This life and this night are not good - the emperor

There are always some things that I don't know where to start, and if it's late at night, I can't help but listen to the sound of cicadas and crickets outside, and even the sound of tears falling from candles.

When you stay alone, even the time becomes long.

She is a little sleepy and a little tired, intrigues, conspiracies and calculations, others see glory and wealth, only those who are deeply in power know that it is deep loneliness.

If there was that year, if it was that year, what could she do back then, she has always been powerless, she is bigger than the people in the world, and she is not as strict as this etiquette.

The absurd and cruel prohibition of leaving children and mothers is happening in every dynasty and generation.

And she, at first, just wanted to send her favorite person to the throne and hold hands to see each other's prosperity.

You have to start from the beginning, as if no matter what, no matter how heartbreaking the love is, you have to have a first encounter, and someone has to talk to you at the beginning.

And her first encounter with him was in Yasukuni Mansion, the Bamboo family is the queen's family, and the queens of all dynasties are from the Bamboo family, and she doesn't feel that there is anything wrong.

The law of the ancestors is greater than the sky, not to mention, she doesn't think she will like anyone, the emperor's heart is in employing people, in breaking love, it doesn't matter if you love or not, what matters is that this Fengwu country is three thousand miles away, and the people are happy.

She has nothing to ask for, she has been like this all her life, what is there to ask for, she has nothing, the world is hers, what else can she ask for.

It turns out that there really is, but that's another story.

When she met him, he stood under the wall of the women's basket, dressed in white and graceful, with smiling eyebrows and eyes, covered with a veil, and unconsciously emotional.

She just glanced at it from a distance and left, there were so many beauties, she didn't take it to heart.

In the main hall is King Jing, the only king with a different surname, and the king who was determined by the founding emperor that could not be convicted as long as he did not recruit troops to attack Fengwu Kingdom, and it was also the designated queen's house.

King Jing saw her coming and said, "Your Majesty is coming, what is the matter?" ”

She just smiled almost indifferently: "I have reached the age of the poster, and I heard that all the sons of the Yasukuni Mansion are both talented and beautiful, so I will take a look." ”

King Jing just said: "It is a major event after the establishment, although the origin of this queen candidate is from my Yasukuni Mansion, but it should not be finalized by His Majesty." ”

She said: "I also know, but there are also seven candidates over and over again, so I can't choose one or two of my favorites." ”

King Jing said solemnly: "What Your Majesty said is very true, and the minister ordered them to go down and prepare." ”

She didn't laugh either, she just thought endlessly, this kind of life is really boring, and every word she says is like a shadow puppet under the shadow puppeteer, and the calculation is just right.

There are not many sons in Yasukuni Mansion, and there are more than ten or twenty families in the Zongjia family of the right age, all of whom are more delicate and talented.

She looked at the man, he was there, he met her eyes, full of smiles, she didn't know if he was laughing or not, but stubbornly believed that he was laughing, she was the emperor of this Fengwu country, who didn't come forward to ask for a reward.

Soon it was his turn, and he was just a pair, and his voice was very good, and for a moment, she looked at him, thinking that the whole world was being held up in front of her.

He said: "I don't have the same good talent as my brothers, I can only chant two lines of poetry, and I will be ugly below." ”

"What does the female basket rely on, the arbor refuses to attach it."

"The minister is guilty, and the minister is afraid." King Jing knelt down, everyone knelt down, he lifted his veil and smiled at her with an almost provocative smile, and knelt down as well.

King Jing knew very well that the emperor was the emperor after all, and his majesty could not be provoked.

She was very calm, she just said: "King Jing, what is the crime, the good son raised by your family, I am very satisfied, and I will definitely see him at the post-selection ceremony in ten days, right." ”

Even if it was a question, everyone present knew in their hearts that this was clearly an order.

King Jing kowtowed, with a bitter taste in his mouth: "Go back to Your Majesty, Your Majesty will definitely be able to see him then." ”

This matter is still known to the emperor, she is not allowed, her princess can only marry a gentle and virtuous man back, such a provocative person, there is no distinction between respect and inferiority, what is the use of marrying back.

Emperor Taishang couldn't fight her in the end, because she is the emperor now, because she is the palace style, because she is the only emperor in history who does not lose to Taizu.

At the post-selection ceremony, she ordered him, and she gave him the name - Zhu Wenpo.

So the grand wedding, ten miles of red makeup, thousands of petals are only for Qing, if it is said that Qing is the world, then he is alone.

In the palace, he asked, "Why did Your Majesty order me?" ”

She looked at the silver scattered outside the window, and suddenly a slight smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: "Probably with you, the years in this palace will not be so difficult." ”

He said, "I hate you. ”

She smiled lightly: "So what, there are many people in this world who hate me, you just need to remember that no one in this world is so good to you." ”

Years later, the same words came out of his mouth, killing both of them.

At that time, he said, "I hate you, but I can't bear you." ”

She is the person he hates the most in this world, and she is also the best person for him.

How can a person be ruthless if he is not a grass and a flying stone, he can't be indifferent to her in the end.

And at that time, neither of them expected the final ending, but she only knew where his hatred came from, just because he had a beloved woman, she could be regarded as snatching love with a knife, so what, it was good to get someone if you didn't get the heart.

Besides, she doesn't want him to love her, as long as he stays with her until she gives birth to a daughter.

She is also really good to him, she gives everything she can give, and she is an official and a knight, but she will not make him a demon queen of the country.

She can't promise him a couple for the rest of her life, but she loves him in the best way she can.

It's a pity that leaving the son to go to the mother has become a bigger barrier, he doesn't understand her, she doesn't need him to understand, the road to the emperor is destined to be lonely for a lifetime, no one in this world really and completely understands a person, and if he doesn't love her, it becomes a bigger mistake.

She sent several princesses out of the palace, and the excuse to the outside world was that she just died of illness, and everyone said that she was unwilling to retire from the throne, and even he believed it, and gradually he went crazy and became a demon, and he went completely crazy after taking the sacrificial banquet away.

She looked at him, locked him up in a palace, and ignored him, not expecting to pay such a big price if she wanted him to survive.

If she could go back to the first meeting, she would probably still make the same choice, she was selfish after all.

She could no longer sleep peacefully, and always kept her eyes open until dawn.

This night is not good in this life, where will the bright moon look next year.

The author has something to say: The second is smaller, and I am tired, and if I don't say anything in the text, please contact Fanwai to see, because it has always been written with what Wu Yu saw as the line, and there must be something she doesn't know, or it's missing

Kureha is the Virgin...... That thing is actually _(:3∠)_

In addition, after a certain correction, the man in the text has no name, so it has been modified, and corrections are welcome.