Chapter Seventy-Nine: Loneliness (Ask for a Monthly Pass!) )

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After Xiyan left, Tong Hao became very quiet

No matter how cold the weather is, get up early on time every day and practice walking hard in your room; At night, before going to bed, massage your left leg; In addition to sleeping, the rest of the time he stayed in the study to read the books that Xiyan bought for him

Every midnight dream, he always thinks of Xiyan inexplicably: the fiancée who will always be quietly by his side no matter when, especially when his love is low

Tong Hao, who lost his sunset, finally realized the loneliness after the loss: it turned out that when a person was alone, he did not feel that the other meaning of loneliness was sadness; When you miss someone like crazy, you feel that loneliness is associated with sadness

On the evening of Chinese New Year's Eve, after Tong Hao finished dinner, he walked to the balcony to look at the eclipse sky, his heart was extremely lonely, looking at the contact information of his mobile phone, his slender five fingers hesitated on the screen and wrote a text message: Happy New Year

Before the message was sent, Xiyan's text message came in: Tong Hao, Happy New Year. In the new year, you must be happy. Add a grinning emoji!

Tong Hao deleted the text message he wrote and replied simply: Thank you, you too!

Then, he kept staring at his phone, looking forward to her reply, even if it was a punctuation mark, even if he sent the wrong message

As a result, there was a big disappointment

Qianxi, who was celebrating the New Year at Tong Hao's house, walked to Tong Hao's side and held his arm, "Tong Hao, what are you doing?" Let's go out for a walk. We went to see the fireworks and went to the square to count down. ”

"No, no." Tong Hao replied lightly.

Qianxi held Tong Hao's arm and said, "Go, go, go!" Tong Hao. How lonely and boring it is to stay at home. ”

"Watch the Spring Festival Gala." Tong Hao replied sullenly.

Qianxi pouted dissatisfiedly, "Then will you accompany me to watch?" ”

"No!" Tong Hao replied coldly.

Qianxi pouted, "I don't care, no matter what you say, you have to accompany me to watch the fireworks." ”

"You go to Yili."

"Don't. I finally have some time alone with you, so I don't want to take the light bulb Yili with me. ”

Yi Li, who happened to come to Tong Hao's house, heard Qianxi's words and asked dissatisfiedly, "Who do you say is the light bulb?" ”

Qianxi looked at Yi Li dissatisfied, "It's you!" ”

Yi Li glanced at Qianxi. "Maybe you're the light bulb." ”

After speaking, Yi Li looked at Tong Hao, "Tong Hao, we have known each other for 23 years this year, let's go out for a drink." ”

When Qianxi heard this, she stared at Yi Li's smug face with incredulous eyes, "Hey, do you know if you come first and come later." ”

The corners of Yi Li's mouth rose, "First come, first come, first come, it also depends on Tong Hao's choice?" ”

"How. Tong Hao, are you going to drink? Yi Li looked at Tong Hao.

Tong Hao glanced at his phone in frustration and nodded, "Hmm." ”

After Qianxi heard this, she exploded and complained dissatisfiedly, "Tong Hao, you are too much"

Tong Hao sighed helplessly, "Let's go together." ”

Qianxi nodded reluctantly, and her sharp eyes threw at the light bulb of Yili

Yi Li smiled smugly at her

In Shanghai, the last 5 seconds are counted. As the fireworks rise to the sky, they explode with a bang, and the most beautiful meteors are released everywhere to usher in the new year

12 a.m. A new day, the first day of the new year.

Tong Hao didn't feel sleepy, sitting in the study and thinking about the past about Xiyan

turned on the phone, looked at the text messages sent by Xi Yan, flipped through them one by one, and when he saw that there was a message that he had never seen before. He looked at the time, it was his birthday: Tong Hao, remember to listen to the FM 8:30 program!

Tong Hao recalled the night of his birthday, when he was blaming Xiyan for leaving him on his birthday.

That day, not long after Xiyan left, Qianxi carried a cake to help him celebrate his birthday, on a whim, he suddenly wanted to see the fireworks, so he asked Qianxi to buy them, and played fireworks on the rooftop with Qianxi and Yili.

Later, Xi Yan came to the rooftop with her coat, and she was still sulking because of her departure, deliberately snubbing her, and even watched her being counted down by Qianxi without saying a word

Tong Hao opened Weibo, clicked on Xiyan's work Weibo, looked at her updated dynamics, found that day's Weibo, and after finding it, he took earplugs and listened to the program specially recorded by Xiyan for him that day

Tong Hao felt guilty, because of her childish behavior that day, she worked so hard to help him regain his confidence, and all he left her with was cold

Tong Hao took out a voice recorder from the drawer, which contained four gifts that Xiyan recorded for him, and he listened to Xiyan's thoughts one by one

Five recordings, five birthday gifts, she spent 5 years with him

5 years, she has already settled in his life

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In Shenzhen, Xiyan accompanied Lu Xiangyu and his wife to watch the Spring Festival Gala, happy with a loneliness, that loneliness, she deeply knew that it came from Tong Hao

When the Spring Festival Gala was almost over, Lu Xiangyu and his wife were sleepy, and Deng Chuntao looked at Xiyan with a full smile, "Yan Yan, it's late, go to bed early." ”

Xiyan sat on the sofa, hugged the pillow, and bowed her head gently, "Well, Mom and Dad, you guys go to sleep first, I'll sleep after watching the rest of the show." ”

Lu Xiangyu nodded, "Don't look too late." With that, he left the hall.

Xiyan looked at the back of Lu Xiangyu and his wife bent slightly, her nose was sour, in the new year, she was one year older, in the past five years, there was very little time to be by their side, she couldn't be so willful anymore, she wanted to accompany them to grow old day by day, she wanted to treat them like they cherished their young selves when they were young

Therefore, she chose to return to Shenzhen to be with her family and friends. That is, she gave up Tong Hao

You can't have both bear paws and fish, can you?

Tong Hao, I chose so. Will you blame me?

Xiyan thought about taking her parents to Shanghai to live together, but her parents, who have feelings for their hometown, do not plan to leave their native hometown, and it is difficult for them to get used to a strange big city, and she is currently unable to let them settle down in Shanghai;

And for Tong Hao. Shanghai also has relatives, friends and memories that he can't let go, how can she selfishly let Tong Hao come to Shenzhen for her to develop, although Shenzhen is a big city that can keep pace with Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou, but compared to Shenzhen, Shanghai seems to be more suitable for Tong Hao's development

Tong Hao's life should have shone like gold, he was born to make a difference, and he couldn't be an obstacle to his success

Compared with himself, Qianxi should be able to help him in his life

After Lu Xiangyu and his wife left, Xiyan had no intention of watching the Spring Festival Gala, and buried his head on the pillow sadly, with tears in the corners of his eyes. Probably missing has become a demon

I don't know how he's doing now

How far has his relationship with Qianxi progressed

Will they get married?

Xiyan looked at the text message chat records of the two on his phone, which was pitiful

Xiyan wanted to text him, but she promised that after Qianxi left Tong Hao, she would not contact him again, and now she was so bold as to text him, would it disturb their current life

Unable to suppress the longing in her heart, Xiyan turned off the TV, walked to the balcony, and looked at the dark sky outside the window, the cold wind blew coldly on her, making her a little sober from her crazy thoughts

Now that you have chosen to let go. Then don't leave it to each other's thoughts, so they cut off contact with his thoughts and deep thoughts about him, and hide these things silently in their hearts

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After the Chinese New Year, Xiyan stayed at home for two months before starting to look for a job. After submitting a few resumes on the recruitment website and interviewing several companies, I was not very satisfied

Lu Xiangyu and his wife looked at Xiyan who was looking for a job at home in surprise, they both thought that after the Chinese New Year, Xiyan would return to Tong Hao, but they didn't expect her to go home this time. Not only has it become a lot quieter, but I have been at home for so long

One day, after the interview, Xiyan dragged his tired body home, and he really didn't expect it to be so difficult to find a job

In fact, the position she asked for was very simple, she wanted to be a radio host or a radio planner behind the scenes, but the positions she interviewed for a few days required her to be a column host or magazine editor

It turns out that a graduate diploma with a high degree may not be very useful when looking for a job!

Xiyan took off her high heels, changed into home slippers, put her bag on the sofa, and lay down on the sofa tiredly

After Deng Chuntao came out of the room, she sat next to Xiyan, looking at her worriedly, and stopped talking

After Xiyan saw it, she got up and sat upright, leaning back on the sofa and hugging the pillow, "Mom, what do you want to say." ”

Deng Chuntao glanced at Xi Yan and made up her mind to ask the doubts in her heart, "Yan Yan, you honestly tell your mother, what's wrong with you and Tong Hao?" I haven't heard you talk about Tong Hao for so long, I always feel that you have something to hide from us, can you talk to your mother? ”

Xiyan looked at Chun Tao's worried frowns, thinking that they had been holding back their curiosity for more than two months, hesitated for a while, and said lightly, "Mom, I plan to stay with you and don't want to go back to Shanghai." ”

"What happened to you and Tong Hao." Deng Chuntao looked at Xiyan worriedly.

Xiyan didn't want them to worry, nor did she want to hide anything from them, so she simply told the story of what happened to her and Tong Hao

After Deng Chuntao listened, his eyes turned red, "Yan Yan, Tong Hao needs you now, how can you leave him so willfully." Although you haven't officially become his wife yet, anyway, he also lost a leg because of you."

"Yan Yan, you go back, your father and I will take care of ourselves, don't worry about us, your father and I are old, we have no expectations, I just hope you can find happiness, and Tong Hao is your happiness"

Deng Chuntao said with teary eyes, "In the past two months, we have seen your depressed appearance and are very worried about you. ”

Xiyan patted Deng Chuntao on the shoulder, "Mom, don't worry about me, Tong Hao has a better person to accompany him now, and I can't help anything, I don't want to become a stumbling block in his life." ”

"Tong Hao, he deserves better people to be by his side." Xiyan's face was full of frustration, and he said in a light tone.

Deng Chuntao was embarrassed, and he couldn't help Xiyan

Xiyan smiled at Deng Chuntao, "Mom, I'm a little tired, let's go rest for a while, and there will be an interview in the afternoon." With that, he got up and left.

Chun Tao looked at Xiyan's lonely and thin back, feeling distressed, how could this be?

Xiyan lay on the bed dejectedly and rested for a while, looking at the green scenery outside the window, spring is really coming

It is another year of green shoots and new branches of the resurrection season, the scenery is infinitely good, but there is one less person around who has no intention of appreciating!

Tong Hao should look good when he walks now

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