Chapter 45: Your Heart's Desire

The stairwell was small and empty, and the light above it was a miserable pale blue, and Qin Qing could see that her hands were all illuminated blue-white.

She remembered that Qian Bingde's ward was on the eighth floor, and she counted it silently in her heart.

1st, 2nd, 3rd floor......

The repetitive stairwells give the feeling that running like this will never end.

Qin Qing prayed vigorously in his heart, "I will definitely run to the first floor", "I will definitely be able to run to the first floor!" "It's impossible not to run to the first floor, but if you run down, of course you can run to the first floor."

On the count to eight, she saw that the stairwell below had changed, and the last floor was only three steps away. She had always taken the elevator up before, and she had never seen what the stairwell on the first floor of the hospital looked like. She walked over slowly, pushed the door open, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Because the corridor in front of me is completely different from the corridor on the eighth floor.

Qin Qing only felt that she was not tired at all, she slowed down and walked out.

The hallway out of the stairwell was short, and there was no door, and when she came around the corner, she poked her head out and saw an alley.

The scene changed again......

She didn't want to go back to Qian Bingde's ward, so she could only keep going.

The alley was extremely narrow, but the road ahead always felt a little familiar to her. She walked slowly forward, and the sky was the color of before the rain, like it had absorbed water, thick water, and a faint gray.

At the end of the alley was the familiar flower bed and the dark green grass in the flower bed, and the thin trees on the edge of the flower bed were lined up, Qin Qing remembered, this was her high school school!

The alley behind this flower bed is the back door of the school.

There were many students who were about to leave school nearby, and Qin Qing also saw the adults who came to pick up the children, the school's family members, and teachers, who were pushing bicycles and slowly walking through the alleys.

Qin Qing walked in against the flow of people, she came in through the back door and wanted to go out through the front door.

The campus in front of her was very familiar, and she immediately remembered the time back then, and she actually had a feeling of "going home". Of course, it is impossible to make her afraid.

She trotted all the way to the front door of the school, wondering how she wanted to get home. She used to ride her bicycle back and forth to school here, but now she doesn't have a car, so she has to take the bus and subway, and from here she walks to the station, and she has to take the pedestrian bridge.

Time passed very fast and slowly, and she felt tired after walking for a long time on her own. She walked through the rush hour crowds and traffic and walked two long stops to the pedestrian bridge. At this time, it was dark, the dim street lights were on, and there were a lot of people on the pedestrian bridge, and some people pushed bicycles up. She squeezed around with people, looking at the building next to the pedestrian bridge, and remembered that there was a ramen shop, a beautiful jewelry store, and a bag and stationery seller, and she used to like to go out with her classmates when she was out of school.

Let's go shopping when you have some time. She thought to herself.

At the station, she had a hard time getting on the train. There were a lot of people in the car, it was already late, she was a little anxious, afraid that her mother would be worried if she came home late.

She always felt like she had forgotten something important. Is it homework? Examination paper? What did you promise a friend? Or something else?

She's going to hurry.

The car staggered and drove away, and soon arrived at the station, but she found that she was sitting in the opposite direction, so she had to get down and turn to the opposite side. After waiting anxiously for the car to come for a while, she hurried up and waited for it to arrive at the station with her schoolbag.

After Qin's mother opened the door with the key, she felt that there was already someone in the house, and she shouted: "Qingqing? You're back? ”

Then I saw a tall man come out of the living room, "Hello Auntie." ”

Mother Qin's eyes showed a fierce light: "......"

Fang Yu said softly, "Auntie, Qingqing feels unwell today, so I sent her back in advance, she took two cold pills and fell asleep, I don't dare to leave and want to wait for you to come back." ”

Qin's mother was anxious when she heard this, and she didn't care about being angry, so she didn't have time to put down the bag and went into her daughter's bedroom to look, seeing that her whole person was shrunk in the quilt, she knew that she must be very cold, and she reached out and touched her forehead, and she didn't feel hot.

Fang Yu had been standing obediently outside the door, and when Mother Qin turned around after reading it, he hurriedly smiled and whispered, "Then Auntie, I'll leave first." ”

Qin's mother actually has no opinion on him, she just thinks that her daughter is talking a little early now, and she also thinks that he "cheated" Qin Qing away by relying on his elders, but he reached out and didn't hit the smiling person, not to mention that Fang Yu also deliberately sent Qin Qing back, in this matter, she wanted to thank others.

So Qin's mother specially sent him to the door, and said softly, "Thank you." ”

"It's okay, Auntie, this is what I'm supposed to do." Fang Yu said, and then he left with confidence.

When Mother Qin opened the door and came back, Qin Qing woke up a little hazy, Mother Qin came in eagerly, touched her head, and then sent Fang Yu out, she had an impression of these.

The dream was interrupted.

It's mom back...... Fang Yu is gone......

Qin Qing was a little relieved, they didn't seem to quarrel, and her mother didn't get angry, which was good.

She was more comfortable to continue sleeping, because the drowsiness was still very strong, but then the last dream, she remembered that she was on the bus......

And then it's all strung up before and after.

Qin Qing realized that if she continued to follow this dream, she might be pulled into it by Qian Fu again, so she began to think about some other things, such as her homework, the teacher's class, and Si Yuhan...... Professor Shih's Papers...... Mom's Dinner......

When he woke up in the morning, Qin Qing only felt relaxed, rested very well, and was very satisfied. She woke up at six o'clock and continued to lie under the covers and pretend to sleep.

Even Qian Fu's matter took a while to remember.

Qin Qing recalled that after being interrupted, she didn't dream of Qian Fu anymore, not only did she not dream of the corridor, but she also didn't dream of the hospital and Qian Bingde anymore.

This means that once the dream is interrupted, it has no effect!

She grabbed the mobile phone next to her pillow and wanted to call Fang Yu, but when she thought about it, it must have been very hard for him to run around with her these days, so don't disturb him so early and let him continue to sleep.

But finding this made her really excited!

Mother Qin came to see her first when she got up in the morning, and was relieved to find that her eyes were shining, "It seems that this is in spirit." ”

"Mom, morning!" Qin Qing immediately sat up.

"Don't sleep? Then get up and brush your teeth and wash your face, and eat early. ”

Fang Yu's car was waiting at the door at seven o'clock every day, and as soon as he stopped today, he saw Qin Qing standing there with his schoolbag on his back and smiling at him.

"Are you alright? How did you sleep yesterday? Fang Yu saw her smile, and he smiled too, his tone relaxed.

Qin Qing ran over and jumped into the car, closed the door hard, and said happily, "It's okay!" I woke up once yesterday when you went back, and I haven't dreamed since! ”

Fang Yu was pleasantly surprised when he heard this, "So you only need to wake up once?" ”

Qin Qing held the phone and nodded with a smile, "Yes!" I figured it out, schedule it before going to bed in the future, wake me up in an hour, and I'll be sure. ”

Fang Yu said, "Set half an hour, do you fall asleep quickly?" If it's fast, it's 15 minutes. ”

Qin Qing was also afraid that the timing would be useless too early, but she really wanted to sleep well and didn't want to dream anymore, so she hesitated for a moment and nodded, "Okay, let's try it in fifteen minutes first!" ”

At night, she was very careful to set fifteen minutes before going to bed, hoping that she would be woken up too early and do it again.

After lying down, she was still a little apprehensive.

This time, she was standing downstairs at the Qian family, the traces of the fire were gone, and it was still the same here.

Qin Qing had discussed with Fang Yu, she wanted to communicate face-to-face with Qian Fu, which would be more conducive to grasping the initiative. Now that the blockade of the dream has been broken, it is time to take advantage of the victory to pursue it. Fang Yu thought that if Qian Fu could still communicate, it would not be difficult to communicate with her, because she and Qin Qing were the same age and had many topics in common. Qian Fu kept looking for her, explaining that she also wanted to convey something.

"Qian Fu! Qian Fu down! ”

Qin Qing stood downstairs at the Qian family and shouted, as if calling his friends out to play.

"Qian Fu!"

"Qian Fu!"

Qin Qing circled his hands into a cylinder and shouted to the third floor: "Qian Fu! ”

Somehow, she turned her head and saw a girl standing behind her. She has short hair, wears a dark red tweed coat, and wears a pair of jeans underneath.

When Qin Qing saw her, he coincided with the vague figure in his memory.

It turns out that Qian Fu is like this......

The two didn't know each other, and they didn't even speak in high school.

Qin Qing would know about Qian Fu, just because Qian Fu was considered an "outlier" in the grade. She is ordinary in learning and ordinary in appearance, the only difference is her personality, too cold and too unsociable. Perhaps, there are also things about her family, such as her parents not around, living alone, etc., which constitute her "alien" identity.

Everyone may not have any prejudice against her, but it also makes Qin Qing, who has never spoken to her, have an impression of her.

Qin Qing didn't have the same intimacy with Qian Fu as he did with Rong Rong. Maybe she was once indignant and empathized with Qian Fu's experience, but the moment she faced Qian Fu, these feelings disappeared.

Because Qian Fu in front of her also looked at her with a strange face.

"Qian Fu, what do you want to do?" Qin Qing opened his mouth to ask her.