Qi Ye didn't understand why Liang Jin hated Sui Yulan to the point where he would rather spend money than have a good time with her.

In fact, Liang Jin couldn't say.

Although Sui Yulan's conduct is superb, it is far from the point of hiring someone to toss her.

She didn't want to suffer with her sick husband and chose to divorce, which was not uncommon. She didn't like this son because he delayed her divorce. She is greedy for money, she wants to enjoy it, she knows that her son has a good interest after she wants to stammer, she sees that Liang Jin is rich, and wants to be greedy and take a little.

It is really common for these things to be separated one by one, but only those who have experienced it personally know that the accumulation of these small masterpieces and small selfishness may not be much less painful than burning, killing and looting.

Now it is Xu Qingfeng who suffers from this, and Liang Jin empathizes with it on the side, and the hatred is even stronger when combined.

But Xu Qingfeng asked him: "I'm going to give up, don't blame me, okay?" ”

The two of them stood next to a dilapidated old house with dead trees, and the yard of the old house was filled with garbage that had accumulated over the years every few steps. The warm spring breeze blew from the head of the village, and the willows were red and willow green along the way, but when they arrived in this courtyard, they suddenly turned out a burst of rotting corpses of dead cats and mice.

Xu Qingfeng gave a cold war for no reason.

Liang Jin looked up at him with a smile and promised, "Okay." ”

Xu Qingfeng was stunned for a moment.

Liang Jin withdrew his sweaty hand, gently grabbed Xu Qingfeng's wrist with the other one, and then took out two handkerchiefs from the pocket of his coat and wiped his palms little by little. When he did this, his expression was very focused, Xu Qingfeng wanted to speak and stopped, but he heard him continue: "Do you remember? I used to wipe your feet like this when I was a kid. ”

That winter, Xu Qingfeng only had a pair of single shoes to barely survive the winter, and the shoes couldn't dry for two or three days on snowy and rainy days, and then Liang Jin changed shoes with him, and on the big stone outside the school, he asked Xu Qingfeng to sit down with a vicious voice, and then took out the paper from the bag to wipe his feet little by little, and then let Xu Qingfeng put on his woolen boots.

Of course Xu Qingfeng remembers. The young man's mind is often fragile and sensitive, and at that time he thought that Liang Jin was disgusted with his dirty feet. It was awkward for this, but after returning home, I carefully washed my feet, cut my nails flat with big scissors, and scraped my heels with the back of scissors. It's just that the next day I put on dirty shoes, and my white feet are still black.

Liang Jin smiled and said, "You were embarrassed at that time, right? I'm actually embarrassed. At that time, I was afraid that the shoes would be dirty, and my aunt would see it again. I wasn't good at expressing myself at the time, and I was a little embarrassed when I wiped your feet. But I was afraid that you would regret it, so I wiped it for you. ”

Xu Qingfeng's gaze softened, and his lips moved.

Liang Jin didn't wait for him to answer, and continued: "Actually, I'm stupid and lazy, timid and afraid, and I am also high-spirited and thin-skinned. But if everything has to do with you, you can't do any of that. I can wipe your feet, or I can take the train to another city in the early morning to buy you a gift, all the way to the same day, just so that I can come back the same day without you noticing. I can still insist on giving you the shares despite the obstruction and angry scolding of my dad's old friends, and I can pretend to be crazy and stupid when you want to break up......"

Liang Jin asked in a low voice, "Qingfeng, you say, what else can't I do for you...... If you don't want her stuff, we don't want it, you know, no matter what, I'm with you. ”

Xu Qingfeng felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and he couldn't speak for a while.

Liang Jin's expression was very flat. His eyes were clear, like a pool of clear water left after a spring rain of lightning and thunder.

Liang Jin asked him: "I said that I came out to play today, do you want to continue?" ”

"......" Xu Qingfeng looked at him, and said after a while: "Go on." ”

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Xu Qingfeng and Liang Jin's mobile wallets were thrown away at home, and there was nothing else on them, so they held hands and abandoned the car and walked, walking along the streets, paths, and ridges from this end of Xujia Village.

The suburbs in spring are obviously much more interesting than the cities, the grass grows, the warblers fly, and the clouds rush away. They are all children who grew up here, Xu Qingfeng is a native, and although Liang Jin is a half-transplant, he is no stranger to the things in the field.

There are high-voltage power towers at intervals in the fields, and large iron triangles are horizontal in the fields, and below are green wheat seedlings. Xu Qingfeng pointed to Taqiao and asked, "Do you remember this?" When we were kids, we climbed over the shelves in this race. ”

Liang Jin squinted and said with a smile, "Remember." Every time I climb three or four floors, I don't dare, I'm always afraid of falling. It's that you can climb high every time. ”

Xu Qingfeng nodded with a smile: "But when I went to junior high school later, I didn't have the courage to be as big as when I was a child, and I came down after climbing a few floors, but fortunately, it's no problem to win you." ”

"Well," Liang Jin said, "you kissed me." ”

Xu Qingfeng: "......"

Liang Jin looked at him funny: "I knew you forgot, you won that time, and I felt that there was no reward for winning the old time, and it was boring, so I had to punish me." ”

Xu Qingfeng vaguely remembered such a thing, but Liang Jin didn't say that he really couldn't remember it.

A teenage boy is at the time when sex hormone secretion is vigorous, and his brain is full of hormones every day in his third year of junior high school, and he is excited to see a slightly naked star poster. What's more, Liang Jin had already withdrawn from baby fat at that time, and his fresh eyebrows were very attractive.

Not only him, but several other boys in the class also like to joke about Liang Jin, but everyone else is protecting Liang Jin, at most they open their mouths and shout "daughter-in-law" to make fun, and they really take advantage of it......

Xu Qingfeng asked, "Just let me kiss you?" ”

"Or else?" Liang Jin asked, "Who else can there be?" ”

The corners of Xu Qingfeng's mouth curled up and asked him, "How did I kiss him?" ”

They had already walked under Tower Bridge. Liang Jin stopped, pulled Xu Qingfeng's collar, and made him bow his head slightly.

The two kissed.

They quickly separated, but they still held each other's hands, and their eyes were glued together, and they couldn't move away from each other.

The paths in the fields have not changed over the years, and the roadsides are still the same wildflowers and grasses, growing on the roadsides and in the canals. The smell of the earth wrapped in the breeze still has the freshness of wheat seedlings.

Liang Jin looked at Xu Qingfeng and said, "I know what you think, what to worry about now." ”

Xu Qingfeng: "......"

His intentions today were indeed somewhat obvious, he also felt selfish, and he also knew that Liang Jin would inevitably be sad and bitter about his decision in the future, and even he had prepared a full stomach of rhetoric before he came.

But now that he was poked by Liang Jin, Xu Qingfeng was full of words, but he didn't know how to speak.

The breeze was blowing slowly, and Liang Jin's voice was not loud, but he was extremely serious. He raised his hand and smoothed Xu Qingfeng's collar little by little, and his fingers stopped on the corner of his clothes and said, "Actually, I am very satisfied that we can be together all these years." ”

"......" Xu Qingfeng paused and said, "Me too." ”

Liang Jin: "I met you so early, became classmates with you, and later lived together. We have never been separated since we were children, we have studied very smoothly, our classmates are very friendly, you didn't hate me when I liked you, we have a close relationship but we can always get the blessings of others, we have not been warned by teachers, we have not been separated by parents, and we have not been criticized by friends. Our days are uneventful, but they've always been sweet and smooth...... I am content. ”

"......" Xu Qingfeng continued: "...... Me too. ”

"But ......" Liang Jin raised his eyes to look at him, and after a long time, he said: "I just knew that when you were sick, I went to pray to God and worship Buddha, and I rushed to the head pillar incense in the morning...... Later, when you got worse, I set up a Buddhist altar in my house and prayed together. Later, when you were in the intensive care unit and couldn't wake up for a long time, I couldn't help but bow down to the west every day in the hotel where I was temporarily staying, begging God to let you go...... I was genuinely scared at the time, but then I realized that what if God had given us enough luck and didn't have enough stock at this level, so we couldn't get through? ”

His throat rolled up and down, and after a long silence, he said something that he had thought about for a long time: "I think that if the day really comes, I won't be able to get by." I must not embarrass you. I can't let you suffer for the sake of my peace of mind. Whether you choose to go forward or backward when the time comes, I am willing to ...... Willing to support you. ”

He looked at Xu Qingfeng, his eyes were slight, and his tone was slightly low: "If you are afraid that I will mourn too much, I will make more friends to reassure you; If you're worried that I won't be able to take care of myself, I'll hire a part-time worker, once and for all. ”

"I have so many good memories, the bits and pieces of these twenty years, a kiss, a look, a dispute and quarrel, I remember it all, I really miss you, I just take it out and think about it, it's not like nothing......"-

That day, Xu Qingfeng couldn't calm down for a long time.

Liang Jin's last words were simple but clear. He said: "I just want you to be happy and not to be filled with the word 'death' in your life." ”

Xu Qingfeng's heart was shocked, and he never knew what to say.

What to say? It was an illness, a serious illness that had tormented him, had a poor prognosis, and was dangerous. From the early days of his illness to the present, his heart has fluctuated several times. He knew that he had too many things he cared about too much, such as face, such as the entanglement with Sui Yulan.

When others live downward, there is always hope. There is affection, friendship, love...... And he was alone, only Liang Jin alone.

But Liang Jin is also going to be dragged down by him.

Xu Qingfeng took Liang Jin back to Xujia Village, looked at the previous primary school, and re-walked the path of the year, in addition to explaining his relationship with Sui Yulan to Liang Jin, he really wanted to relive the years and say goodbye to himself.

But he didn't expect that Liang Jin could see it.

Liang Jin saw his selfishness, but forgave him for his selfishness.

Xu Qingfeng couldn't help but ask: Liang Jin can change all his bottom lines for me. What about me? Can I do it?

However, he thought about it for a long time, but the answer was still - no.

Liang Jin's change and tolerance are unlimited, but he has too many restrictions.