Chapter 76
Anti-theft chapter, replaced in the next update.
Si Xiangyan never came to the hospital again, and time passed quickly, and Weng Rinran's vision returned to normal and began to rebuild his legs. Because it is a second fracture and it is in the same place, it is extremely difficult to recover to the state of ordinary people.
After taking a shower, lying on the hospital bed, looking at the sky that had been cloudy for a morning but refused to rain, Weng Rinran closed his eyes and rested his head on the pillow behind him. She and her, haven't seen each other for a long time. This kind of thing seemed like a nightmare to me before, but now it doesn't seem to matter too much.
"What do you want to eat? If you don't want to eat what the hospital wants, I'll buy it for you. At this time, the quiet room was broken into, which also interrupted Weng Rinran's memories. She looked up and saw Zhong Jinlan dressed as a fancy branch walking in. She has been taking care of herself for more than a month, and Weng Rinran is a little embarrassed. Even if she can take care of herself now, Zhong Jinlan will still take time to come over every once in a while.
"No bother, thank you." Out of politeness, Weng Rinran said softly, and then said no more. Suddenly, her chin was touched by the other party, and she felt Zhong Jinlan scratching her neck with her fingertips quite provocatively. Weng Rinran looked up at her expressionlessly, and the unresponsive grinding made Zhong Jinlan lose the mood to tease.
"Forget it, don't make trouble, it's still more interesting for you before. Hey, how did you become like this now? Zhong Jinlan stood by the bed with his arms crossed, looking at the quiet Weng Rinran with a sad face. A month ago, she thought that Weng Rinran suddenly became calm because of her body, but now at this time, she is still so honest, as if she has changed person, completely different from the person who seduced Si Xiangyan in the first place.
"Sister Lan, I want to see her reads;." Weng Rinran did not answer Zhong Jinlan's question, but provoked another conversation. Even if she didn't say anything, Zhong Jinlan knew that the other party's mouth would not be someone else except Si Xiangyan.
"Okay, I'll call her over for you." After thinking for a long time, Zhong Jinlan replied in a low voice. Although she didn't want to care about the matter between Weng Rinran and Si Xiangyan for a long time, she saw that one of them was lying in the hospital so quiet that it seemed like a different person, and the other was crazy about planning revenge. Zhong Jinlan couldn't bear to see them go on like this, either forgive each other, or separate completely, there must be a solution to the matter.
"Thank you." Seeing Zhong Jinlan promise herself, Weng Rinran smiled slightly. She lowered her head and rubbed her hand against the ring finger. Unconsciously, this action has long become her habit. But from today onwards, she will try to get rid of this habit.
"It's okay, you can rest first, I'll let Si Si do my best to come over." Keeping Weng Rinran's movements and the forcibly suppressed tenderness in her eyes in her eyes, Zhong Jinlan sighed in her heart and turned to leave the room.
The waiting time was infinitely lengthened by loneliness, watching the sky gradually darken and the heavy rain to follow. Picking up the crutches beside the bed, Weng Rinran walked to the balcony with some difficulty. It was raining heavily tonight, with a few drizzles dripping down the balcony. The wind was not too strong but it was biting cold, but Weng Rinran liked this feeling very much. Even if the door was pushed open and the familiar smell came, she didn't want to leave.
"You're here." Perhaps to make up for the silence of the last meeting, this time Weng Rinran opened his mouth first. She looked at the puddles of water deposited on the ground and whispered.
"Jinlan said that you want to see me, you are not in good health, so don't get drenched in the rain." At first, when he heard Zhong Jinlan say to himself that Weng Rinran wanted to see her, the feelings in Si Xiangyan's heart could be said to be extremely complicated.
The unhappiness of the last meeting made her dare not come to see Weng Rinran again, and she only wanted to finish the affairs of the Cheng family. Now, after a month, although I have long learned that Weng Rinran's vision has returned to normal, he has begun to slowly rebuild. But seeing it face-to-face, she felt a lot less worried, but she felt sad inexplicably. Perhaps, tonight's meeting should be the end between them, right?
"Si Xiangyan, let's break up."
Psychological preparation is not nothing, Si Xiangyan even thought about many possibilities and outcomes. But it's one thing to think about it in your heart, and it's another thing to hear it with your own ears. The rain was still dripping, and the hospital gown Weng Rinran was wearing was a little damp. Finding that her long black hair had reached her waist, Si Xiangyan's vision became hazy, and then it became clear again. She remembers very well that when the two of them first started together, she said that she liked the way she had long hair, and she kept her hair and rarely cut it short.
It's clear that the time they have been together for less than a year, but when I close my eyes, what I dream of in my dreams, and what I think of when I am in a daze are Weng Rinran's face and those good times spent with Weng Rinran. This kind of feeling is never stronger, if he can, Si Xiangyan really doesn't want to let go, and even has the idea of wanting to continue even if it drags on like this. But such days are really tiring, and Weng Rin's tiredness may be several times more than himself.
"At this time, I didn't know what to say except to say yes. Maybe I did something wrong in the first place that made us who we are. It's me who hurts you a lot, I know you're tired and don't want to continue, and I, too. I've given you a new identity, and when you're well, you can go wherever you want. ”
Si Xiangyan said, only then did he realize that he was still standing at the door without moving. She took off her coat and walked over and gently draped it over Weng Rinran. I don't know if I don't touch it, but once I touch her, I realize that Weng Rinran's body has been so thin, her slender arms are supporting crutches, leaning diagonally on the edge of the balcony door, and the excessively narrow shoulders make Si Xiangyan can't help but want to hug tightly. But he had to forcibly restrain this*, and stood behind Weng Rinran forbearantly.
"Yan Yan, you are like this now, it will make me feel that I am the bad guy, obviously you have been bullying me all along. For more than a month, I've been wondering what I'm trying to read. Is it to get you, to cure my mother's illness, or is it my long-cherished wish? But the funny thing is that in the end I didn't protect anything and messed up all the qiē. ”
"It's not just your fault, it's probably me who made our relationship like this. I thought I had a lot to say to you, but I found that I couldn't say anything just by seeing you. You agreed so simply, as if you were waiting for me to break up. The last thing I want is for my love for you to be a burden to you, but the reality is so cruel. ”
Weng Rinran still had a smile on his face, and after listening to her words, Si Xiangyan's body froze in place, as if he was bound by vines. She could feel that she and Weng Rinran still had each other in their hearts, but there were too many things going on, and they couldn't untie the knot in their hearts and face each other calmly. Tiredness is their only feeling, and perhaps separation is the best choice.
"Weng Rinran, I'm sorry." After thinking about it, Si Xiangyan only had this sentence to say. In their relationship, what they lost was their trust in love, but Weng Rinran lost a qiē.
"No need to apologize, you don't have anything to be sorry for. It's me, who said it would make you happy and give you a safe home, but it turned out to make things so bad. ”
"Si Xiangyan, promise me one thing, don't change back to what you used to be, and don't deny love again because of me. It's me who isn't good enough to let you go through those unpleasant experiences again. I'm the one who deceived you and made you feel tired. Now it is also me who takes the initiative to break up, it is I who takes the initiative to give up on you and give up the relationship between us. ”
"Weng Rinran...", this remark made Si Xiangyan unable to continue, she knew that this was not the case, but she didn't know how to refute it. After being with Weng Rin for a year, she knows very well what this woman is, she loves herself very much, protects their feelings with a qiē, and even if she gives up now, she wants to take the initiative to be that bad guy. Weng Rinran didn't cry, but Si Xiangyan hoped that she could cry. At least then she can still vent a little bit, instead of holding back like now.
"It's okay, I know you don't want to talk, and you don't need to say anything. I always thought I was the best person for you, but now I realize that I was wrong. I can't forgive you for your hurt and mistrust, so I chose to leave, because I was too stingy, right? ”
The room fell silent again, Si Xiangyan didn't speak, just stood quietly, accompanying Weng Rin to stare at the rain outside. Gradually, the rain stopped falling, and the last bit of noise was gone. Listening to Weng Rinran's calm breathing, Si Xiangyan slowly stepped back, preparing to leave. But the moment she turned around, her body was hugged tightly by Weng Rinran and she couldn't move.
"It's the last reward for me, let me hug you again." Si Xiangyan didn't plan to struggle, but let Weng Rinran hold him. Suddenly, she felt a soft object on the back of her neck, which was her slightly cool lip flap. Because of this kiss, Si Xiangyan's nose was sore. She returned her hand and wanted to touch Weng Rinran's face, but the other party avoided her.
"Let's go, you still have a lot to do, and I'm not worried about you at all, because I know you can do it well."
"Yes." After hearing Weng Rinran's words, Si Xiangyan didn't look back, but went straight out of the ward. Listening to the footsteps of her gradually walking away, Weng Rinran suddenly chased after her. But because of the inconvenience of her right leg, she could only stumble on crutches. The pace was very heavy and slow, and if she didn't pay attention, she fell to the ground, and Si Xiangyan's shadow disappeared.
After sitting for a long time, Weng Rinran didn't get up, but she knew that no matter how long she waited, she couldn't wait for that person back. It was she who let go and chose to hide the secrets of the two people forever in her heart. She didn't have the courage to chase anymore, and she didn't want Si Xiangyan to be dragged down. The weak left hand slowly raised, and the trembling fingers took off the ring finger of the right hand and held it in the palm of the hand.
"Yan Yan, in fact, I am the braver person. You don't know how hard and painful it is to give up her light alone. ”
I was afraid that you would be affected, so I selfishly threw you away. I'm sorry I didn't do what you expected.