61. Missed

In Lin Shanshan's eyes, Lily is like a dazzling sun, strong, positive, free and dazzling.

Compared to Lin Shanshan to Qin Jian, Lily is domineering enough to Sun, since she said "don't meet again", she really doesn't meet again, even if Sun Baimo follows pathetically behind for a few days, whether it's sending messages or calling, Li Lili is like a stranger, doesn't love and ignores.

On the fourth day of the exam, Lin Shanshan remembered clearly that Sun Bomo directly hugged a handful of warm and bright red roses and blocked Lily, as if he couldn't accept Lily's "breakup", and only deceived himself into thinking that it was just to take revenge on himself.

But Lily kissed Shi Yan's lips fiercely at the door of the teaching building directly in front of Sun Bomo

At that time, I had just gotten out of the examination room, and there were a lot of people going back and forth, so when it came out, Lily became popular again, and even suppressed the topic of Jiang Xiaoyu's "being fostered" that had been in a lot of noise before. The whole scene of heathing and whistling was out of control, and it seemed that everyone had forgotten Sun Bomo's existence, only Lily and Shi Yan, only these two kissed in front of the teaching building, in front of so many alumni

Lin Shanshan looked at Sun Bomo holding the red rose, her already white face turned pale, and she couldn't help sighing. Some things, some people miss, really missed.

Since this time, Sun Bomo seems to have really given up, and he has never seen Sun Bomo again, and Lily doesn't seem to be affected at all because of Sun Bomo's affairs.

Time is still passing, and memories are constantly regressing. Thinking about it a long time later, Lin Shanshan still admired and envied Lily's decisiveness

As soon as the final exam is over, the entire W University is like a small empty city, empty.

Shi Yan's family was in the nearby city of Y, and in order to extend the time with Lily, the ticket date was postponed and postponed, and he still left W city a week before Chinese New Year's Eve. And Lin Shanshan had nothing to worry about, and went home as soon as she finished the exam.

After the winter vacation, Lin Shanshan followed the pig who stopped her, and every day in addition to the fixed communication with Lin Haicheng and Zhao Meizhi was to eat, sleep, sleep and read novels, and she didn't go out of the house for half a month.

A college without winter vacation homework is simply not fantastic!

But Zhao Meizhi really couldn't stand it.

"Shanshan, haven't you made a lot of friends? Didn't anyone ask you out to hang out? Staying home all day? ”

Lin Shanshan was holding her mobile phone, and when she saw the high-C part of the novel, she didn't lift her eyelids

"Lily is busy going out again, I don't want to go, Xuemei is home, far away, and the others are not having a good time. I'm good like this, I'm just at home with you, isn't it? ”

"You're going to fall into the pit of fiction. Also accompanied us. ”

Lin Shanshan couldn't help but roll her eyes, didn't she just fall into the pit of the novel? I've been squatting in this pit for more than ten years, if it weren't for reading novels, Qin Jian's reaction would be the most normal reaction when something like this happens.

Thinking of Qin Jian, Zhao Meizhi sat down next to Lin Shanshan

"You and Ah Jian haven't been in touch? People are going to go abroad after the New Year, and I don't know how long it will take to go, and when you want to think about others, you won't be able to see them. ”

"I won't miss him!"

Lin Shanshan threw away the phone, flipped over the whole person, and leaned on her belly, as if she had no bones.

"Mom, if I don't starve to death, as long as I have spiritual food, I can stay for a month without going out, do you believe it?"

"It's called spiritual food, it's a mess of books. See less. ”

“”

Zhao Meizhi saw that Lin Shanshan stopped talking, and sighed and said

"Country M has already contacted Ajan's plane ticket and booked it, and he will leave on the first day of the new year. If you don't go to someone now, don't cry when the time comes. ”

"Leaving on the first day of the new year?"

"Hmm. In the past few days, I heard that Ah Jian is dealing with the company's affairs, and the company has just opened to encounter this matter, and it is also thanks to Ah Jian's confidence that he can survive. ”

Lin Shanshan pursed her lips

"People are experienced and confident."

"What did you say?"

"Nothing."

Lin Shanshan hugged her mobile phone, and couldn't help but start thinking about Qin Jian's trip to country M, if she could, Lin Shanshan hoped from the bottom of her heart that Qin Jian's memories of her previous life could be erased, just like herself

That familiar Qin Jian can come back, Lin Shanshan didn't know a fantasy behind her back, maybe after Qin Jian came back from country M, he would become back to his previous life, no memory of his previous life, no Jiang Xiaoyu, no "past"

A qiē will go back to the beginning

But Lin Shanshan knew that this possibility was too small, and if that Qin Jian came back, could he really be with Qin Jian like before? There is such a memory, can you really go back to the past with the memory of Jiang Xiaoyu, and there is no mustard?

Jiang Xiaoyu Jiang Xiaoyu is like a thorn, dead between the two, unable to refuse or accept

It's like Qin Jian who came back with a memory.

"Mom, what are our arrangements for the New Year?"

"Your dad and I are going to cook together! You can say what you want to eat. ”

Lin Shanshan thought for a while and asked

"Just the three of us?"

"Yes. Your Aunt Wu has gone back for the New Year. Only your dad and I can still move shovels. ”

"At that time, it will be good to make dumplings and watch the Spring Festival Gala at home."

Zhao Meizhi nodded

"Do you want to play with fireworks? Prepare some for you? ”

"I'm not a child anymore, and besides, the community can't put this."

"Okay."

The two mothers and daughters whispered about buying new clothes, and they chattered for an hour or two, but Qin Jian's matter was not mentioned again.

*******

The holidays always pass very quickly, and it is the Chinese New Year's Eve in the blink of an eye. In Lin Shanshan's impression, most of them are a family of three who eat something good at home, and then complain while watching the Spring Festival Gala.

For a few years, Zhao Meizhi and Lin Haicheng couldn't come back in time for the Spring Festival, and Lin Shanshan completely became a "left-behind child".

Following the Qin family to have a reunion dinner, go to the door, and string relatives, compared to the cold appearance of the Lin family during the New Year, the Qin family is obviously much more lively.

The relatives of the seven aunts and eight aunts can't be counted. Qin Jian will always hold Lin Shanshan's hand, kowtow to people in a proper manner, and ask for red envelopes

Everyone had to praise the two of them when they saw them, remembering that at this time last year, Lin Shanshan also followed the Qin family to the door for a while and brought back a red envelope.

This year, because of Qin Jian's illness, the reunion dinner was eaten at Qin Jian's grandmother's house, although it was lively, I always felt a little uncomfortable.

A large family, more than a dozen people, had dinner, watched the Spring Festival Gala for a while, and then dispersed. Qin Guangxian led Qin Jian and Li Yun away early

The next day, Qin Jian had to go to country M alone to seek medical treatment, which made the two couples almost white-headed.

When the family went home, they happened to pass by the courtyard of the Lin family, and when they looked in from the outside, the lights were still on, so it should still be a family crammed together to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

Li Yun turned his head and saw Qin Jian's eyes looking at the door of the Lin family in a daze, without blinking, Li Yun let out a long sigh

"Ah Jian, have you and Shanshan not reconciled?"

“”

"You're leaving tomorrow, do you want to say goodbye to Shanshan?"

Li Yun said a few words in a row, but he didn't see his son speak, so he didn't say much, as soon as the car turned, the Lin family was already invisible, and the car stopped steadily at the Qin family.

The family got out of the car and was about to walk into the house, when Qin Jian suddenly opened his mouth to say something

"I'll go out and I'll be right back."

"Where to go? Leaving tomorrow and not having to pack your things? ”

Qin Guangxian looked at Qin Jian, frowned and said, Li Yun on the side reacted quickly and grabbed Qin Guangxian's clothes

"Don't make a fuss, this is to find Shanshan."

Qin Guang was stunned for a moment, and the latter patiently explained

"Ah Jian and Shanshan have an awkward quarrel, for so long, no one will bow their heads, they will leave tomorrow, at least say goodbye, let Ah Jian go by himself."

Qin Guang nodded first, thought about it and sighed again

"These two children"

The Qin family shook their heads helplessly and walked into the house. On the other side, Qin Jian went out of the door, walked out unhurriedly, just turned a corner, and his steps slowed down, as if he was afraid that something was abrupt, and his eyes were extraordinarily bright in the dark night, but they were a little nervous.

No matter how slow it is, the road is short, and it took a while to stop in front of the Lin family, holding the mobile phone in his hand, and the mobile phone screen is still on, which is really the page of the phone book. Lin Shanshan's name is bold and bold, jumping on it

But in the cold winter, there was almost a thin layer of sweat in his hands, and he never pressed the connect button