In 2016, a private study near Kyoto Normal University......

The owner of this quaint study shop, he originally built this "paradise" in the eyes of readers, firstly, in order to meet more book friends and chat about his experience in reading books, and secondly, he himself also wanted to have a pure land in the fast-paced urban life.

But then he changed, and slowly, he liked the feelings of the world outside of reading, and liked the one or two testimonials on the blank space on the wall when the book friends read.

However, since three years ago, he not only likes this study, he will come and go all day long, just because he falls in love with a girl who often comes to the study to read.

The study that should be full of scholars in every corner as usual is empty today, and this boss, he has also changed the image of the previous Japanese politeness, he is irritable, he put his hands on his waist and stretched out his suit and stared at the door.

The girl stood at the door of the study with the backlight, it should be a shadowy figure, but there was disappointment in her eyes, and the man could see it clearly.

The man strode over and dragged the girl by.

"Ai Xuan, what do you mean by sending that text message?!"

"Let it go."

"I won't let go!"

The calm female voice finally fluctuated, and her cold voice stood as she struggled as she was dragged into the study by the man:

"You're not qualified to touch me, groom-to-be! Also, you actually coerced me to see you by making a noise about going to my unit? Suffice it to say that three years ago, I was blind! ”

The man propped up his suit again, he angrily pointed his finger at the tip of Ai Xuan's nose, he took a deep breath to calm down but in vain, he was also very disappointed, he nodded and asked loudly:

"Good! Good! Are you pushing me? What is the difference between you and my mother? If you were really good for me, wouldn't one of you decide for me a lifelong event, and the other would force me to make a choice with a breakup?! ”

Ai Xuan thinks it's enough! She let go and left, and it became a force on him? The most ridiculous thing is to think that she is scaring him?!

"Ai Xuan! My engagement with Wang Xiaoya was arranged by my mother from beginning to end! If I didn't love you, I wouldn't be standing here now, right now, at the time when I should be engaged! ”

The man looked at the woman in front of him with scrutinizing eyes, and he thought the girl was waiting for him to give a stronger explanation:

"If you are dissatisfied with what my mother has done, I hope you will calm down for the time being for my sake! After all, she has been used to arranging my bits and pieces since I was a child.

She said that you were adopted by your grandparents because you didn't know where you came from, and she didn't mean to humiliate you! I know her, she's just used to being strong, I'm going to persuade, please give me time, don't say break up, okay?! ”

The previous scene seemed to reappear in front of Ai Xuan.

You are an orphan, fatherless and motherless, our Xing family is a family, and there are many relatives, how can I introduce you?

Yes, you have grandparents to adopt, and you have a general education, but what our Xing family needs is a daughter-in-law who can support Wen Zhuo and help the company's business.

What's more, you have been together for three years, you should know that Wen Zhuo's personality is a little weak, and you are not suitable.

You're a smart girl, you know what I mean, right? This daughter-in-law's standard has fallen again and again, Ai Xuan, no matter how it falls, it can't fall on your head.

However, our Xing family still has principles in doing things.

In the three years you and Wen Zhuo, your grandparents have long since passed away, and you have just gone to the newspaper office now......

If you collect this money, the old house left to you by your grandmother must be demolished, and this money should be enough for you to change to a decent "home" and have a place to stay in a prosperous area.

……

Ai Xuan looked at Xing Wenzhuo, who was still excusing his mother's various behaviors and talking about his mother's strong personality, she couldn't hear what he said.

The only thing that echoed in her ears was the sentence that Xing's mother shouted with a smile when she was about to run away after being humiliated:

"The one who demolished your house was the company opened by Wen Zhuo's fiancée's father."

……

"Xing Wenzhuo, are you finished?"

"Ai Xuan?!"

The voice was restored again, and it seemed that the girl was more free and easy than the man, but in fact only she knew that there was a closed wall in her heart from that day on.

"Because your mother is strong, you try to get along with that fiancée behind my back.

Because I got along with that Wang Xiaoya, I found that the true love is still me.

Thinking that you want to go to my unit and threaten me to see you is nothing more than to say that you love me.

But my conclusion is that the breakup is not to force you to make a choice, but that I let go.

Because I know that I have won your heart at this moment, but I can't win your guts. ”

Something was really slipping quietly with that calm voice.

Xing Wenzhuo saw that Ai Xuan's back was about to disappear into the space that belonged to him, he strode forward and hugged Ai Xuan, he hugged the back tightly, and whispered in Ai Xuan's ear:

"I didn't mean to, I don't know you know, I don't want to be like this...... You've made me a lot of bento, and you've taught me how to cook, oh, by the way, we've made sauerkraut fish, and we've got a spring outing on a bicycle, and we're ......."

As the man muttered to herself, the girl's eyes became wooden, and there was no longer anger, sadness, and so on.

But when her phone rang......

The corners of the mouth are slightly hooked, and the professional smile and tone of voice:

"Okay, Blue Sky Private Club, I'll be there right away, don't worry, there won't be any questions in Mr. Chu's interview that disgusts him."

Ai Xuan, who hung up the phone, also muttered to herself and said to the man who hugged her tightly:

"You see, I answered the leader's call in a calm mood;

You see, you have said so much, I don't even feel a little sour in my heart;

Also, Xing Wenzhuo, it's so strange, you are holding me now, I don't feel it at all. ”

The girl was dressed in a black suit, and she was standing on the side of the road shaking her hand to stop the car to get to work......

The man in the study retreated decadently until he leaned against the wall.

He was still holding the phone tightly in his hand, and there was this message in the text box of the phone:

If I could, if there was an afterlife, I would never look for a man from your background again, and I would have to hide from even meeting him.

……

"Bang".

Ai Xuan felt that she was flying, she seemed to hear the frightened shouts of many people, they were discussing as if it was her, they were calling the police, they said that there was a car accident at the gate of Kyoto Division.

But Ai Xuan was sure that she should not be dead, and she still felt the pain of her heartache.

She seemed to hear the ticking of blisters of rain falling on the pits, and what she saw in front of her was a rusty iron frame bed, and she thought it was like a black-and-white photograph that she had only seen when she was a child.

Ai Xuan tried to open her eyes, she saw someone stuffing a note into the army's green schoolbag, and when the schoolbag was closed, the cover of the bag was written with five red words "Serve the people", and her eyes went black and fell into darkness.

In 1985, in the dormitory of Kyoto Normal University, Liang Xiaoxiao looked at Bi Yue lying on the iron frame bed speechlessly:

"Bi Yue, Teacher Li asked me to transfer the tutor address to you and put it in your bag."

There was no response, this was normal, but Liang Xiaoxiao, who turned around to leave, suddenly stopped.

No, Bi Yue has always studied hard without black or white, why did she rest so early, she turned around sharply and stepped forward, her little hand probed Bi Yue's forehead, and was frightened by the temperature on her forehead:

"Bi Yue? Bi Yue! ”