Chapter Seventy-Eight: Leaving (Asking for a Monthly Pass!) )

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After finishing his work, Xiyan came to Tong Hao's room, and seeing Tong Hao absent-mindedly in a daze, Xiyan walked up to him, "What are you doing?" ”

Tong Hao set his eyes on Xiyan, looked at her cheeks in a daze, and said in a flat voice, "You're going back tomorrow." ”

Xiyan smiled and nodded, "Hmm." ”

"I can't send you tomorrow."

Xi Yan smiled calmly and nodded, "Well, I'm such an adult, I know the way." ”

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan fixedly and asked, "When will you come back?" ”

Xiyan thought seriously for a while, "Well, it should be the end of the New Year." ”

Xiyan looked at Tong Hao with a smile, and his tone was teasing, "What?" I haven't left yet! Don't make it look like life and death parting? ”

Tong Hao didn't answer the rhetorical question, and looked at Xiyan with a serious expression, "Xiyan, you'll come back." ”

Xiyan smiled inexplicably, and said as a matter of course, "Of course, I'm determined to you, what's wrong?" Are you tired of me and want to kick me away? ”

"Tong Hao, let me tell you, no way! Even if you want to abandon me, I will stick to you like gummy candy for the rest of your life" The more Xi Yan said, the lower his voice became to the back, and his voice fell silent

Tong Hao stared at her and said lightly, "Come here." ”

Xiyan obediently approached him and gently raised her eyes to look at him

Tong Hao grabbed her hand, and Xiyan's whole body fell unsteadily into Tong Hao's arms, and her heart beat uncontrollably

Xiyan just looked up at Tong Hao, Tong Hao's kiss fell heavily on Xiyan's lips, this kiss was not the usual tenderness, it was full of domineering, greed, and urgency, which made Xiyan's heart begin to be restless and contradictory

Xiyan responded positively to this kiss that made her intoxicated

Until both of them gasped, Xiyan reluctantly pushed Tong Hao away, and turned her red cheeks. "It's late, let's get some rest early."

Just as Xiyan got up to leave, Tong Hao took her hand, "Don't go." ”

Xiyan's body paused. Gritting his teeth sadly, he looked at Tong Hao with a smile, "I'm afraid I won't be able to get up tomorrow." ”

"For the last time. The next time we see each other is next year. Tong Hao begged lightly.

Xiyan hesitated for a moment and nodded slightly, "Okay." ”

"Lie next to me."

After hearing this. Xiyan's cheeks seemed to be burned by fire, and it was uncomfortably hot

Tong Hao looked at her red cheeks, couldn't help but feel funny, and said helplessly, "Even if I want to do something inappropriate to you, my body can't move you." ”

Xiyan, who was seen through her heart, turned red uncontrollably, lowered her head in embarrassment, and then defended, "I'm not as dirty as you think." ”

"I'm not as dirty as you think. You don't want to. I'm not mean enough to be strong. Tong Hao said helplessly.

Xiyan nodded, "I know." ”

"Come up."

Xiyan sat on the bed obediently, Tong Hao took her hand, Xiyan fell beside Tong Hao, Tong Hao carefully covered her with the quilt and hugged her, "Sleep." ”

Such an intimate posture made Xiyan unable to sleep, especially his warm embrace and taste made her reluctant to give up

Xiyan closed her eyes and enjoyed a short period of happiness, "Tong Hao, if I'm not by your side." Will you miss me? ”

After hearing this, Tong Hao's body stiffened, "Probably." ”

"If I don't come back, will you blame me?"

"Will you leave me?" Tong Hao did not answer the rhetorical question.

"No, it won't." Xiyan replied affirmatively.

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan, who had been closing his eyes. Kissing her slender eyelashes gently, "Then I won't blame you." ”

"If I come back late, will you come to me?"

"Won't"

"Why?" Xiyan opened her eyes and looked at Tong Hao, who had been watching her.

Tong Hao stroked her hair, "You said you wouldn't leave me, so I'll wait for you to come back by yourself." ”

"What if I don't come back?"

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan unhappily, "How can there be so many in case." ”

"What if there is?" Xiyan is aggressive.

"And what will happen to you in case you don't come back?" Tong Hao looked at her seriously and asked.

Xiyan was silent for a few seconds. But it made Tong Hao feel like waiting for a century

"I don't know what if, but I'll definitely come back to you." Xiyan said uncertainly.

Tong Hao asked, "Xiyan, have you encountered anything unhappy?" ”

Xiyan shook her head, "No, I may feel that I have been with you for a long time, and I am not used to leaving, and I will be cranky as soon as I leave." ”

"Don't go back this year, come with me for New Year's Eve, after the New Year, I'll accompany you home, okay?" Tong Hao looked at her sincerely.

Xi Yan didn't want to see his sincere eyes, so she simply closed her eyes, "Tong Hao, a year is so long, I spend 9/10 of the time with you, and the remaining 1/10 of the time, can you not deprive it." ”

"I'm homesick," Xiyan said ashamedly and tiredly.

Tong Hao saw that Xiyan's eyelashes were moist, and his heart throbbed uneasily

Tong Hao reached out and stroked her eyelids, "Xiyan, don't cry"

Xiyan opened her eyes and looked at Tong Hao with a smile, "I'm so tired, I want to sleep." ”

Tong Hao was distressed, hugged her tightly and kept blaming herself in her heart, Tong Hao, how could you be so powerless to let your beloved cry

"Xiyan, I can give you the freedom you want, no matter what you choose, I won't blame you"

Xiyan was very sad in her heart, Tong Hao understood her embarrassment, but no matter which side it was, she would always live up to it

With a sad and tired heart, Xiyan fell asleep in Tong Hao's wide and warm arms, that night, she slept peacefully, dreamless all night, and slept so well that she didn't even have to worry about oversleeping the next day and missing her flight

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The next day, Tong Hao's deep and gentle voice sounded in her ears. "Sunset"

Xiyan opened her sleepy eyes and looked at Tong Hao with overlapping shadows in front of her

Tong Hao's cheeks gradually became clear in her worried eyes

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan with a faint smile, "Get up, don't miss your flight and can't go home, your parents are still waiting for you to go home." ”

After listening to Xiyan. Suddenly, his nose was sour, "Hmm." ”

"Go brush your teeth. I'll ask Yi Li to take you to the airport. ”

Xi Yan hugged Tong Hao and put his head on his shoulder, "Tong Hao"

Tong Hao hugged her tightly, ignoring the reluctance in his heart. "Well, it's a joy to go home."

Xiyan nodded heavily on his shoulder

Tong Hao let go of her, "Go quickly, don't miss the time." ”

Xiyan got up, glanced at Tong Hao, went to the bathroom to wash, and after a simple wash, he went upstairs to get his luggage

Tong Qianyun and Tong Hao looked at Xiyan who was about to get into the car at the door

"Xiyan, stay with your parents at home." Tong Qianyun said guiltily.

Xiyan nodded, "Okay." Aunt. Happy New Year. ”

Tong Qianyun nodded, "Okay, say hello to your parents on our behalf." ”

"Okay." Xiyan glanced at Tong Hao, "Tong Hao, you have to recover as soon as possible." ”

Tong Hao looked at her tenderly and nodded, "Okay." ”

Xiyan squeezed out a faint smile at them, "May it be well." Then he turned and left, and in an instant, his nose was uncomfortably sore

Yi Li put Xiyan's suitcase in the trunk. took the lead in the driver's seat, Xiyan sat in the passenger seat, his eyes fell on Tong Hao from the window, Xiyan raised his hand and waved gently to Tong Hao. There are words in his mouth, "Tong Hao, goodbye." ”

Yi Li glanced at Xi Yan's tearful eyes, started the engine, and the car slowly left Tong Hao's home and drifted away, until Tong Hao could no longer be seen

Xiyan couldn't hold back her tears anymore. Seeing that Yi Li's eyes were full of distress, "Don't be sad, you are not going back." ”

Xiyan stubbornly bit her lip, looked out the window at the receding scene, and held back her tears

Yi Li sighed softly and comforted, "It's just a few days apart"

Xiyan wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and looked at the scene that flashed outside the window, Shanghai, a city that made her both familiar and unfamiliar, a city that she loved and hated, a city where she had lived for 5 years, and a city that she had a love for

Tong Hao, don't blame me when I'm gone! You said you wouldn't blame me for whatever choice I made

After going to the airport and completing the formalities, Yi Li looked at the back of Xiyan leaving, and had an illusion: she had a feeling that she would never return

Yi Li stopped her, "Xiyan." ”

Xiyan turned his head to look at Yi Li, "What's wrong." ”

"If, I'm asking, if the person you met first was me, not Tong Hao, would you like me?"

Xiyan looked at Yi Li in surprise and questioned his words.

Yi Li smiled indifferently, "Don't be nervous, I'm just curious, whether Tong Hao is really irreplaceable in your heart"

Xiyan was clear, gently bowed his head, and said with a faint smile on his lips, "No if, probably in my life, I will only fall in love with Tong Hao, even if I met you first, I still can't be emotionally emotional, from childhood to adulthood, I have met men as good as you, but they can't seem to make me emotional, but it's Tong Hao, just a simple glance, I was deeply attracted to him, no matter how dull, boring, and incomplete, he just settled in my heart like that, so, this is not a matter of chronology, It's a question of whether my fate is Tong Hao; So"

Yi Li nodded sadly, and smiled helplessly, it turned out that some fates had long been doomed, Xiyan only loved Tong Hao alone, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't change Xiyan's mind; And his fate with Xiyan is only in his wishful thinking

There is a feeling that falling out of love is even more painful, and that feeling is called being an impossible person

"You'll be back." Yi Li asked with a sad look in his eyes.

Xiyan was quiet for a while, and smiled indifferently, "Yes." ”

Yi Li looked at her smile as clear as a clear spring, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly. "Okay."

Even if he failed to make Xiyan fall in love with him, he didn't regret that he had fallen in love with such a beautiful girl: affectionate and righteous, simple-minded, smiling with a pure and natural smile, embarrassed, helpless, and overwhelmed

Xiyan looked at Yi Li gratefully. stepped forward and gently hugged Yi Li, "Thank you for being with me these days, you will always be my best friend!" After speaking, he smiled at Yi Li. Good bye! ”

Xiyan pushed the suitcase through the security check, and the back of the gradual distancing made Yi Li's heart nostalgic, she was never her girl

Xiyan, do you know every sadness that is hidden in every smile I show to you

Did you know that I love you as strongly as you don't love me

Until Xiyan's gaze disappeared into his eyes, he exhaled into the air heavily, so let's silently freeze this feeling that she didn't know in his heart

When he turned to leave, Yi Li inadvertently saw the familiar trace, and looked at Tong Hao in the corner in a daze. Immediately crying and laughing

Yi Li walked up to Tong Hao's side and patted him on the shoulder, "Didn't you say that it was inconvenient for you to send her?" ”

Tong Hao glanced at him dissatisfiedly, and then fell on the direction where Xi Yan left

Yi Li looked along his line of sight, and his teasing voice revealed helplessness, "It's been a long time ago." ”

Tong Hao's eyes were frustrated and colorless

"Why don't you keep it, if you do, she should be desperate to stay."

Tong Hao said in a light tone, "I can't give her anything, I can't give her the happiness she wants, and I can't give her the freedom she wants." I can't give her the security she wants, she doesn't say any of this, but I know that she lives a very depressed life, and she shouldn't give up what she has for me. I shouldn't live in self-blame and guilt for me, and I shouldn't be a disgraced and wronged look, I think since I can't give it, then let her go, let her go, let her be her casual self"

If life is only as it first seems. In Tong Hao's eyes, Xiyan should have lived casually and frankly and smiled gently, as he felt when he met for the first time

Yi Li suddenly admired Tong Hao, not because he didn't love her, but because he loved her deeply, so he was willing to let go of her departure

The most romantic love in the world is not what a heartfelt promise he made for her, nor is it that he made for her

What a heart-wrenching move, but she clearly loved deeply, but dared to let go, silently retreated behind her, and fulfilled her freedom

Yi Li sighed, shook his head helplessly, I don't know how many times I sighed today, "Let's go." I'll send you back. ”

Tong Hao reluctantly turned around, walked with a limp, and walked beside him with regret, "Tong Hao, are you really just letting go?" ”

"Not so." Tong Hao replied sullenly.

Yi Li smiled slyly and teased in a mocking tone, "Then I'll chase her, you don't have an opinion." ”

Tong Hao coldly threw a pair of white eyes at him

Yi Li smacked his lips dissatisfiedly, "Why are you like this, since you let go, can you generously let her go to others to chase, can't you cheapen me?" I'm not bad, I can assure you that I will treat her well, even better than you treat her, and I will never let her suffer the slightest grievance."

Tong Hao's eagle-like eyes looked at him sharply, and said coldly, "Anyone can chase her, but you can't." ”

Yi Li stopped, looking surprised, "Why! ”

Tong Hao walked straight forward, silent on his questions

Yi Li was stunned in place for a while, with a flash of inspiration, he suddenly figured it out, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he walked quickly to Tong Hao's side, putting his hand on Tong Hao's shoulder, "I know, are you afraid that she will fall in love with me, right?" ”

Tong Hao shook off his hand and continued to limp forward

Yi Li suddenly burst into laughter, looked back at the direction where Xi Yan left, and couldn't help but shake his head helplessly

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