When Sheng Feng came back from class, Yuan Mu reported to him as soon as possible.

"Yao Ruoyu has been here, and I feel that she is very abnormal." Yuan Mu sat opposite Sheng Feng Shi and said.

"Oh?"

"She's been gone for a while, but I'm still very uncomfortable."

"How is it uncomfortable?"

Yuan Mu said: "I feel uncomfortable. ”

Sheng Fengshi smiled and asked unhurriedly, "Are you being coquettish to me?" ”

Yuan Mu blushed and said softly, "Hmm." ”

Sheng Fengshi: "Hand." ”

Yuan Mu honestly handed his right palm up in front of Sheng Fengshi, Sheng Fengshi's left hand supported the back of Yuan Mu's hand from below, and his right hand relaxed on Yuan Mu's hand, from the wrist to the palm and then to the fingers, gently caressing, like comforting a frightened child.

Yuan Mu blushed even more at this action.

After a few times, Sheng Fengshi patted Yuan Mu's palm and asked, "Is it better?" ”

Yuan Mu nodded and said, "It's much better." ”

"Now tell me, how is she out of order?"

Yuan Mu withdrew his hand and recalled Yao Ruoyu's words and deeds: "As soon as she came, she asked me if I was a teaching assistant, and I said no, she said that I deceived her, and then she was excited and questioned me repeatedly. I was worried that she would lose control, so I told her that I was a carpenter. ”

Sheng Fengshi frowned: "Repeated questioning? No tricks? ”

Yuan Mu shook his head: "No." She was in a very conflicted state, as if she was in urgent need of venting, and she was restraining something, so she spoke very chaotically. ”

"Restraint ......" Sheng Fengshi repeated in her mouth, thinking about it, the last time she found that Yao Ruoyu's relationship was unstable, she also felt this way. Yao Ruoyu didn't vent that time, only restraint. Sheng Feng is connected with Yao Ruoyu's recent encounters, the first is a blind date, the second is on the road of pretending to be in love again, and the third is to visit Yue Rong, what else? Others are related to Yuan Mu. Yao Ruoyu saw Yuan Mu appear in the office and tried to help her and Yuan Mu get together, asked Yuan Mu to eat and chat several times, and got angry because Yuan Mu said "just acquaintance", after that? It was she who had lunch with Yao Ruoyu and found that Yao Ruoyu was unstable.

There are two lines here, and it is not clear which one is causing the impact at the time of Sheng Feng, or whether these two lines have contributed to Yao Ruoyu's abnormality.

Yesterday afternoon, Yuan Mu had dinner with Yao Ruoyu, and Yuan Mu returned to the dormitory and called her. At that time, she didn't ask Yao Ruoyu what she said on the phone, who Yao Ruoyu was willing to confide in was Yao Ruoyu's freedom, Sheng Fengshi thought that even if he was a friend, he shouldn't ask in detail, but things were developing too fast, and Sheng Fengshi couldn't take care of these at this time.

"When you and Yao Ruoyu were eating, what did Yao Ruoyu say about herself?" Sheng Feng asked.

Yao Ruoyu said...... Say you want to know what's in our world, the real communication between me and you is the one you have, and ask me if I'll take you to meet your parents. ”

Sheng Fengshi analyzed: "She wants to know how we get along and how we develop. ”

"Oh, and also, she said she didn't deserve to be like us. She also said she found out she wanted something. Yuan Mu thought for a moment and said, "It should be all that is important." ”

Sheng Fengshi asked: "Is she envious?" ”

Yuan Mu said: "I also asked her so. She said yes. ”

Sheng Fengshi felt incredible, and even smiled: "She never said that she envied me, and she always thought that she was more adaptable to society than me, so she was one level higher." ”

Yuan Mu disagreed: "If she thinks she is better than you, she will not insist on having a relationship with you." ”

Sheng Fengshi nodded: "That's right." ”

Yuan Mu asked, "You and me, what qualities do we have that she doesn't have?" Then this trait is what she craves. ”

Sheng Fengshi said: "Cut off from relatives and estranged from friends, this is me. Estranged from loved ones, cut off from friends, it's you. Harmonious with relatives and close to friends, this is Yao Ruoyu. ”

Yuan Mu took her train of thought one step further: "Be honest with your lover, this is us." Has Yao Ruoyu ever had a lover? ”

"Yes." And a lot.

However, Sheng Fengshi continued: "There is one person that she still remembers, and that person is the girlfriend she has been talking to for the longest time, from college to work, and then they had a disagreement over coming out, dragged on for a year, and finally separated." ”

Yuan Mu hypothesized: "Will she be envious of you coming out?" ”

Sheng Fengshi groaned: "There is this possibility. She once confided in me the pain of not coming out of the closet, and I advised her at that time that it was a blessing to be able to maintain a close relationship with her family. ”

"Why do you persuade like that?"

Sheng Fengshi said: "At that time, she fell out of love for half a year, and she still did not get out of the pain, not only lost her lover, but also deteriorated her relationship with her family. She was determined not to come out, and even if she struggled, she never changed her mind, so I advised her to at least hold on to one side. In fact, you can fall in love without going out, there will always be people who have the same idea as her, and the two of them hide each other and can live without hiding from their families. However, Yao Ruoyu seems to believe that it can't last long if it doesn't come out. ”

Yuan Mu agreed with Sheng Fengshi's point of view: "I also persuaded her to go one way, don't think about another way." ”

"It's too hard to do." Sheng Fengshi said, "You and I are people who only see one way, and there is no other choice in our eyes." But in the eyes of many people, they can go any way, so they will look left and right and hesitate. ”

"Yao Ruoyu said that she tried not to communicate with the outside world like us, and she felt ...... lonely," Yuan Mu thought about what the word said, "She felt cold and lonely." ”

"So she can't walk our way."

Yuan Mu nodded.

The discussion ended, and the two of them were silent, sorting out what they had just said in their heads.

Then Yuan Mu put forward his own judgment: "She suddenly wants to follow our path, but intellectually she has to restrain herself." ”

"Why do you want to leave all of a sudden?" When it was prosperous, it inspired Yuan Mu.

"Because...... Because she only knew you as an extreme person before," Yuan Mu recalled what Yao Ruoyu had said, "but now that you have me, it means that your path is successful." ”

"Yes. I think the same thing as you. ”

Yuan Mu continued to think deeply: "She came up with the idea of being friends with you because you admitted your orientation in high school, and she admired your courage. She was attracted to your self-doing qualities, so she began to approach you and become friends with you in college, until now. ”

Sheng Fengshi agreed: "This analysis is reasonable. I have other ideas in mind, though. Yao Ruoyu was married once, which made her family believe that she could get married and have children, just like ordinary people, and she was in love now, maybe her family put pressure on her. ”

Yuan Mu couldn't help nodding and made a summary to conclude: "So she is very conflicted, and her feelings are out of control." ”

The two of them completed a full set of analyses, and suddenly fell silent for a short while.

Yuan Mu asked a question: "How can we help her?" ”

The original intention of this series of analyses around Yao Ruoyu was to help Yao Ruoyu, but the two of them analyzed it head-to-head, but they still didn't know what to do. Sheng Fengshi and Yuan Mu were stunned face to face, they didn't have any friends, and it was unprecedented to even cross the boundary of getting along with friends in their hearts to analyze Yao Ruoyu's behavior, how could they have the experience of helping friends?

Sheng Fengshi said, "I don't know. ”

Yuan Mu: "I don't know. ”

There was silence again.

Yuan Mu said, "She'll come back tomorrow." ”

Sheng Fengshi thought for a moment: "Then she should come over when I have a meeting in the afternoon." ”

Yuan Mu asked, "Do you think it will be helpful for me to tell her about my affairs?" ”

Sheng Fengshi said: "Her anger is not only because of your concealment, but also because of her outlet. ”

Yuan Mu: "I'll let her vent her feelings first, and then tell her about me." ”

There was no better way to do it, saying, "For now, this is the only way." We want to help her, and we want her to be willing to accept our help. And we don't have the ability to channel the feelings, and once we rashly uncover her cover, there may be stricter consequences. Actually, I don't think what she needs now is us, it's a psychiatrist. But she will definitely not accept this Jianyì. ”

Yuan Mu was very distressed and worried about Yao Ruoyu's psychological condition. Although she said that she and Yao Ruoyu are not friends, it is undeniable that Yao Ruoyu's initiative has left a deep trace in her heart these days, and if Yao Ruoyu can get along with her without purpose, she is still willing to try to be friends with Yao Ruoyu.

Since we can't think of a solution to this problem for the time being, it's better to let it go first, so as not to get into a dead end.

The two sat in silence for five minutes and began to discuss what to eat for dinner.

After work today, they are going to go grocery shopping. Thinking of this, the dullness in Sheng Fengshi's heart was gradually swept away, and from today onwards, they would eat at home, and her house would finally be filled with fireworks. When there was no Yuan Mu before, Sheng Fengshi didn't feel lonely, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with a person's family, in just a few decades, how could he live, just choose a favorite lifestyle. But now that there is Yuan Mu, Sheng Fengshi thinks, well, that's it.

In fact, life itself has not changed much, the same work, the same three meals a day, seven or eight hours of sleep, but the heart is still different. It seems that with this person, the days to come will be more steady.

Today, a lot of time was wasted. Fortunately, her work efficiency has not decreased, and everything that should be done has been done, otherwise she really doesn't have the capital to waste.

After getting off work, after buying vegetables and returning home, Yuan Mu changed his slippers and home clothes, washed vegetables and cooked, and did housework when he was in the limelight, his ears couldn't help but listen to the movement of the kitchen, the sound of water, the noise of the range hood, and the sound of the vegetables in the pot from raw to cooked.

The meal was on the table, steaming, Sheng Fengshi and Yuan Mu sat at the table and started their dinner.

Nowadays, many people feel that a house without a TV is not like a home, so even if the TV is turned on and no one is on, one must be placed in the living room. So what about in an era when ordinary people couldn't afford to buy a TV? What about earlier, before the invention of television? Isn't home a home?

Sheng Fengshi likes the current fireworks at home, but she doesn't think that without this fireworks, home is not home. Someone has a home. With her and Yuan Mu, this is home.