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After Xiyan came to Tong Hao's ward, he saw Tong Hao, who was as cold as ice, looking out the window, and Xiyan walked up to him quietly without saying a word

Tong Hao said lightly, "Tell me a joke." ”

"Hmm." Xiyan responded softly, looking at Tong Hao's expressionless face, while looking for all kinds of funny jokes in her mind, but at the moment, her mind was blank and she couldn't find a funny joke to make him happy

Xiyan said softly, "Tong Hao, I don't know how to comfort you, but since the past can't be changed, let's face it calmly, he may not have done a good job as a husband and father, but he"

Tong Hao's faint tone revealed exhaustion, "Don't say it." ”

Xiyan suddenly felt distressed, stepped forward, and hugged Tong Hao, "Tong Hao, I know you are sad"

Tong Hao leaned on Xiyan's shoulder and said tiredly, "It's okay to stay by my side." ”

"Hmm."

Xiyan accompanied him to look out the window, and suddenly understood: there is no such thing as empathy in this world. Seeing Tong Hao so sad, I also feel sad, but I can't experience Tong Hao's sadness and sadness, because his sadness is linked to the past, and I am just sad because of his sadness

In the evening, the colorful sky is like a colorful ink scroll, the sunset outside the window pours the gentleness of the ground, and the orange afterglow is sprinkled on Tong Hao's body

Xiyan quietly stayed by Tong Hao's side, still holding Tong Hao's hand in his hand, "Tong Hao, I think so much about every day in the future, I can accompany you until your hair is gray."

Suddenly, a middle-aged man appeared at the door of the ward, and he looked at the person Li Zhensheng one by one.

Li Zhensheng nodded to Xiyan.

Xiyan stuffed Tong Hao's hand into the quilt, walked to Li Zhensheng's side, and whispered, "Tong Hao is asleep, if you want to see him, come back next time." ”

Li Zhensheng nodded, walked to Tong Hao's side, put the gift in his hand on the table, looked at the sleeping Tong Hao fixedly, looked at the same appearance as when he was young, and had mixed feelings in his heart If he knew that he was so guilty now, he would definitely not leave them orphans and widows in Shanghai, 22 years, not 27 years, he has never fulfilled the responsibility of a father for a day, no wonder Tong Hao will hate him for 27 years of debt, how to make up for it?

Li Zhensheng turned to look at Xi Yan, "Can we talk?" ”

Xiyan glanced at Tong Hao, hesitated for a moment, and nodded.

In the park of the hospital, Xi Yan and Li Zhensheng sat on chairs in the park.

Li Zhensheng was the first to speak, "You are Tong Hao's girlfriend." ”

"Hmm."

"How long have you been together?"

"It's been more than 4 years." Xiyan replied.

"4 years, it's not easy." Li Zhensheng sighed.

"What kind of person is Tong Hao?" Li Zhensheng looked at Xiyan with expectant eyes, "I want to know, can you tell me?" ”

Xiyan looked at Li Zhensheng with some surprise, and asked the doubts in his heart, "Why haven't you ever come back to see him for so many years?" ”

Li Zhensheng was stunned, and after a moment of silence, he said, "I have been busy with my career in the United States. ”

Xiyan smiled helplessly, "Is career more important than family?" ”

Li Zhensheng was speechless for a moment? Family? For so many years, he devoted himself to his career, and he aspired to make achievements in medicine, but when it took more than 20 years to achieve such achievements, looking back, he missed a lot, such as his family and his children

As early as 7 years ago, his wife was dissatisfied with Li Zhensheng's ignorance of the family, and planned to separate from him, and two years later, his wife and son, who was studying in college, died in an accident

Over the years, he has gained much more than he has lost, so that since then, he has been tormented by self-blame and guilt, and has lived deeply in the abyss of pain.

People are always like this, only when they really lose it, do they know the preciousness of possession, and by the time they realize this truth, it is completely too late

Xiyan said in a light tone, "Uncle, Tong Hao, he shouldn't be a burden and burden on your way forward. As a father, although the harm of your indifference to Tong Hao is invisible, it is more tangible than anyone's harm. If you have a child, you must raise something, give birth to Tong Hao, but do not raise him, as a doctor, no matter how successful you are in medicine and how many lives you have saved, but in the role of your father, you have already been sentenced to death by Tong Hao. ”

"Uncle, what kind of person Tong Hao is, you should find out by yourself, not through outsiders."

Xiyan looked at the blurring luster of the sky and got up, "Tong Hao should wake up, he is most afraid of the loneliness of waking up alone, and there is no one around him in the dark, as if he has been abandoned by the world, he said, this is the shadow left by him when he was 5 years old." After Xiyan finished speaking, he returned to Tong Hao's ward.

Li Zhensheng's eyes suddenly wet with tears, trying to recall in his mind what the 5-year-old Tong Hao was like. I vaguely remember that 5-year-old Tong Hao, he only met him a few times, and he was very well-behaved and quiet at that time, and then he had no memory

After Xiyan returned to the ward, she saw Tong Hao who had woken up, and she called softly with a smile, "Tong Hao"

Tong Hao glanced at Xi Yan sullenly, and his tone was a little displeased, "Where have you been?"

"I'm ordering takeout, I'm afraid you'll be hungry." Xiyan explained.

Tong Haoxin nodded in earnestness, "Come here"

Xiyan walked up to Tong Hao's side and shook his hand, "Are you hungry?" ”

Tong Hao nodded.

"We'll have dinner later, wait a little longer."

Tong Hao nodded and looked at the gifts on the table, "Who gave it?" ”

Xiyan looked at Tong Hao and said cautiously, "Your father"

When Tong Hao heard this, he said coldly, "I don't have a father!" ”

Xiyan nodded sadly, "Tong Hao, he may have a hard time, he"

Tong Hao said coldly, "Xiyan, if I am such an irresponsible father like him, do you think my children will hate me?"

Xiyan shook his head desperately and denied, "You're not him, you won't." ”

"I won't, I won't, he is a negative teaching material, taught me how to be a husband and a father, I will definitely not follow in his footsteps, I will not be" Tong Hao secretly swore in his heart.

"Well, I believe you." Xiyan looked at Tong Hao with a determined look.

Tong Hao stared at Xiyan steadily, and suddenly, he said calmly, "Will you leave me?" ”

After hearing this, Xiyan was stunned, and the next second, a shallow smile condensed on his face, and he said gently, "You forgot?" I said I would always be with you in recovery."

Tong Hao replied sullenly, "Hmm"

Looking at the eerily quiet space, Xiyan was inexplicably empty

At this time, a mobile phone ringtone broke the silence, Xiyan looked at the caller ID, and said to Tong Hao, "Tong Hao, the takeaway has arrived, I'll go down and get it first." ”

"Hmm."

Xi Yan smiled reassuringly, "Wait for me, I'll be back soon." ”

Tong Hao nodded.

Xiyan walked out of the hospital room and sighed heavily, hoping that these terrible days would pass soon

At night, Xiyan stayed with the bed, looking at Tong Hao, who had been holding her hand, Xiyan smiled, was he worried that she would leave

Fool! How could I leave you? How can I be willing to leave you? You see, even if you want to drive me away, I'm not just by your side in vain

[It's about to be 515, I hope to continue to hit the 515 red envelope list, and the red envelope rain will be able to give back to readers and promotional works on May 15. A piece is also love, and it must be better! 】