around him, he will not have to stay when he scolds him and coaxes him to leave, and he will not hide at the door with red eyes after pretending to be angry......

There was a sudden pain in his chest that felt like suffocation.

Li Chujin squatted down with the handle of the umbrella, and a passerby next to him was startled and came to ask about his situation, he only shook his head lightly and said that it was okay.

Why didn't he realize that he was so good to him in the first place.

It's so good that now after he leaves, no matter what a person does, it doesn't feel right.

Something seems to be missing. There is a lack of one person in life, and even the heart is empty.

He wanted him back......

Think about it all the time.

But why can't you say it every time you meet?

It's probably the so-called self-esteem that makes him unable to honestly say what he thinks in his heart every time he sees Mak Kai-yin. The more frantically I miss him, the more cold I become, especially after seeing his indifference and estrangement from myself, it is even more difficult to control.

Since he doesn't care anymore, why should he show that he can't let go. That's what I thought...... However, there is always a bottom line for self-deception.

When you lie to yourself to the point that it is difficult to even breathe, how can you pretend that nothing has happened......

What's more, there seems to be another boy by Mai Qixian's side, that young man who looks very clean and sunny, he must know how to cherish and take care of him better than himself.

Thinking like this, Li Chujin suddenly smiled bitterly. Probably if he were Mak Qixian, he wouldn't want to go back and be with him again......

However, I am not reconciled.

Li Chujin squatted for a while, and after a few minutes, he suddenly stood up, and the numbness of his feet almost made him stumble for a moment, but he only moved briefly and walked quickly towards the building where Mak Qixian lived.

He was going to him, and even if it was a gamble, he was going to tell him what he wanted to say, and he couldn't accept such a hasty separation anyway.

He didn't even say "like" to Mak Kai-yin in person...... Although he begged himself many times, he refused each time on the grounds that he was too insensitive.

Because he always thought that there was still a long time, he always felt that there would be many opportunities in the future, so he waited and delayed until they broke up, and Mai Qixian never heard him confess his heart in person.

For so long, how much has Mai Qixian begged for everything, and how many times has he been uncomfortable in private, Li Chujin has already poured out tears just thinking about it at this moment.

Mak is right, he takes this qiē for granted.

So, he had to go to him today, to the apartment that was supposed to belong to the two of them, to see him, and to say to him all the things that should have been said a long time ago.

As for whether he would accept himself after finishing speaking, Li Chujin didn't dare to let himself think about the result at this moment.