Chapter 138: Willingly

"Down? What to put down? Xiaomei looked confused, not knowing what she was talking about. If you really care, then go to Lian Xunqin's house to find him, even if he is closed, it is better than you worrying about being here alone. ”

"yes, I'm going to his house to apologize to him." Ye Wei suddenly realized.

Xiaomei saw that what she said worked, so she hurriedly increased her firepower and said: "Then you might as well choose a day, go after school today, anyway, you have a reason, he hasn't come to school for so long, it's very reasonable for you to worry." ”

Lian Xunqin, don't say that I didn't help you, I'm helping you persuade Ye Wei to take the first step. She never seems to have taken the first step against you, and if she does, your future will be better. At the very least, if she is willing to take the first step, I think you will be willing and happy to take the remaining ninety-nine steps.

Ye Wei nodded, agreed, and said, "Then I'll go and see him, I have to fight not to make that stone, otherwise the chance of losing you is too great." You see, I've always been puzzled, why did Su Wei, who was so good with us, just say and leave? I also regretted it, look at how much she and I are fated to, there is a Wei character in the name, it turns out that I am too indifferent, I have not been rewarded for my efforts, and I don't want to continue, so I left. ”

"Yes, you know, I'm so good to you, no matter how indifferent you are, I didn't throw my hand and leave," Xiaomei said with a little weakness after finishing speaking, "Actually, if it weren't for Lian Xunqin who has been there without hitting the south wall and not looking back, and has always refused to give up, maybe I would have given you up because I was tired." ”

"In the past two years, I have witnessed Lian Xunqin's dedication to you, and watching you make trouble with him, I often wonder, is this your unique way of getting along? After all, you have never been so wanton with anyone, and you have never been so willful, but as soon as you came to him, you immediately changed your appearance, and you were not like you at all. ”

"He's my boyfriend, I've agreed with him, although maybe I haven't really let go of my heart yet, but what I can be sure of is that he won't hurt me, I can do whatever I want in front of him, he will tolerate me, and I vent all the pampering I didn't have before in front of him." Ye Wei directly ignored the previous sentence and explained the next sentence. There are some things, it's better to let it be vague, and it doesn't have to be clear.

"Actually, it's not right to say that you don't care about him, because the waves in your eyes will only move big because of him, and your temper will only be shown in front of him, and all your care is clearly revealed, but because it is too pure, he will ignore it, because you have always shown this appearance in front of him, and he doesn't feel that he has anything special about you, but he doesn't know that you have never been like this."

Xiaomei said, and then had some doubts: "To be honest, when you weren't with him before, you often looked like this in front of him, as if your defense was broken with a fragile blow in front of him, but unfortunately, he didn't notice it." And you didn't care about it, you saw each other's special eyes, but you didn't take it to heart. ”

After speaking, he shook his head regretfully, and persuaded: "Actually, you will be fine as soon as you say it, but you are all too stubborn, so you stubbornly dragged the matter to the point where you couldn't clean it up." ”

"Because I didn't find out before, I've always been in the game, how can I see through it, and he's also in the game, although he can see through it, how can he let me go? He was reluctant, so he knew that he couldn't warm me, and he was still a moth to the fire. ”

"I now understand why he always can't laugh, it turns out that it's not because he's used to having a straight face, but because I, who is closest to him, is the one who hurts him the most. No wonder he can't laugh all the time," Ye Wei laughed at herself, "I've always teased him, I want to make him laugh, I want to watch him change his face, and have fun with it, but I didn't expect that in the end, it was because of me, which is so sad." Ye Wei said helplessly, and there were tears in her eyes.

It's yourself, it's yourself who is wrong, and I always feel that I'm not too wrong, but it's outrageously wrong. You say that you don't take people to heart, forget it, he treats you like that, even if it is a stone, he gives him warmth, but what about you?

You don't take other people's efforts seriously at all, and even, you still enjoy it as a matter of course, without caring whether what you do will cause him harm. Until today, you still didn't understand why he was angry about such a small thing, it turned out that it was just the fuse. Not only did you not think about him, you did not understand him at all. Not only do you ignore his sadness, but you also poke at someone's wound as if nothing happened, watching his wound bleed and indifferent.

Xiaomei looked at Ye Wei with such a sad appearance, and she was also a little unbearable, no matter how she said it, she pierced this layer of paper by herself, and even when Xun Qin was so angry, she didn't think about piercing it, but she pierced it and exposed it.

If Lian Xunqin reconciles with her, will he be torn into pieces? Thinking of this, Xiaomei couldn't help but shudder, forget it, it's not too late to make amends, it's better to coax Weiwei, and when the time comes, she can also help herself say a few good words.

"Actually, it's not that exaggerated, his face has always been so paralyzed, no matter what you do, you must know that if you hadn't come, his face might not have smiled until now, this is your credit."

"But because of me, he is also a lot sadder than before, always because of me, he has a lot of things to worry about, he obviously has to take care of his family's affairs, but he has to always take care of my feelings, afraid that I will be sad, knowing that I am cold-blooded, but he still can't let go of me."

"He always treated me like a child, and he was afraid that I would get hurt, even if he knew that I didn't care much about things, but he was still afraid that there were only one or two things that might hurt me, and he would deal with everything for me, not letting me know those things, not letting me worry about those things. And I knew it, but I didn't say anything. ”

As soon as Ye Wei thought about it, she found a lot of things, in fact, she had seen them in her eyes, but why didn't she care? It's weird, is it because I don't care? Yes, he didn't care, or because he already knew that he would take care of everything, so he didn't bother about it.

And for themselves, they don't care about themselves, they always feel that Lian Xunqin is too worried and can't let go, so why care? But he didn't think about why he did this, and why he did it.

Yes, because he is there, he doesn't have to worry about anything, because he is there, he has no worries, and because he is there, he won't think about anything that he shouldn't think. It turned out that he had long been accustomed to his storage zĂ i, and was rejoicing because of his storage zĂ i.