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Xi Yan shook his hand tightly, looked at his sleeping face, and inexplicably remembered the father Tong Hao had mentioned to her.

She remembers that during her internship in her third year of graduate school, because the apartment she rented was too unsafe, Tong Hao strongly asked her to move to his house. After living for a while, Xiyan gradually got used to that family: Tong Qianyun was reasonable, although she didn't talk much, she was very good to her; Tong Hao commuted to and from work on time, and before he finished his work, he took it home to do it; At the beginning, the work **** went to work with Tong Hao, and Xiyan, who got off work early, would prepare the meals and wait for them to go home when Tong Qianyun did not get off work; Later, Tong Hao bought a car, and Xiyan had Tong Hao's pick-up and drop-off when he commuted to and from work

One night, after dinner, Tong Hao went to the study to continue the unfinished work, Xiyan finished brushing the dishes and chopsticks, and wanted to find Tong Hao to go out for a stroll, but when he saw him working so seriously, he went to take a bath.

After taking a bath, seeing that Tong Hao was still busy with her work, she was bored and stayed in the study for a while, browsed the books collected on the shelves, and suddenly saw a photo album, Xi Yan glanced at Tong Hao, secretly held the album in her arms, and took it back to the room to see.

Xiyan sat on the bed, curiously flipping through the photo album page by page, looking at each photo of Tong Hao or a baby in the album, there are a series of photos of the newborn, crawling, walking, and starting to go to kindergarten, each photo has Tong Qianyun's handwritten notes, when Xiyan sighed Tong Qianyun's intentions, he suddenly saw a photo of a family of three behind the album, the man in the photo is very young, exactly the same as the current Tong Hao

Xiyan took out the photo, looked at it carefully, and guessed in her heart that the man in the photo should be Tong Hao's father, who has been here for so long, and has never seen this man, nor has he heard Tong Hao mention him

Suddenly, the photo in her hand was withdrawn, Xiyan looked at Tong Hao, only to see him frowning unhappily, looking at the photo expressionlessly, and the next second, in front of Xiyan, the photo was crumpled into a ball and held it in his hand

Xiyan's heart beat faster, looking at Tong Hao with a gloomy face, "I"

Tong Hao knew that her actions scared her, so she was silent for a while, and said softly, "I'm sorry"

Xiyan was a little weak-hearted, "It's me who didn't have your consent, and it's me who should say I'm sorry if I took away your photo album." ”

Tong Hao sighed softly, "It's okay, if you want to see it, just watch it." ”

Xiyan nodded, looking at the photo he was holding tightly in his hand, very curious, but seeing his cold face, he couldn't ask

"I'll go take a shower first, and rest early when you're done." After speaking, Tong Hao threw the photo in his hand into the trash can and walked out of Xiyan's room.

After Tong Hao left, Xiyan took out the photo in the trash can and carefully smoothed it, but it was still difficult to return to its original appearance Xiyan looked at the photo in a daze, why was Tong Hao so emotional when he saw this photo?

I don't know how long I was in a daze, after Tong Hao took a bath, when he passed by Xiyan's room, he saw Xiyan lying on the table in a daze.

Tong Hao walked behind her, saw the photo he threw away on the table, and said angrily, "Throw it away!" ”

After hearing this, Xiyan turned his head to look at Tong Hao in surprise, "Why?" ”

Tong Hao took the photo on the table, tore it off with a ruthless face, and threw it into the trash.

Xiyan looked at Tong Hao in a daze, and saw a sadness on his expressionless face, and felt indescribably uncomfortable that the photo was so obstructive to his eyes? Isn't there any value in staying as a memorial?

"It's late, let's get some rest early." After Tong Hao finished speaking, he turned around and left.

Xiyan quickly grabbed Tong Hao's hand and said softly, "Let me share some of your sorrow for you!" ”

Tong Hao's body froze, looked at Xiyan, and comforted, "I'm fine!" ”

Xiyan shook his head, "I want to know more about you, although I wasn't involved in your past, I want to know." ”

Tong Hao stroked Xi Yan's worried face, "Just stay by my side now." ”

Xiyan looked at Tong Hao's eyes, "But now that you look so sad, I feel very uneasy." ”

Xiyan held his hand, looked at him sincerely, and said, "If those sorrows, you have never talked about them with others, I am willing to be your first listener, if you don't want to mention those sorrows now, then one day you are willing to say it, and then tell me that you can just bear it alone, okay?" ”

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan with emotion and hugged her into his arms, "Thank you!" ”

Xiyan smiled, "Your current unhappiness is caused by me, what should I do for you to make you happy?" ”

"I don't know!"

"Then you're really giving me a problem." Xiyan said in Tong Hao's arms.

"Think for yourself."

Xi Yan had a whim and happily came out of his arms, "Why don't we go to eat barbecue, drink beer, and ice cream?" ”

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan for a long time, "It's you who are greedy!" ”

Xiyan smiled, "Didn't you say let me think for myself?" I'm limited in my abilities, and that's all I can think of. ”

Tong Hao shook his head helplessly, "Let's go!" ”

Xiyan nodded happily, "Wait a minute, I'll change my clothes first." ”

After eating the barbecue, the two walked hand in hand on the way home, Tong Hao looked up at the sky, the moon was in the sky, and the stars were everywhere

Xiyan looked at the shadow on the ground stretched by the moonlight, and silently counted his steps in his heart

Suddenly, Tong Hao opened his mouth and said, "Xiyan"

"Huh? What's wrong? Xiyan looked up at Tong Hao.

Tong Hao's voice was as light as the cold moon of Qinghui, "When I was 5 years old, he left this home. ”

Xiyan was a little surprised when he heard it, he? Who? I suddenly remembered the man in the photo who looked exactly like Tong Hao?

Xiyan looked at Tong Hao quietly.

"For as long as I can remember, I have a very bad impression of him, he quarrels with his mother every day, goes out early and returns late every day, and I hardly see him. Later, he left home, and when he came back, I had already started kindergarten, and at that time my mother told me that he would not leave again when he came back this time, and that she would give me a warm family and a father. But when he came back, he didn't stay at home, he preferred to stay in a hotel rather than go home, and he never looked at me squarely."

"One day, I came back from school, there was no one at home, after finishing my homework, I kept watching TV and waiting for my mother to come back, I don't know how long I waited, I was very hungry, my eyes were very tired, I fell asleep in the sofa, and when I woke up, the house was dark, and the silence was terrifying, I was afraid of being alone in the dark, I wanted to turn on the light, I was not tall enough, I carried a stool to reach the switch, I fell, my nosebleeds flowed, I was helpless, scared, and I shed tears in pain, and in the quiet and empty space, only my own cry echoed, I was too scared to cry out in the dark, wiping my nosebleed with my hand until my mom came back and when she saw the blood on my face, she was so nervous that she was crying and her eyes were red, and she was crying as she helped me wipe my nosebleed. I asked her, why are you crying? She said that even if she didn't have a father, she would give me a warm family. At that time, I hated him in my heart. Later, I found out that on that day, my mother got the divorce judgment of the second instance, and he only left us a house where we live now, so he went to the United States to settle down, and in the United States, he had already reorganized another family."

Xiyan was distressed, and her eyes were shining with tears

"After he left completely, for so many years, he ignored us, and I kept telling myself that we could live well without him; Without him, I would have been able to support the family and take care of my mother."

Xiyan's throat was uncomfortable, and she resisted the urge to cry, and hugged Tong Hao, "Let's not talk about him, don't talk about him, okay." ”

Tong Hao looked at the sky with a confused look in his eyes and patted Xiyan's head, "I'm fine." ”

Xiyan still can't hold back the tears in the corners of her eyes, you lie! How can it be okay? If you're really fine, why do you tremble when you mention him? You're hating, aren't you?

Tong Hao said in a calm tone, "The father in my impression should be a very tall and burly existence, able to put his son around his neck; can tell his son that a man bleeds without tears; I will teach my son to play basketball and football."

Xiyan choked in Tong Hao's arms and cried more and more until he was out of control

Tong Hao was a little dumbfounded, let go of Xiyan, looked at his pear blossom and rainy face, and was a little anxious, "What's wrong?" Why do you cry like this, don't cry. ”

Tong Hao comforted lamely, he was most afraid of seeing girls crying, especially for himself! Tong Hao, who was suddenly helpless, helped Xiyan wipe her tears, hugged her tightly in his arms, and said nervously and helplessly, "Don't cry, if that's the case, I won't dare to share sad things with you in the future, so you can't be my most loyal listener."

After hearing this, Xiyan quickly stopped choking, came out of Tong Hao's arms, and looked at Tong Hao, "Don't!" ”

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan in surprise

Xiyan said with a crying voice, "I won't cry anymore, you still have to share your sad things with me in the future, because sad things, divided into two, you can bear less sadness." ”

Tong Hao shook his head, "No, this will make me more sad." ”

"Why?"

Tong Hao saw that there were still tears in the corners of her eyes, and gently brushed them away for her, "Seeing you sad because of me, the already sad mood will be even sadder." ”

After hearing this, Xiyan nervously held Tong Hao's hand, "I won't be like this in the future." If you encounter something sad in the future, don't you share it with me. I want to be someone you can trust."

After Tong Hao listened, he looked at Xiyan, and the corners of his mouth rose gently, although his past life was a little miserable, countless midnight dreams were tasted alone; Fortunately, now he has met someone who can share every sadness with him, and he is nervous because of his sadness, which shows that his life is not necessarily so sad

Looking at Tong Hao's smile, Xiyan was a little stunned, obviously very sad moment, why did he smile so good?

Tong Hao held her in his arms, "Thank you!" You've always been my most trusted partner! ”

After hearing this, Xiyan nodded happily in his arms, "I will definitely get better and better, so good that you think it is good, so good that I feel unstoppable!" ”

Tong Hao bowed his head slightly, "Okay!" ”

[It's about to be 515, I hope to continue to hit the 515 red envelope list, and the red envelope rain will be able to give back to readers and promotional works on May 15. A piece is also love, and it must be better! 】