Directly pushed open the door of the backstage, and strode to the dresser that he usually uses in turn with others, maybe because many players are waiting on the side of the stage to watch the performance on the stage, waiting to go on stage, so there are fewer people in the backstage, maybe those people in the backstage instinctively noticed that there was something wrong with Zhang Liu, who strode in at this time, and it was best not to provoke it now, so the dresser that many people usually queue up to grab is not used at this time, and no one is in front of Zhang Liu.

Walking to the dresser, Zhang Liu supported the table with one hand, pressed his chest with the other, and the love of criing and crying guilty in his chest frantically made people have the illusion that the soul that had dissipated was about to break out of his chest, Zhang Liu knew that this was just an illusion, but the incense that suddenly became thick and almost crystalline floating towards him around him, and the evil qi that suddenly became rich and rushed to him, was not an illusion.

He became Zhang Liu, so he had to bear the cause and effect of "Zhang Liu", so when the evil qi suddenly condensed, the touched memory or heart knot began to collapse under the attraction of the evil qi.

Raising his hand to cover his eyes, Zhang Liu knew that the blackness under his eyes was deepening, and the overly churning emotions disturbed his state of mind, and there was a crack in his mood, and the demons in his heart would naturally take advantage of the void.

Calm down! Calm down! Calm down!

The part of the soul that belongs to the monk is shouting frantically, and the part of the soul that belongs to the mortal is fearing, fearing into demons, going crazy with fear, and becoming a stupid, ridiculous and crazy scumbag like Zhang Fu, the father of "Zhang Liu".

What to do? What to do? What to do?

How can I calm down as quickly as possible?

Zhang Liu, who was almost crazy, was madly trying to come up with a way to calm his feelings, while the emotional part or heart made a decision earlier than his head.

For a moment, my hands were cold.

In an instant, all emotions were restored to calm.

In an instant, the violently fluctuating heart gradually calmed down.

Zhang Liu was stunned, let go of his hand in a daze, looked up, and saw that the big mirror embedded in the dresser reflected his face, Zhang Liu looked at his face, looked at the water marks in his eyes, and realized something.

So, he cried?

Tears are the best tool for human beings to vent their emotions, and when Zhang Liu was frantically thinking about how to calm himself down and prevent the demons from finding a crack to invade, he forgot that when the pain was too intense, he could actually choose a very human way to vent - he could cry.

Looking at the tears that kept falling out of the mirror, Zhang Liu smiled, laughed and cried, cried and laughed, and wiped his tears too much while crying, sitting in front of the dresser, Zhang Liu didn't control his tears.

It may be embarrassing to cry, but Zhang Liu at this time doesn't care much about whether it's a shame or not, because it's better to be embarrassed than to go crazy.

Zhang Liu, who was entangled in his inner mood and frantically trying to resist the demons in his heart, didn't notice that when he walked down from the stage, there was a photographer on the side who was staring at him with a camera behind him, and followed him all the way to the backstage.

Zhang Liu noticed that someone was following him, turned around, and saw the camera that was shooting at him, and the anger in Fang Hui's calm chest instantly boiled.

Got him to the point of such a wolf bèi humiliation, and still shoot at him!

Anger accumulated in his eyes, making Zhang Liu's expression instantly cold, however, the situation that was on the verge of getting out of control just now made Zhang Liu very jealous in his heart, clenched his fists slightly, took a deep breath, and brought the anger back to his chest, Zhang Liuhui had his usual cold and ruthless appearance, and then ignored the camera staring at him, slowly stood up, turned around and walked into an independent changing room, opened the door, walked in, and closed the door with a "clang" when the photographer was about to follow the probe to shoot.

The photographer's last shot is the door of the changing room slamming shut.

The semi-match was broadcast live, which means that the qiē just now was directly broadcast and displayed in front of all the viewers who stayed in front of this channel with the TV on.

The last thing the family saw in front of the TV was the closed door.

The three people who unconsciously held their breath and didn't speak saw this, and the mother sighed slightly and said, "This child is strange and pitiful, he looks very good, he sings well, it's a pity that the conditions at home are like this." ”

Xu Xu was a little distracted, from the moment he just arrived at the scene when Zhang Liu closed the door of the changing room, his eyes were a little fluttering, and he didn't know what to think again, what would he do when he heard the words of his mother, he frowned slightly, and said, "What is a pity?" It's not his fault what's going on at home. ”

Xu's mother sighed and said: "You are a child, I don't understand, the child raised by such a family must be abnormal in his heart, you don't see that he speaks very extremely, come to compete in other people's programs, so don't give face to the host and judges, can you be better later?" This is not taught by parents and is not sensible. ”

When he heard his mother's words, he was a little angry and said, "Mom, how can you say that! It's not his fault that things are going on at home, is it appropriate to point fingers at him? Besides, you said he wouldn't be in trouble, and I think he's right! The competition is the competition, and it is not miserable, if you sing well and perform well, you will be promoted, and if you can't do well, you will be eliminated, why are you doing so many emotions? I think it's good for him to do that! There are too many things that will come in this society, and there are too few people who dare to tell the truth and are willing to tell the truth! ”

When the mother heard this, she looked at the permission with a childish and innocent expression, with a teasing look in her eyes, and said with a smile: "You, you are too naïve and stupid. ”

This is not the first time that the mother of the permission has said, and her mother is not the only one who said to her, last year, the school assigned homework and left a paper, the permission spent half a month to write more than 5,000 words by herself, and her bedmate copied a piece on the Internet, but when the paper was handed in, her bed paper was praised by the teacher, and her paper was criticized by the teacher, and the permission still remembers that when she went back to the dormitory, her bedmate covered her mouth and smiled and said: "Who is still so stupid in this era to write word by word, There are some people on the Internet who write better than you, stupid. ”

At this moment, when her mother said the same mocking words as her bedmate, she was angry and blurted out, "It's not that I'm stupid, it's that you're too dirty!" ”

As soon as these words came out, Xu's mother's face immediately changed, and she said angrily: "How can you speak!? Do you talk to your mom like that? You're still a student at the Faculty of Letters! I also studied literature! Learn this virtue! What kind of literature to study! No basic politeness! ”

In her heart, she felt that she was so rude to her mother, but on the other hand, she felt that she was right, the two feelings were entangled, coupled with her mother's accusation of changing color, so that Xu Xu felt wronged and painful, and immediately bit her lip, and couldn't help but tears began to fall.

The permitted cousin saw that the aunt was angry at the cousin, and she was too frightened to speak.

The mother glanced at her niece, and when she saw that she seemed to be frightened of the little girl, she forcibly suppressed her anger, got up and walked to the kitchen behind the house, and said angrily, "Don't look at it! It's a belly of anger! ”

On TV, behind Zhang Liu, the next contestant, Qi Gang, has already started singing, but obviously, the license family has no heart to pay attention to Qi Gang's performance now.

Yuan Chen was very flustered, and kept patting the door of the changing room, and explained in a little panic while patting: "Zhang Liu, you open the door, I'll ...... Is there something you come out to say, I'...... I'm sorry...... I...... I really didn't know it would happen, I was just afraid that you would be eliminated. ”

Yuan Chen was really a little panicked at this time, when Brother Yan asked him not to tell Zhang Liu that he had revealed Zhang Liu's family background to the program team, Yuan Chen began to feel uneasy, he was more or less to the point that the program team was going to play a surprise attack, but he didn't dare to sue Zhang Liu, because Brother Yan's words vaguely revealed that if he didn't cooperate, maybe a player like Zhang Liu who didn't cooperate might be eliminated.

Yuan Chen really wanted to help Zhang Liu at that time, and he really didn't want Zhang Liu to be eliminated.

He thought that when it was time for the live broadcast, Zhang Liu might turn his face and get angry, and he might lose his temper at him, but he didn't think that Zhang Liu would cry.

From the day they first met, that is, the day when Yuan Chen drove the car he borrowed from a friend to the magazine, even if he was not feeling well and his face was pale, Yuan Chen had never seen Zhang Liu show weakness, all along, Zhang Liu's image in his heart was a ruthless character who would not have any emotional fluctuations, but just now Zhang Liu cried.

Seeing Zhang Liu's tears, Yuan Chen was stunned.

After the stunned, it was panic and ...... A faint sense of distress.

I hurt Zhang Liu, this realization made Yuan Chen stand in front of the changing room and knock on the door over and over again, panicked and didn't know what to say, at this moment, he knocked on the door over and over again like a fly and annoying, not so much that he was asking for forgiveness, but more worry, worrying about Zhang Liu, who locked himself inside, he was worried that something would happen to Zhang Liu.

Just when Yuan Chen tried to knock on the changing room again, the door suddenly opened, Zhang Liu walked out of it, his clean face without the slightest water stain could not see any traces of crying at all, calm and waveless eyes, no undulating expression, no trace of love just now, as if he had recovered his consistent state Zhang Liu said to Yuan Chen: "Call." ”

Yuan Chen was stunned, and didn't react with a "ha" sound.

Zhang Liu Yan was slightly cold, and repeated again, "Call, call home, I want to confirm my sister's condition." ”