He was once Liang Jin's request.

The so-called boys are so arrogant that they can't see that others like them, and most of them are a kind of excuse. The feelings of students are often pure and warm, and even if the crush is closed, the friendship in the eyes cannot be hidden. And the person who has a crush either doesn't like each other and has to whitewash the peace, or likes the other party but encounters some force majeure obstruction, such as teachers and parents of all parties, and has to choose silence.

Xu Qingfeng is none of the above. The reason why he pretended to be deaf and dumb was purely because he was sure that Liang Jin would not leave him at all.

He said that the east is the east, and the west is the west, and Liang Jin never knew how to question and resist.

When he was in junior high school, he had a brain convulsion and kissed Liang Jin, but he didn't take it to heart. The next day, because a long-haired girl handed him a note, wanting to ask him to meet in the grove, and said to Liang Jin: "We are brothers, so we can't be together like this all the time!" How inconvenient. ”

Liang Jin was too innocent at the time, and tried hard: "I'm not inconvenient? Xu Qingfeng glared: "You don't have what I have." ”

So Liang Jin didn't dare to follow, but changed to wait at the school gate.

Another example is the little conflict between them in high school, when Xu Qingfeng had already clarified his feelings for Liang Jin. However, the two of them have the same reasoning, and they can only find an excuse to walk together when they have a little time for self-study in the evening. Xu Qingfeng felt that this little time was enough to cherish, so he was furious when he saw that Liang Jin had not arrived for a long time, and finally appeared with two pure and sweet girls.

The result of the matter was that he chose the Cold War. Although Liang Jin also had a burst of anger during this period, he was surprised, but he did not change anything because of this. He avoided Liang Jin, no longer waited for him to walk with him at night, and during the day, he often hid in the stairwell to memorize words, and hid for a week.

Later, Liang Jin came to him first, standing opposite him with red ears and red ears, obviously nervous and didn't even have a place to put his eyes, but he still said "I'm sorry" clearly and pitifully.

Now think about those youthful details, for him it is full of spirit, but for Liang Jin, it may not be the case. It's not a pleasant feeling to see the person you like so close to you, but you can't touch it. Xu Qingfeng just raised his hand now. But Liang Jin waited for him year after year by his side.

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Liang Jin soon found that Xu Qingfeng was no longer keen on pulling him to chat and reminisce about the past.

Xu Qingfeng has been obviously a lot busier since he was discharged from the hospital, going out early every day, and coming back with dinner at the earliest. He heard Qi Ye say that there were some problems in Xu Qingfeng's company during his hospitalization, and Liang Jin was still a little worried at first, but within two days, he felt that his worries were probably a little redundant - Xu Qingfeng was in the company, and he had to call him almost every hour or two.

The phone call was rich and colorful, from what you are doing to hearing that a new delicious hand-held restaurant has opened in the northern suburbs, and even sometimes telling Liang Jin about the gossip news of the company's little stars. Liang Jin himself was bored at home, Xu Qingfeng beat him and continued, and sometimes he could hear the lively place and make a phone porridge with questions and answers.

Xu Qingfeng's mind is also careful enough, no matter what he talks about with Liang Jin, as long as the latter shows a little more enthusiasm than usual, he will definitely pay attention. For this reason, Liang Jin has received a lot of inexplicable gifts, and among the large or small packages sent by the courier brother every few days, sometimes it is a string of Thai silver bracelets, with small pendants of different shapes hanging on it, the style is extremely exaggerated, and sometimes it is a cushion or even a futon that he just likes.

Xu Qingfeng wrote the signature on the courier slip extremely huge, and occasionally there was a small tail composed of numbers after the name. Liang Jin thought it was novel and interesting at first, but it wasn't until one day that he received seven colors of erotic underwear, and he refused the visa in annoyance, and snorted angrily and coldly snorted Xu Qingfeng for several days.

In fact, Liang Jin didn't know what his previous relationship with Xu Qingfeng was, and judging from the current situation, Xu Qingfeng was completely a spoiling attitude towards him.

This attitude is not the same as the brotherhood he has learned, for example, the brothers drove out together, and one party reminded the other party to wear a seat belt, which was already considered intimate and meticulous, but in fact, Xu Qingfeng personally leaned over to buckle him many times, and even a few times the faces of the two were very close to each other, and each other's breath was staggered, as long as Xu Qingfeng raised his head slightly, it was a standard kissing posture.

And when Liang Jin was driving, although he didn't need to remind Xu Qingfeng, he always had a bad habit, when the road conditions were good, he always drove with his left hand, but his right hand subconsciously wanted to grasp something. Once the two of them went to the zoo, Liang Jin was still excited after watching it, and learned the wild donkey in the zoo to bark while driving, giggling halfway, when he wanted to take the water cup, he found that his right hand had been buckled by Xu Qingfeng, and the two of them shook their fingers. The latter slept soundly, and he opened it with one hand for a long time without noticing.

He had been discharged from the hospital for so long, and his adult consciousness and thinking had recovered enough for him to re-guess the relationship between the two. The only double bed in the house, the pairs of items that can be seen everywhere, and the intimate photo in the study, which he originally understood as signs of brotherly love, turned out to be more reasonable after changing the possibility.

Liang Jin faintly felt uneasy.

He didn't know where this uneasiness came from, and in all fairness, Xu Qingfeng was a very attractive man. His appearance was impeccable, and he was at the calm age of thirty, and his gestures were enough to attract all kinds of men and women. Liang Jin didn't dislike him, but he didn't like him.

Xu Qingfeng didn't say that he liked him, nor did he explain what the relationship between the two was, Liang Jin felt that Xu Qingfeng was like this to him for a while, and then felt that it seemed to be more than that. And their original relationship has always been vague in the name of brothers.

Fortunately, this torment did not last long. In the middle of the month, Xu Qingfeng took him to the movies, and Liang Jin had a nightmare that night.

In fact, that dream was not so terrible, they watched a disaster movie, Liang Jin dreamed that he was running for his life all night, jumping up and down and doing everything, but when he finally boarded the small plane of victory, he tragically found that he couldn't drive.

There is nothing more devastating than this, Liang Jin tried his best to shoot the control platform, patted and slapped his leg, and woke himself up all of a sudden.

When he woke up, he was still a little dazed, subconsciously sat up, and when he touched it again, his back was covered with sweat.

Xu Qingfeng was awakened by his movements, and as soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Liang Jin sitting on the bed in a daze, as if he had been drained. Xu Qingfeng just woke up and his voice was still hoarse, and when he saw him in such a hurry, the words he said suddenly broke down.

Xu Qingfeng asked in a standard eunuch voice, "Liang Jin, what's wrong with you?" ”

Liang Jin was restoring the rather headache-inducing control platform in his mind, but he didn't have it much, but he was startled when he heard Xu Qingfeng speak so suddenly.

The moon of fifteen or sixteen was round and bright, and their curtains were only drawn, so the frightened expression on Liang Jin's face was very clear.

So Xu Qingfeng was even more worried, hurriedly sat up and grabbed Liang Jin's arm, and asked softly, "Did you have a nightmare?" Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here. ”

Liang Jin: "......"

Liang Jin was completely awake at this time, in fact, he was not afraid at all, but Xu Qingfeng's unique voice made him want to laugh

But at this time, Xu Qingfeng was woken up by him in the middle of the night, and he laughed too unkindly, and Xu Qingfeng probably couldn't get off the stage. Liang Jin could only continue to look at Xu Qingfeng with wide eyes stunned, trying to make a very frightened appearance.

Xu Qingfeng shouted again: "Liang Jin? ”

Liang Jin pursed his mouth tightly, and his eyes widened.

Xu Qingfeng was a little anxious: "Liang Jin Liang Jin-"

He shouted a lot, and his voice finally returned to normal, Liang Jin felt that he was really anxious, and was thinking about how to move his facial expression so that it would not appear too abrupt, when he felt a heat on his forehead, Xu Qingfeng suddenly kissed him, and then leaned over and hugged his waist.

Liang Jin: "!! ”

Xu Qingfeng hugged him tightly, and although his voice was low, it was so dumb that he could barely hear it.

He said, "Don't leave me." ”

Later, Liang Jin thought back on this night, and realized that the reason why Xu Qingfeng was so abnormal was probably that he was the one who often had nightmares. It's just that under the circumstances at that time, Liang Jin only felt shocked, and he didn't understand the logic of Xu Qingfeng's words at all.

The only thing that was fortunate was that he made a very appropriate response - Liang Jin nodded lightly in Xu Qingfeng's arms.

That night they fell asleep with their arms, Xu Qingfeng's arms had been wrapped around Liang Jin's waist, and in the second half of the night, Liang Jin felt a little hot, and just moved to the other side of the bed, Xu Qingfeng immediately dragged the person back.

The next morning, the two of them pretended that nothing had happened very tacitly, but when it was time to go to bed at night, Xu Qingfeng put his arm over again. Such intimate actions lasted for a week, during which there were occasional embarrassing situations, Xu Qingfeng also went to the bathroom with an otherworldly face, and came back to continue to sleep in his arms. Liang Jin wanted to ask him several times if it was inappropriate to do this, but when he saw Xu Qingfeng's appearance, he always couldn't say anything if he refused.

On the weekend, Liang Jin suddenly became greedy and talked about the farmhouse in the northern suburbs. At this time, it was already the beginning of summer, and the weather was a little uncomfortable, and it was already noon when Xu Qingfeng took him out, and when the two of them ran all the way to finish eating, they saw that it was half the afternoon.

Liang Jin was satisfied, and when he got in the car on the way back, he began to hum a song. Who knew they were unlucky, as soon as the car took a few steps out of the farmhouse, a bolt of lightning struck down in the air.

The thunder of the bombing rang out everywhere, and then the torrential rain poured down and splashed on the windshield.

The road conditions in the northern suburbs are poor, and the old roads with trucks all year round are in disrepair, and the potholes are a mess. Xu Qingfeng didn't go far, and the place where he raised his eyes became a country.

Liang Jin looked frightened in the car, there were few cars on the road, almost all of them walked slowly forward with double flashes, even so, from time to time on the road, you would see vehicles that broke down and waited for rescue.

He regretted it a little, and said through the window, "I knew I wouldn't be out today." ”

Xu Qingfeng was very relaxed, laughed and asked him, "What's wrong?" ”

Liang Jin sighed. Although their car can be stronger, he is still afraid of being drowned on the road, and wants to ask Xu Qingfeng to stop at a high place first and wait for the drainage before leaving, but he is afraid that the heavy rain will continue to fall, and he will have to walk at night at that time.

Xu Qingfeng didn't wait for him to answer, and suddenly said, "Do you know why I bought this car in the first place?" ”

Of course Liang Jin didn't remember, he was surprised when Xu Qingfeng picked him up and discharged him from the hospital, obviously he was in the city, why did he drive an off-road, was he afraid that the fuel would not be enough.

Xu Qingfeng said: "When I graduated from college, there was a boy in your class who drove a big cut, and you were envious. Obviously, you have a car at home, but you have to say that you are off-road domineering and off-road men. Later, I went to pick you up at the party, and a few people in your dormitory were drooling around the big cut, and then the boy joked with you, saying that the car sent you, do you want to be a wife of the village. ”

The rain outside did not decrease at all, and Carrara's thunder disturbed it, but Xu Qingfeng's tone was very steady, with a faint smile.

Liang Jin thought hard about it, but it still had no effect, so he could only ask: "Then what?" Did I say yes? ”

Xu Qingfeng said: "I agreed." ”

Liang Jin was shattered by his three views, and sighed.

Xu Qingfeng smiled: "You guys have a good relationship, it's just a joke, no one cares." He paused and said, "Except for me." ”

"I could tell you really liked the car, so I decided to buy you one sooner rather than later. Later, there was this bobcat. ”

Xu Qingfeng actually committed such a secondary disease, and most of them were related to Liang Jin. It's just that no one usually mentions it, and these things are really forgotten, no different from a fart that has been released at a meal.

He has bought this car for many years, but he doesn't drive it often, and Liang Jin mostly disliked this big guy as an oil tiger before he lost his memory, and it hurts to bang the throttle. He even forgot whether Liang Jin was excited when he first picked up the car, and whether he praised him for being domineering, man.

Liang Jin sounded funny, but he felt very moved, and couldn't help but say, "You are so good to me." ”

Xu Qingfeng smiled, but shook his head again.

"It's not enough," Xu Qingfeng said, "Liang Jin, I like you." He paused, then changed his words: "No, I love you, I love you very much." ”