After running and doing stretching for half an hour, it was already nine o'clock when I came out of the small balcony. She walked to the living room and saw Yuan Mu sitting on the sofa, holding a book in his hand in a daze. Yuan Mu took a bath, dried his hair, and looked very refreshing. Sheng Feng breathed slowly, and seemed to be able to smell the mountain and forest breath emanating from Yuan Mu's body through the plain pajamas, which was clean and fresh, with a little sweetness.

Yuan Mu turned his head and asked her, "Finished running?" ”

"Well, I'm going to take a shower. Sleepy? ”

"Not sleepy." Yuan Mu looked at the body lines outlined by the sportswear when Sheng Feng, not only was he not sleepy, but he was suddenly very energetic. It's so beautiful, Yuan Mu thought to himself.

"I went." Sheng Fengshi smiled at her and walked into the bathroom with his pajamas.

Yuan Mu put his eyes back on the book, and found that he had no impression of the content of this page, so he turned the page forward before continuing to read.

Maybe I'm lazy, I was looking at a book just now and suddenly I didn't want to do anything, I just wanted to be idle, and then I started to be in a daze unconsciously, and I don't know how long it took me...... Yuan Mu looked at it while thinking about these meaningless things.

Through the door of the bathroom, the sound of water came into his ears, and Yuan Mu began to be in a trance again after reading two pages, so he simply closed the book and closed his eyes to recuperate. The sound of the water is like the sound of rain, knocking on the ears and making people's hearts itch. Yuan Mu stood up and walked around the coffee table three times, sat down again, picked up the book and still couldn't read it, so he simply ran to the study to read. Through the two doors, the sound of water is almost inaudible.

Sheng Feng came out after washing, went to the living room to see that no one was there, and shouted: "Yuan Mu? ”

After a few seconds, Yuan Mu walked out of the study: "Here." ”

"How did you get to the study?"

Yuan Mu said: "Itchy. ”

Sheng Fengshi walked up to Yuan Mu, stretched out his hand to cover the position of Yuan Mu's heart, and asked, "It's itchy here?" ”

"Hmm......" Yuan Mu snorted lightly.

Sheng Fengshi's face was a little hot, and he rubbed it lightly: "Are you better?" ”

"Out of breath." Yuan Mu's breathing became heavy, and he felt that his brain was a little dizzy, so he grabbed Sheng Fengshi's wrist and didn't let her continue to rub it, took a deep breath and said, "I'm so anxious." ”

"In a hurry?" Sheng Fengshi didn't understand.

"I panic and want to ......"

"What do you think?"

Yuan Mu took a step forward and hugged Sheng Fengshi, sighed and exhaled, "I want to do this." ”

Sheng Fengshi pressed Yuan Mu's back with his hand and pressed the two of them tighter, not feeling oppressed, only comfortable.

After hugging for about a minute, Yuan Mu said, "Okay." ”

Sheng Feng let go of his hand: "It's not itchy anymore?" ”

"It's much more comfortable."

"Shall you go to bed?"

"Okay."

Sheng Fengshi took Yuan Mu's hand and walked into the bedroom.

Yuan Mu came in when he was cleaning, and the bedroom was very empty, with only a large wardrobe, bedside table and double bed. There was an alarm clock on the bedside table, a book, and now a picture frame.

"Read a book, or just sleep?" Sheng Fengshi asked.

Yuan Mu was a little itchy again, and said, "Read the book." ”

"Is it okay to read a copy?"

"Okay."

The two of them went to bed from opposite sides, sitting shoulder to shoulder at the head of the bed, with pillows behind them. Sheng Fengshi opened the book on the first page and said, "I've started reading." ”

I don't know how long it took, Sheng Fengshi asked, "Have you finished reading this page?" ”

Yuan Mu blushed and said, "I'm distracted." ”

"Still watching?"

"I don't look at it."

Sheng Fengshi put the book back on the bedside table, looked at Yuan Mu with a smile in his eyes.

Yuan Mu closed his eyes and kissed it.

Sheng Feng took Yuan Mu's somewhat reckless tongue in his mouth, sucking and soothing gently, and the two breathed intertwined. Yuan Mu's hand held Sheng Fengshi's shoulder, and the heat of his palm passed through the pajamas to Sheng Fengshi's skin, giving Sheng Fengshi the illusion of being burned. Then Yuan Mu's hand slid down, and his fingertips stopped on the collarbone of the blooming moment, which was a dangerous position, and Yuan Mu's hand would climb up the hill if he went down an inch. Sheng Fengshi's body has been completely relaxed. Yuan Mu's hand did not go down, but moved to the middle to touch the button of the pajamas, and his fingers flexibly untied one, the second, until the last, and then his hand reached in and placed it on Sheng Fengshi's lower abdomen, Sheng Fengshi sighed softly in comfort, half-opened his eyes, and his vision was hazy.

Yuan Mu kissed Sheng Fengshi's eyes and pulled the side of Sheng Fengshi's pajama pants.

Sheng Fengshi said: "I'll come by myself." ”

When Sheng Feng put his pajama pants aside, Yuan Mu had already taken off his upper and lower clothes. The two lay down on the quilt, facing each other, looking at each other. Yuan Mu's eyes were full of desire, but they were as clear as before, and when she saw it in her eyes, she couldn't help but wonder how there could be such a person she liked? Having this person with her in the days to come is the greatest luck in her life, and she doesn't need to ask for anything else. Sheng Feng took Yuan Mu's hand and put it on his waist.

"Still pinching?"

"Don't pinch it."

"Come on, then."

There is no obstacle, no distance, a thin layer of sweat makes the skin slippery and the body is tightly adhered to as if it were one body.

The first night of sharing a bed was wet and hot.

In the morning, Yuan Mu opened his eyes and gazed at the face of the prosperous moment through the misty light of the sky that penetrated the curtains.

Pretty.

No matter how many times I watched it, Yuan Mu felt beautiful.

Sheng Fengshi's eyelids moved, and he soon woke up, turning his head to look at Yuan Mu. Yuan Mu smiled, and Sheng Fengshi also smiled. This morning is very special because it is different from all the previous mornings, and this morning is very ordinary because every morning after that will be like this.

After getting up, Yuan Mu went to the kitchen to make breakfast, and watched it on the side, thinking that he would learn to make it later.

After breakfast, the two went out to school.

It was still early to arrive at the office, so Sheng Feng put the photo frame on the table, and then cleaned the office inside and outside with Yuan Mu. Generally, if there is a teaching assistant in the office, these groceries are made by the teaching assistant, but Sheng always refuses to bring people with her, so she cleans her office by herself.

The two finished cleaning the office, and the time for work was not yet up. This morning, she was going to the research institute when she was in the middle of the day, but there was no one there, so she could only sit in the office and wait. With Yuan Mu on the other side, Sheng Feng didn't want to work, so he chatted with Yuan Mu and talked about what books he had read.

When it was time to leave, Yuan Mu sat back and read alone.

One or two Zou Qi has classes, and will not come to her, other teachers know that Sheng Feng is not in the office at this time, and will not come to knock on the door, Yuan Mu estimates that this will be a quiet morning, she can keep reading until Sheng Feng comes back, but things often do not develop as people think.

Hearing a knock on the door, Yuan Mu said, "Please come in." ”

Yao Ruoyu glanced at the door and said to Yuan Mu with a smile: "Was it a surprise to see me?" ”

"Very unexpected." Yuan Mu replied honestly.

Yao Ruoyu walked to the water dispenser, took a glass of water for herself, and sat on the sofa, with an indescribably weird smile on her face with an amiable standard.

Yuan Mu put down the book, walked over and sat on the small sofa: "If you don't want to laugh, you can not laugh." ”

Yao Ruoyu touched her face and narrowed her eyes with a smile: "It has grown on my face." ”

Yuan Mu said: "You are very strong. ”

"Don't say I'm strong, I'm most afraid of people praising me like this, as if I don't have the strength to resist, so I can only hold on to the ground."

Yuan Mu thought carefully about her "strong" just now, which seemed to really mean this, so he apologized: "I'm sorry, I won't say that in the future." ”

"It's okay." Yao Ruoyu said, "How can I blame you, I like you." ”

Yuan Mu pursed his lips and did not respond.

"Guarding against what? I just talk about it, and I don't do anything practical. I want to ask you a question, if, I mean if," Yao Ruoyu opened her mouth and inhaled, as if she was a little nervous, "I have been cultivating myself since a few years ago, coming out to my family, not going out to play, not falling in love casually, waiting for you to appear - and there is no bloom when you are in the middle - if you meet me like this, will you like me?" ”

Yuan Mu: "I won't. ”

"You answered too quickly." Yao Ruoyu said, "Think about it again? ”

Yuan Mu said: "I won't like you. I didn't think about what kind of person I would like, but the first time I saw the time, I liked her. Whether she saves zài or not, I don't feel when I see you, and I won't like you. ”

Yao Ruoyu explained: "You don't feel for me because I am who I am now. Didn't you hear me clearly? If I were like that, if I read and write every day, and I wasn't so sophisticated and hypocritical, maybe you would feel a little bit when you saw me? ”

"But you're not that kind of person."

"How do you know? People are not static. A few years ago, I really thought about it. Yao Ruoyu said, "At that time, I was already divorced, and the matchmaker introduced me to a partner, and I felt very tired, I thought otherwise I would come out of the closet, and I would never have to go on a blind date in the future." I've had a couple of friends around me who have been together for years, and I think maybe I'll meet someone I like, and we can walk down the street holding hands. But then I was promoted, and I watched my former competitors clap their hands and congratulate me, and those people were so hypocritical, I thought how could I lose to others? Once I come out, soon this will no longer be a secret, how many pairs of eyes will stick to me behind my back, how many mouths will talk about me behind my back, and I will be 'rightly' excluded because I have a 'flaw'. What's the use of me even if I'm better at work than all of them? As long as I don't handle my relationships well, I can't go any further. Do you know what the result is? My family thinks that I have a problem, I have no progress in my work, and I see strange eyes all day long, this is the reality! I was abandoned by my family, I was abandoned by society, I had nothing left! ”

Yuan Mu said: "But you also feel like you have nothing now." ”

Yao Ruoyu was stunned for a moment.

Yuan Mu: "You said that if you come out, you have nothing." Now that you're not coming out, you're also saying you don't have anything. What do you want? You don't have anything? ”

These two questions are not easy to answer, Yuan Mu suddenly asked, and Yao Ruoyu had no answer at once.

"Do you want everything, and if you don't get anything, you feel like you don't have anything?" Yuan Mu asked, "Family, social status, a lover walking on the street holding hands with you, I heard you say that you want these, now you have the first two, you still have friends, property, maybe something else, then what are you willing to give up in exchange for a lover?" ”

Yao Ruoyu couldn't say the same.

"It's not that good." Yuan Mu said.

If you don't give up something, you want something else -- there's nothing so good.