13. No more separation
"Is that all the son eats?" He asked in disbelief on his eyebrows. No wonder Yuan Ziqing is so thin, he is a normal person, he eats such meals every day, and he is afraid that he will get sick after a long time, right?
Yuan Ziqing explained with a smile, "Not really. It's just that when the disease starts, you can't see anything fishy. Fang'er, you should send the three girls back and go to Shoushan Hall or Chengqing Garden for dinner. I don't really have to worry here. ”
The latter remarks obviously felt that Meibian couldn't adapt to his food here no matter what, so he said it.
Meibian hurriedly said, "No, no. I'm eating right here. ”
Yuan Zifang grinned and said, "Brother, don't want to drive me away today. It just so happens that there are people who have eaten these days, and they have accumulated a stomach full of oil and water, so it is good to eat some vegetarian food. The three girls are even more troublesome, sooner or later they will have to get used to it. ”
Yuan Ziqing glared at him when he heard this. He didn't know that his brother had even said more excessive things in front of his eyebrows, but he was afraid that she would be too worried about this joke.
The people who served around Yuan Ziqing were all selected by the palace and the palace, not to mention the thousands of people, at least they were much better than others in terms of their eyes. After such a while, Qingyun has figured out that his father values the third girl very much, and with her, he will be able to eat today's meal.
Therefore, he deliberately brought up all the dishes that Yuan Ziqing didn't like to eat on weekdays, even if he only ate one bite, it would be good.
Sure enough, after starting to eat, Yuan Ziqing only took one bite, and his face showed a very reluctant look, and he put down his chopsticks.
"Take two more bites." Qingyun persuaded.
He looked up and asked, "Can't you eat it?" ”
But also, this green vegetable and white porridge is not so clean in the temple. Even the salt taste in the dishes is very bland, not to mention that Yuan Ziqing can't eat it, even Meibian and Yuan Zifang, and he has no appetite after two bites.
"Okay, I'll eat it later." Yuan Ziqing coughed twice and said.
Look at him on the side of the eyebrows, and then look at Yuan Zifang, "Aren't there any other dishes?" Without oil, how can there be no salt? She didn't know how sick Yuan Ziqing was, but she knew very well that if she couldn't eat, no matter how small the illness was, it would become a major illness.
If Yuan Ziqing had been eating these things, it would have been difficult for his body to get better.
Qingyun was embarrassed, "If you go back to the girl, other dishes have been prepared, but our master can't eat it." A little bit of oil, salt, sweet and sour taste, I said that I was very tired. That's all I eat now. ”
Although Yuan Zifang is a brother, he really doesn't know about such a trivial matter in Yinzhuyuan. He said, "Go and get the menu, I'm going to see what's in it." ”
Qingyun went, and took back a booklet for a while, Yuan Zifang put it on the table and looked through it, looking from the side, but saw everything from ginseng and blood swallows to all kinds of wild things to home-cooked vegetables and fruits. However, just like Qingyun said, Yuan Ziqing's taste has become very light, but whenever there is a little taste, he feels tired, but he can drink two more sips of white porridge, and he only dares to cook the side dishes in water. And those who serve them are grieved because of this.
After reading it, everyone fell silent. After a while, Yuanzi Qingcai said, "What's the matter?" None of them spoke. ”
"Big Brother ......" Yuan Zifang has a temperament on weekdays, but he is not really ignorant. He is healthy and lively, and he is more concerned about his brother's physical problems. As a result, he didn't know anything about these things before, so it can be seen that Yuan Ziqing must have instructed him to hide them.
There were four people in his courtyard, all of whom were loyal to him, and they had kept it a secret until now! If it hadn't been mentioned today, I'm afraid I would have been able to keep it hidden. If King Fu and the princess see this situation, I am afraid that they will be uncomfortable again.
But the most uncomfortable thing is, even if you know, what can you do?
His body is like this, he can't be stimulated, and it's not that he hasn't changed his way to cook those good dishes and serve them, but Yuan Ziqing can't eat them. In this way, even if you want to recuperate, you can't do it.
Yuan Ziqing smiled faintly, "It's not a big deal, I don't have to worry about you and your parents." ”
As he spoke, he stared at the porridge in front of him, wanting to take a sip, and he could feel a burst of nausea in his body. It's not that he doesn't want to eat it, he just can't eat it.
In fact, at this point, it's just a matter of getting by. It doesn't matter whether you say it or not, so why bother to say it and make people sad?
He slowly looked away and said in a low voice, "Qingyun, withdraw the food." The second son and the third girl didn't eat anything, so they turned around and asked the big kitchen to make some snacks and send them over. ”
As soon as he finished speaking, a low sobbing sound was heard. was lowering his head to wipe his tears on the side of his eyebrows, Yuan Ziqing was slightly stunned, and he felt that his heart, which should have been numb, seemed to be stimulated by something, and it hurt densely.
He had never believed in empathetic stupidity. If it hurts on yourself, what if others care? They will never experience what their bodies feel. So when he was a child, he would still cry out in pain, but later he slowly learned to endure and learn to cover up a qiē with a faint expression.
But at this moment, looking at the girl who was crying more sadly than herself, Yuan Ziqing thought that she was the one who endured this qiē. And at that moment, the thought that flashed through his mind was: I wish to replace him with my body.
He didn't want her to endure any hardships, did she have the same heart?
Thinking about these things in a hurry, when Yuan Ziqing came back to his senses, there were only the two of them left in the room, Yuan Zifang didn't know where he had gone, and Qingyun was not there. He was still bowing his head and wiping his tears, crying breathlessly.
Yuan Ziqing looked at her for a while before saying, "You...... Now you know, I'm not a good person. You're going home in a few days, and you're going to ...... Don't come. ”
He said these words softly and quickly, and after saying them in one go, he closed his eyes and leaned against the head of the bed, as if he didn't know what to do.
However, when she heard it on her eyebrows, these words were like thunder, shaking her awake.
What are you doing? Haven't you already decided to stay with him? She came back this time to find him, and in this case, no matter how many difficulties and dangers, no matter how strange this matter seems to others, she will not change it, will she?
When she made the decision, she knew that his health was not good, maybe God did not bless him, but so what?
This time, nothing can separate them anymore.
Thinking of this, he immediately wiped away his tears and stood up. Her eyes were still red, and she stared at Yuan Ziqing without much deterrence, but her tone was sonorous and powerful, "It's not up to you to decide!" ”