Chapter 208
A drop of clear tears slipped down, and just when Cai Wei's heart was like ashes, she was suddenly held tightly in her arms, and then she heard Qin Fei whispering in her ear: "If I don't let go of your hand, how can I hug you in my arms?" โ
"You ......" Cai Wei only said one word and couldn't say it anymore, choked up, he still understood her mind in the end.
Qin Fei tried to kiss away the big tears that fell from the corners of her eyes a little awkwardly, and said viciously, "I think, I didn't hear the meaning of your words wrong, although I just let go of your hand temporarily, but I will never let go of you for the rest of my life, even if you want to escape now, it will be too late for you to escape, because I have made up my mind so easily, since you sent it to the door yourself, then don't blame me for tying you firmly to me in the future, and you are not allowed to leave half a step, unless I die, no, even if I die, you don't want to leave me half a step again!" โ
Cai Wei muttered: "Why do I still want to run away, where are you, where is my home, and in the future, if you want to drive me away, I will never leave you." โ
Qin Fei put his forehead against her forehead and asked, "Do you know what agreement you just made?" Your rest of your life, your body, your heart will have to be firmly tied to me, do you really regret it? โ
"I've got what I wanted, why should I regret it?"
"Even if you give up your dream of traveling to Sealand in order to stay with me, will you not regret it in the slightest? Because no matter how much I love you and love you, I will never let you go to sea and travel so far away from me. โ
"In life, there is always a give-and-take, I don't regret it!"
The fiery kiss fell on her face and lips like a sky, Qin Fei finally kissed her the lips and said, "Okay, this is what you said, if you deceive me like those bad people in the future, I will definitely drag you to hell together, and the two of us will never be born together!" โ
The more he swore such a curse, the more Cai Wei knew the uneasiness and fear in his heart, and the more she wanted to appease him.
So she put a shallow kiss on his lips for the first time, and whispered in his ear: "Don't worry, I will never leave you in this life, let's hold hands and accompany each other until we grow old, you shelter me from the wind and rain, I will die for you, and I will never let you be alone again!" โ
She knew that although Qin Fei had taken this step, she still had many doubts and uneasiness in her heart, so she couldn't care about being shy, and generously said all kinds of love words to him to calm his heart.
Qin Fei tightly encircled her in his arms, and let the faint fragrance on her body wrap herself, from then on, she was the bright moonlight in his dark night, the warm charcoal fire in winter, the only light and the only warmth he had in this world.
"Your Highness......" After a long time, Cai Wei called softly.
Qin Fei rubbed her ears affectionately, and said softly: "Call me Zifei or Ah Fei Ducheng, just stop calling me Your Highness!" โ
"Zifei ......," Cai Wei said softly, "How long have we been married, and Your Highness told me your words." It can be seen that you don't know how much you have hidden from me on weekdays? Tell me the truth, or elseโ"
"How are you going to be?" Qin Fei bit her neck lightly, "Could it be that you still want to leave me here?" โ
Cai Wei was in pain, so she pinched him on the waist, "Even if you want to divorce me, I still don't agree?" No matter what you do, I will never leave you, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, in fact, I just want to hear more about Zifei's past, know more about Zifei's past, so that I know that Zifei likes this and doesn't like that when I was twelve years old; Fifteen-year-old Zifei has any differences from before......"
"Why do you want to know about the past me?" Qin Fei was silent for a moment and asked.
"Because you like a person, you naturally want to know everything about him. Besides, since I was twelve years old, you have been hiding from the side from time to time and peeking at me, knowing what I like to eat and what I don't like to eat, what color I like the most, whose articles I recite the most on weekdays, and knowing my various preferences and habits, but I don't know anything about you, isn't it too unfair? โ
In her complaint, Qin Fei remembered the scene when she first saw her, in fact, she still said less, he had even seen what she looked like and temperament when she was nine years old, and he knew it clearly, because his voyeurism about her started as early as the fourteenth year of Lin De, when she was nine years old.
Although the first meeting with her was not very pleasant, but later peeping into the daily life of this little girl became his favorite thing to do, in his voyeuristic career in those years, she was the only one who made him envious, jealous and hateful among so many people he peeped at, but he didn't think that this "hate" turned into "love" in the end, and it went deep into the bone marrow day by day, and it was unforgettable.
"I have nothing to say about my childhood, and if you listen to it, I am afraid it will make you feel uncomfortable, because I have never had a happy thing, but all the big and small things that happened to me are all fucking-"
Although Cai Wei wanted to know more about him, she was never willing to pay the price of reminding him of his past pain, and hurriedly said: "Those are all in the past, I will be by your side in the future, if you are angry, sad and unhappy, I will tell you jokes, no matter what method I use, I will always make you laugh again." Let's just live happily in the future, and leave all the unhappy things in the past behind, and don't care about it anymore. โ
Qin Fei's heart warmed, and he hugged her neck and kissed her for a long time before letting go of her. "Although I don't want to talk about it, there is one thing, well, no, two things that I must make clear to you."
"This first thing is the matter I had with Sun Xuemei in the past, although you never asked, I also know your mind and wisdom, and I will not suspect and think about something for no reason, but as far as I am concerned, I should still be with you, otherwise, if there is a little misunderstanding between you and me because of such a trivial matter in the future, it will be too late for me to regret it."
No matter how open-minded and generous a woman is, she will also be curious about the past between her beloved and the woman next to her before, Cai Wei is naturally not exempt from vulgarity, although she is reluctant to ask him, it can be seen that he took the initiative to tell him that he knew, and he was moved and happy. rubbed his chin and said, "If Zi treats me like this, how can we have any misunderstandings in the future?" You are so considerate of my heart, how can I only care about my own curiosity and not your feelings? โ
"Ah Fei, I know that you don't like to think about the past in your heart, especially this one, if it brings back those painful memories of your past, it is better not to talk about it. Anyway, I have guessed most of your affairs with her, and more importantly, I know that you will no longer miss her in your heart, from now on, you will only think about me, miss me, yes or no? โ
Sometimes, the best way to appease a lover who is afraid of losing himself is not to tell him over and over again how much he loves him, but to show him the ups and downs of his love.
Qin Fei imprinted a kiss between her eyebrows, "Well, I only thought about you several years ago, and I don't want anyone in this world in the future except you!" โ
The two of them warmed up for a while, and Qin Fei still asked with some reassurance, "Do you really have nothing to do with my affairs with the Sun family?" "Although it is a good thing for a woman to be generous, but if a woman is too generous and has no jealousy, does she really like this man?
Cai Wei thought for a while and said, "If you don't care at all, how can it be?" Although you just said that it was just a temporary infatuation of Chu Mu Shaoai, but in the end, ...... In the end, after being hurt by her, you would rather give up your rich life of fine clothes and food, be alone, far away from the capital, wander and wander for three years, suffering all kinds of hardships than returning to Beijing. It can be seen that she must have been deeply hurt by her at that time, if it wasn't for the deep feelings poured into her, how could it be? โ
If a maid who Qin Fei didn't care about at all designed to deceive him, he would not be so angry and sad that he would not be so angry, and in this world, only those people we really care about and like can really hurt us.
Although he couldn't see her face, just listening to her voice already made Qin Fei feel that she was really pitiful and cute, and first took a bite of her little hand in his hand before he smiled: "Although you guessed most of my past with her, there is one thing you guessed wrong, although I was sad back then, but it was not for her betrayal of me, but for another person's betrayal of me!" โ
"That person is the person who hurts me the most in this world!"