Chapter 75
Anti-theft chapter, replaced in the next update.
Her parents immigrated to New Zealand for a long time, and she grew up here. Zhuang Jiyan likes to study medicine and prefers to study some Chinese culture. She has never liked any man, and she never thought she would fall in love with a woman one day. But human beings will always encounter things they can't think of, just like she likes Weng Rinran.
"You don't understand." Listening to Zhong Jinlan's words, Si Xiangyan collapsed to the ground weakly, pulling his wet long hair with both hands. After the battle that day, Weng Rinran was taken to the hospital by herself, but when she visited again the next day, the other party had already completed the discharge procedures and returned to her original place of residence.
It took three days for Si Xiangyan to finally find out everything about Weng Rinran, and then he realized that the two had studied in the same elementary school. Thoughts and memories intertwined and echoed in his brain, as if an unstoppable attack left no room for respite for Si Xiangyan to remember what she had forgotten. It turned out that the little child who liked to follow her back then, the person who was injured in order to save her and kissed her, was Weng Rinran.
Every time I close my eyes, Weng Rinran's face always comes to mind. She laughed and said that she had loved herself for a long time, but she cried that she was tired and really didn't have the strength to chase herself anymore. 20 years, this can't be called a short time, and she has completely forgotten Weng Rinran, but this woman has always been working hard to chase herself.
She endured hardships and suffered crimes, and she bore a burden, but she didn't know it. Even every time she treats her love as a sweet word, without really thinking about whether it is true or not. Thinking of this, thinking of what he had done to Weng Rinran, Si Xiangyan looked at himself in the mirror, and punched the person in it, blood overflowing, but he laughed.
It was she who lost Weng Rinran and pushed out the best happiness. Now, she has no face to go to that person again, and she doesn't know what face she has to face Weng Rinran. I can only rely on alcohol every day to numb my brain, so that all my feelings become ignorant. Only in this way can she take a look at Weng Rinran in hallucinations and dreams.
"Si Xiangyan, if you really let her go now, you are the one who should be spurned. You two clearly still have feelings for each other, so why let those past hold you back? Listen, go to her house to find her now, whether you ask for it or force it, you have to bring her back, otherwise let me and Long Wang go for you. ”
Zhong Jinlan said, dragging Si Xiangyan up and throwing him into the closet. Looking at his wolf appearance in the mirror, Si Xiangyan sat on the ground dumbfounded, motionless. It wasn't until more than ten minutes had passed that she had dried her hair, changed her clothes, and walked out of the room again.
"I'll send you there." Seeing Si Xiangyan come out, Zhong Jinlan felt a little comforted, and at this time, Si Xiangyan shook his head and stopped Zhong Jinlan.
"No need, I'll just go alone."
"Then you drive carefully."
The Si family was not far from the house where Weng Rinran lived, and they soon arrived at their destination. It was a fairly new community, and Si Xiangyan reported Weng Rinran's name, and found that the security guard's expression was a little weird, but he didn't say anything to let him in. She walked upstairs with trepidation, and just as she was about to ring the doorbell to relax herself, she found that the door was not locked at all.
The uneasiness in his heart made Si Xiangyan couldn't help but push the door in, but what caught his eye was not the traces that belonged to Weng Rinran, but the empty house and the white curtains. It turns out that Weng Rinran is gone, she is hiding from herself, hiding everything, and leaving Huhu City, and she didn't even give herself the last chance to meet.
"So that's your choice?" Walking slowly around the room, Si Xiangyan smiled wryly and visited the empty room. There is still a faint fragrance here, which belongs to the smell that reassures Weng Rinran. The kitchen was empty, the bedroom was empty, and all the doors were open, as if she was deliberately telling herself that she had lost her chance of recovery.
At this moment, a small door that was a little retro caught Si Xiangyan's attention, and she walked over slowly, only to find that this door was the only one locked. If it was before, Si Xiangyan would never have done anything to break in, but now she can't care so much, she wants to know where Weng Rinran has gone, and what is left in the room where she lived.
He took out the pistol in his pocket and smashed the door lock, and pushed the door in, greeted by a faint smell of grass. This room was obviously just something like a storage room, but after entering, Si Xiangyan finally understood the reason why Weng Rinran locked it up. The walls of this room are plastered with all kinds of newspapers, and the contents on them are all about themselves.
There are news that I am suspected by the police, there are also photos of my participation in some meetings, and more are some graphic files used by the police to handle cases. In addition to these, there are many bottles and cans of things. It's not worth much, and it's not an exaggeration to describe it as garbage. Buttons on clothes, cigarette butts, delicate hair. But Si Xiangyan knew that the owners of these things were also himself.
The corners of his mouth raised an incredible arc, but what he felt was salty bitterness. Si Xiangyan didn't know what was wrong with him, he was still smiling, but his nose was so sore and painful, and even his heart was twitching and uncomfortable. The steel fork repeatedly poked the most tender part of the heart, where he hid his feelings and self-blame for Weng Rinran, and when he touched it, the two dissolved, and it was a pain that pierced his bones.
As Weng Rinran said, she chased herself for a long time, so long that she forgot what it was like to be tired. Thinking about someone, paying attention to her life, her actions, her romance. In order to get close to her, he did not hesitate to go to danger in person, abandoning his timidity and dignity as a woman, just to chase and compare. There is no way to describe such feelings in any language in the world.
Kneeling on the wooden floor of the room, Si Xiangyan didn't know what he should do now, he just wanted to stay in this place closest to Weng Rinran and himself for a while. Just as she was holding the table up, a line of words on the corner of the table attracted Si Xiangyan's attention. She crouched down again and lit it up with her phone. His vision blurred as he saw the words, and he wiped the obscuration with the back of his hand, but it was hazy again.
You are my light, and without you I am blind.
Si Xiangyan never thought that he would cry so wolf one day, like a child abandoned by his parents, unable to stop those tears. Even if the next-door neighbor rushed over because she sensed that something was wrong, she couldn't restore her peace.
"This young lady, you..."
"Weng Rinran, where have you been... Do you really don't want me anymore? ”
"This young lady, are you looking for Miss Weng, a resident here? She's just left for the airport, and if you..."
"Which airport she went to, do you know!"
"It's... I don't know very well, but it looks like the car is heading towards the central airport. ”
"Thank you, thank you."
After listening to the neighbor's words, Si Xiangyan ran out before he had time to wipe away his tears, and refused to stop even when he twisted his foot down the stairs. She drove the car fast, ran countless red lights, and finally arrived at the central airport in the shortest time. She shuttled through the crowd regardless of her image, and also asked the front desk staff if she had seen Weng Rinran, but no one could tell her where Weng Rinran was.
Zhuang Jiyan interrupted Weng Rinran's words and straightened her body. Zhuang Jiyan is 33 years old this year, in China, no matter what status or status of a woman, if she is not married, I am afraid that some people will make irresponsible remarks or feel embarrassed. But in foreign countries, no one cares about this.
Her parents immigrated to New Zealand for a long time, and she grew up here. Zhuang Jiyan likes to study medicine and prefers to study some Chinese culture. She has never liked any man, and she never thought she would fall in love with a woman one day. But human beings will always encounter things they can't think of, just like she likes Weng Rinran.
In a hurry, Si Xiangyan couldn't care so much, she quickly rushed into the broadcasting room despite the obstruction of the airport personnel, and even threatened everyone with a gun to make them stand in the corner, and picked up the microphone in the broadcasting room.
"Weng Rinran, I'm sorry, although you... You've told me a long time ago that you don't like me to say these three words to you, but I still want to say to you, I'm sorry. I love you, I rarely say these three words all the time, in fact, I'm just scared... I'm afraid that after you get my love, you will no longer have a sense of freshness or conquest for me, and I am not good at expressing it, so I have been hiding these words in my heart. ”
"I'm damned, if I had been smarter, I wouldn't have forgotten what happened to us before. I'm so stupid, anything... Won't say. Break your heart again and again, only to come back to you as brazenly as you do now. I'm useless and selfish, I can't let you go, let alone let you go. ”
"Please, will you stay? Or take me with you wherever you go, okay? I... I don't know what to say... I don't know what to do to get you back. I look at the house you vacated, and I feel like I can't beg you to forgive me anymore, but I'm still... I want you to give me a chance. If you would like to stay, just wait for me at the exit of the airport. ”
After Si Xiangyan finished speaking, he looked at the stunned staff standing in the corner, and quickly ran towards the exit. Many people looked at her and saw her anxious look. It's a pity, 10 minutes, 20 minutes ... 30 minutes passed, and the person she was waiting for never appeared. "It seems that you really gave up on me." Kneeling on the ground weakly, Si Xiangyan looked at the ring on his hand and whispered. At this time, the police rushed over, and under the leadership of the staff, they took Si Xiangyan out.
"Miss Weng, your plane is about to take off, please board the plane quickly." In the VIP lounge, the waiter looked at Weng Rinran, who was standing by the window and had been looking downstairs, and said puzzled. It wasn't until she noticed that transparent teardrops were slowly flowing down her chin that she walked away. Gazing at Zhong Jinlan and Long Wang, who came in time to pick up Si Xiangyan, and looked at the other party's lost soul, Weng Rinran clenched the ticket in his hand and turned around to board the plane.
"Goodbye, my light." "Awake? Let's have a bite to eat. ”
"I want to go take a shower first."
"I'm going to go out of town today, and if it goes well, I should be able to rush back, and it will be tomorrow morning at the latest. But when I think I can't see you for a day, I will always selfishly want you to spend more time with me. ”
Zhuang Jiyan said to herself, her body was also hugged by her from behind, Weng Rinran endured the discomfort of her body and sighed in her heart. "Doctor Zhuang, I've said it many times, you and I just live together, I have someone I like, she..." Why don't you call me Dr. Zhuang when you're drunk? ”
Zhuang Jiyan interrupted Weng Rinran's words and straightened her body. Zhuang Jiyan is 33 years old this year, in China, no matter what status or status of a woman, if she is not married, I am afraid that some people will make irresponsible remarks or feel embarrassed. But in foreign countries, no one cares about this.
Her parents immigrated to New Zealand for a long time, and she grew up here. Zhuang Jiyan likes to study medicine and prefers to study some Chinese culture. She has never liked any man, and she never thought she would fall in love with a woman one day. But human beings will always encounter things they can't think of, just like she likes Weng Rinran.
Half a year of contact, half a year of relentless pursuit, half a year of impressing. Zhuang Jiyan has always thought that she has nothing to do with cheekiness, but unfortunately, when she met Weng Rinran, she seemed to have several more faces, and she couldn't lose enough. Weng Rinran's voice is very good, and when he is drunk, he will habitually be coquettish and lazy.
Hearing her call herself so intimately last night, Zhuang Jiyan's heart almost blossomed. She felt that what she had done had finally touched Weng Rinran, and she was even so excited that she couldn't sleep all night. didn't know that this title was just another person imprinted in the other party's heart or even soul.
"Dr. Zhuang, I think you may have misunderstood. The face in my mouth is not calling you, but I think of the person who makes me never forget. Just last night, I had a dream of having sex with her all night, and it's still wet there. Weng Rinran's answer was straightforward and ruthless, but this time Zhuang Jiyan lost the strength to laugh. She glanced at the woman in front of her, and it was clear that what she said was so harsh, but it made people angry.
Zhuang Jiyan remembers very well that she also had fantasies about love and the future when she was a child. basa