38. Miss me
After eating at home at noon, Sheng Fengshi and Yuan Mu did some housework leisurely, and went out to school fifteen minutes in advance to avoid the crowded time on the road.
When the time came, Yuan Mu took the book and sat on the small sofa waiting for Yao Ruoyu. Because he didn't discuss any specific countermeasures with Sheng Feng yesterday, Yuan Mu was a little uncertain in his heart. However, the water came to cover the earth, and Yuan Mu did not retreat.
Yao Ruoyu came as promised, glanced at the door, and asked Yuan Mu, "Are you waiting for me?" โ
"Yes."
"How did you know I was coming at this time?"
"Say it at the right time."
"She said you believed it?" Yao Ruoyu sat down on the two-seater's sofa.
Yuan Mu said, "Of course. โ
Yao Ruoyu smiled: "You are so good, like a puppy." โ
Yuan Mu didn't know whether she was praising or scolding.
Yao Ruoyu then said: "I praise you." โ
Yuan Mu: "Oh, thank you. โ
"Why are you so rusty? Aren't you carpenters good at dealing with people? โ
Yuan Mu said: "There are good at it. โ
"It's not you, is it? You also want to say that whether you are a carpenter or not, you are not good at dealing with people, right? โ
Yao Ruoyu guessed it all, Yuan Mu nodded and said, "If you have anything you want to ask, just ask directly." โ
"Do you have to ask me to sue me? Then you continue to hide it from me where I didn't ask? โ
"......" Yuan Mu completely understood what Sheng Fengshi meant by "venting" yesterday, which meant that no matter what she said, she could become a โกโก that caused Yao Ruoyu to be angry.
Yao Ruoyu asked: "How do you and your friends get along, and it's like this, when others ask, you answer, and if others don't ask, you cover it tightly?" โ
Yuan Mu said: "Almost. โ
"Then there is still a difference? What's the difference? I'd like to hear how much difference there is between being treated as a friend and being treated as an inappropriate friend. โ
A person who is unreasonable but angry - the image of Yao Ruoyu in Yuan Mu's heart at this time.
Yuan Mu sighed.
"Finally, you have a sigh too. When I chatted with you, I sighed ten thousand times in my heart, do you know how difficult it is for you to please? I thought you had a better temper than the time, and it was easier to be friends than her, but I was wrong from beginning to end. The more gentle the person, the more ruthless he is. At least I know the most I can do and how much impact each step I take has on her. As for you, I don't do so much to affect you at all. โ
Yuan Mu wondered, "You please me?" I didn't feel it. โ
"What do you think I'm going out of my way to look for you?"
"I thought you were trying to bend me."
Yao Ruoyu: "......"
"Isn't it? You ask me if I like the time, ask me if my family is urging me to get married, and introduce you to the high school teachers and classmates I share with the time, aren't these to make me get together with the time sooner? Although your actions did not motivate me, I already liked her the first time I met her, but I remembered your kindness in my heart. Yuan Mu knew that she should let Yao Ruoyu say more, but according to the current situation, blindly letting Yao Ruoyu vent is likely to evolve into Yao Ruoyu simply venting for the sake of venting.
Yuan Mu tried to reason with her: "You have been blaming me for not treating you as a friend, I think the problem is that I and you have a different understanding of friends, if you want me to treat you as a friend, you must at least comply with my requirements for friends." I don't ask us to have a common hobby, I don't like to be quiet, I don't ask you to respect my **, I don't say you don't ask. I think the most basic thing is that you have to be sincere, and when you face me, you want to communicate with me as a person, not always want to see something through me or induce me to say something. Even if you approached me with a purpose in the first place, it doesn't matter to me as long as you don't have malicious intent. But after we got along a few times, you already know my character, but you don't talk to me in a way that makes me comfortable, are you sincere? Do you really want to be friends with me? โ
Yao Ruoyu was speechless. Usually Yuan Mu always only said one or two sentences, Yao Ruoyu felt that she had the initiative to communicate, but when Yuan Mu started a tirade, Yao Ruoyu found that Yuan Mu was actually very imposing.
Yao Ruoyu didn't speak, and Yuan Mu could only stubbornly continue.
"If you have something to say, you can just say it to me. It's not the first time I've sued you like this. You're angry that you've done so much but it doesn't affect me, in fact, there is, but the foundation is wrong, so the direction is wrong, do you understand? The first time I ignored you, because you were a friend of the time, but I was with the time, not with her friends. Later, I ate with you and talked to you, all because I didn't hate you, and I felt that it was possible for me to be friends with you. Also, I never met you to know anything about the time from you, and if I wanted to know, I would go directly to the time. You complain that I don't treat you as a friend, but you never think about the reason, your contribution is weighed in your heart, you must know that the weight of these efforts in your heart is not the same as the weight in my heart. โ
Yuan Mu finally finished speaking, Yao Ruoyu didn't try to interject halfway, and Yao Ruoyu still didn't say a word after she finished speaking. Yuan Mu was sure that she had made all the meanings clear, but she also knew a truth: the same words would be different in the ears of those who said them and those who listened to them. As Yao Ruoyu's silence prolonged, Yuan Mu became more and more worried, and at this moment she strongly longed for Sheng Shi to be by her side.
"Yao Ruoyu, are you okay?"
"Okay." A smile hung on the corner of Yao Ruoyu's mouth, "I have always regarded you as a child, it turns out that I am the willful one." You don't talk much, but you think a lot in your heart. You're so much more mature than I thought you were. โ
"But there's one question I don't understand. You are very careful when you face the time, why are you so willful when facing me? โ
Yao Ruoyu shook her head: "Only I can say that I am willful." You're smaller than me, you can't say anything about me. โ
Yuan Mu apologized quickly: "I'm sorry, I won't say it." โ
"Good." Yao Ruoyu picked up her bag, "I'll go first, you must not eat with me in the afternoon, right?" โ
Yuan Mu was stunned, raised his head and asked, "Are you leaving?" Don't ask me anything? โ
"Ask you what? Would you say if I asked? โ
Yuan Mu nodded: "Yes." โ
"I don't want to ask now. Who you are does have anything to do with me? All I have to know is that you're the right girlfriend. โ
โโฆโฆ All right. Yuan Mu thought, Yao Ruoyu is really unpredictable, he was covered with thorns when he came, and now he is pretending to be indifferent.
Yuan Mu sent her out, closed the door, and stood there for a while, her mind still confused. Yao Ruoyu didn't ask the remaining questions from yesterday? Yao Ruoyu's love doesn't need to be vented? Is Yao Ruoyu's psychological condition better than yesterday? Yuan Mu shook his head, not knowing the answer. She retrieved the book from the coffee table and sat behind her desk, reading it while waiting for Sheng Feng to return.
Let's discuss it with my girlfriend again.
Girlfriend...... Yuan Mu laughed twice in his heart.
Yuan Mu has already mastered the rules, looked at the time for a while, and silently calculated in his heart: close, close, coming back soon, coming back, within five minutes, still not coming back? It's already a little late, and you're late for today's meeting?
Yuan Mu was so anxious that he couldn't help but want to go to the door to take a look, but as soon as he stood up, someone knocked on the door.
Yuan Mu was stunned for a moment and said, "Please come in." โ
Sure enough, it wasn't the time to come. Zhao Ge walked in generously and said, "Teacher Sheng has been called to the office by the vice dean, and it is estimated that there is a new job to be conveyed, and it is rare for me to dare to visit you once." Hey, I said, we all have a meeting, why don't you go? โ
Yuan Mu said, "Please be seated." โ
Zhao Ge raised his buttocks, sat on the table, and said, "Your table is still empty, you beg Teacher Sheng, let her give you some work to do, and I won't come back in a few days to find out that you have been fired." โ
Yuan Mu thought that she would definitely leave one day, and at that time, there might be rumors in the academy that Sheng Feng had forced another teaching assistant away. Thinking of this, Yuan Mu looked at Zhao Ge in front of him - this is a ready-made way to spread the news.
"When my internship expires, I will naturally leave." Yuan Mu said.
Yuan Mu remembered that when Sheng Fengshi introduced her, he used the words of the intern teacher, and she would not be wrong to use this as an excuse.
"You're here for an internship?" Zhao Ge shook his head with a smile and said, "Where did you go?" Stuffing you into Mr. Sheng's office, this is a sincere pit for you. Fortunately, your blind cat met a dead mouse and got along with Teacher Sheng, otherwise you will have no place to cry depending on how many points you can score. โ
Yuan Mu smiled.
Zhao Ge was curious again: "Then you will graduate soon, right?" Which school do you from? I still feel familiar to you, I'm sure I've seen you. โ
Yuan Muzhen didn't know where he came from, and he was very helpless.
"Which school did you go to after graduation? I have acquaintances in several schools, and you go and I'll let them cover you. โ
"No, thank you for your kindness." Yuan Mu quite admired Zhao Ge's character, and responded in Zhao Ge's way, "How are you and Chen Qing?" โ
"It's the same old way." Zhao Ge smiled, "Isn't there a sports meeting on Friday and Saturday, and he will come over on Saturday." โ
Yuan Mu said, "Bless you. โ
"Hey, it's not hypocritical, just pass. What about you? Still in love? โ
"Teacher Sheng doesn't know when he will come back......"
"Stingy! I'm walking, right? Zhao Ge opened the door and looked at the corridor, Sheng Feng was not there, turned around and threw a disdainful look at Yuan Mu, and left very chicly.
Yuan Mu continued to wait for the eventual time.
At this time, Sheng Fengshi was still in the vice president's office, and the two of them sat across the desk, but the content of what they said was not their new job.
The vice dean's mouth was the tone of the elders: "At the right time, your work ability is obvious to all, you have done the work of two people by yourself, and you have done a very good job." I've always trusted you, and you've never let me down. โ
Listen when it's in full swing.
Vice Dean: "In the last two weeks, have you been ...... productive?" Of course, I'm not saying that you don't do well in other jobs, you're still much better than others, but compared to what you used to be, your efficiency has dropped a bit. If you're too busy with other things, such as personal emotional issues, to neglect your work, I'm absolutely for that. But I see that you haven't talked about a boyfriend recently, so I'm worried, have you encountered something wrong? โ
Sheng Fengshi: "I didn't encounter any problems. โ
"Oh." The vice dean nodded, and the curls of hair on his head shook, "I know you pay attention to personal **, so I won't ask you." Well, I'll say it anyway, don't be annoyed. When you meet the right person, you can put your work aside and get along with the object. Ah, that's it, I won't say more. โ
The vice president is very experienced in this area, and he advises Sheng Feng to persuade at most one sentence, and when he talks too much, he doesn't care whether the leader leads or not, and three or two sentences will not save people's face. The vice president suffered this loss, so he held back his heart, holding a handful of high-quality men and didn't dare to introduce them to Sheng Fengshi.
Sheng Fengshi: "I see. โ
The vice dean asked, "How is Sister Zou Qi's affairs going?" Although the matter of recognizing relatives is in a hurry, there will be a showdown sooner or later, and it is impossible to drag it all the time, right? That little girl, is her name Yuan Mu? She's been in your office for a month, and it's not a short time, do you think it's time to hurry? โ
Sheng Fengshi said: "Give me another half a month." โ
The vice president counted the days and asked, "Around May Day?" โ
Sheng Feng nodded.
"Okay, just postpone it for another half a month." The vice president seems to have half of the words in his mouth, and he wants to spit it out or not.
Sheng Fengshi said, "I'm going back." โ
"Hey," the vice dean finally couldn't hold back, "Is there any change in your recent personal situation?" โ
Sheng Fengshi had already stood up, his eyes fluttered when he heard this, he didn't know what he was thinking, but he actually smiled, which surprised the vice president.
"Yes." Sheng Fengshi replied simply and neatly, and left the office directly, leaving the vice president muttering in his heart, sitting and guessing for a long time, scratching his heart and lungs, thinking that he might as well not ask, it was really a lot of mouth.
When he returned to the office, when he saw Yuan Mu, his heart immediately opened like a flower, bright and bright. Sheng Fengshi turned his back to the door and smiled at Yuan Mu.
Yuan Mu strode over to her and stopped in front of her.
Sheng Fengshi looked into Yuan Mu's eyes and asked, "Did you miss me?" โ
Yuan Mu nodded and said, "Yes." โ
She looked at her, she looked at her, for the umpteenth time. Yuan Mu clearly felt a force pulling him, making him move closer to her, and Sheng Fengshi's eyes were full of encouragement. Yuan Mu stretched out his hand and hugged her gently.
Suddenly I couldn't hear a sound.
The heart is against the heart, and the body is against the body. Yuan Mu closed his eyes, his chin rested on Sheng Fengshi's shoulder, there was no speech, not even thinking, every qiฤ was quiet, and the blankness was beautiful.