It's still nocturnal in the desert.

Xu Qingfeng's situation became more and more strict, and finally began peritoneal dialysis, he had to go to the hospital two or three times a week, at first he was hospitalized, but hospitalization was not convenient, there were various requirements for ward management, things were incomplete, and Liang Jin had to accompany the bed day after day.

The mattress accompanying the bed was very hard, and the bed was small, so Liang Jin had to curl up to sleep. Xu Qingfeng watched Liang Jin lose weight day by day, and wanted him to go home and live in distress, but he could only shut up before he could speak-he only had one relative, Liang Jin, and Liang Jin was not. At this time, he was hospitalized, and even if Liang Jin was driven home by him, he would definitely not be relieved.

Xu Qingfeng was inevitably entangled again.

One day he looked in the mirror, and when he looked up, he might not have found a good angle, but he actually saw a little bit of shape from his slightly concave cheeks, he was slightly stunned, and observed Liang Jin on the side from the mirror.

Liang Jin looked up at him from the mirror, and his skin, which had always been tender to the point of water, was dry and wrinkled, and even slightly wrinkled.

Liang Jin was stunned for a moment, and asked him with a smile, "What's wrong?" ”

Xu Qingfeng glanced at him, couldn't help but turn his head, pulled Liang Jin to him, touched his chin lightly and said firmly: "It's nothing, I want to go home." Let's get out of the hospital. ”

Liang Jin blinked and said yes obediently.

They made a promise to the doctor, bought all kinds of medicines, and finally returned to their home, where the dust had accumulated for a long time.

Xu Qingfeng sat on the sofa and watched Liang Jin roll up his sleeves, first carefully and carefully separated the dialysate and various medicines, and put them in the refrigerator for storage. He turned back again, took a small square towel and wiped all corners of the house, and finally bent down to mop the floor until there was no dust at all.

The matter of dialysis is also Liang Jin helps him, every time Liang Jin changes the medicine, he sweats, Xu Qingfeng knows that half of it is tired, and half of it is nervous.

Fortunately, dialysis does work. Xu Qingfeng lost his appetite for a while, and the so-called sluggishness was not a question of eating three bowls of rice or two bowls of rice, but that he really couldn't eat it. Later, after dialysis, he was gradually able to swallow things, one day Liang Jin accompanied him to lunch, after eating, Liang Jin was washing dishes and humming a song, Xu Qingfeng helped him with amusement, and couldn't help but ask: "Why are you so happy?" ”

"Happy!" Liang Jin smiled, and there were three or five light folds under his eyes: "You ate two bowls of rice today." ”

Xu Qingfeng: "......"-

Sometimes, the two go out to buy groceries together. On the way, he slowed down, Liang Jin was by his side, gently touching his fingertips, and when no one was around, the two fingers naturally and tacitly hooked together, and then quietly released when they arrived at the vegetable market.

This is an experience that has never been experienced before, Liang Jianjun has always had a nanny at home when he was alive. Later, the two lived together, and after quitting the nanny, they were too busy at work, and most of them bought a pile from the supermarket and put it in the refrigerator.

Liang Jin pointed to the tomatoes on the stall and said, "Look, tomatoes have to pick this kind of tomatoes, which look like they have white spots, and this kind has sand." And the butt can't be too hard, the hard butt is ripe, and it's not delicious. ”

Xu Qingfeng nodded.

Liang Jin said again: "This stall owner's tomatoes are delicious, but other dishes are more expensive than that one, let's go to that house and buy some bean sprouts." ”

He used to eat organic vegetables from the supermarket, and the tomatoes were all packed, four in a box, and it cost 20 yuan. When do you need him to see if it's a sand pulp, and why did you ever care about a dime of money.

Xu Qingfeng followed him forward, went to buy something at the stall closer to the inside, and couldn't help but say: "If it's more expensive, it's more expensive, why care about this money?" ”

Liang Jin always laughed at him, his subordinates kept picking vegetable leaves, but his words were quite calculating: "Money has to be spent on the blade, who cares how much." Of course, we must choose the most affordable one to eat the same dish, and we must pay attention to the cost performance. ”

Xu Qingfeng was helpless, and he couldn't bear to refute him.

What to refute? Although the company is operating as usual, his energy is indeed much less than before. What's more, he has delegated his power to various places in advance, and now that the company is stable, he can still guarantee that "you don't have to care about this money", if this goes on for a long time, who can guarantee that no one in the top management will be tempted?

Sick for a day, sick for a month, sick for a year, for a short time, or if the situation is getting better and better, that's easy to say. But as long as there is a slight mistake, he Xu Qingfeng will sooner or later become the old boss who is being put in the ward.

When the time comes, Liang Jin's life will probably be even more difficult.

Liang Jin saw it clearly, and accepted it very calmly, he should be happy.

But Xu Qingfeng just couldn't be happy.

Now every moment seems to be stolen, when he first learned of his illness, his appearance may not be much more open-minded than ordinary people, and even because of his experience and those vague ** ambitions, he is particularly panicked in the matter of life, death, sickness and old age.

At that time, he had not even foreseen this "dialysis" day, and at that time, he just thought about the scene of himself lying in the hospital bed, and it was already unbearable.

At that time, I was still "pessimistic" thinking that I would have to prolong my life with illness for thirty or forty years in the future, and I thought about how sad it would be.

But this qiē happened so unexpectedly and quickly - he lived a life of inserting a tube and changing dressings every day in just over half a year.

He looks like a normal person on the outside, but he doesn't have the kind of qiē that a normal person should have. He can't be too far from home, for fear of delaying the change of dressing. He can no longer go out to talk about cooperation, talk about one thing at a time. He doesn't have a healthy body, he needs Liang Jin's care, he needs the latter to calculate the expenses of the two of them to plan for the future as soon as possible, and even have to tremble with Liang Jin's rare sex life, and the latter is afraid that something will happen to him throughout the whole process.

Being alive is not necessarily a gift.

In such days, every moment of cherishing and loving by a loved one should be happy and sweet. But this sweetness can't stand up to careful thinking after all, and when I think about it, it's like mixing glass slag, a mouthful of sugar, and a mouthful of blood.

Xu Qingfeng doubted more than once whether his decision was worth it, and it was right to give up this opportunity to replace his kidney, but Sui Yulan was like a scar that couldn't grow, and he could bear it when he didn't open it, and once he touched it, he felt that life was worse than death.

Life is better than death is not a beautiful experience, Xu Qingfeng naturally did not expect that Sui Yulan would feel the same way.

She and the people from the debt collection agency played tricks on several occasions, played scoundrels, yelled, sat on the ground and cried, just because she really had no money. The debt collection company is also a company, and it also wants to make money, since they have no money, they can't knock out things, so they will naturally be lazy and don't trouble her.

But she was wrong, how could the people in the debt collection company have anything to say? In the past, the objects of her playing Psarai were all honest people, and everyone didn't have the energy or the heart to fight with her endlessly, and they would admit it if they suffered losses. Now that debt collectors specialize in this, where can they not overdo her?

In the first two days, she still scared her and asked her to raise money, but later Sui Yulan didn't care about this anymore, and the debt collectors naturally began to escalate their countermeasures. The most ruthless time was on the day of the Qingming Festival, when she was dragged around the corner as soon as she went out. The other party was a debt collector she was familiar with, but this time the other party didn't scare her or talk to her, but directly grabbed her and pulled her away from the car, and finally the car was bumpy, and she was thrown into a broken warehouse.

The abandoned warehouses in the suburbs are full of broken copper and iron, rotten garbage heaps, iron rods and iron beds. She was tied in her hands, and four or five big men around her stared at her maliciously.

Sui Yulan immediately panicked.

This is also the reason why Qi Ye didn't want Liang Jin to find these people in the first place, but all debt collection is always inseparable from violent threats and illegal imprisonment. In case they make a big deal and something happens to them, Liang Jin will inevitably be affected. Later, Liang Jin also took this layer into account, so he spent more money.

Spending more money is because I am afraid that they will not work well, and second, I am afraid that some of them will go too far and cause trouble.

That day, Sui Yulan was grabbed like a chicken, dragged over and thrown over, and her clothes were saved several times in her terrible screams, and when she was finally dragged into the car again, her whole body almost collapsed.

Naturally, nothing happened to the people, and those people pretended to pull away the car that left her as it was.

But she was really frightened. She was thrown down at the intersection of a small road, and not far in front of her was the bustling hospital gate, where people were selling tea and eggs, grilled sausages, pancakes and fruits, fruit sellers, flower baskets, fortune tellers, fortune tellers, family and friends, and people driving in and out.

There are a lot of people.

But her legs were so weak that she couldn't get up. She was faintly happy for the rest of her life, but she was also worried about the next revenge of those people. This time, she finally threw off her armor, took out her mobile phone tremblingly, and called Liang Jin.

She only has Liang Jin's number, which was left to her husband when Liang Jin paid their medical bills in advance.

Sui Yulan didn't regret it completely, because what she was thinking at this time was not "I was wrong, I shouldn't repay virtue with resentment" but "It turns out that this person is not a good person." ”

"Liang Jin, who is not a good person", was connected this time.

Sui Yulan asked in a trembling voice, "You...... Hello, Liang Liang...... Mr. Leung......"

She still wanted to continue to introduce herself, but she was already slightly impatient and said, "What's the matter?" ”

"......" Sui Yulan swallowed a mouthful of saliva, looked up at the alley, and suddenly her limbs stiffened - this is the place where Xu Qingfeng saved her youngest son in the first place!

She shuddered with fright, and suddenly remembered Liang Jin's insidious threat last time - her child's life, her legs, he had to take it back for Xu Qingfeng!

There was no more luck, Sui Yulan opened her mouth several times, and finally cried out: "Please-I beg you, please spare our lives-"

There was no echo over there.

After Sui Yulan cried, the three souls seemed to come back slowly, she lay on the ground, hoarse and begged while crying: "I will pay back the money!" We also ...... Can you let me do it for a while...... I'm scared to death, please spare me first, they almost ...... today Only...... Just ...... me," she paused, and finally couldn't speak, and began to cry: "...... How can I live, I might as well die-"

She cried breathlessly, and begged Liang Jin to spare her life over and over again.

There was silence on the other end of the phone ......, and it wasn't until she finished crying that a faint low voice came.

The person on the other end asked her, "Sui Yulan, what did you say?" ”