Hearing her voice, Yuan Ziqing supported himself, opened his eyes, looked at her and comforted, "It's nothing...... I'm used to it, you don't have to be upset. ”

Don't you need to be sad when you get used to it? She shook her head, but she knew that even if it hurt the first time, it would still hurt later.

There is only pain, which is simply not enough to get used to. The first time and the hundredth time, there is no difference.

Seeing that she didn't seem to believe it, Yuan Ziqing said again, "Really, although the attack was urgent this time, it has already gotten better, and then as long as you drink medicine and raise it, you can get better." However, he was in such a hurry that he began to cough again before he finished speaking.

Yuan Zifang hurriedly stretched out his hand to support the person, and while calming him down, he brought warm water to moisten his throat.

Meibian realized that he was here to visit the guests, if he was too much, it would make Yuan Ziqing uncomfortable, so it would be inappropriate, and hurriedly said, "I know, you can lie down." ”

After saying this, he looked at Yuan Ziqing fixedly, but he was speechless.

Yuan Ziqing also looked at her. I don't know if it's because of the more fragile psychology in the illness, at this time he actually extinguished his heart to hide his thoughts, and only followed his mind and looked at his eyebrows with a smile. It seems that just looking at it like this is already a very good thing.

Yuan Zifang snickered on the side for a while, took the initiative to get up, and pulled the little girl Qingyun out, saying that he had something to ask him, but in fact, it was just to give the two of them a chance to be alone.

When the others left, their eyebrows became even more uncomfortable. She stood in front of the bed, not even daring to lift her head. She could sense that Yuan Ziqing's gaze had been fixed on her, and if she looked up at this time, she would definitely bump into him. As long as I think about it, the heat on my face can't go down, and it burns all the way to the base of my neck.

"You...... How did it come? After a while, Yuan Ziqing asked.

The appearance of the voice seemed to finally break the atmosphere that could press the eyebrows so that she couldn't raise her head, she panicked, and subconsciously said, "Your purse is done." ”

It was only when he finished saying that he realized that he was too eager. But...... Well, it's finally a reason, don't worry about it.

Yuan Ziqing's face showed a bit of expectation, "Yes, you brought it?" ”

The eyebrows are indeed carried. Although I didn't expect to give it to him by the way, I didn't expect it to be like this in the end. She leaned sideways slightly, took out the purse from her sleeve pocket, and handed it to Yuan Ziqing, "If you don't do it well, you can use it." ”

"Isn't that good?" Yuan Ziqing held the purse in both hands, coughed twice, and then said, "It's already a rare refinement." After a pause, he added, "But if there is a better one, I will have to bother the girl." ”

Only then did he look up at him, "If you like it, it's fine." ”

"I love it." Yuan Ziqing said immediately.

The pale cyan cloth is embroidered with a rocky cliff, and a pine tree escapes from the cliff, and the branches are vigorous and beautiful. There are also two small poems inscribed below, which are: insisting that the green mountains are not relaxed, and the roots are in the broken rocks.

Yuan Ziqing unconsciously read it again, but he was stupid.

She is really a woman who can understand his thoughts, only these two lines of poetry, but they vividly describe his situation at the moment. Isn't his current body just like a "broken rock"? I don't know how long I can last. But even so, he can't relax in any way, and he must grit his teeth and persevere.

Sometimes Yuan Ziqing doesn't know what he has struggled for for nearly 20 years. When the pain was unbearable, he once thought, what is the point of holding on so much? If he dies like this, it will be a relief for himself and his family, right?

But every time he really came to a desperate situation, he was unwilling again.

His life was too boring, too pathetic, and he barely tasted a little lusciousness. If you die like this, then isn't it meaningless to live this time?

So he stubbornly endured and waited, he wanted to know what kind of people would appear in his life and what kind of things he would encounter.

Until she looked up in front of him.

Although it was difficult, I thought that there were still people who understood, and my heart suddenly ironed very much.

"I love it." He said solemnly again, put the purse under the pillow in front of his eyebrows, and said to her, "Wear it when you go out when you go out." ”

This kind of carefulness is more powerful than saying that you like it a few times. There was some embarrassment on the side of the eyebrows, but there seemed to be some indescribable joy and pride. Just watched him carefully put away his purse.

It wasn't until he saw that his outstretched hand was so thin that he couldn't help frowning and said, "What's the matter with your illness?" Could it be that every now and then, do you have such a seizure? Isn't that going to be the same torture all the time? ”

Yuan Ziqing just smiled and said vaguely, "It doesn't happen often, only three or four times a year." I don't feel anything when I get used to it. ”

He still said that he was used to it, but he never said anything about the treatment of this disease. Even when he had a seizure, he didn't have to ask a doctor, he just took his own medicine and it was over. The more I think about it, the cooler it becomes.

In a family like Fuwangfu, what kind of disease can't be cured? He doesn't need to be cured anymore now, it's nothing more than ...... No longer needed.

She bit her lips hard to stop the tears that were about to fall. Can't cry in front of him, can't even let him find out that something is wrong, the two hands on the side of his eyebrows are tightly pinched together, and after a while, he relieved his breath before changing his smiling expression and said, "That should be soon?" ”

Yuan Ziqing didn't answer this. Although he could say something nice to soothe her eyebrows, he was unwilling to give her those vague hopes.

He was panicked when he first saw the appearance of his eyebrows, because he really didn't want her to see his haggard and ugly appearance now. But what if you think about it again, even if you see it?

What if she was frightened and didn't like it anymore...... Isn't that what you think in your heart? She will be far away from herself and have a better life again. Just let her recognize the reality.

Fortunately, Yuan Zifang came back soon, saving the two of them from being speechless. As soon as he entered the door, he said, "My brother hasn't eaten yet, has he?" It just so happens that my brother hasn't used it either, and the third girl doesn't seem to have it, so it's better to use it with my brother here, and it's more lively. ”

Mei Pan nodded hurriedly, "Yes, I haven't used it either." ”

Yuan Ziqing smiled bitterly, "Don't mess around, you send the third girl back, I'll eat by myself." ”

Yuan Zifang insisted on staying, and immediately asked Qingyun and the others to put the food over.

Meibian waited until the food was served before he understood why Yuan Ziqing wanted the two of them to leave.

There were seven or eight plates on that table, but there was not a trace of oil in them. The rice is ordinary white porridge, and the dish is all kinds of green vegetables cooked and put on a plate, without any superfluous things.