The bobcat was speeding in the rain, and the rain gradually decreased, and when the car entered the city, it finally had a posture to stop.

The sky was getting brighter, and the man in the driver's seat was wearing a casual shirt, with clean and slender fingers, and a face handsome enough to make people swoon.

Liang Jin was shocked by such a man's confession.

It's not accurate to say that it was in place, after all, the car was running fast, and Liang Jin just maintained a completely unchanged action relative to Xu Qingfeng.

He opened his mouth wide, feeling that his heart was about to jump out of his throat and kiss Xu Qingfeng, followed by an overwhelming excitement and joy, so that his brain couldn't stand it for a while, and it temporarily froze.

Xu Qingfeng did not deliberately choose to confess to Liang Jin at this time. In fact, since Liang Jin was discharged from the hospital, he has always wanted to say what he just said. It's just that Liang Jin has just lost his memory, and he is afraid that his abrupt confession will be self-defeating, so he can only gradually cultivate a good impression first. He said now that the only thing he can be sure of is that Liang Jin is not disgusted with him.

As for whether the other party accepts it, in fact, he is not completely sure.

Xu Qingfeng said: "The two of us were originally lovers. I was adopted by the Liang family when I was ten years old, and since then we have been eating and living together, never separated. We were sure the relationship was seven years ago, but you hadn't been in a relationship with anyone else before that, and neither was I. Our first love and first night were given to each other, and there were no other emotional entanglements during the period.

This time you got into a car accident because I you off, I was sick at the time, I didn't want to be treated, and I had a bad temper. When the rain was at its heaviest just now, the visibility was only a dozen meters, and I was just about to get nervous when I remembered what happened to you that night. ”

Xu Qingfeng's fingers curled up slightly, feeling that his heart seemed to be tightly grasped by an iron hand, his chest was suffocated, and he found that his hands were trembling a little uncontrollably. He had just been walking flat in the mud, but now when he was in the city, he couldn't drive.

Xu Qingfeng took a deep breath, drove the car to a fork in the road and pulled over, and then closed his eyes deeply.

Liang Jin didn't know what to say on the side, these things that happened to him sounded completely strange at the moment. However, seeing Xu Qingfeng's painful appearance at the moment, his eyes were pantothenic, and he grabbed Xu Qingfeng's hand almost without thinking about it, and held it tightly with him.

Xu Qingfeng's love gradually stabilized, and when he opened his eyes again, his eyes were already calm, only his tone trembled slightly. He said: "I later learned that you were dazzled for two days, originally you didn't dare to drive, only let Secretary Xiao pick you up, but I was angry that night, and then I was afraid that I would drive back in the middle of the night...... My mind was in a mess when you were rescuing, constantly thinking about the moment you had an accident, how the car overturned, and how it was crushed by that truck, and you were in the car......

…… I regret it like never before, I always feel that everything is fake...... Later, you were pushed out of the operating room, and I thought about a lot of things to talk to you, but when I actually saw the operating cart...... My mind went blank, and for a moment, I couldn't even call your name. ”

Qi Ye later listened to the doctor, if it weren't for Xu Qingfeng's poor body at that time that he fainted, it was difficult to say whether he would have had other accidents in that state.

Liang Jin didn't know anything about this, but he was still terrified at the moment, and he subconsciously shouted softly: "Qingfeng ......"

“…… I'm fine. Xu Qingfeng exhaled lightly and said, "Actually, in addition to the fact that I love you, there is another sentence that I have never been able to tell you." ”

Liang Jin asked, "What words?" ”

"At that time, we quarreled for Sui Yulan. However, the anger was not for her, to be precise, my anger and disappointment at that time were mostly caused by myself. I thought about it a lot that day, but when I saw you, there was only one sentence left in my head. ”

"Life is not easy, I have dragged you down so much, I only hope that you can be safe, happy, sunny, and away from those ugliness and helplessness." Xu Qingfeng paused, and then said slowly: "I really wanted to sue you about this, but then I felt that I didn't have the face to say it...... Who knew that a catastrophe would happen in a single thought. ”

If he had said it at that time, Liang Jin would not have misunderstood, so that he left angrily. Liang Jin will not leave home and will not encounter accidents on the way home in the middle of the night. Xu Qingfeng was tormented by this sentence many times in the hospital until his heart was sore, and later the two met several times on the line of life and death, but he never had the opportunity to say it.

There is a theory that people are more likely to show their warm and kind side in times of crisis, so there are many kind words from people who are dying, sacrifices in times of crisis, or confessions at critical moments. Xu Qingfeng's original personality actually has more dark sides, he is sensitive, suspicious and utilitarian, and he is more inclined to be self-centered. If it weren't for these sudden encounters, even if he loved Liang Jin deeply in his heart, it would be difficult for him to say such a thing.

When he was in the northern suburbs, Liang Jin was startled by the rainstorm and lightning, but he saw with his own eyes that a small house ten meters away was scorched by lightning points. He has just experienced great birth and death, but the final experience is not how to live a long life, but that he must not hide anything from his lover.

Almost without hesitation, I said I love you, and then these pasts, which seemed to be about to be sealed in the dust, struggled one by one and surfaced.

It was late when they got home. Xu Qingfeng confessed sincerely, but he also said frankly that he didn't want to put pressure on Liang Jin, so he could wait for him to accept it slowly.

The two hugged each other on the sofa and ordered takeout.

Liang Jin knew that he also liked him, but he couldn't help but eat the vinegar of the original "himself", so he asked frankly: "Is the previous Liang Jin better or the current Liang Jin?" ”

Xu Qingfeng helped him order a 2 under the double skin milk that he had hesitated for a long time, thought about it and replied, "It's all good." ”

Liang Jin pursed his mouth, and he couldn't tell whether he was happy or unhappy when he heard this answer, and after silently adding a few more things, he continued to ask: "Then do you prefer the previous me?" Or am I now? ”

"I like them all."

"But I'm not the same as I used to be, am I?"

Liang Jin asked Qi Ye, and Qi Ye said that he was much more outgoing and cheerful now than before. In fact, understanding it in another direction may mean tricky and capricious. He didn't even want to remember what he had forgotten, but now he suddenly felt the urge to explore the past.

In fact, when he was in the hospital, he had tried a few times under the guidance of Xu Qingfeng, but as soon as the sealed memory came into contact, there would be an overwhelming chill - he always saw himself in an empty room, surrounded by a dead gray, and after standing in place for a long time, he slowly picked up the key, wallet, and coat at hand, and began to walk towards a door. However, halfway through, he seemed to have forgotten something and turned back......

The rest of the content is blurred, only the feeling of despair is real and strong.

Liang Jin subconsciously protected himself, and wanted to get as far away from the previous thing as possible, but now that Xu Qingfeng confessed to him, he couldn't help but want to understand the past.

Liang Jin hugged Xu Qingfeng's arm, and after a long time of distraction, he said, "Can we maintain the current state first?" I like you a lot, but can you wait until I remember something? ”

Xu Qingfeng looked at him, then nodded and asked, "What are we like now?" ”

Liang Jin thought for a while and said, "Lovers are not full...... Oh no, the most important people to each other. ”

Xu Qingfeng nodded: "Yes." ”

Liang Jin thought for a moment and said: "I still want to have my own job, Qi Ye said that I have filmed, so whether I want to be an actor or a stand-in, I want to try it in the development of this industry." Of course, I definitely need your help, but let me do my own thing, okay? ”

Xu Qingfeng hesitated this time, and after a while, he still replied, "Okay." ”

Liang Jin was finally satisfied.

Fengya's agent is cool and has a lot of resources. Liang Jin originally wanted to start working after a short vacation with Xu Qingfeng, who knew that the plan would not catch up with the changes, and the day after the matter was arranged, the agent took him abroad to record a reality show as a guest.

This reality show is gaining momentum, and the ratings are also quite high. Liang Jin has not made his debut now, I thought that Xu Qingfeng threw money and forced himself in, but he didn't understand what was going on until the show started.

――In the past two years, there has been a popular student who was born in the draft, but because of his good image and strong variety show ability, he is particularly popular with reality shows. This opportunity for Liang Jin was originally someone else, but this little student didn't know what trick he used to pull Liang Jin in.

Liang Jin met each other in the hotel. The very delicate and white boy pounced when he saw Liang Jin's face. Behind Liang Jin was the sofa that could not be avoided, and he was hugged by someone, and the two of them fell back into the sofa.

The boy raised his head and said pitifully, "Brother Jin, I'm Si Chen, do you remember?" ”

Liang Jin got goosebumps in his arm from being tired of this title, and he shook his head apologetically.

Si Chen didn't mind, and said with a grin: "It's okay if you don't remember, we can get acquainted again." We have plenty of time anyway. ”

Si Chen squeezed into a room with Liang Jin with a dead face, Liang Jin was a little difficult to accept his self-acquaintance at first, and he didn't want to agree, who knew that Si Chen began to introduce his life experience without chatting a few words.

His life experience is worse than what he played on TV, his mother is □□, and he was later forced to prostitute by his father in mixed society. Within two years of the stable life of the young couple, Si Chen was born, his father was arrested, and his mother happily left him to resume his old business. At that time, he was adopted by a brother of his father at the time, and his father's gang was not in the mood when they were mixed, and this brother was not as righteous as in people's novels. So he was almost a little slave from a young age, and later when he was fourteen years old, he escaped from his adoptive father's house and almost starved to death when he met a kind man. That's when the slow transfer began.

Liang Jin was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and only later did he realize that these were all true when he saw the scar on Si Chen's arm. He couldn't help but soften, and finally with tears in his eyes, he never said anything to let him go.

At night, they changed the double room to a standard room, and one of them covered the quilt and turned off the lights to chat. Si Chen was already giggling and laughing, telling Liang Jin jokes. Liang Jin couldn't laugh, he was immersed in Si Chen's miserable life experience, and said sadly: "God is so unfair to you, let you suffer so much. He thought about it and felt a little frustrated, and continued: "But you are so good and work hard, and you will definitely get better and better in the future." ”

Si Chen just laughed and didn't speak.

Liang Jin turned his face to look at him through the moonlight leaking in through the window, but heard Si Chen say: "Hey, do you think that the moon abroad is round." ”

Liang Jin looked out the window when he heard the sound, and couldn't see anything, only a piece of moonlight that was shining, like someone had turned on a big searchlight.

Si Chen took advantage of his turning head to press the corner of his eye,

"He went to my adoptive parents, and the four of us had a meal together, and since then my hukou and all my information have been renewed. I was so grateful that he sent me out of the country shortly afterwards to study. Si Chen's voice was low, as if he was slowly telling a dream that he didn't dare to touch.

After he said this, he was silent for a long time, so long that Liang Jin thought that he was about to end like this, and only then did he hear his voice continue to sound again. Si Chen said: "That is the one thing I regret the most. ”

"My course was two years, and I didn't dare to spend too much of the money he gave me during the two years, so I saved up to buy him a gift when I returned home. However, when I returned home, I could not find him. ”

Liang Jin also felt a little sad, and couldn't help asking, "Does he not like you?" ”

"No," Si Chen shook his head and whispered, "He...... He didn't, he was, the plane crashed. ”

Liang Jin banged in his head, and there seemed to be a lot of fine snowflakes flying away in front of him, he opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't make any sound.

Screams, howls, huge fires rising into the sky, people in black walking in the rain, wooden kneeling figures on the mourning hall, cries of suppressed fear at night, and withered courtyards...... A half-ocean, half-earth villa with two words written on the door.

Liang House.

Liang Jianjun is half a feudal remnant in his bones, and he decorates the small villa with a foreign style, but he hangs an old-fashioned "Liang Mansion" plaque at the door, looking forward to the future generations of the Liang family's descendants. He noticed the relationship between Liang Jin and Xu Qingfeng early on, and he couldn't bear to criticize his son, but it was difficult to accept such a thing.

He then consulted all kinds of information, and later heard that there was a proposal for same-sex marriage in a foreign country, so he took the opportunity of the company's overseas business and flew to the other side of the ocean to find out. He wanted to see what life was like for gays, whether they had a future, and whether they could live like ordinary people.

In that half a year, he talked to Liang Jin on the phone countless times, sharing every bit of his feelings with his son.

Later, he returned to China early on the eve of Liang Jin's birthday and carried a small rainbow flag on his body.

He failed to land, Liang Jin refused to accept this fact, and later thought that he had indirectly killed his father, and he was riddled with nightmares every day when he was in the villa, and finally collapsed.

Xu Qingfeng took over all the posthumous affairs of Liang Jianjun, but found that Liang Jin's memory was faulty. So he sold the villa and bought a small house with two suites for himself.

In Liang Jin's memory, the cause and effect of many things are not entirely correct. Xu Qingfeng's original intention of selling the house was for him, but he thought the latter was for money. However, even so, he never had any trouble, and only listened to the other party wholeheartedly.

Later, when Xu Qingfeng learned that he was sick, he thought of this, and was afraid that Liang Jin would not be able to accept another accident, so he wanted to choose to break up.

Normally, this is the direction and ending of the story, the two broke up, one party left gloomily, the other party may die in confusion, or learn the truth at a certain time in a certain year.

But Liang Jin's love is too persistent, and Xu Qingfeng can't let go. They belong to each other after all.

――

Liang Jin's recording abroad lasted for a week, and after a week he returned to China, but Xu Qingfeng went to Xiamen on a business trip and would not return until ten days later.

The costume drama he participated in has already been broadcast, probably because Qin Shi is there, and the ratings are not bad. Liang Jin looked at his stupid appearance inside, and then looked at Si Chen's ragged appearance but with unique skills, not only smiled.

The half-branch lotus on the balcony has already bloomed very swaggeringly, as if it is about to emerge from a small flower pot at any time. Liang Jin had to buy two more pots to plant separately. Unexpectedly, he has always cultivated what kind of dead virtue, and the planting was very successful, and the next day three pots of flowers were crowded on the balcony lively, and each pot was more vibrant than the other.

Liang Jin then watered the flowers at home, read books, and would log on to the previous WeChat account when he was free - he couldn't remember the original password for a long time, and he was shopping with Qi Ye that day, and while walking, a thought suddenly flashed out, he tried again, and he went in.

The last one on WeChat was one of him half-kneeling in front of a hotel window, and the other one was of his five frozen toes.

Liang Jin looked interesting, and the day before Xu Qingfeng came back, he couldn't help but poke the big bird's avatar. There is information on Big Bird's WeChat - the password on the express tracking number, do you still have it? If you have one, please move to the study.

This message did not have any pictures and descriptions, but Liang Jin suddenly remembered that when he was just discharged from the hospital, those inexplicable express packages - Xu Qingfeng's signature was extraordinarily large at that time, and some would be followed by a small tail with a number.

1103、8270、3267、7642…… Liang Jin was curious at the time and wrote them down.

When Liang Jin found the small note with the number on it, it was already the next day.

He rummaged through the cabinets all night, and when he found it, he couldn't help but laugh in his heart. He didn't expect Xu Qingfeng to play this kind of trick, both of them are already in their thirties, and the children of their classmates can make soy sauce, and they even learn to leave notes for primary school students.

Xu Qingfeng left a note, those numbers are the last four digits of the book's barcode, Liang Jin easily found it, and when he opened it, there was a note with different colors and clear handwriting in each book.

"I used to hate greens, but because of you, I'm starting to like it." -- Green

"I also hate light-colored clothes, but if you like it, I look at it too." - Light yellow

"Critters or something...... Well...... If you like these, just barely count them cute, anyway, I like a red-billed parrot, which can speak human words, it looks like this, do you think it's okay? - Red. There is also an abstract bird stacked on top of two ovals on this note, barely recognizable only by its curved beak.

Liang Jin pursed his lips and said to himself: "What are you painting here......" But the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise.

The back are all other fragments, some are nagging, some are complaining, and the colors are different.

Liang Jin's heart was warm when he saw it, and he was a little reluctant when he took the last one.

In the end, the pale yellow paper was slowly opened, and the black ink was smooth and natural, with only one sentence - parting was always caught off guard. However, Liang Jin, I know you will come back, so, I will wait.

Xu Qingfeng's flight back to the city has landed, and last year's winter was too cold, but fortunately, there was always a lover to pass by. Liang Jin didn't know when he slowly came back to his senses, and the notes on the desk were slowly spread out, as if they had been full of colorful years.

He picked up his pen and finally wrote, "I'm back." ”