chapter 044
That night, Mak Qixian and Li Chujin stayed home until almost ten o'clock before leaving, and Mak Qixian said that the two of them had other arrangements next, looking mysterious, for fear that others would not think crookedly.
Yan Shu had to stay later, and at eleven o'clock, Yu Guixian offered to send him downstairs, and Yan Shu reluctantly got up and got dressed and left.
But just as he was walking out of the building and walking towards the parking lot, Yu Gui suddenly remembered what Yan Shu said at that time, so he asked, "By the way, did you just say that you haven't had a favorite person before?" β
"Huh?" Yan Shu turned his head to look at him first, then raised the corners of his lips and smiled as if he was a little embarrassed: "Yes, at most there are one or two people who have a slight affection, but you are the first one who really likes it." β
Yu Gui felt a little magical: "You didn't have a first love affair with anyone when you were an adolescent?" β
Yan Shu touched his earlobe: "At that time, my mind was not spent on this." And I didn't like anything older than me, but my classmates were at least four or five years older than me at the time, so there was no possibility of a new love. Later, when I entered the junior class of USTC, although there were peers around me, the focus of everyone's life was on academics, and I was the same, all the way to the doctoral graduation, and I never even had the slightest idea of falling in love. β
"So I'm your first love?" Yu Gui couldn't help but smile and said.
Yan Shu pounded his head a few times like garlic, and admitted seriously: "It's the first love!" Yu Gui, don't people say that first love is the most memorable and unforgettable, I'm so glad that this person is you! β
Yu Gui couldn't help but be slightly stunned after hearing this, and smiled helplessly when he came back to his senses: "Unforgettable and unforgettable words are said only after separation, probably because few people can go to the end with their first love." β
"Eh......" Yan Shu blinked in a daze, at this time Fang reacted that what he said just now was not appropriate, and he also thought that Yu Gui's first love was not himself, and he felt a little lost in his heart.
"Yu Gui, is that the same for you? First love...... Will you really remember it after you lose it? Yan Shu stopped at the return station and asked.
The expression on his face was very serious, and there was still a little apprehension in his eyes, wanting to know the answer but afraid to know the answer.
Yu Gui looked at him quietly and didn't speak immediately, and thought for a while before saying, "Yan Shu, the past feelings have passed, no matter what you felt at the time, it has no effect on me and you now." There is no point in dwelling on the people and things in the past, why don't we pay attention to the present? β
"But I want to be the most special one in your heart!" After Yan Shu finished saying this, he bit his lip, pondered a little, and said, "I don't want anyone to be more important than me in your heart...... Like what first love will be hidden in the bottom of your heart for the rest of your life, I don't want you to have someone else in your heart......"
"I don't have anyone else in my heart." Yu Gui held Yan Shu's hand and said patiently: "There will be no one else more important to me than you, because there is no other person at all. β
"Then if, I mean what if......" Yan Shu glanced at Yu Gui secretly and quickly lowered his head, his voice sounded a little weak: "If one day in the future we are separated, then I am the person who will make you the most unforgettable!" Is that okay......? β
Yu Gui couldn't help but laugh temperlessly when he heard his words: "Why are you like a child." Do you want us to really have to separate once to verify this? β
"Not really!" Yan Shu immediately shook his head: "No need to verify!" As long as you promise to make me the most special person! β
"Looks like you didn't listen to what I just said." Yu Gui raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Although I don't know why you suddenly got yourself into this circle, I hope we will only talk about similar issues this time, and talking too much will be harmful to the relationship between the two people." β
Yan Shu's face changed suddenly, and he asked timidly, "Are you angry......
"No," Yu Guiding looked at him, "But since I've said it all here, I should make it clear to you." β
"Hmm...... You say......" Yan Shu made a nervous swallowing motion, his Adam's apple rolled up and down twice, and the expression on his face also looked a little stiff.
He was worried that he had gone too far this time, and he had said what he should have said and what he shouldn't have said, in case he was annoyed......
But he just couldn't help but want to ask.
Knowing what first love may mean to a person, he can't help himself not to care, and it's not too much to say that it's like a fish in his throat.
First love is really more annoying than a simple ex...... Yan Shu thought aggrievedly.
"Yan Shu."
Yu Gui suddenly opened his mouth at this time, Yan Shu tightened his whole body, and instantly stood up a few straighter.
Yu Gui saw him like this, and his expression, which was still a little strict, couldn't help but slow down a little, sighed inaudibly, and said, "You are not the most special in my heart, but the only one. I know what you're struggling with, but there's really no need to dwell on it, the past can't be changed, the future can't be predicted, only now we can grasp it on our own. The two of us are together now, and each other is the only person in each other's hearts, do we need to worry about anything else? β
"Yu Gui, do you really think so? I'm the only one you like?? Yan Shu asked with bright eyes.
Yu Gui nodded, feeling that Yan Shu didn't listen to all his words, only paying attention to the points he cared about the most, although Yu Gui was helpless, he couldn't do anything about him, and he was used to Yan Shu's situation that it was easy for his IQ to drop every time he faced himself.
Yan Shu looked regained his spirit at this time, changed his aggrieved and melancholy appearance just now, and said excitedly: "Don't worry, I won't ask this kind of question again in the future!" I was worried because I never heard you say what your feelings were for me, you only said that you liked it, but I wasn't sure what the specific process was...... So sometimes it's easy to think too much, afraid that you're just having a temporary impression of me...... But now I'm relieved! Even if I'm not your first love, I'll try to make you like me more than you like your first love! β
"Yan--" Yu Gui almost shouted "Professor" again, but fortunately, the words came to his mouth and he stopped them in time, and in the end he just looked at Yan Shu and smiled: "Let's go, aren't you cold when you stand here and talk for a long time?" β
"It's not cold!" Yan Shu replied vigorously, then hugged Yu Gui tightly and said, "Don't send me, I'll just go over and drive by myself." β
"I said that I would accompany you over, how can there be a reason to go back halfway through." Yu Gui patted him on the back and said with a smile: "Let's go, it's not far away." β
"Okay then." Yan Shu's eyes narrowed with a smile, obviously very happy to hear that Yu Gui was willing to accompany him.
"Yu Gui, what are you going to do this weekend? I don't have anything to do on the weekend, can I come to you? Yan Shu asked expectantly as he walked, jumping and tiptoeing.
Yu Gui couldn't help but smile, his right hand was placed in Yan Shu's coat pocket and was covered by his palm, which warmed people's mood.
"I have to tutor people on Saturdays and Sundays, so I'm afraid I don't have much free time."
"Ah......" Yan Shu turned his head and looked at him very puzzled: "Does anyone else have children in class during Christmas?" β
"This time it was added temporarily. It was because my other classes were suspended during the Christmas period that these two parents specially called me over, both of whom were students who were about to take the SAT test, and they might be in a hurry. β
Yan Shu raised his eyebrows and thought about it and asked, "Then how long are you going to tell them?" Is it a boy or a girl? β
"All day, it's all boys." After Yu Gui finished speaking, he couldn't help but tease him amusefully when he saw Yan Shu's instantly bulging cheeks: "You shouldn't even be jealous of this, right?" Don't worry, just like you don't like being older than you, I don't like anyone younger than me, don't worry. β
"I ...... I'm not jealous......" Yan Shu was exposed by his words, and the embarrassment in his heart was reflected on his face, but he still refused to admit it.
Yu Gui didn't continue to expose him, not because he couldn't bear it, but because a person like Yan Shu, who had all his thoughts written on his face, didn't have much sense of accomplishment when he exposed him.
However, although he didn't mention it, Yan Shu himself was still haunted.
At this moment, they had already walked to the parking lot next to Yan Shu's car, Yan Shu first opened the co-pilot's door and let Yu Gui sit in, and then he walked to the driver's seat to start the car.
"I'll sit with you for ten minutes, it's late, you should go back early." Yu Gui looked sideways at him.
Yu Gui had already thought just now that Yan Shu would definitely not drive obediently in front of the car, and he didn't really want to be separated from him at this time, so he sat in and took the initiative to say according to Yan Shu's wishes.
Yan Shu glanced at him and began to bargain: "Is it okay for half an hour?" I'm going to have to wait for the car to heat up. β
"Twenty minutes, that's enough." Yu Gui curled the corners of his mouth and said undoubtedly.
Yan Shu pursed his lips and nodded, then suddenly leaned over and said, "Then let's sit in the back seat first, okay?" It's not convenient to talk from such a distance. β
ββ¦β¦ Good. Yu Gui found that he had no motivation to refute Yan Shu's various requests now, probably because he had rejected him too many times before, and now he always felt indebted to him, and subconsciously wanted to make up for it.
"Yu Gui," after changing to the back, Yan Shu directly hugged Yu Gui in his arms, rubbed his chin against his forehead and begged: "Can you take me with you when you are a tutor?" β
"Bringing you along?" Yu Gui thought he had misheard: "I'm going to teach others and not to play, how can I bring other people there?" β
"But I'm no one else!" Yan Shu said it rightly.
Yu Gui couldn't help but smile: "Boyfriend is not a good reason. β
"I don't mean this," Yan Shu sat up straight and looked at Yu Gui with burning eyes, and his smile was still a little cunning: "Yu Gui, think about it, I'm a professor at Columbia University!" What parent would refuse a Columbia professor to visit in person? Think about it, think about it, doesn't it make sense? Maybe even the hourly wage will go up! β
"Poof." Yu Gui couldn't help but pat his thigh: "You can figure it out, the professor of Columbia University is going to be a tutor, how many people can afford to invite you?" β
"It's not for me, I'm just for it! As long as they give you a raise, I'll do it for free! Yan Shu said that Yu Gui still didn't agree, so he gently grabbed his cuffs and said pitifully: "You see that I can't see you at school during the winter vacation, I still have to work during the day from Monday to Friday, and I only have time on weekends, but you still have to be a tutor all day, and I don't have time to meet you......"
Yu Gui looked at his expression and couldn't help himself from being shaken, and said funny: "How can it be so exaggerated, isn't there still night." β
"It's only a few hours at night...... And you'll drive me away when you're still there......" Yan Shu snapped his fingers.
"Isn't a few hours enough?" Yu Gui smiled helplessly, feeling that the last straw was missing.
"Not enough!" At this time, Yan Shu suddenly wrapped his arms around Yu Gui's waist and lowered his head to kiss him on the lips, and his tongue poked into his teeth, leaving only a low murmur in his mouth: "Yu Gui, I want to be with you all the time......"
"Hey ......"
Yu Gui paused for a few seconds, but then couldn't help but kiss him back.
Or not...... might as well take Yan Shu to try it, in case people don't agree to let them tutor together, it's too late to let him go back.
"Eh, what are you doing...... Yu Gui's mind has been put down on the back seat, and the position of Yan Shu's hand is not quite right, Yu Gui can't help but push him: "Didn't you just ...... Do you want to go back? β
"I'll go back when I'm done, okay?" After Yan Shu finished speaking, his hand had already reached into the place that he had untied.
"Hmm...... This isγIn the car...... If someone comes...... Hmm......" Yu Gui was so confused by Yan Shu that he couldn't finish his words, and wondered where was this attitude of soliciting opinions...... Even if he says no, Yan Shu will definitely not be obedient and stop.
And Yan Shu had already pressed up at this time, his burning eyes were in the bottom of his eyes, and he said without a pause: "The windows of this car can't see the inside from the outside, relax a little, return to the home, relax." β
ββ¦β¦ You're ......."
Yu Hui wanted to struggle again, but the pleasure in his body had overshadowed his reason, and he finally compromised and completely surrendered himself to Yan Shu.
He was completely defeated by him.