Chapter 137: Stone
"Speaking of which, I haven't seen Xun Shao for a few days? What's going on? Did you two quarrel? Is it because you couldn't make it to that date and he's angry? Xiaomei asked.
Ye Wei frowned, a little troubled, supported her chin with one hand, twisted her head to Xiaomei and said: "I think he didn't come to school for a few days to be angry with me, just because I forgot what he said at that time, he told me to let each other calm down, and he hasn't appeared in front of me until now, probably because he doesn't want to see me." ”
Xiaomei was dumbfounded, isn't it, even Xun Qin's temper can drink Weiwei and quarrel? Didn't he want to make Vivi what he was used to? How could he be so light and angry with Weiwei?
"Have you done something that is indignant to the gods? Otherwise, how could he be angry with you? No matter how you look at it, he spoils you to the point of being lawless, and if you don't go too far, he will tolerate it. Even Xiaomei couldn't look past Lian Xunqin's bottomless appearance in front of Ye Wei, but she only hated Ye Wei but was unconscious.
"What do you think I'm like that? I'm also very cooperative with him, it's that he always has to worry too much about me, what do you say, I put you and other people's status above him, do you think, do I have it? ”
Xiaomei was also very angry after hearing this, and said, "That's it, where do you have it?" You've always put him above me, and it's too much to focus on color and friendship, right? Why don't you care if you value him so much? I don't agree with that. ”
"you, aren't you just trying to make fun of me for being a lover friend? Why are you talking about this fake? Ye Wei nudged Xiaomei and said reluctantly, "Be serious for me, I really want to ask, didn't you say that the bystanders are clear?" I just want to see from your point of view, am I really doing what he said, going too far? ”
Xiaomei straightened her face and said: "To be honest, it may be because Lian Xunqin cares too much about you, what I see is that you are willful, Lian Xunqin is accommodating, although sometimes you will help him think about things from his point of view, but more of an ego, you are always reckless because Lian Xunqin cares, I have also thought, if he gets tired of it in the future, will you be sad?" It always feels like you're just using him as a tool, and you're not really emotional. ”
"Since you have been together, I am not very optimistic, Lian Xunqin's affection is deeper than yours, if he always pays so meaninglessly, but always does not get the harvest, no matter how persistent the person will give up one day. I think he himself knows that no matter how hot his heart is, he can't cover a stone, and in my opinion, you are that stone. ”
"Is it really that exaggerated? I think I've always had him in mind. Ye Wei was stunned after listening to Xiaomei's words, "Moreover, I have always attached great importance to him, and I will also be angry because of him, because his words are in the mood one after another, how can this be regarded as not paying attention?" ”
"Don't you think you have the slightest reservation about yourself, whether you treat him, or me, or anyone else?" Xiaomei said, her expression also changed, "At first, I didn't think that it might be because I have known you since I was a child, and I am still young, so I don't think too much, but in the past two years, I have discovered one thing......"
At this time, Xiaomei deliberately paused, as if she wanted to arouse Ye Wei's curiosity. Ye Wei glared at her dissatisfied, raised her hand, and made a pinching gesture in front of Xiaomei, threatening. Xiaomei had no choice but to say it reluctantly.
"Originally, I always thought that you were very good, you would care about me, you would comfort me because something bad had happened to me, you would try your best to protect me because I was going to be injured, you wouldn't ask me for credit, you have been paying silently, I thought you thought you would understand your efforts."
"But later, I found out that this is not the case, you are like this to me, and the same is true to others, you are frolicking with others, but there is no trace of emotion in your eyes, I was a little jealous because you made new friends, but when I saw the weakness in your eyes, I was also shocked in my heart."
"I've observed carefully, not only do you do this to Su Wei, but also to me, it's just that Lian Xunqin and I can still make a little wave in your plain eyes, but they can't. However, all we can do is set off a wave, not a wave. I think that even I can't see it, even Xunqin can't see it. ”
"However, he is still trying very hard to warm you, to cover your heart, to unlock the lock of your heart, and to enter the door in a grand manner." Xiaomei smiled self-deprecatingly, "And I, I know I can't bear you, but I also know that I can't shake you, so I don't do meaningless things, I think I can't cover a stone, I can't let it heat up, I often feel comforted, at least, I'm special in your heart, at least, you can still make waves for me." ”
"Even if I can't get in if the door of your heart is locked, at the very least, I think that in your heart, I will be one of the people closest to the door of your heart. If there is a circle of communication in your heart, if not at the innermost, then at least on the second level. Because, right now, there is no one on the first floor. ”
Ye Wei was speechless, is there? I always feel that I get along well with everyone, and I always think that I haven't excluded them, but it turns out that I still haven't let go of my heart, or I haven't taken them to heart? It turned out that since he was hurt, his heart had become a stone in a pit - smelly and hard, and he didn't realize it.
So, what he did was so obvious that even Xiaomei could see it, so what about Lian Xunqin? He was so careful that he must have noticed it a long time ago, but he still didn't say anything, enduring his indifference and willfulness towards him, knowing that for himself, some efforts were destined to be unrewarded, but he still wanted to be a moth to the fire, just to gamble.
How cruel he is, he has hurt Lian Xunqin many times, but he has not noticed it once, he has not felt guilty once, he has always acted recklessly in front of him, relying on his tolerance, and he has hurt him even more.
No wonder, no wonder once he broke out, he didn't even want to see his own side again, he just wanted to stay away from himself so that he could heal his wound that was always bleeding because of himself, but he still complained in this way, dissatisfied because of his refusal to appear, but forgot that he was obviously here for reconciliation at the beginning.
Sure enough, he was willful again, sure enough, he didn't take him to heart, sure enough, he didn't care about his feelings, no wonder, he was so hurt.
"It turns out that I still haven't let go, I always thought I had let go, but in the end, I didn't do anything." Ye Wei muttered.