Zheng Xiujing's words last night had a great impact on Jiang Donghuan, and he couldn't calm the waves in his heart for a long time when he was in a complicated mood. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

How to face this situation like a pool of muddy water, Jiang Donghuan hesitated a little.

What do you really want?

He found that he was a little confused now, except for the search for the truth about Jiang Xinxin and the Revitalization Association, other motivations seemed to have disappeared overnight.

He found that the happiness he thought he could get was something he would never get.

Man is a social animal after all, although he doesn't care, but human ethics, legal common sense, all these things restrict other people from interacting with him.

This is one of the biggest contradictions between him and others.

Jiang Donghuan himself is not a normal person, how can he give them a normal emotional experience in return?

Jiang Donghuan walked down the path between the trees with his hands in his pockets, and suddenly a call interrupted his thoughts.

Looking at the girl running in the distance, Jiang Donghuan suddenly felt a sense of guilt in his heart, as if he had a feeling of not seeing anyone.

"Why didn't you tell me in advance, what if I wasn't there?"

Jiang Donghuan didn't answer Seo Xian's seemingly coquettish question, but reached out to take the tofu from her arms and teased it.

"What's wrong with you?"

The sensitive Seo Hyun suddenly noticed Jiang Donghuan's unusual curiosity and asked.

Jiang Donghuan turned his head and scattered while tickling the tofu, and Seo Hyun followed with some confusion.

"You say... I'm not even as good as tofu, he can often accompany you and make you happy. ”

"But he can't speak, and he won't take me paragliding."

Looking at Xu Xian's appearance of covering his mouth and snickering, Jiang Donghuan shrugged his shoulders and said, "I mean I'm very incompetent." ”

"Well, I'm also incompetent." Xu Xian bowed his head lightly.

"So we're half-hearted?"

Xu Xian stroked the hair in his ear and said, "I probably guessed what you want to say, but it doesn't make sense for me to say this." ”

"Why doesn't it make sense?" Jiang Donghuan turned his head to look at her and said, "Don't you think it's unfair to do this like me?" Maybe I didn't look for you because I went to someone else? ”

"Maybe... But so what? Xu Xian looked at Jiang Donghuan and said, "I've never complained about you, why are you suddenly so aggressive?" ”

"I mean..."

"You're feeling uneasy, that's why you want to see what I'm thinking, right?"

"Kind of that, don't you..."

Xu Xian chuckled lightly and then looked into the distance and lifted his leg and said, "To be honest, I have thought about it before, why would I fall in love with someone like you, obviously you are far from my ideal type, why do I still have to insist on it..."

"Why is that?"

"Because..."Xu Xian walked two steps quickly, turned around and stopped in front of Jiang Donghuan, showing a smile and saying, "Because I haven't met a better one." ”

"Maybe it's because what you can't get is the best, everything you have is something I can never get, whether it's your dangerous life or the changing characters, those are the worlds that I can't touch, so I think you're attractive. Isn't it a very rebellious idea? ”

Jiang Donghuan looked at her and tilted his head to look at himself, chuckling and said, "It's really a little... It's like adolescent girls, they are seeking to try something they have never touched, everything is reversed, and you just find a man who is completely opposite to you. ”

"That's why it's interesting, because there's always something new."

Xu Xian turned around and came to Jiang Donghuan's side again and said, "I never thought that I would live the kind of warm and peaceful life I imagined with you before, or in fact, I am contradictory, if I really want to pursue that kind of ordinary daily life, I will not choose this glamorous career." ”

"So you don't have to think about it so much, I never forced you, but you started to push yourself, it's really strange."

Jiang Donghuan laughed out and said, "I don't feel like you're in love." ”

"Why not? Does anyone stipulate what it must be like to fall in love, and is there a fixed pattern and routine? I think it's good now. ”

"What about the others?"

Jiang Donghuan decided not to play a pretense with Xu Xian, and went straight to the heart of the problem, which was also the thing he wanted to know the most.

"Hmm..."Xu Xian didn't turn his head to look at Jiang Donghuan, but looked at the sky and said, "Don't you see that there are many stars in the sky?" Each of them shines like that, and although it looks like it's not far away, it's actually an unknown number of light years away. ”

Jiang Donghuan didn't understand this kind of literary statement for a while, and said, "What do you want to say?" ”

Xu Xian looked back at Jiang Donghuan and said, "What I want to say is that maybe it seems to you that the distance between you and us is very close, but in fact, we are very far apart." ”

Xu Xian's eyes gave off a serious light and said, "How do you think I got along with Panioni and the others during the time you disappeared?" ”

"Uh..." Jiang Donghuan really didn't think about this issue carefully.

Seeing Jiang Donghuan's confused look, Xu Xian smiled and said: "We are all adults, and some topics that cannot be touched will naturally be avoided, work is work, personal feelings are personal feelings, even if there are some things that everyone knows, but no one will take the initiative to break it, because everyone knows that it will make the situation worse." ”

Xu Xian took a deep breath and said, "Although everyone is unwilling and resentful in their hearts, we are not even sure whether we can go to the end with you, so why spend a lot of time trying to fight each other's suspicions?" ”

"Rather than that, it's better to take care of your own affairs first..."

Seeing Jiang Donghuan's frowning appearance, Xu Xian smiled and said, "You don't think you're a normal person, so how can we be a normal person?" Therefore, everyone's attitude towards feelings is more or less abnormal, some people choose to let go of playing, some people choose to watch silently and do not touch, some people simply use it as a dispensable concoction, and even some people will not choose the opposite sex as an object, which we have seen with our own eyes. ”

"For example, like me, I don't think I can do anything bad, and I won't ask the other person to do more for me. So when I found out that you were also related to Panioni, I thought about it for a while and finally decided to come back to you, and that's why. ”

"Of course, if I find someone better than you, then I'll say goodbye, so hurry up and behave well."

Looking at Xu Xian's playful appearance of winking at himself, he couldn't help laughing.

Empathy, empathy?

It's too kind...

Or is it another kind of arrogance in disguise?

Jiang Donghuan laughed self-deprecatingly, and said secretly in his heart, sure enough, he and they are both sinners... (To be continued.) )