Everyone has an unknown secret in their hearts, and so does Xu Su.

Xu Su and Yang Zhisheng were introduced to each other, and most of the people of their era still followed the words of the matchmaker and the orders of their parents. Xu Su, as the eldest sister, has two younger sisters and a younger brother below, and almost supports half of the family at a young age, and marrying someone is also a relief for her, not to mention marrying a person who is an officer in the army, it is a good thing for the ancestral grave to smoke in their village, so when the marriage was decided, Xu Su didn't even see Yang Zhisheng.

Xu Su went to the army to find Yang Zhisheng, and happened to meet Yang Zhisheng going to sea, and it was Ji Li who entertained her at that time. Xu Su vomited and vented and had a high fever because of the water and soil, Ji Li stayed with her for two days and two nights, Xu Su has never taken care of her so carefully, even her parents can't do it, and the inner touch can be imagined.

By the time Yang Zhisheng completed the task and returned to the island, it was already a month later, and this month Xu Su and Ji Li were almost accompanied day and night, even Ji Li was on duty, Xu Su stood far away and watched, except for gender, Ji Li satisfied all her imagination of the other half, not to mention that Ji Li's appearance in a military uniform was not inferior to any man.

With Ji Li in front, Xu Su was undoubtedly disappointed when she saw Yang Zhisheng for the first time, Yang Zhisheng was tall and rude, not the type she liked, she liked handsome people, even Yang Zhisheng's comrade-in-arms Gu Yuqin looked more pleasing to the eye than Yang Zhisheng, thinking that Yang Zhisheng was the person who was going to marry soon, he felt even more irritable in his heart, he didn't give Yang Zhisheng a good look from beginning to end, and his attitude towards Gu Yuqin was better than that of her fiancé.

Later, at a bonfire party, everyone coaxed Gu Yuqin and Ji Li to dance together, Xu Su knew that Gu Yuqin and Ji Li were a couple, and they were still in free love, she was unhappy to see Yang Zhisheng, and sometimes deliberately got closer to Gu Yuqin, it was really embarrassing to throw it to her grandmother's house, and Ji Li never complained about her, this heart is really not ordinary......

Although Xu Su and Yang Zhisheng have only met once, but the family has been urging them to get married, Xu Su has been delaying again and again, before she met Ji Li, she felt that she could marry anyone, but after getting along with Ji Li, she felt that she was happy with the person she liked. After Xu Su left the island, she has maintained correspondence with Ji Li, until now the letters that Ji Li wrote to her, she still received them, Ji Li's letters are written in some trivial things, but Xu Su seems to be very warm, in fact, she hinted at Ji Li in the letter, just because of that era, the text is not too explicit, but she believes that Ji Li should understand, and did not refuse, otherwise she will not reply to her on time every month, when she is urged by her family to marry and no longer find a reason to refuse, Xu Su was ready to have a showdown with Ji Li, but before her letter was sent, she received a wedding invitation from Ji Li and Gu Yuqin, which was like a bolt from the blue.

The stupidest thing Xu Su did in her life was to get drunk at Ji Li and Gu Yuqin's wedding, and then cry and laugh like a fool at the wedding scene, every time she thought about it, she felt ashamed, even Ji Li's cave room candle night was messed with by her, Ji Li's wedding night was with her for a night, she didn't remember what she said to Ji Li that night, she only remembered that after waking up in the morning, she saw Ji Li still wearing a wedding dress, sleeping on the edge of the bed, and said that the most beautiful time in a woman's life is when she was a bride, She will always remember the Ji pear in the early morning, which is incredibly beautiful.

Now that the wood has become a boat, Xu Su also resigned himself to marry Yang Zhisheng, Yang Zhisheng was unsuccessful in officialdom, but he didn't expect to be a business genius, after retiring from the army, Yang Zhisheng started a small business with a subsidy, snowballing, more than 20 years of business has become today's HT Group, Xu Su has also jumped from an ordinary rural girl to a rich wife, wandering around various dinners in high society all day long, becoming the object of envy of everyone, as for that unspeakable relationship, it can only be sealed forever, if it weren't for Yang Zhai and Gu Ran making such a fuss, Xu Sudu suspected that her unforgettable crush was just a ridiculous conjecture.

Now seeing Ji Li, the long-dormant relationship is showing signs of recovery, even if they are no longer young now.

"You mean that Gu Ran and Yang Zhai are on good terms? How do these two women get along? Ji Li looked incredulous, as if it was the first time she had heard of such a thing.

In order to avoid Yang Zhai and Gu Ran, Xu Su and Ji Li had already gone downstairs and sat in the small park of the community to chat.

Xu Su said disapprenously: "It's not too normal to be gay these days. "What's more, with her experience, I think Ji Li is a little fussed.

It's not that Ji Li hasn't heard of this kind of thing, but in the circle of her life, this kind of thing is too far away from her, she didn't expect it to happen to her daughter, and for the first time, she had a strong sense of guilt for her daughter, if they hadn't left their daughter in the Yang family all the time, Gu Ran would not have had such a perverse thing happen to Yang Zhai, and at the same time secretly wondered how Xu Su could allow such a ridiculous thing to happen.

Ji Li suddenly said, "You won't be haunted by what happened back then." ”

Xu Su knew that she was blaming herself, she didn't want to see this kind of thing happen, and she had already tried to stop it, but it was going to rain and the mother wanted to get married, and she couldn't help it, Ji Li, as Gu Ran's mother, blamed her, she could understand, but Ji Li actually talked about what happened back then, as if she deliberately made Gu Ran and Yang Zhai together, how could she agree.

Xu Su was a little unhappy and said: "A generation is in charge of a generation's affairs, and today's young people are open-minded, I can control their eating and drinking, but I can't control their thoughts, what does this have to do with the things of the past?" ”

Ji Li raised her eyebrows and said, "Don't you hate me because I married Yuqin?" ”

Xu Su wanted to say that you all know, but you haven't mentioned a word for so many years, as if you never knew that she once liked her, and a trace of complicated feelings welled up in her heart, a little happy, a little aggrieved and a little resentful, as if she had suddenly returned to her youth.

I heard Ji Li say again: "But everything has a first come, first come, first come, Yu Qin and I knew each other first, and Yu Qin clearly told me that he likes me but doesn't like you, so I agreed to marry him." ”

When Xu Su heard her say this, she was suddenly a little confused, and she had a faint bad premonition.

Ji Li continued: "A gentleman has the beauty of an adult, but Yuqin and I like each other, how can I give Yuqin to you?" ”

Xu Su was stunned, so? For more than 20 years, Ji Li always thought that the people she liked back then were Gu, Yu, and Qin?! Sister, you're kidding me!!

"Susu," Ji Li took Xu Su's hand and said with a look of shame, "I know that I was selfish back then, so I have always felt very guilty about you all these years, I Ji Li has been frank and honest in my life, the only person I am sorry for is you, I robbed the person you like, but you helped me raise my daughter regardless of my previous suspicions, I am very grateful to you, but the grievances of our previous generation should not fall on the children, don't you say?" ”

Xu Su has the urge to hit the wall, sister, where do you see that I like Gu Yuqin? Is it just because I said a few more words to Gu Yuqin? I've written so many letters to you! I know you're sluggish about feelings, but I didn't expect to be so sluggish! As the old saying goes, the one who is close to Zhu is red and the one who is close to ink is black, she didn't even see Ji Li's thoughts like this back then, she was rusty in her brain, and she suffered by herself!