35. Gu Ran
"Yet, let's come out!" Yang Zhai mentioned yΓ¬ to Gu Ran. Although Gu Ran is willing to accept Yang Zhai, she is unwilling to admit that she is gay, which seems to be very contradictory, or she is still somewhat resistant in her heart, she is afraid that she will become distorted because she likes women, and become the same as those girls who dress up masculine all day long, so she couldn't help but ask worriedly: "Yang Zhai, do you think I will slowly become what I hate?" β
Yang Zhai listened to Gu Ran's concerns, and almost collapsed, "Why do you think so?" No one asks you to like women, you have to treat yourself as a man, but you don't want to, I like a beauty with long hair like you the most. β
Gu Ran also felt that he was too anxious, not all homosexuals must be dressed as boys, just like Cindy and Xu Xixian, the two royal sisters, not to mention more eye-catching, although their behavior, uh, is a bit inconsistent with their appearance, but it does not prevent them from forming CP, and Yang Zhai, a full beauty embryo, it seems that she is too dogmatic.
Gu Ran still has concerns: "Yes, I am just afraid that they will not accept it." β
Yang Zhai said disappreciably: "We just sued them about this, what does it have to do with us whether they accept it or not?" β
Well, compared to Yang Zhai, Gu Ran admitted that he was simply weak, as if he was living for others and caring about what others thought.
Before the two of them could discuss, Xu Su and Ji Li came back, Yang Zhai gave Gu Ran a look, Xu Su saw it, knowing that the daughter is like a mother, how could she not guess Yang Zhai's careful thoughts, I came here today to ask about this matter, if it was really already a boat, she didn't plan to beat the mandarin ducks, but she had just been injured by Ji Li, and the two little calves wanted to show their affection in front of her, but there was no door! The old lady is unhappy, don't think about it anymore!
"Of course, Xiao Le told me that the two of you are dating now, is there such a thing? Xiaole is still good, he was born in a scholarly family, and he is a teacher. Xu Su said to Gu Ran with a smile, looking amiable.
When Ji Li heard it, she blurted out: "Is Xiaole a man or a woman?" β
Xu Su: ......
Gu Ran: ......
It was Yang Zhai who said: "It's a man, but I've only met him once, and I'm no longer in touch." β
Ji Li showed a pity expression, remembered what Xu Su said outside, looked at Gu Ran, and then at Yang Zhai, and stopped talking.
Gu Ran guessed that she knew a little bit, otherwise she wouldn't have asked like this, there was a faint sense of shame, she didn't want to be seen as an alternative, she lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Ji Li.
Although Ji Li wanted to question them, she only said to Gu Ran because of Xu Su's face, "You come with me." β
"Mom, did you tell Aunt SΓΉ Ji about me and Gu Ran?" Yang Zhai frowned and asked Xu Su very unceremoniously, looking at Ji Li's appearance, she knew and disagreed, Gu Ran was unsure of her mind, if Aunt Ji blocked her, with her understanding of Gu Ran, Gu Ran would definitely retreat.
Xu Su was immediately unhappy, co-authoring Yang Zhai was afraid that Ji Li would not agree, and he was not afraid that she would not agree? said angrily: "I advise you to die of this heart, they even have straight brain circuits!" β
Yang Zhai clearly heard a strong resentment from her tone, and this anger was obviously not aimed at Gu Ran, could it be that there was any grudge between her and Aunt Ji? Immediately gossiped and asked, "Aunt Ji, what's wrong with you?" β
Xu Su gave her a self-made smart look, ignored her anymore, picked up the magazine on the table and flipped through it at will, but her ears were clearly erect.
Yang Zhai was much more direct than her, and walked straight to the door, hugged his arms, leaned against the wall, and listened to the people inside generously.
"Ranran, do you blame your mother?" Ji Li is not a good conversational person, even in the face of her daughter, they rarely have the opportunity to have such a heart-to-heart conversation as now.
Gu Ran sat on the edge of the bed, looking at her toes all the time, she was not used to such an atmosphere, not to mention that the topic she was about to talk about was something she avoided, and she said lightly without raising her head: "If you have something to say, just say it." β
Ji Li wanted to cut into the topic step by step, but when she said this, she stopped beating around the bush and said, "I don't know what made you have such a choice, my mother wants to tell you that this is not a good decision." β
Gu Ran said very frankly: "I know. β
Ji Li didn't understand, "Then why are you still ......?"
Gu Ran laughed at himself: "I also hope that I can be like a normal person." β
"Silly boy, why is it not normal, you and Yang Zhai grew up together, it is normal to have a good relationship, is it that you have been out of love for a long time, and you mistake friendship for love?" Ji Li affirmed herself, "It must be like this, Yang Zhai, this child, is very watery, I like it when I look at it." β
Gu Ran was a little speechless, she was not so confused that she couldn't tell the difference between friendship and love, but she didn't know how to explain it, she couldn't tell her mother, she and Yang Zhai did everything except not go to bed, right?
Ji Li also knew that she was somewhat self-comforting, but no matter whether this matter was true or not, and how deep their relationship was, their improper relationship would end here. Ji Li Zhengse said: "Ranran, you know that your father now has a chance to be promoted and can be transferred to Shanghai, he is in the inspection period, I don't know how many pairs of eyes are staring at him, your father has been waiting for this opportunity for a long time, and there is no room for any difference, whether the matter between you and Yang Zhai is true or not, it is not good to spread out, you can't let your father fall into the mouth because of you, the water in this pool is too deep, don't hurt your father." β
Gu Ran was suffocated in her heart, she didn't expect her mother to use her father's future to pressure her, so she was almost breathless, and only said indifferently, "I know." β
Yang Zhai's heart outside the door was also half cold, if Aunt Ji used other reasons to stop them, she would still be able to see the move, but it was almost incomprehensible to move out of Uncle Gu directly, listening to Gu Ran's tone, it was clear that she had given her up.
I heard Ji Li say again: "Your grandfather's 80th birthday is coming, your father is going to hold a birthday banquet for your grandfather, and he will invite some colleagues when the time comes, and you will go back early that day to help greet the guests." β
Gu Ran knew that it was another blind date banquet, but she couldn't refuse, she was used to being arranged since she was a child. How can there be any parents in the world who are alive and foster their children in someone else's home, and they have been raising them for more than ten years, they care more about their future than their children, and now they want to use her marriage as a bridge. Gu Ran felt sad, he relied on himself from school to work, and thought that his wings were stiff, but unfortunately he had worked hard for more than ten years, and once he returned to the pre-liberation period, there was nothing worse than being involuntarily.
After sending Ji Li away, Xu Su didn't stay long, and when he left, he brewed for a long time, and only dropped one sentence, "You guys should do it yourself." β
made Yang Zhai feel more uncertain about his future.