Chapter 44

After the video was broadcast, the three people on the judges' table were slightly stunned, Peng Fei frowned slightly, Shen Xiao only showed a slightly surprised expression, only Yu Xiaoyan in the middle asked with tears in the corners of her eyes at this time: "You are sixteen years old, you are still a minor!" Your parents...... I can't take care of you now, by the way, what about your sisters? Where is it now? ”

Yu Xiaoyan is a judge, of course this was asked directly to Zhang Liu, Zhang Liu looked at Yu Xiaoyan, and swept his eyes again, at this time, the audience who calmed down and listened to Yu Xiaoyan from the atmosphere that was heated just now suddenly felt very funny.

There is no such thing as a free lunch, always.

The so-called drama is acting for everyone to see for the audience to enjoy, and on the contrary, the drama is not playing with the audience.

I'll show you, maybe you know I'm acting, maybe you don't know I'm acting, but it doesn't matter, you please me, I please you, as long as you don't say anything, as long as you don't smash it, we are all happy to be idiots who enjoy each other and enjoy each other.

Now that Zhang Liu is standing here, he has such a feeling that he has been played, and what is even more ridiculous is that at this moment he is being played at the same time that he is also playing with others, he is making a marionette, and he has to cooperate with the performance of a monkey show that is appreciated, picking up the tragic experience of "Zhang Liu", and cao playing with those idiot viewers who are judged by the show to cry as long as they incite sensationalism.

Zhang Liu stood there, feeling the evil aura that seemed to be not there and seemed to be there if there was nothing that would pounce on him the next moment.

It is not right to take it, but it is also evil.

I almost saw the hallucination of Xie Yong's ending repeating itself.

After being silent for a long time, Zhang Liu replied: "Can I not answer?" ”

Yu Xiaoyan has been famous for some years, although she is not a first-line star, but in a country with a large population, as long as it can be remembered by the audience and can be named, it can already be regarded as popular, so at this moment, a popular star, or an elder, is very kind and full of emotion to ask an unknown junior question, and this junior actually said that he would not answer, which made Yu Xiaoyan stunned.

At this time, the hostess hurriedly rescued the scene and said: "Zhang Liu ......"

Before the hostess finished speaking, Zhang Liu spoke first, her voice was slightly higher and sharper, interrupting the hostess's words and saying: "My name is Zhang Liu, Lizao Zhang, Yang Liu's Liu, I am here to sell art, not to sell miserably." ”

As soon as these words came out, not only choked the host, but also choked the judges, and Yu Xiaoyan was speechless.

The scene was instantly cold.

However, Zhang Liu didn't seem to notice that his words caused a cold scene, standing there, coldly sweeping all the audience and judges, and said: "I'm here for the competition today, the judges, teachers and the audience think I sing well, so give me a promotion, if you think I sing badly, let me be eliminated!" What happens to me at home has nothing to do with how well I perform. ”

At this time, Yu Xiaoyan reacted and spoke: "Zhang Liu, child, I know that you must be very uncomfortable now, everyone just cares about you......"

"Concern?" Zhang Liu interrupted Yu Xiaoyan's words very rudely, "You didn't know who I was before today?" The audience doesn't know who I am? I'm just a stranger to you. Why do you suddenly care so much about a stranger? Zhang Liu's voice is very clear, his voice has been transformed by Xie Yong's remnant Jiedan aura, directly skipping the development period that normal boys will have, and his body has been upgraded overnight to approach the most physiologically attainable mature and perfect state, such a low enough voice originally lacked a little bit of thick enough pressure, but because of the strength of the mental power, because there seemed to be a little spiritual power infused into his voice, so even if it was not thick enough, Zhang Liu's voice still attracted everyone's unconscious listening, At this time, no one interrupted Zhang Liu's words, and the host forgot to "save the scene", so Zhang Liu continued.

"You're not caring about me, you're sympathizing with me." The voice was very calm, recovering the usual state of no emotion, Zhang Liu said, "I don't need your sympathy and charity, can you sympathize with me for a while, can you sympathize with me for a lifetime?" People who live their lives on the sympathy and charity of others are either liars or waste, and I don't want to be either a liar or a waste. ”

This is the hostess's face is already a little bad, and the choreographer in the headset is already anxious to save her, and she can't let Zhang Liu continue to say this.

Although during the rehearsal of the script, Chu Man, as one of the supporters, did not quite agree with Brother Yan's plan, it may be a woman's instinct, she always hopes that everything is more rigorous and safer, and that things like playing temporary situations can still be avoided, but Brother Yan feels that Zhang Liu has a lot of stories on him, and he wants to make a breaking point, digging deeper, and insisting on the original disgust, Chu Man has no choice but to obey the arrangement.

Maybe it's an illusion, during the audition, the female supporter at the scene was also Chu Man, at that time she watched Zhang Liu kick the human trafficker's leg off, since then, she felt that Zhang Liu may be young, but he may have inherited some of the fierceness of his murderer father, and he was so ruthless to death, this kind of ruthless guy at a young age reminded Chu Man of the male classmates in her class who were like gangsters when she was studying, those guys are different from the good students who listen to the teacher, and they don't play cards according to the rules.

Sure enough, it's not like this now, it can't end like this, and she has to find a way to save the scene.

Hard-headed, Chu Man spoke, his voice sounded very sincere, and he also felt a little emotional, and said: "Zhang Liu, I know that today's incident is very sudden for you, and I also reveal one thing to the audience here, that is, we didn't show this video during the rehearsal, Zhang Liu didn't know that the people in our program team went to his hometown, I think, each of us has some parts that are unwilling to speak to people, this part is like a wound, although it hurts very much, although I know that this purulent wound should be cleaned and medicated, But it hurts so much, it hurts so much that I don't want to touch it, it hurts so much that I just want to hide it like this, and deceive myself that the wound is no longer there.

Zhang Liu, standing here today, all of us, what we want to do is to make you face yourself, because people can only face up to their past in order to move towards the future, I know that maybe the past family experience made you ...... at such a young age How so...... It's a bit extreme, but sometimes life is like this, there will always be some bad things, but we can't refuse to look at those good things just because bad things happen. Zhang Liu, you may not know that during the audition, Mr. Peng Fei paid great attention to you and felt that your voice was very good, and now Mr. Yu is also like this, everyone cares about it, and hopes to help you. ”

Chu Man also seemed to be touched, and his words were very sincere, so that many audiences, including the judges, listened to it, and couldn't help but look at Zhang Liu, as if they all unconsciously agreed with Chu Man's statement-We are watching you here, because we care about you.

Zhang Liu couldn't help laughing, then sighed slightly, and said: "I don't know if others care about it, but I know what your program team cares about the most, ratings, just ratings, what you did today is not for me, just for the ratings." ”

This sentence choked Chu Man again, and he couldn't speak.

At this time, the male host couldn't bear it anymore, and hurriedly wanted to say something to make a round, but Zhang Liu spoke first again, saying: "I don't need you to care about me, I don't need you to pity me, I'm not here to sell miserably, I just want to be upright and not steal, rob or cheat, rely on my ability to survive in this place, that's all." ”

After saying this, Zhang Liu continued: "I won't say anything more, I've already delayed a lot of everyone's precious time, give up the time to the players behind." After speaking, Zhang Liu stuffed the microphone back into the host's hand, and then turned around and walked backstage without looking back.

While walking, Zhang Liu held down his heart, his heart was beating wildly, from the moment he said the words "don't steal, don't rob, don't cheat", he was beating wildly, part of the love that didn't belong to him was rolling wildly in his chest, and some memories of "Zhang Liu" that he usually ignored rushed out in his brain, like old film, intermittently deformed and pitched playback in front of him, but the playback and replay came and went, and finally it would fall on a picture:

A big tear rolled down from the eyes of an apricot-eyed woman, and she looked at him with some trembling and said, "Son, you can be unproductive, you can study badly, but you can't steal other people's things, that's not right." ”

Pressing the corners of his forehead, the impact of the numerous memories in his brain made Zhang Liu dizzy, however, no matter how dizzy his head was, he still recognized the woman in front of him, because this woman was Tang Mei, his body, "Zhang Liu" mother.

Instantly, he remembered the origin of this scene.

It was not long after "Zhang Liu" had just entered high school, Zhang Fu's old illness relapsed and began to gamble, beat his wife, and beat his arms and legs, but he was not as tough as he was but always tried to protect his mother and sister with him, "Zhang Liu", who was always beaten with a blue nose and swollen face, was ridiculed at school, and could not protect the frustration of his mother and sister, the atmosphere at home that seemed to freeze, coupled with the restlessness of adolescence, "Zhang Liu" also relapsed from his old illness and began to rebel, like he had a period of time when he was a child, stealing things, fighting and cheating people, etc.

After being caught stealing things and fighting three or four times, "Zhang Liu" was expelled, on the day he was expelled, Tang Mei went to the school to take him home, on the way back, Tang Mei didn't say a word, and finally, before entering the house, Tang Mei turned her head, looked at Zhang Liu, cried, and shed tears, saying: "Son, you can be unproductive, you can study badly, but you can't steal other people's things, that's not right." ”

Then, maybe she was angry, Tang Mei didn't talk to "Zhang Liu" for three days, "Zhang Liu" felt guilty and didn't dare to face her mother, so she went out and wandered around and didn't go home.

Three days later, Tang Mei was beaten to death by Zhang Fu.

Tang Mei said to "Zhang Liu" with tears that she couldn't steal, that was the last thing Tang Mei said to Zhang Liu.