Chapter 46: Qian Fu's thoughts

What can you say to a stranger?

Qin Qing accumulated a lot of words, before she saw Qian Fu, she felt that she would definitely be unable to hold back and question her, and Fang Yu also advised her to be calm and restrained when she arrived.

But after seeing Qian Fu, she couldn't say a word.

She has no intersection with Qian Fu. If it weren't for the two of them bumping into each other in the subway station, she wouldn't have recognized this as a high school classmate, even if they walked face to face on the street.

Qin Qing didn't come to make revenge, she was here to persuade Qian Fu, if her purpose was really revenge, she hoped that she could dispel this idea. So how to get started is a question.

"Classmate for three years, I didn't even know you lived so close to my home." Qin Qing had no choice but to start with this nonsense.

Her family and the Qian family are not close, but at least they are in the same direction.

She thought that there would be no reaction to this sentence, but she didn't expect Qian Fu to answer.

- I haven't been back for two years.

Qian Fu's mouth didn't move, and her answer was directly transmitted to Qin Qing's mind.

"Two years?" Qin Qing asked directly, "You haven't been back since you went to college?" ”

- How's that?

Qian Fu gave a somewhat indifferent, mocking smile.

Qin Qing was stunned.

-- There was a four-day vacation after the military training, when my father came to pick me up from school and wanted to drop me off at my aunt's house. He said that there were children crying at home, and he was afraid that I would not be able to rest well.

Qian Fu sneered and pursed his lips.

- Don't he even know? My aunt's family is annoying me. He can leave his child behind for more than ten years, regardless of letting others raise him, and he doesn't care about what others think? I sometimes wonder where he got such a thick skin? He doesn't think he's causing trouble to others? Someone else owes him?

――I didn't have the face to go over, so I stayed at school and didn't go back.

Qin Qing found that Qian Fu didn't hate Qian Zifang, so she asked the same, Qian Fu looked cold but said without hesitation:

――I have been raising me for more than ten years, and she used to hold my parent-teacher conferences.

-- My aunt has her own family, and their family's salary is not high, and my father only gives 10,000 or 20,000 yuan a year, what is enough? My grandfather and my grandmother have 145 medicines every month, my aunt is filial to my grandfather and my grandmother, and she still has to take care of me, what did my father do? Light will speak with his mouth!

Qian Fu suddenly went upstairs, and Qin Qing stood downstairs and hesitated for a long time before following.

The building was still the same as before the fire, the door of the Qian family was open, Qin Qing walked in, and found that it was still the Qian family she saw for the first time. It has not been redecorated, and Qian Fu's parents have not returned to the Qian family before they returned.

Old sofas, old furniture, slightly yellowed walls and floor tiles.

- This is my home.

Qian Fu's voice changed suddenly.

Qin Qing turned his head to look and found that Qian Fu had become shorter, and his face shape had also changed, as if he was only fourteen or fifteen years old.

This is Qian Fu in junior high school.

Qian Fu turned his head to look at Qin Qing.

A prominent bell grew louder and louder.

- I'd rather they hadn't come back. It's still my home alone.

Qin Qing woke up, she looked at the ceiling with her eyes open, and it took a long time to recover.

The phone next to the pillow is telling the time, and the sound is getting louder and louder. Qin's mother hurriedly came out of the kitchen and pushed the door to look, "Are you awake?" Is it your watch? How long have you been asleep? Let's go back to sleep. ”

Qin Qing hurriedly sighed and turned off the timer.

"Let's go back to sleep." Mother Qin helped her lie back, "Are you sweating?" Is it burned? ”

Qin Qing shook his head first, and then reacted: "It's not burning." ”

Mother Qin touched her forehead again before she went out with confidence.

When only Qin Qing was left in the room, she spit out the breath she was holding.

Both she and Fang Yu were wrong.

Qian Fu's resentment towards her parents is not simple, which is something that no one in the Qian family has discovered. Everyone thinks that Qian Fu is very happy about her parents' return home, and what she hates is only the little brother who was born suddenly. But everyone including her and Fang Yu ignored that Qian Fu was not a child.

She is not a child expecting her parents, but a person who is close to adulthood. If Qian Bingde and his wife can return home when Qian Fu's grandfather dies, Qian Fu may have a deeper affection for his parents. At that time, it was the time when Qian Fu and the Qian family needed them the most. But they didn't come back, and Qian Fu survived it on her own.

For Qian Fu, when she was about to go to college and was about to become an adult, her parents who suddenly came back were just strangers who had never met before. And these strangers occupied the home where she had lived for more than ten years and squeezed her out.

Of course, Qian Fu was unwilling to accept it, but she had no choice.

When he was in the car the next day, Fang Yu pondered for a moment after listening to it, and nodded: "Indeed, we were all wrong. Qian Fu may prefer her parents to stay abroad, as long as she is given living expenses and tuition fees on time. As for whether they have children or not, maybe she doesn't care. But Qian Bingde and they occupied her home and made her homeless, which was what she was most angry about. ”

"So what Qian Fu wants to go back to is her home, the old house. Instead of what we thought she hated her parents. Qin Qing propped up his chin, "What can I do now......

It turned out that the chicken soup she imagined for Qian Fu and so on were useless, and Qian Fu wanted the old house where she lived with her grandfather. Now that the house has burned down, it is said that Qian Bingde will definitely not be able to go back in a short time, so she should be satisfied?

"If that's the case, then why did she let me go to the hospital?" Qin Qing couldn't figure it out.

Fang Yu: "If you can't figure it out, don't think about it first." Ghosts are also changed by people, people can lie, and so can ghosts. ”

"You're saying she doesn't really hate her parents?"

Fang Yu understood that Qin Qing didn't want to think too badly of people, especially Qian Fu's always sympathetic experience, so he was a little hesitant, he made an analogy, "Hate or not...... It doesn't matter anymore. The point is that she has hurt people, and why she did it, although it has something to do with what she hurted, is not the most critical. For example, if a person has always been poor, and he suddenly has money, some people will plan how to use it, and some people will be carried away by the money, and they will buy whatever they want. ”

Qin Qing suddenly realized: "Are you saying that Qian Fu didn't burn down the house because she hated her parents, nor did she want to go back to her home, but wanted to try her strength!" ”

Fang Yu said, "At first, she may indeed want to burn down a place that is no longer her home, but then she should want to abuse her power." He said heavily, "Because there is nothing to restrain her now, the resentment of the past is infinitely magnified." Her resentment towards her father led her to try to continue to hurt Qian Bingde.

That night, Qin Qing went to bed at seven o'clock, and Qin's mother was worried about whether she really had a cold and asked her to take medicine.

"I didn't have a cold, I just didn't get enough sleep these days, so I went to bed early today." Qin Qing pretended to be very similar, "I'm sleepy in class." ”

"Then you can sleep." Qin's mother took her temperature and saw that she was okay, so she turned off the lights and went out.

Qin Qing didn't have a time, lay down and closed his eyes, and soon fell asleep.

Without the slightest resistance, she walked back to the corridor of the hospital.

There was nothing in the long hallway.

Qin Qing deliberately said when he passed by Qian Bingde's ward, "Qian Fu, are you there?" She stepped half of her foot into the room, "Are you there?" You're not there? Not in my go. Then he walked back.

Qian Fu did appear, and she was standing in front of the window of the ward.

Qian Bingde was lying on the bed, his breathing still heavy. But Qin Qing called Qian Zifang today, knowing that Qian Bingde was concurrently infected and had been put on a ventilator, and if it was not good, he might have to be moved to the intensive care unit at night. Qian Zifang was very sad, she was still very moved when Qin Qing called, "Thank you for calling, I didn't expect Xiaofu to have such a good friend, thank you for remembering her." ”

But Qian Bingde in front of him didn't have a ventilator, and his appearance was still the same when Qin Qing went to visit.

When Qin Qing saw this Qian Bingde, he knew that Qian Fu didn't go to the hospital at all, maybe there was no way to go, so the things in this dream were all projected from Qin Qing's memories of going to the hospital.

It's easy to know this.

Qin Qing was really afraid that Qian Fu was in the hospital, what could he do to Qian Bingde.

With Qian Fu's feelings for her parents, maybe when Qian Bingde came to the hospital, she didn't keep up at all.

Where Qian Fu is now, Qin Qing has already counted.

"Your dad is badly injured." Qin Qing said, "I called your aunt today and heard that the hospital has issued a critical illness notice. As she spoke, she kept paying attention to Qian Fu's expression.

Qian Fu's face was expressionless.

"You're not sad at all, are you? Do you think he deserves it now? Qin Qing asked, "But do you know?" Qian Fu, your brother was not burned to death, but choked to death. Your mother was burned to death in the living room, the explosion of glass cut her whole body with wounds, your father just didn't die, and he had to lie in bed for the rest of the ten years, even if he didn't lie in bed, he couldn't do anything, he could only let others take care of him. ”

"And seven people were killed in that fire, and fourteen are still in the hospital." Qin Qing said, "Your father was sued and asked him to pay more than 10 million yuan." Of course, he didn't have that much money, and his company didn't want to lose money for him, and neither did the insurance company. Therefore, your father will not only be bad in the future, but also have to bear huge debts. Isn't that enough? Do you still want him dead? ”

Qian Fu spoke: "You put the fire. ”

"But I didn't put it at Qian's house." Qin Qing didn't give an inch, "I put it in a dream." ”

Qian Fu stared at her.

Qin Qing took a step back and said, "You hate me." Because I burned your house. ”

After saying that, she turned around and ran out! Run down the corridor to the stairwell and rush straight downstairs without stopping!

Just like last time, she ran out of the hospital and into that alley.

Here, the sky is a beautiful deep blue, starry.

Qin Qing kept thinking about Shanyu University in his heart! I remember the deepest impression of Sugiyu University in her heart!

She ran through the alley, and there was a stall selling snacks at the entrance of the alley in front of her! Xiao long bao and wontons, as well as stir-fried fried noodles and cold dishes.

The scent of seaweed soup and shrimp skin wafts through the air.

Qin Qing felt a burst of ecstasy in his heart!

Because this food stall is near Sugiyo University!

She ran past the food stalls, and sure enough, there was a snack street behind the university!

The snack street is crowded with students, and the students who come here for dinner rub shoulders with each other. Qin Qing walked through the flow of people and ran into the gate of the university.

In the school, as usual, the street lights are on, the students are walking outside, and the further you go, the fewer people in the school, and you can see groups of people going to fetch water.

Qin Qing continued to run forward.

She wasn't sure if she could actually get here, but she was so happy when she saw the small second floor of the modern professor's building. Even the heavy legs became lighter.

When she recalled just now, what impressed her the most was not any teaching building she had ever seen, but the two-story building of Professor Dai in the old photo.

It was the building in front of me, and it was not restored, it was the building that had not been destroyed.

There were no other buildings around the building, it was surrounded by a large green meadow. The white balcony is entwined with ivy, and on the first floor is a maple tree planted in front of the building, and the branches are bent by a large canopy and green maple leaves.

Qin Qing jumped up the white wooden steps in two steps, rushed into the carved glass door, and shouted, "Professor Dai!" ”

A familiar figure poked his head out of the classroom and beckoned to her: "Come here, come here." ”

Qin Qing ran over, and the door behind him closed heavily.

It is the afternoon sun in the classroom, and when the students have been in the classroom for a long time, it is easy to tell whether the sun is in the morning or in the afternoon. The angle of the sun in the afternoon is not the same.

Professor Dai stood in front of the desk of the podium, with a lot of books on the table, and he was preparing for the class.

"Why are you in such a hurry? There's a ghost chasing you. Professor Dai smiled and asked her to sit down.

Qin Qing breathed a sigh of relief, sat down and nodded, and said briskly, "Yes, there are ghosts chasing you." ”

Professor Dai was not surprised at all, and asked her as easily as chatting, "Then why did you come to me?" ”

Qin Qing wiped her sweat and smiled confidently: "Because, she hasn't been here before." ”