Although Zheng Xiujing sometimes behaves recklessly and simply, she is also a delicate person. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

So she sensitively sensed Jiang Donghuan's abnormality.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

Zheng Xiujing stretched out her hand and stroked Jiang Donghuan's face and said softly.

"It's nothing, am I not good?"

"No, you have something to hide from me."

With Zheng Xiujing's serious face, Jiang Donghuan smiled and said, "Is it because of your Ernie business, how you look at me now?" ”

"It has nothing to do with that." Zheng Xiujing shook her head and said, "I always feel that you have changed. ”

"Where have I changed? Because plastic surgery has become handsome? ”

Seeing Jiang Donghuan pretending to be narcissistic and touching his face, Zheng Xiujing slapped him angrily and said, "I'm serious with you, I always feel that you have become blurry." ”

"I'm not an imaginary body, how can I be blurred?"

"It's a feeling, you know?"

Jiang Donghuan looked at her funny and said, "Then where do you feel that I have become blurry?" ”

Zheng Xiujing glanced at Jiang Donghuan for a few moments and suddenly asked, "Did you think of me when you slept with Ernie?" ”

"Yikes! Am I some kind of pervert? Why do I think of you? ”

Jiang Donghuan, who had never thought that Zheng Xiujing would say such a thing, couldn't help but be stunned for a second before replying angrily.

"That means you pretended you didn't know me when you were with her."

"Ef..."Jiang Donghuan thought for a while and said with a blank look: "I don't know... Never noticed. ”

"If you haven't paid attention, it means that you have never thought about me."

Zheng Xiujing said with a resentful tone in her tone: "So you are like this when you are with other women?" ”

Seeing Jiang Donghuan staring at him in surprise, Zheng Xiujing couldn't help frowning slightly and said, "Don't you think I'm really stupid?" The year you left, when I didn't investigate anything? ”

"So what..."

Jiang Donghuan didn't know what Zheng Xiujing wanted to say, so he had to touch his nose and say.

"So what I want to ask you is, what do you think of us?"

"You guys?"

"Are you planning to have a so-called pure relationship like you and I, Ernie? Or are you going to have a genuinely loving relationship like you did with me? ”

"Are you so sure I really love you?" Jiang Donghuan chuckled when he heard this.

"I'm sure, I'm sure." Zheng Xiujing said calmly: "If you don't really love me, you won't care so much about my behavior, and you won't care about treating me like that, whether it's tyranny or pity, it's all from your truest feelings." ”

"It's... Is it love? ”

Jiang Donghuan suddenly became a little confused when he heard this.

"Isn't that love? But a person's energy is limited, you can't love several people at the same time, otherwise you will be tired to death, and others will give a corresponding response to their wholehearted efforts? If not, then there will inevitably be contradictions. That's why some people choose to break up, just because they feel unequal, right? ”

Zheng Xiujing looked at Jiang Donghuan and said: "I feel that you are just a little tired of coping now, it seems that you want to be good to everyone, but you can't do it, but you don't know how to do it, so you drag it out again and again and even break the jar and break it, even I, Ernie dare to provoke indiscriminately, do you dare to say that this is not you deliberately paralyzing your own perception?" You are evading it in disguise, you know? ”

Jiang Donghuan was stunned by what Zheng Xiujing said, is this so? Are you scared and frightened?

That's why he had an inexplicable moment of passion with Lin Yun'er, just because the other party said that Xu Xian had caused him infinite mental pressure?

That's why he has a distorted relationship and relationship with Zheng Xiuyan, just because he is sorry for Zheng Xiujing's experience but can't make up for it?

That's why the conflict between him and Hwang Mi-young will completely explode and even hurt each other, just because he hovers between her and Kim Taeyeon and makes him feel unsustainable?

These three sets of contradictory relationships made him tired and confused, so he was at a loss for what to do.

Zheng Xiujing's words made him suddenly see the relationship between himself and these women, it was his own greed that led to the current situation, but how it ended was something he didn't know.

For the first time, he experienced a good relationship, and he was out of control, just like a child who got a new toy, always wanting to try all kinds of things, but he never thought about what to do with the scattered toys that were dismantled.

"So what should I do?"

Jiang Donghuan muttered subconsciously.

"What to do? If you want me to say you're supposed to stay away from those glamorous sluts! ”

After Zheng Xiujing finished speaking, she sighed and said, "But can you?" Can you do it? ”

Jiang Donghuan was silent, unlike the women in the past who he was just playing, he paid a certain amount of sincerity, he created the beginning but never imagined the ending.

But sincere dedication does not necessarily lead to a good result, he suddenly remembered that he had accompanied Xu Xian to meet her parents, if it was a normal boyfriend and girlfriend, that situation should be very serious, but now that he thinks about it, he feels that there is no burden.

Why? Because he knew that he would never be able to give the promises given by those normal couples and lovers, he didn't have that kind of nervousness and oppression, but it was Xu Xian who was nervous, because she knew that Jiang Donghuan and her couldn't go that far, so she felt sorry and uneasy.

Jiang Donghuan frowned with a headache, it was impossible to stay by his side, and he was unwilling to let him go, this is really a typical greed to chew too much, and he couldn't walk if he was too full to eat.

Looking at Jiang Donghuan's gradually pale face, Zheng Xiujing said with some distress: "Actually, I don't want to see any other women around you, but I will never choose to quit, so I can only deceive myself and say that you and they are all playing, and I am the only person you love the most." I don't know if it's true, but I can only convince myself that it's true, otherwise how could I sit in your arms and talk about you sleeping with me Ernie? ”

"Loving someone always involves making certain sacrifices and accepting certain compromises, and do you know the sacrifices and compromises you choose?"

Jiang Donghuan was a little stunned for a while, looking at Zheng Xiujing who was leaning on his arms with his head down and his eyes closed.

Yes, no one is a fool, and who can stand the fact that the person they like still likes someone else?

Huang Meiying just misidentified people and couldn't stand it, so what about them who knew that they had several women at the same time? Is there more reason to blow up the hair?

Therefore, Zheng Xiujing chose to deceive herself, thinking that she was his only genuine girlfriend, and the others were all glamorous sluts.

Therefore, Kim Taeyeon chose to give up on herself, never regarded herself as his girlfriend from the beginning, and was able to face him and Hwang Mi-young at the same time indifferently.

So what do other people think?

What does Huang Meiying think?

Kang Dong-hwan felt that he owed them a heart-to-heart and frank conversation.

Jiang Donghuan felt that his current appearance was too unreasonable.

Sacrifices and compromises... (To be continued.) )