"You're so cruel." Yao Ruoyu said, "You can't sue me, will you like me?" ”

Yuan Mu asked, "Do you believe what I said?" ”

"I don't believe it. But what I need now is comfort. ”

"You know I'm not going to comfort you, so you want to hear the truth."

"How did you decide what I wanted to hear?"

"What I decide is what I say."

Yao Ruoyu said: "If you tell the truth, you are cruel. ”

"......," Yuan Mu said, "you are unreasonable. ”

Yao Ruoyu said with a smile: "Little friend, you don't understand, women are unreasonable in the face of people they like. ”

"You say you like me, but I never feel it."

"As long as I feel it, it's enough."

Yuan Mu used to find it difficult to communicate with Yao Ruoyu, but now the difficulty has escalated. Yuan Mu frowned and asked, "What is the purpose of your coming today?" ”

Yao Ruoyu replied: "I want to see you." ”

"You see it. And then what? ”

"I want to hear you say you're going to like me."

"What's the use of what you want from me? Am I sure that you dare to face yourself? ”

"What if it is?"

"I won't like you, my answer will only be this. Yao Ruoyu, I am willing to help you when the time comes, but you have to stretch out at least one hand to us, you are drowning in the river and motionless, we can't pull you out, do you understand? ”

"Who asked you to help me? Is it me? I didn't ask you, and I don't need you to pull me out. ”

Yuan Mu wanted to sigh.

Yao Ruoyu said: "When I pass forty, time will get faster and faster, I will be old in the blink of an eye, and in the blink of an eye, my life will come to an end." I didn't come out of the river when I was young, do you think I'll be able to come out at this age? Even if it does, I'm going to be wrinkled. I'm not in the prime of time, I've waited for forty years, and I can wait for you, and I can't wait for anyone. ”

"She never knew she would meet me, she didn't wait for me. We live, from birth to death, as one person, not to wait for anyone. I'm with her, I'm still me, she's still her. ”

Yao Ruoyu shook his head with a smile: "Yuan Mu, it's useless for you to reason with me like this, I don't have such a high consciousness as you." ”

"This is not enlightenment, and I don't think there is anything superior in our way of living, everyone has a set of ways of living, and there is no distinction between high and low. You said you envied us, that's why I told you why we live like this. As of today, I am twenty-one years, forty years ago, and we hold too little in our hands and carry too much light on our shoulders, so when we meet, we can be together without much pressure. You count how much you hold in your hands and how much you carry on your shoulders, you can't hold hands and hug your lover as easily as we do, it's a certainty, there's no unfairness. If you want to be with someone, you have to fight against the huge pressure, be prepared to lose everything, you can't have a fluke mentality, you have to struggle hard and painfully, maybe you will get all over the body, maybe even in the end, you still fail, but you have nowhere to complain, because this is what you chose. I ask you, do you dare to take this road? If you do meet that person, do you have such a strong desire to be with her? Or do you feel that this is too tiring to be worth it? ”

"Yuan Mu, are you there?" Zhao Ge pushed the door probe, "Ouch, you have a guest here." ”

Yuan Mu glanced up at him and continued to say to Yao Ruoyu: "You said that you once thought about coming out, not falling in love, and cultivating yourself ......."

Zhao Ge slammed the door shut, forgetting to shut himself out because he was too nervous, and stood by the door half embarrassed, watching Yuan Mu uncharacteristically grunt endlessly.

"Even if you did, did you ever think that you might not be able to wait? You have been waiting wholeheartedly since you were thirty years old, and after five years, ten years, you are still alone, will you still wait until then? Does the state you keep that you think is 'ready' really allow you to meet that person? Nobody knows. If you were like that when I met you, I wouldn't like you, absolutely not. I don't want to be the one who is waited, I don't want to be burdened with the psychological burden of being waited for just after I see you. ”

Zhao Ge listened a little fascinated, and was so curious that he wanted to ask about the relationship between the two of them and supplement his background knowledge.

Yuan Mu said: "You can't prepare well. The only thing you can decide is how you live when you're alone, but no matter what you decide, the person you meet later is not responsible for your decisions. ”

"So I can only blame myself when I am lonely and old, right?" Yao Ruoyu raised the corner of her mouth.

Yuan Mu asked, "Before I came, what was the future you envisioned in your heart?" ”

Yao Ruoyu said: "Loneliness ...... old age"

"Do you think she will blame herself?"

"No, it won't."

"Because she's not afraid of loneliness. Me too. I don't think there's anything wrong with being lonely all the time. When I was twenty years older than me, if there were no accidents, she would have been one step ahead of me, how would I have been? ”

Yao Ruoyu said: "Will you be in pain? ”

"I'll be miserable, but keep alive, remember her, love her, and be like she's still alive."

There was too much information, Zhao Ge covered his mouth with his hands and glared at Yuan Mu in shock.

Yao Ruoyu was silent for a moment, caught a glimpse of Zhao Ge's expression, and sneered: "Look at your little." ”

Zhao Ge: "......"

Yuan Mu said: "I'm afraid it's useless, you can only walk, keep walking." Whoever you meet is who you are, you have to carry everything you encounter, of course you can hide, don't say sorry if you do. ”

Zhao Ge: "Wow! ”

Yao Ruoyu asked him, "Do you think it makes sense?" ”

Zhao Ge: "Yes." Don't say sorry if you hide, I think this sentence is quite right. ”

Yao Ruoyu: "You escaped your boyfriend?" ”

Zhao Ge aimed at Yuan Mu.

Yuan Mu: "This is a friend of Teacher Sheng, credible." ”

Zhao Ge laughed twice: "Teacher Sheng still has friends?" It's amazing. Hello, my name is Zhao Ge. ”

"My surname is Yao."

Zhao Ge sat next to Yao Ruoyu and said, "How do you know what I dodged from me?" ”

Yao Ruoyu asked, "You didn't come out?" ”

“…… How do you know everything? ”

"You thought you were straight, didn't you?"

“……”

Zhao Ge looked at Yuan Mu.

Yuan Mu: "I didn't say that. ”

"Then you are really a god, Sister Yao! You guessed it all! ”

"Don't call me Sister Yao."

"Why? Oh! I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Sister, I think you're a little familiar, we must have seen each other somewhere. ”

"I've been to the office many times during the event."

"I'll just say, I'm sure I've seen you! I have a good memory. Yuan Mu, which school are you, I bet fifty yuan that you are definitely my schoolgirl! ”

Yuan Mu didn't want to say anything.

Yao Ruoyu asked Zhao Ge: "Do you have any plans to come out?" ”

"I don't have a plan, let's take one step at a time, if I can't hide it in the future, then I can only ...... Right? ”

"Where's your boyfriend?"

"He has. He's thinking of a way to vaccinate his family. ”

Yao Ruoyu smiled: "It's good to be young." ”

"Sister, I don't think you're old, in your early thirties? You don't have to be afraid of getting old if you look so good-looking, you look better than others at forty. ”

"Really?" Yao Ruoyu asked, "What if I say I'm thirty-nine?" ”

"Impossible! You lie to me, you look like this, can you be thirty-nine? You have so white skin and no spots, I don't believe it. ”

Yao Ruoyu: "I don't believe you asked Yuan Mu." ”

Yuan Mu nodded.

"Wow, then you can't see it at all, I see that you don't wear much makeup, and your skin is so good. Sister, can you help me take a look, can I still save this acne mark on my face? I've been using gel for more than half a year, and I haven't used it at all. ”

Yao Ruoyu looked at it carefully and said, "It's no problem to fade, I recommend you a few ......"

Yuan Mu watched the two quickly fall into a heated discussion, and thought to himself: This is a normal adult communication.

Although he didn't understand most of it, Yuan Mu still learned a little bit of skin care knowledge, but it was still two to say whether he could use it in the future.

When Sheng Fengshi came back, he was a little stunned when he saw that the office was so lively.

Zhao Ge immediately got up and said, "Hello Teacher Sheng, I'll go first." ”

Yao Ruoyu: "Contact." ”

Zhao Ge said "OK", ran out of the crack in the door, and brought the door intimately.

Yuan Mu sat on a single sofa, and when he was in the limelight, he stood beside the sofa, wrapped his hand around Yuan Mu's neck, and put his hand on Yuan Mu's shoulder, Yuan Mu tilted his head and rubbed Sheng Fengshi's hand.

Yao Ruoyu felt that her eyes hurt.

She smiled and teased: "I said, can't you take care of the mental health of lonely people?" ”

Sheng Feng withdrew his hand and placed it on the back of the sofa.

Yuan Mu: "I'm sorry. ”

"No, I know you're telling the truth. You just live together, so much time in the morning and evening, don't waste it. ”

Yuan Mu's face flushed.

Yao Ruoyu saw Yuan Mu's expression, and smiled: "It's really fast." ”

Sheng Fengshi: "Hmm. ”

Yao Ruoyu picked up the paper cup and drank a sip of water, the water was already cold. "I have one more thing to say. Teacher Yue has been discharged from the hospital, and I have been busy lately, so I may not have time to visit her. Last week, I went to the hospital several times, chatted with Ms. Yue and Aunt Zhang, and then told the doctors in the neurology department about what I had observed and some cases that Aunt Zhang had told, and the doctors basically determined that she had been in the mild dementia stage for one to two years when she had broken the bone. In addition, the doctor reminded that this fracture has stimulated Teacher Yue's condition, and her symptoms may worsen in the near future, so you should ask Aunt Zhang to pay more attention. ”

Sheng Fengshi: "I see, thank you." ”

"Thank you, not for you, but also for Teacher Yue." Yao Ruoyu smiled, "Just because she still remembers my name, what is it if I register for her?" ”

Sheng Fengshi said: "Thank you." ”

"I don't need to. There's only so much I can do. Yao Ruoyu took another sip of cold water and said, "Okay, it's not interesting for me to stay here any longer." Yuan Mu, thank you for being willing to help me, but I don't want to reach out to you. Good bye. ”

Yuan Mu vaguely felt that Yao Ruoyu said something strange, saw her stand up, then got up and stared at Yao Ruoyu's eyes and asked, "Will you see you again?" ”

"Yes, I'll come back to you in two days."

Yuan Mu didn't see anything unusual, so he nodded and said, "Goodbye." ”

Sheng Fengshi also nodded to Yao Ruoyu.

Yao Ruoyu left, and there were only two people in the office again.

Yuan Mu asked, "Do you want to see your aunt?" ”

"No, she doesn't want to see me. I will contact Aunt Zhang. ”

"Are you going to a class?"

Sheng Feng looked at the time: "It's too late to go now, I'll listen to the class tomorrow." You read the book. ”

Yuan Mu turned the sofa and hugged Sheng Fengshi, and said in her ear: "Think about what to eat at noon, I'm going to buy vegetables today." ”

Sheng Fengshi wrapped his arms around Yuan Mu's waist and smiled slightly: "Okay." ”