The explanation of grief is as follows: grief is a kind of emotional reaction, which is shared by most higher mammals, and is the most significant in humans, which means grief and sorrow.

Qin Jian looked at the encyclopedia interface on the computer, and the word "sad" was bold and bold, which was extremely dazzling.

Even with a scientific explanation, Qin Jian still didn't understand whether his state could be called sad

Since saying goodbye to Lin Shanshan that day, Qin Jian returned home, lay on the bed, looked at the ceiling, and his head was empty, and as soon as he lay down like this, he lay down until the next day.

Li Yun called for dinner, Qin Jian only felt that he had no strength to open his mouth, he just wanted to lie down like this, watching, and not thinking about anything

Although it was not very intense, Qin Jian knew in his heart that this was very wrong! In short, it's not a pleasant expression

Sadness? Qin Jian had too many such feelings in his previous life because of Jiang Xiaoyu, or he was crazy or distressed, or he shed tears, but he had never been like now, he was not happy or sad, and his whole person felt empty and soft, and he really wanted to sleep until he died

Lin Shanshan's departure, who is the sad person? Qin Jian didn't know either

Only at that time, Lin Shanshan's words still sounded in his ears from time to time: Have you ever thought about other possibilities, such as you are crossing over, you and Qin Jian I know are not the same person at all! Or maybe you're just like me, having a real, almost indistinguishable dream?

Qin Jian thought about this question for a long time, but he still couldn't figure it out, but from the bottom of his heart, Qin Jian knew that he began to think about this problem, which showed that his cognition had been shaken

Qin Jian is still lying like this, not going to school, not going to the company, not going to Xiao Ke, and not caring about his parents, just like a small world isolated from the world

Qin Guangxian and Li Yun could only watch and be anxious, and called Qin Jian several times, but he directly locked the door

Fortunately, a week passed on such days, and on the eighth day, Qin Jian finally took the initiative to walk out of the room, but Qin Guangxian and Li Yun didn't expect to hear their son's first words

"Mom and Dad, I need to go to the hospital to see a psychiatrist."

Li Yun and Qin Guang were stunned for a moment, and first Li Yun hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed Qin Jian's arm

"Psychiatrist? You tell your mom honestly, what's going on with you these days? ”

Qin Guangxian also looked over, Qin Jian was too abnormal this week, and he also wanted to know what was going on with Qin Jian.

"It's nothing, it's just a bad mood."

"In this case, don't ask, go with the child first. Listen to the doctor about what he has to say. ”

Qin Guangxian looked at Qin Jian, his eyes were a little hollow, his eyes were blank, and he felt a little uneasy in his heart, and he began to think about who and whose child suddenly suffered from depression, or who was so old only to find out that it was autism and anxiety disorder.

But now looking at Qin Jian is a little abnormal, but fortunately, I know that I have to go to the hospital and find a doctor, no matter how I look at it, it is good.

"Yes, yes, yes."

Li Yun said, hurriedly unbuttoning the apron on her body. Qin Jian shook his head

"No, I'll go by myself."

As he spoke, he lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking, turned back to his room, picked up the key and walked out

Li Yun was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly pushed Qin Guangxian

"Go and follow, look at it, don't have an accident."

As he spoke, he threw the apron off his hand aside, and rushed up with his bag, Qin Xianguang didn't dare to let Qin Jian drive by himself, and hurriedly took the car key from Qin Jian's hand

"I'll send you there."

Qin Jian looked at Qin Guangxian and Li Yun with worries on their faces, pursed their lips, but still didn't refuse, only nodded.

A family of three drove to the hospital in a hurry.

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Since saying goodbye to "Qin Jian", Lin Shanshan seems to have really started a normal college life, making friends, the same sex or the opposite sex, participating in school activities, going to and from school on time, and eating with Li Lili and Zhu Xuemei

A qiē is all in order.

Even if she receives a □□ book, Lin Shanshan no longer blindly disposes of it as garbage, but will open it one by one and read it. The content often makes Lin Shanshan and Li Lili either laugh out loud or get goosebumps one after another.

Lin Shanshan didn't see Qin Jian for a week, there was no contact, the WeChat account was no longer at the top, and the friend list was no longer monotonous and sparse.

According to Zhou Yinghui's previous words, that is: life is full of the taste of youth.

No longer suffers from gains and losses because of one person, joy, anger and sorrow are completely tossed by the heart for a few months, and Lin Shanshan at this time actually has a feeling of fresh air that has been suffocated for a long time

The whole person is alive.

In comparison, Li Lili's face became more and more ugly, and sometimes she was distracted, and she even had less time to go out on a date, Lin Shanshan knew that the problem was about Sun Bomo's body, but Li Lili herself was unwilling to say, so Lin Shanshan didn't ask.

But after all, living in the same room, Li Lili has not been home for three consecutive weeks, and Zhu Xuemei can't stand her even worse face

"Lily, are you feeling unwell? Do you want to go to the hospital for a check-up? ”

Lin Shanshan looked at Li Lili's increasingly bloodless face, and there was still blue under her eye sockets, how did she feel wrong.

"No, don't I know my own body? It's just insomnia these days. ”

Zhu Xuemei nodded and said warmly

"I can massage, or my grandma taught me, through menstruation and blood circulation, it helps sleep. Why don't I go to your dorm room and give you a massage in the evening? ”

"No, no, no! You don't use and I don't need a massage. ”

Li Lili's temper also seemed to be a little irritable, and her straightforward refusal made Zhu Xuemei embarrassed for a while, oh, looked down at the food in front of her, and didn't say anything more.

Lin Shanshan looked at this, then at that, and said carefully

"Lily, are you really alright?"

"It's fine!"

Li Lili lowered her head and took a big bite of rice, frowning and looking a little impatient, Lin Shanshan was helpless, so she could only say

"Okay, if you remember something, you must tell me!"

Lin Shanshan didn't know that such a big thing had happened, and Li Lili actually gritted her teeth and carried it alone.

On the day she found out, Lin Shanshan happened to come back from the library alone, Li Lili said that she was uncomfortable, so she didn't accompany her, and when Lin Shanshan walked into the dormitory, she heard the sound of the iron basin in the bathroom "banging" on the ground, and Lin Shanshan was startled

"Lily?"

Lin Shanshan made a move, screamed tentatively, and then heard a depressed □□ coming from the bathroom, Lin Shanshan hurriedly threw the novel in her hand aside and rushed to the bathroom.

However, the scene in front of her made Lin Shanshan frightened and subconsciously screamed. Li Lili was half-lying on the ground with □□, but her snow-white body was stained with a large area of shocking red, dazzling and dazzling, and she was dizzy to see.

Even the snow-white porcelain basin on the side was dyed red.

Lin Shanshan only felt that her head was "buzzing", and she quickly said a word

"I'm going to call 120"

As he spoke, he lowered his head and took out his mobile phone as he walked in the direction of the wardrobe in the dormitory. Lin Shanshan also encountered such a situation for the first time in her two lives, and she was at a loss for a while.

Lin Shanshan took a big down and put it on Lily first, while talking non-stop

"It's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, the doctor will come and be fine."

But Li Lili grabbed Lin Shanshan's wrist, and she didn't know where the strength came from, with a snow-white little face and purple lips, she gritted her teeth and said

"Don't call 120, help me get my clothes and take me to the hospital! Then call Sun Bomo. ”

"You walk around like this"

Lin Shanshan looked at Li Lili, who was half covered in blood, and spoke with a crying voice. But Li Lili shook her head fiercely

"I can't let the school know!"

Lin Shanshan was stunned when she heard this, gritted her teeth, turned around to get Li Lili's clothes, took out her mobile phone, half ringed, and subconsciously took the lead in pressing Qin Jian's phone, but no one answered half a ring, Lin Shanshan immediately hung up, paused, found Shi Yan's phone again, and dialed it.

After a while, the phone was connected.

"Hello?"

The other party still spoke with a slight gasp, Lin Shanshan knew that the president of this mountaineering club had a habit of running at night, which was still heard from Li Lili's mouth.

"Senior Lili Lishi, can you come and help, I'm in a hurry!"

"Li Lili? What's wrong with her? ”

"Senior Shi is going to drive here, now immediately! Lily and I will wait for you downstairs in the dorm! Please! ”

Lin Shanshan didn't have time to say too much to Shi Yan, so she hurriedly packed up her clothes and wiped Li Lili's body clean with hot water, but the blood kept flowing, and the blood in Lin Shanshan's hand was completely panicked

"Lily, let's not be afraid of people saying, nothing is physically important, let's call the emergency number."

Li Lili pursed her lips and gritted her teeth

"Help me bring the hygiene and towels, and use them for a long time at night."

Lin Shanshan also had a white face, didn't dare to delay, and hurriedly turned around to get it. helped Li Lili put on her clothes, and walked downstairs with her arms. Walking very slowly, Li Lili's whole person was a little groggy, and Lin Shanshan was shocked when she saw it.

Fortunately, Shi Yan is also reliable enough, Lin Shanshan and Lily went downstairs and saw Shi Yan driving the car downstairs and was already waiting, when they saw Li Lili's appearance, Shi Yan was stunned, and hurriedly stepped forward, before the words of the question were spoken, Lin Shanshan said with a crying voice

"Hurry up and get Lily to the hospital, the closest, hurry!"

Shi Yan didn't say much anymore, picked up Li Lili horizontally, put her in the car, and rushed directly to the hospital while driving

The high school district is surrounded by many schools, and the facilities are complete, so it can be regarded as a small town. The school is less than a twenty-minute drive away.

And Shi Yan arrived in ten minutes. But even so, Li Lili fainted, and before she fainted, she didn't forget to grab Lin Shanshan's hand and ask Lin Shanshan to call Sun Bomo

Lin Shanshan hurriedly nodded in response, and even took out her mobile phone to make a call, Li Lili was relieved, and as soon as she turned her head, she completely fainted, Lin Shanshan immediately couldn't hold back, and yelled at Shi Yan in the front seat

"Hurry up, please hurry up, Lily can't hold it"