38. Fate is greater than love

"The phone you dialed is turned off, please call again later"

Lin Shanshan looked at the operating room in front of her with the lights in the operation, and the hand holding the mobile phone became more and more cold

Lin Shanshan was a little irritable and called over and over again, and suddenly the mobile phone rang, and a call came in, and the caller ID was "Qin Jian"

Lin Shanshan hung up the phone without thinking, and continued to dial Sun Bomo's phone over and over again, but the voice on the other end of the phone was still a cold electronic female voice, Lin Shanshan almost collapsed, the hand that made the phone was getting faster and faster, and it seemed that the incoming call was also persevering, pressing the interface of the phone book suddenly, the name of Qin Jian on the caller ID made Lin Shanshan, who was already irritable, nowhere to send it, and only felt that it was a waste of his time, but the place where he quickly pressed it was just the place where the phone button was connected, The call was immediately connected.

"Shanshan?"

The voice on the other end of the phone had a unique cold and gentleness, but Lin Shanshan didn't feel it at all at this moment, she only felt that the flames were rushing up, not giving Qin Jian a chance to speak at all, and she almost couldn't suppress the roar with her mobile phone

"Bastard, stop calling, stop calling! Stop it! ”

After saying that, the phone hung up directly.

"Families outside, please keep quiet!"

"Sorry, sorry"

Shi Yan hurriedly blocked Lin Shanshan and looked at the nurse who looked at her with a frowning face. The nurse glared again before turning and entering the office again.

Even the family members who were waiting on the side were a little unpleasant.

Lin Shanshan held the mobile phone, and immediately couldn't help crying "woo", but she was afraid that the voice would not be able to control it, it would be too big, and it would affect the operation, so she bit her arm when she opened her mouth, and the low whimper sound was a depressing breath in a quiet corridor.

After a while, a bottle of mineral water appeared in front of Lin Shanshan's eyes, and it looked like Shi Yan along her arm.

"Drink some water first, and talk about other things later."

Lin Shanshan looked at Shi Yan, nodded lightly, raised her hand to take Shi Yan's water, held it in her hand, looked at it in a daze, didn't drink, and didn't know what she was thinking.

Shi Yan hesitated, but still asked

"His phone doesn't work."

I never told Shi Yan, but Shi Yan could know who the call was to, Lin Shanshan bit her lip, didn't speak, Shi Yan didn't care, looked at the light in the operation, and suddenly, it went out, and quickly patted Lin Shanshan

"The lights are out."

Lin Shanshan jumped up as if she had a spring, and looked at the closed door with her eyes blank. After a while, the door was pushed open, and several nurses pushed a large bed out

"Who are Li Lili's family?"

Lin Shanshan hurriedly jumped over

"I am, I am."

"Have you completed all the admission procedures?"

Lin Shanshan and Shi Yan were stunned, and only paid the money for the operation, but they had not yet been admitted to the hospital. Both of them were inexperienced in this matter, and when the nurse asked them this, both of them were stunned. Lin Shanshan reacted faster

"I'll do it now, she can't delay, and how about the operation?"

"The family rushed to the hospital first, and the patient was successfully operated on, but the child was not saved."

Saying that, the nurse seemed to think of something, and looked at Shi Yan with a strange gaze, Lin Shanshan frowned, and pulled Shi Yan's hand

"I'm sorry for you so late. When I look back, Lily will wake up and make sure she will thank you well. I'll go through the admission procedures first, you"

"Why don't I handle it, and you take care of Lily?"

Lin Shanshan shook her head

"You watch, I'll be back soon."

looked at Li Lili, who had closed her eyes and turned pale, and stuffed the water in her hand to Shi Yan, and didn't dare to delay for a moment, so she ran to the inpatient department.

It can be seen that if it was Sun Bomo who was standing in the hospital today, whether it was to send him to the hospital or go through the admission procedures, Lin Shanshan would not hesitate to let Sun Bomo go, but Shi Yan

Lin Shanshan was a little unsure of the relationship between Shi Yan and Li Lili, she only knew that the two were quite familiar and could be regarded as friends, so she could only think of him coming to help, but in Lin Shanshan's opinion, Shi Yan was just a senior who was not too strange.

Lin Shanshan shook her head fiercely

"That's not right! If Sun Baimo had taken responsibility, he would not have let Li Lili have such a situation! ”

As for the child in Lili's belly, in Lin Shanshan's opinion, it is far better to lose it than to have it for Li Lili. But in the same way, Li Lili lost not only her children this time, but also a heart that loves Sun Bomo.

Lin Shanshan was also the first time, standing at the charging window of the inpatient department and asking a few words, stumbling to listen to the nurse's impatient prompts to quickly deal with some things, and finally handled it, pinching the list and preparing to rush back. But I just walked to the door, and I didn't want to, but I met an acquaintance here

"Shanshan?"

Lin Shanshan was stunned, looked at Zhou Yinghui with a tired face in front of her, was a little embarrassed for a while, opened her mouth, and didn't know whether to call Zhou Yinghui or Uncle Zhou

"Just call me by my name."

seemed to know what Lin Shanshan was struggling with, laughed, and said.

As he spoke, he looked at the slip in Lin Shanshan's hand and was stunned

"Is it because you're not feeling well?"

Lin Shanshan hurriedly shook her head

"Oh, it's okay, my friend is hospitalized here, I'll go through the admission procedures."

"Oh? Your friend? Which ward is it from? I happen to have a friend working here, so I'll say hello to him and let someone show your friend? ”

Lin Shanshan's eyes lit up when she heard this, acquaintances are easy to do, but in an instant, Lin Shanshan thought that Li Lili refused to call 120 because she was afraid that others would know, after all, she was pregnant before marriage and had a miscarriage, even if this society was open again, it would cause an uproar at school.

"No, she's fine. How are you in the hospital? ”

"The child ate something bad at his mother's place before, and he sent someone close to here, and now he is here to go through the transfer procedures."

Zhou Yinghui said a little tiredly, Lin Shanshan looked at the name and sighed, she still remembered that Zhou Yinghui had a son, who she saw once in Pingshan that day, a very likable and quiet little boy.

However, this matter involves other people's family private affairs, Lin Shanshan asked a few vague words, but she couldn't stay still

"I've got to go you first"

"It's okay, you can go."

Zhou Yinghui thought about it and said

"If you need help with your friend, feel free to call me."

As he spoke, Zhou Yinghui raised the corners of his mouth, and it seemed that the whole person was a little lighter, and his fatigue was reduced a lot.

Lin Shanshan thought about it and didn't immediately refuse his kindness

"Well, if you need it, I'll call you."

Saying that, Lin Shanshan raised her hand and waved, turned around and ran to the inpatient department, Zhou Yinghui looked at it for a while before bowing his head and chuckling, and sighed more and more: It's good to be young! If you are a few years younger, you really can't help it.

Lin Shanshan returned to the ward, subconsciously took a light step and pushed the door open, but she didn't want to, just when she saw Shi Yan looking at Li Lili, who was still unconscious, with a distressed face, and her hand caressing Li Lili's pale face.

The moment Lin Shanshan pushed the door, Shi Yan was stunned, and even forgot to withdraw the "bad" hand, and looked at Lin Shanshan a little stunned, the latter pursed his lips, didn't say anything, took a few steps forward, looked at the oxygen inhalation tube inserted by Li Lili and whispered

"The admission procedures have been completed, how is Lily? Have you woken up? What do doctors say? ”

Shi Yan withdrew his hand a little embarrassed, put it on his knee and pulled it into a fist, his back was very straight, and when he heard Lin Shanshan's words, he instantly relaxed and said in the same whisper

"It's nothing, it's all smooth, and I'll wake up tomorrow, but the child is gone, and I don't know how to talk to Li Lili tomorrow." The doctor meant that it was not a big problem and that he would be discharged in a week. ”

Lin Shanshan let out a long breath.

"That's good, that's good."

Thinking of the child in Lily's belly, Lin Shanshan's heart was also heavy, he came at an inopportune time

"As for the child, just tell her truthfully, at this time, the loss of the child is not a bad thing for Lily."

Lin Shanshan's words were very calm, calm with a bit of cruelty, but looking at the reality, she also understood that even if she was cruel, it was also the most rational idea, Lily was still so young and still in her freshman year, and Sun Baimo No matter what the reason, judging from Li Lili's attitude towards Sun Baimo's affairs during this time, it was not possible to give Li Lili a man with strong shoulders and a future.

Lin Shanshan and Shi Yan sat on the edge of the bed in silence, it was so dark that they could only hear the subtle sound of the detector.

Lin Shanshan looked at Lily, who was already safe, and subconsciously raised her hand to cover her lower abdomen for just a moment, Lin Shanshan thought of the medicine she took that day, and for a while, she couldn't tell whether she was lost or happy

Many times, fate can really explain a qiē, and it is even greater than love.

Today's loss of contact with Sun Bomo and Li Lili's danger made Lin Shanshan understand more and more that love is not great, neither can it let people who love each other be together, nor has it ever given people happiness all of it, after all, sigh a deep love is shallow.

Sun Bomo may really have something delayed, but he doesn't understand that tonight, he really lost a girl who loved him badly, and a child who had never opened his eyes to see the world

Of course, when the night disperses and the sky breaks, Li Lili will deserve a better man, and she will also be reborn in Nirvana and get what belongs to her, what she missed