62. Walked away
"Eh, is there still a person standing in front of our house?"
The family was eating fruit and watching TV, Zhao Meizhi was suddenly startled and jumped up. When Lin Haicheng and Lin Shanshan heard this, they hurriedly walked together and opened the curtains, through the glass, and sure enough, seeing a person standing faintly at the door, Lin Haicheng was also startled
"I'll go out and see if you don't come out."
"Forget it, don't go out. Our doors are closed, nothing happens."
And Lin Shanshan looked at the shadowy, half-covered figure in the courtyard, how to look at it and feel familiar, hearing that Lin Haicheng was about to open the door, Lin Shanshan suddenly understood who was standing outside
"Dad, I'll go"
"You kid are going to join in the fun."
Zhao Meizhi's heart trembled when she heard this, and she stepped forward and grabbed Lin Shanshan, afraid that Lin Shanshan's head would rush out as soon as her head was hot.
But who knows, Lin Shanshan shook her head and pointed to the figure outside very calmly
"It's Qin Jian."
“”
Lin Haicheng was stunned
"Is it Qin Jian? How can you see a shadow? ”
Lin Shanshan smiled awkwardly
"After all, I watched him grow up?"
"Poor mouth."
Zhao Meizhi raised her hand and knocked on Lin Shanshan's head and said
"Ah Jian is going to go to country M tomorrow, maybe I'm here to say goodbye to you, you go, this kid is really, standing at the door dryly, why don't you knock on the door."
Lin Shanshan sighed secretly, and didn't say anything, like a loach, she was about to run out as soon as she drilled into the door, and Zhao Meizhi hurriedly shouted
"Wait, get dressed."
As he spoke, he turned around and took a thick coat for Lin Shanshan, and watched Lin Shanshan wear it, so he gave up.
"Go ahead."
Lin Shanshan nodded
"Say goodbye, I'll come in right away, don't lock the door."
As he spoke, he trotted out with his boots on.
"Eh, they're all children, two of them, this time it's a little fierce, they're both stubborn, look at how long they've been separated, it's reluctant, right? I said that the two children were just tossing around. ”
"Young man."
Lin Haicheng's mentality has always been good, and he disapproves of Zhao Meizhi's words.
Zhao Meizhi glanced at Lin Haicheng with disgust
"It's young people who worry about me."
Lin Haicheng hurriedly hugged Zhao Meizhi and walked in with a smile. On the other side, as soon as Lin Shanshan pushed the door open, Qin Jian at the door was stunned, and subconsciously took a step back and wanted to hide immediately, and the idea of hiding was pressed down vividly, and a pair of eyes fell on Lin Shanshan's body, as if he had taken root and couldn't move.
"On Chinese New Year's Eve, how did it come out?"
Seeing Lin Shanshan trotting out of the yard wrapped tightly, Qin Jian's whole person couldn't help but be gentle.
Lin Shanshan was stunned for a moment, looked up at Qin Jian, and sighed for a while before white smoke curled.
"My mother saw a person standing outside my yard for some reason, and thought it was some kind of bad man. Seeing that it was you, my mother said that it might be you who came to say goodbye, so she let me out. ”
Lin Shanshan said that the green was crisp, but Qin Jian was inexplicably disappointed when she heard it. So if Aunt Lin hadn't spoken, Lin Shanshan wouldn't have planned to come out.
"You're leaving tomorrow?"
Seeing that Qin Jian didn't speak, Lin Shanshan asked. The latter nodded
"Hmm."
Lin Shanshan was still waiting for Qin Jian to say something, but she didn't expect to snort and disappear, looking up, Qin Jian's eyes were a little deep, and they fell on herself so lightly, as if she didn't care about what she was talking about, she only cared about the people in her eyes.
"How long are you going to go?"
"I don't know, if it's fast, you should be able to come back before school starts, and if it's slow, it's about longer. I won't know until I get there for a test check. ”
"Is it very strict?"
Lin Shanshan raised her hand and pulled her sleeve, her whole hand was retracted into the cuffs, but a small action was completely seen by Qin Jian, almost instantly, Qin Jian naturally picked up Lin Shanshan's hand and wrapped it into a fist, the whole package was so small and soft in her palm that Qin Jian could almost completely grasp it.
"The earlier inspection was very strict, but the few times I went to the re-examination, it seems to be improving."
Qin Jian didn't feel that there was anything wrong with his actions at all, he felt the coldness in his hands, and couldn't help but rub it. Lin Shanshan looked at Qin Jian in front of her with a strange expression, and silently thought in her heart: He is a patient, he can't be taken seriously, he is a patient, he can't be taken seriously.
"I'm not really cold."
Lin Shanshan smiled awkwardly, her hand was slightly strained, and she wanted to break free from Qin Jian's hand, but she didn't want her originally dry and warm big hand to "squeeze" and hold on, not giving Lin Shanshan the slightest possibility to leave.
Lin Shanshan was suddenly helpless
"Qin Jian, I know that you are the reason for the trouble, but if you continue like this, I think you will definitely regret it afterwards."
Since Qin Jian's "rebirth" Lin Shanshan has known, perhaps she can feel that the previous Qin Jian has not disappeared, and even occasionally affects Qin Jian, such as now.
"Regret what?"
Lin Shanshan exerted all her strength before she broke free from Qin Jian's hands, stuck her hands in her hands, and hung them in her pockets.
"I'm here for your good. Have a nice trip tomorrow and get well soon. ”
"Wait until I get back."
Qin Jian bent down slightly, looking at Lin Shanshan's eyes, so big, so bright, only himself in the entire pupil Qin Jian smiled with satisfaction, and said softly.
The latter was stunned, quietly took a step back, looked down at his toes, and was silent for a while before nodding
"If you disappear, if the memory of that memory disappears, if you still remember the memory of this life, I'll wait."
Qin Jian straightened up again when she heard this, and didn't answer Lin Shanshan's question again, but her eyes became deeper and darker, like thick and unstirring ink, bottomless black
"Let's go inside."
At no time, more than now, Lin Shanshan is convinced that Qin Jian is really sick, and the two memories of the illness are not light, and the changes brought to Qin Jian are simply earth-shaking!
Lin Shanshan looked at Qin Jian like this, without any hesitation, turned around and walked back, it's time to bless the blessing, it's time to say goodbye, what is the future of Qin Jian Lin Shanshan can't choose, but Lin Shanshan is not stingy with blessings, and sincerely wishes him that he can live in this world safely and healthily, whether it is the previous Qin Jian or the current Qin Jian, it is a beautiful thing in Lin Shanshan's memory.
Qin Jian just looked at Lin Shanshan's back, step by step, into the courtyard, and when she entered the house, she couldn't see it anymore, only the lamp that was still on, showing the warmth in the house.
The street lamps in the community are still dutifully emitting light in winter, and there is still a darkness in front of them, Qin Jian stands at the edge of the light, bright and dark, so that people can't see the expression clearly, but he stands straight, that is a standing that even the darkness can't swallow.
******
The next day, the first day of the Lunar New Year, Qin Jian was on the plane at two o'clock in the afternoon, and not only the Qin family, but also the Lin family also went to the airport to see him off.
Qin Jian's departure was very decisive and free, listening carefully to the instructions of his family, calmly pulling the small suitcase and walking inside, the family was also happy, full of expectations for Qin Jian's condition.
But when Qin Jian disappeared from everyone's field of vision, Qin Guangxian and Li Yun couldn't help but sigh in unison.
"This child didn't worry about it since he was a child, but he didn't expect to get sick and have to be alone"
Li Yun was full of distress and guilt for Qin Jian's incident this time, and Qin Guang raised his hand first and tightened his wife
"Don't say that, you have to think that when Ah Jian comes back, she will be a healthy person again. Nothing is better than health. ”
"Don't worry too much, I've already told my friends over there, Ah Jian will be picked up when he gets off the plane, I'll give you his contact number when I go back, if you don't worry, you can go directly to him."
Zhao Meizhi comforted the Qin family husband and wife, and the latter hurriedly waved his hand
"We can naturally trust the people you are looking for, but it is Ajan's illness"
"If you can find the reason, it's a good thing, and it will be good."
Lin Haicheng has always been broad-hearted, and the Lin family is also worried about Qin Jian's affairs, but they are not afraid if they find a good doctor and find a way. I'm afraid that kind of unwitting illness is the one that kills people.
"Yes, yes, it must be good, it must be good! When the time comes, let people count the days, I have to find a temple of miracles to put it on, and I don't ask for anything, just for peace. ”
Li Yun said again and again.
Because Qin Guangxian couldn't leave the country because of his work, and Li Yun, Qin Guangxian's wife, couldn't leave the country either, Qin Jian's incident this time really made both of them worried.
Lin Haicheng and Zhao Meizhi comforted the two of them along the way, comforted them for a while, and said something else to divert their attention, which made the two feel at ease a little